It's been two months and he's still gone. Everyday i start to cry. I'm five months pregnant now. I wake up from my bed and get dressed. I have an hour until my appointment. Today i find out the gender. I start to softly cry. Ezra should be beside me. He should be telling me to go back to bed for five minutes. He would grab me by my waist and talk to the baby. I sit down on my bed and put my head in my hands. A soft knocking interupts my thoughts. Hanna walks in.
"Aria lets go to your appointment" She softly says
"I need closure" I sob "He may be dead. He may be alive. I need him Hanna."
Hanna hugs me and takes me to the car. We arrive at the hospital and i head to the room.
"Hello Aria"
I smile faintly "Hey Jess"
"Lets see what gender you kid it"
She puts the gel on my stomach and i wince lightly.
"Aria you are having a girl"
I grin and Hanna squeals.
"I CAN DRESS HER UP" She squeals happily
"I've got a name?" I whisper
"What is it?" Jess asks
"Stephanie Mayella Fitz"
"From how to kill a mockingbird?" Hanna asks
"You actually remember?" I ask Hanna
"Of course i do"
"I want something to remember him" I mutter with tears filling my eyes
Hanna and i walk out and i head to the car. Hanna coos me and i call Spencer and Emily.
"Guys i'm having a girl"
"YES EMILY YOU OWE ME TEN BUCKS" Spencer screams
Emily grumbles
"What are you going to name her?" Spencer asks
"Stephanie Mayella Fitz. She would be called Steph for short"
"From to kill a mockingbird?"
"It's his favourite book"
"I thought so" Emily mumbled
We drive back and i bite back the tears. The one question bugging.
Where was Ezra Fitz?
