I'm so sorry guys! I was so busy with my new house and work. I didn't have any time to write an update or post one. I was so tired all the time. But now I just need to give you guys an update. Also to calm myself down.
I don't know where the story will go, but let me surprise you!
Chapter 7:
Do bruises make better conversation?
Amelia's POV
It was not long ago since Jacob had pulled me out of Emily's kitchen and demanded to get on his back as soon as he was changed in his wolf form. I still didn't understand fully what was going on. I knew he was talking to Sam about my sister, Bella, being pregnant. Emily had distracted me enough to not be able to pay attention what they were saying.
Now we were running towards the Cullens and I couldn't help but sigh. That made Jacobs running slow down and look up at me with his big head. "I'm fine… Let's get this over with." I wasn't so fond of telling the bad news to people. I wanted to be happy and worry free, but that didn't seem to be any true. I felt bad for driving Jacob away from the pack and along with that to my vampire family.
Soon I could see the house in front of us. The lights were on inside that only meant they were all inside. Jacob stopped walking and laid down on the ground for me to get off. He escaped into the bushes while I walked up to the house, soon to be joined by a back to human Jacob. I left my head hanging down. Like I said I wasn't fond of telling the bad news. "I will tell them, no worries." Jacob said to me and gave me a kiss on my cheek. I could only nod as we walked inside and I sprinted up to the stairs that led to the livingroom just as Edward, who was reading my confused mind, walked down to Jacob with a frown. I sighed once more and walked over to Bella with a fake smile on my face. I sat down on the couch, but my sister saw through my façade immediately. "Ames? What's going on?" She asked me. Her weak eyes looking at me with a lot of worry. I laid my hand on her pregnant and much grown belly since I left her. I looked at my hand on it and it calmed me down a bit, making me ready to be honest towards my sister. "I don't really know what happened. It's just all so confusing right now." I said with a light frown on my forehead. I didn't hear that Jacob and Edward just entered the room. I stared at my hand and talked on. "I was with Emily in the kitchen while Jacob was talking with Sam and the pack about you being pregnant I guess, the other moment I was dragged out of there and demanded to go on his back and with him. It all happened so fast. I felt Bella's eyes on my hand with worry. "Did he do that to you?" She said pointing her weak finger at my wrist which showed light bruises from the way Jacob held me. I didn't notice until now. I looked at them and then I looked at Bella. But she wasn't looking to me anymore. She was looked over my shoulder and when I turned around I looked in the eyes of Jacob who was getting uncomfortable with himself. He ran outside within a flash and I could only hurry over to the window to see him shift in the middle of the driveway. I couldn't help but let my tears fall down my cheek as Edward came up behind me and tried to comfort me and slow down the tears that were kicking in my breathing problems I had for quite some time now.
Jacob's POV
How could I have done this to her. That was the only thing that came into my mind as I ran off in shame from the Cullen house. Sure I heard her cry out in Edwards arms and her breathing problems that Bella had told me about earlier but it was too late for me. With this I wouldn't be welcome in her arms again and I scrued everything up. I had promised to never hurt her like that and yet I was so pissed at the pack that I didn't even pay attention to how I was dragging her along with me.
"Don't worry Jacob. She will come around…" I heard a voice next to me. I panicked and looked around. My wolfform breathing heavily. "It's me, Seth." I frowned. "What are you doing here Seth?" I asked as I saw his wolf walking over to where I was standing in the middle of the woods. "I came to join your pack." He said with his happy but annoying voice. "I don't have a pack…" I said simply. "You do now…" Seth said, again happy but annoying. "So you just left Sam, your sister and everyone behind to run after me?" I said. "No he didn't just leave everyone behind."A female voice said into my mind. "Leah no. Not you!" Seth began to whine as soon as she came in the clearing. "You are my little brother. I have to watch over you. Besides all of that I don't want Amelia hanging lonely, now I sort start to like her." That was unusual for her to say. Leah wasn't such the normal talking about liking people so this kind of came from another corner. "Okay you two can stay!" I said. "But we need to keep an eye around here. I don't know what Sam has in mind to do. If you like it or not we have to protect the Cullens." I heard Leah sigh. But they both nodded in agreement.
So the three of us went looking around the border. Seth stayed close around the house. Leah and I agreed we didn't want him close to what could possibly lead him in a fight with the family. The coast was clear until I saw the visions of what Seth was showing me. It was Amelia's voice and her read eyes looking into Seth's asking for me. I felt sad again for hurting her like this. She didn't look okay. Of course Leah saw this too and nudged my side with her nose to go for her. I looked over at Leah shortly before taking a sprint up to where the two of them were. Behind a tree where Edward had put some clothes behind, I could smell it all over, I stopped and pulled them on. "I'm here." I said as I walked up to a cried out Ames and Seth who walked away when I came in to find his sister.
Amelia's POV
I looked up at Jacob when I heard his voice. My tears immediately came back up and I couldn't hold them back again. The part where he ran off had been the hardest for me in all of this. The bruises didn't even hurt as much as how he ran away in anger.
He ran up to me and held me in his arms. He had told me not so many time ago that if an imprint was hurt they would do anything to make it better and being in his arms surely helped. I had to catch up my breathing again, with the side of my face against his chest, before I could speak. "I…. I… I'm sorry." I managed to get out and he pulled my face up to look at me. "No. It's me who has to be sorry and I really am. I hurt you and now I can't live with myself for doing that." He looked at me seriously and I wiped away a tear in the corner of my eye. "It doesn't hurt. It just…. I don't know." I said looking at the bruises on my wrist. He looked at them closely and slowly let his finger go over it. I studied his face and when he looked up I leaned in for a kiss. He responded with his lips on mine. "Don't walk away from me like that anymore."I said. "That's the thing that hurt the most." I said with a sigh.
Jacob's POV
That's where a howl came up from the woods and I knew something was wrong. They had probably found out that Seth and Leah had left the pack. I looked at Amelia to see if she also heard it. "Go…" She said. I gave her a long and lovingly kiss and pulled back. "Go in the house. I will see you as soon as I can okay?" She nodded and pushed my chest to go. She knew how important this family was for me. I ran off and changed. Listening if I could hear what was happening and where I had to go.
