Its been such an amazing day! I love my guys to the stars and beyond. I've never felt like this about ANYONE! Not even Joey, whom I loved more then my own life. My minds is such an emotional wreck right now, I need to deal with Tiffany sooner or later. Later it'll have to be... Cause it won't be pretty when I do.
I watch through my bedroom window as Jimmy and Jey load up their trucks for their next construction job. Lord, they're just to damned sexy, even when they aren't trying to be. Here they are loading their work trucks for tomorrow , and I'm up here drooling like a cheap slut in heat. What the hell is wrong with me!? Fu*k a hot shower, I need an ice bath, Then off to bed for another 12 hour work day.
As I'm sitting on my bed in my new cookie monster night shirt the guys bought me earlier ,brushing my red kinky curls that I'm too damned tired to blow dry straight , there's a soft knock on the door. Blu, you awake? Yes Jey, come in. How did you know it was me and not Jimmy? Jey says as he sits down beside me. Your voice is a soft mellow one, Jimmy's is loud, bossy and boisterous. Not to mention 25lbs heavier and a foot taller! Wow, Seriously? He says as he burst out in laughter. Yes, what can I do for you my sweet man? If I told you love, you wouldn't make it out of bed, or to work tomorrow Jey says to me as he sits down next to me. Is that right? I tease as I snuggle closer to him.
As Jey caresses my face and plays with my curls, ,he says, I always did like your hair better curly Blu. Really? Thanks Jey. Hey, want to go on a date this weekend? he asks me. Sure handsome, I say blushing. Is Jimmy okay with this? Yes, in fact it was his idea as much as mine. This will be a great way to get to know each other better individually and intimately. Well Jey, I already know you both individually very well. Intimately? I'm very anxious about that, I say as I tilt my head, batting my hazel eyes. I'm dying to kiss the hell out of you right now, he says. Just as he leans in to kiss me, my damn cell starts going off...As I reach for it hitting the silent button, Jey grabs my hands and links them into his without saying a word. As he kisses me, all of my irritating and painful feelings just seem to quickly melt away. As the kiss deepens Jey slowly lays down and pulls me on top of him, then raises my night shirt with both hands enough to expose my thighs and much more. Damn Blu, you're not wearing panties?! Uhhhh no, I say grinding against his now very apparent growing love muscle. I never sleep in undergarmets,actually it's not healthy. A women's body has to be free and breathe you know. His moaning response is lovely music to my ears, he then eases his strong hands further up my body to cup my breast. Whoa! What the fu*k Blu...What kind of kinky sh*t you got going on here!? {Refering to my formerly discreet gold heart nipple rings} Oh, these? Got them done about 4 years ago. DAMN, THAT'S HOTT GIRL! Jey then proceeds to gently kiss and tug at my hearts, making me too hot to handle. Oh my goodness, Jey please...Please what baby girl? Please what? {He reaches to pull my gown up over my head to take off} As much as I'd love to do this, I'm not on birth control. An what about Jimmy, I ask breathless, from so much deep kissing and tugging. Don't worry about him, he'll be gone awhile. He went to help a friend of his set up an entertainment center and some bookshelves.
So, it's just you and I right now babe. I want you so bad right now, he whispers to me. Please Blu? I can't wait any longer. Ohhhhhh goodness I moan as he slides his hand between my thighs and feels that I can't wait much longer either. {I use to keep telling myself there's no sexual attractions between me and the guys, just lots of love and a strong friendship bond that no one or nothing can ever break.} Bla, bla bla. Who the fu*k am I trying to fool!? I want this man so bad, and my body really needs this!
OK Jey, you win. I whisper to him still already out of breath from the best fu*kng foreplay ever. He just smiles, and whispers back, finally Blu. Baby, I've been waiting too long for this, he says as he removes my night shirt and tosses it to the floor. I'm thinking, Oh my goodness, this is finally going to happen. {Should I tell him that I've never actually..., no I can't. I won't. It'll just complicate things more.} Instead I help him out of his black silk boxers and black t-shirt. Wow! Very impressive. as I slide my hands down his chest kissing his sexy tribal tattoo, I realize I have my work cut out for me. Time for a self taught Triple X crash course, my a$$ needs to get in "experience " mode damned quick. It's already obvious I'll be needing both hands to handle what he's got! I quickly take lead and continue to kiss my way down til my mouth reaches the "joy stick " I'd been fantasizing about the past year. As I wrap my lips around him, he quickly grabs my curls and is already moaning my name. Ohhhhhhh Blu. Fu*k yessssss, he moans as he lets go of my hair and massages my super sensitive breast. Now I'm sooooo fu*king hot and I can tell by Jey's thrusting and moaning that he's already close...As if he was reading my mind, he says Damn Blu, you're about to get a mouth full of me baby. Before I can respond to his erotic warning, his liquid pearls are overflowing, hitting the back of my throat. {I'm thinking to myself, WOW! Not bad for my first taste fest.} Damn Blu, that was fu*king amazing. Lay back and spread your legs baby girl, he says breathlessly. I'm so nervous, my legs are shaking like crazy. Relaxxx, Jey says as he strokes and kisses my belly. He then spreads me wider and runs his tongue down me. As I moan and tremble from what he's doing to me, he wraps his hands around my thighs. Feeling good baby girl? I nod my head as I grip his gorgeous hair, damn near pulling it from the scalp. As he continues to suck and flick his tongue over me, I feel my body has totally submitted to him. I climax hard screaming his name, before I can even catch my breath, Jey moves up my body thrusting my shaking hips to him. How you doing baby girl? Daddy's just getting started, he says kissing my breast and gently tuging my nipple rings with his tongue. Another "Ohhhhhhh Fu*k" was all I could manage squeal out, I promise to be careful love, he says as he quickly thrust hard into me. Jey then stills his movements so my body could adjust to him. You alright Blu? Yes Daddy, I whisper to him as I wrap my legs around his waist and gently claw my nails up and down his back making him moan my name. Damn girl, you feel so fu*king good he says as he thrust harder and faster. My body is being worked overtime, I'm gonna sore as a linebacker during the fu*king Superbowl tomorrow, but I couldn't care less. What I'm realizing even more as I'm reaching another orgasam screaming his name, is how much I really do love this man, MY MAN. As he grunts, pulls my hips to him and thrust deeper. Where you want it at baby girl? "Where you want it at?" He whispers to me as another climax takes him over the edge. {I gladly tell him Where I want it} He then pulls out spilling his liquid pearls onto my breast. Jey colaspes on top of me, {holding his own weight, not to squish me} Girl, you're wearing this wild Somoan out! We both burst out in laughter as as he rolls off of me. I kiss his lips and sweaty forehead, you're right Jey I may not make it outta bed, let alone work. I was trying to be gentle as much as possible, he says as he grabs the wipes from my night stand to clean his seed from my breast. I didn't hurt you did I? No Jey you didn't.
I love you Blu, he says to me as he pulls me on top of him. I love you more, I say to him as my eyelids grow heavy, I finlly drift off to sleep wondering where do I go from here.