As I pull in my drive way,I see the guys aren't back yet. The job they're on today was 4 hours out, so they may not be back til tomorrow afternoon sometime. Sh*t, I miss both their sexy asses already. I'm so damned spoiled, I'm pouting and can't even go a night without them. Shameful, I laugh to myself. As I get out to head inside, I see a dark red car I don't recognize parked across the street. The windows are tinted, so I can't see in. Once I'm inside and the house is secure, I discreetly look out the window. After a few minutes, I see the familiar blue eyed carmel complected highlighted blond as her silhouette hits the porch light.
Damn it Tiffany! I yell as I fling the door open, what the fu*k are you doing here!? Well hello to you too Blu-Raye, she says smiling as she walks right past me slapping my a$$. As I shut and secure the door, she eases up behind me and kisses my neck, then on my lips as I turn around. I've missed you so much she says to me pulling on my curly bangs. Very sexy by the way, when did You go back curly love? I like it, she says when I don't bother to answer. Blu-Raye,You've been ignoring my calls all fu*king week! Its those crazy a$$ twins keeping you from me I know it. Tiffany it's not their fault our relationship is on the rocks like it is. And where the fu*k do you get off calling my fu*king job! And 3 times!? What in hell is wrong with you? Hey, I'm so sorry honey. You just stopped talking to me altogether, I didn't know what else to do Blu. It's like those a$$holes you're living with are pulling you further and further away from me. I'm not crazy about your sumo boss either. He acts like he fu*king owns you or something!
Tiff, they aren't pulling me away. You're busy pushing me away! And what the fu*k are you doing driving? Who's Ford Mustang is that? {My cell starts going off, just as I thought, my guys checking on me} Hey Jey, no I'm fine. Just walked in the door actually. Jey has me on speaker so I can talk to him and Jimmy both, {it seems they are OK and back to their usual selves.I still wonder what had them vat odds with each other today,} Just hearing their voices has sealed my night. The more we talk, the more agitated Tiffany gets. She paces back and forth, sucking her teeth and rolling her eyes. I just ignored her and took my time talking to my sweethearts, they let me know they'd be home tomorrow evening sometime and that they got done early, but took on an extra job because their work was loved so much and recommend. They tell me they love me, I reciprocate, tell them I'm proud of them and exit the call, I purposely didn't tell the guys my "fatal attraction" was here.
What the fu*k you mean you love them too!?
Tiffany, that's the possessive sh*t I'm talking about with you! You haven't even been here 5 minutes and you're stirring up sh*t, why are you here right now anyway? We'd already discussed we'd hook up next weekend. Truth be told, the crazy way you've been acting the past few months, I don't know why I'm still even fu*king around with you!
Tiffany puts on the "puppy dog" eyes and tells me how much she loves me and not to throw 5 years away and how hard she working on herself, I almost gave into her...almost! Flashbacks of me making love to Jey keeps playing replaying in my head, Tiffany's talking a mile a second and I'm hearing but NOT listening. Blu, answer me! She says snapping me out of my thoughts. Are you fu*king one of them!? Is that why you're pushing me away? Tiffany I... No Blu, Don't fu*king answer me, I might throw up if you do! I really don't care if you are, as long as I don't loose you. The thought of sharing you makes me fu*king sick! But it's better then not having you at all. Look I always have taken in consideration that you like men and may have the urges to be with one, and that's OK. I know you must still love and miss Joey. I understand you still have that pain from what happened. I went through that with you sweetheart, Tiffany says as she hugs me and caresses my face. I don't want you hurt again, and falling for these "simoan boy toys" is going to lead to nothing but more hurt and pain for you Blu. Because that's all men know how to do. They play you like a fiddle, then feed you and your shredded heart to the fu*king wolves!
Tiffany, STOP! You're doing it again! Men bashing to keep things flowing your way! Jimmy and Jey aren't that way, they love me and I love them! Joey loved me too! And I still love and miss him, {GOD help me.}I know Joey wasn't good "for" me, but he was good to me, even though he had a lot of possessvie and jealous ways. I may never know what happened that night with Joey at the bar. At this point it really doesn't matter now, what I won't do is make Jimmy and Jey pay for his sins, or yours! They love me just because, They treat me like a lady, not private property like you do and Joey did.
Look I didn't want to get into this now, but since you decided to drive and switch your possessive/obsessive a$$ down here, even though I constantly begged you not to... Here's the deal,me and the guys have made a pact. What kind of pact, Tiffany asks, taking the cigarettes and bottle of brandy from her purse. I wait and let her take a swig, she's shocked when I pass on the smoke and ask her to smoke outside. I told you Tiffany I quit and have been sticking to it. Jey quit too, Jimmy still smokes but not in the house. Wow! Really? Tiffany scoffs. OK, tell me about this pact with your Samoan boy toys, she says now buzzing from the 4 straight shots she just took back to back. Tiffany, stop calling them that! Jimmy and Jey, they have names! Sorry, OK? Tell me now, while I'm too fu*ked up to get upset. Tiff, I made a commitment to them. And they made one to me. I don't wanna hurt you, but I'm hurting us both more by not being straight up.
Tiffany takes another shot, what the Fu*k you mean commitment Blu!? What is it with those two? Some damned sick Samoan Polygamy tradition? No, nothing like that. Its just something we want and know that will work. My native blood teaches my spirit to be free as a bird and fly like an eagle, Jimmy and Jey love that about me and I about them. They've made me happier in the 1 fu*king year then you have in 5. {By this time I'm in tears because I realize not just how much I love them, But how IN LOVE I am with them.} Tiffany I do love you, but truth is, I've never been in love with you, and you knew and know that. And you're not in love with me either. By this time Tiffany has finished her bottle and is beyond pissed and irate, fu*k they anit nothing but poison for you Blu! I saw this sh*t coming a fu*king year ago. She says as she slams her bottle to the ground breaking it. A piece flys to my face cutting my eyebrow, thank goodness I turned my head. I grab her trying to calm her down,it takes us both a minute to realize I'm cut, bad. Oh God! Blu, baby I'm so fu*king sorry, She says trying to grab my face. Honey, are you alright?
By this time a quiet police car pulls up, a neighbor had got concerned and called the police to come do a well check when she heard Tiffany's loud a$$, cause she knew Jimmy and Jey were gone and her and her husband promised to keep an eye on me. The policeman asks if I'm OK, I say yes, just an argument with my ex girlfriend. The policemen sees I'm cut and calls for assistance. I didn't realize how deep the cut was till I touched the side of my face and felt the blood running into my left eye.
What the fu*k do you mean ex girlfriend?! Tiffany screams lunging towards me. Are you fu*king serious Blu? They don't love you like I do. They are just using you.! Miss you really need to calm d... Fu*king pig! Don't fu*king touch me a$$hole! Tiffany says slapping the sh*t out of the cop. Oh sh*t, I don't need this right now, I say to myself. Tiffany calm the fu*k down! By this time back up arrives and places her under arrest for public intoxication and assault on myself and the police officer. Please officer, it was an accident, she didn't cut me on purpose. Miss, that cuts bad and probably gonna need stitches. She's going to jail tonight, the cop says as he gives me a cloth to put pressure on my wound after he's cuffed Tiffany and placed her in the squad car. They run a check on Tiffany only to find her lisense was suspended for a year because of a third DUI 6 months ago. They search her car only to find 2 grams of cocaine and a pound of marijuana. Oh my goodness, I'm stunned! I ask to see her, I'm escorted to the police vehicle. Blu baby, Im so sorry. {Tiffany has always been a drinker, but drugs?!} No I can't wrap my mind around that right now. The EMT arrives to tape my wounds and transport me to ER.
Anyone you need me to call? the nurse asks me. No thank you. My roommates are out of town overnight. I will catch a cab home. The doctor comes in with dumb a$$ questions, Well what happened here little one? Looks like a deep cut there! {No sh*t Sherlock, just stitch me up and send me home already.} as I'm waiting for the meds to kick in so I can get stitched up, a nurse peeks in and says, mamn your father's here. Huh, I don't have a fa...oh goodness! How did you know I was... The neighbors Mr. & Mrs. Anderson are dear friends of mine, They called me. I'm so glad you're here, I say as I hug Rikishi and burst into tears. Don't cry my precious daughter. Everything will be just fine, he says, kissing my forhead, I promise. I love you and I am here, I know a lot more than you think I do. {Wow, he called me his precious daughter, now I'm sobbing like a newborn.} Thank you so much for always caring. "Ou te alofa ia te oe, Tama." {I love you father in Samoan}.
Rikishi steps aside while I get 7 Fu*king stitches, good thing the stitches blend in with my eyebrows. I can't believe this sh*t I keep slipping and sliding into. Jimmy and Jey are going to be Pissed! After I get a pain script and instructions on how to take care of my wound, My "father " takes me to an 24hr pharmacy to get my script filled, then drives me home. Once I'm in and settled, Rikishi warms up beef stew he'd brought from the restaurant. He offers to stay with me til the guys get home. No, really I'm OK. I know you are, but still you shouldn't be alone. By this time the meds are kicking in. Last thing I remember as I lay on the love seat, is Rikishi kissing my forehead and covering me with a comforter. I finally give into "Mr. Sand Man", praying this is a nightmare I will soon wake up from. Little did I know, another nightmare was just beginning...