{As Jimmy and Jey reach for me I can't help but bust out laughing} WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU TWO!? I say to them. Blu, DAMN! We didn't mean to wake you! Jimmy says. Yea, we were just trying to get you upstairs to bed baby. Jey says.

Awwww, you two are so sweet, I say as I slowly get up. I can walk on my own though. {I wasn't as groggy as they thought I was, I'd actually been half awake when they came home.} When Rikishi reached me the 2 pain pills earlier, I'd actually only took 1 of them. I slipped the other one under the couch cushion. I hate pills, and being sedated I hate even more. So I was half alert when the guys came home. I couldn't hear what they discussed outside, but I didn't have to. I know they are wondering what the hell is up with me for not pressing assault charges and putting Tiffany's a$$ under the jail. I know the guys have a right to know everything, and they will. But I can't go into it all just now.

Damn, Now I'm wishing I'd taken the other pill, my head is killing me! I discreetly reach under the couch cushion and retrieve the pill as the guys are grabbing my blankets and turning off the lamps. I quickly slip it in my mouth letting it desolve. YUCK! I reach for my water cup and finish it. Blu, you need a refill? Jey asks me. No I'm fine thanks. Jimmy grabs one hand, Jey grabs the other. I'm so loving these guys right now! Once we're upstairs, Jimmy and Jey make sure I'm all tucked in. They both kiss me and say, We'll be right back. OK, I say to them. After a few minutes, I'm thinking what the hell are they up to!? Right now, I'm too tired to get up and find out.

SURPRISE! I hear the guys say. Huh, I'm thinking what the hell!? As I sit up, it looks like Seasame Street has invaded my room! OMG,guys what are you doing? {Jimmy and Jey had an stuffed animal in each hand, the animals was almost as big as they were!} We got you presents babe, Jey says. Yea, we stopped at a carnival on the way home and won these for you, Jimmy says. We got you these too, Jey says reaching me a huge bag of my favorite sweets,it looks like.

Awwwww, thanks you guys. That was too sweet! They smile at each other and line the stuffed animals along the wall and then get in bed with me.{I notice they've also changed into their black boxers and "wife beaters"} How cute are you two? I say to them as the lay on each side of me. They both just laugh and kiss me on each cheek. How ya feeling baby girl? Jimmy asks me, are you in any pain at all? No Jimmy, I'm OK really. Uhhh, I take it you both are camping out with me tonight!? I ask them blushing. Yea, is that cool with you Blu? Jey asks stroking my face. Of course it is guys, that's what this king sized bed is for. I say to them. Blu, don't eat those nuts laying down, Jimmy says as he takes the bag I just opened from me, I then sit up and share my sugary treats with my gorgeous guys.

Blu, we know you've been through a lot tonight babe, Jey says to me. We want you to get some rest now, but once you're stabilized more, then we'll talk about things OK? Yea, right now we're just glad you're alright Jimmy says to me. Thanks guys, I promise to get everything out in the open when we do talk. I then kiss them both as I snuggle in the middle. {Goodness, they smell soooo damned good!} Being this close to them is pure intoxication. As I turn on my side, Jimmy kisses the back of my neck as he pulls me closer to him. Jey who's on the other side of me kisses my lips and forhead. I love you Blu, they both say to me, I love you both too, I say as my eyelids finally grow heavy. I love you both very much.

I wake up and glance at my wrist watch. It's 5am and my fu*king head is killing me. As much as I hate to break the heavenly hold the guys have me embraced in, I need to pop a pill before pain gets out of control. {Might as well pee and check my phone while I'm up.}

DAMN, these guys have grips on me like bears! I finally ease myself loose and slide out the bottom of the king sized bed. So far so good I say to myself, Jimmy and Jey toss a bit but seem to stay asleep. I quietly grab 2 pain pills out the bottle on my night stand, as I ease my way downstairs I stop midway to make sure the guys are still asleep. After I'm content with the stillness, I continue downstairs. I go to the fridge and grab the beer instead of the soda, {I know, I know! Bad fu*king habit, at least it's not whiskey shots! Well right now being numb is best in my opinion.}

As I take my pills and pop open my Bud Ice, I notice I have 12 missed calls! 7 from friends and coworkers checking to make sure I'm alright, 2 from Tiffany's attorney and three from Todd! Even though Todd's Tiffany's cousin, {their mother's are sister's} he didn't care for a lot of things she did, especially how Tiffany and I hooked up in the first place. {More on that later.} And often spoke his mind and said so! Todd was also best friends with Joey, my former fiancé which also made me and Todd close. Todd begged me on the messages he left to please call him when I could, no matter how late it was! Knowing he's an night owl like myself I knew he most likely would be up. After half a ring, he picks up...

Man, I know you didn't just kiss the back of my fu*king neck! Jey yells punching his older twins shoulder. And get your damned hand off my a$$! We anit' that got damned close! Owww sh*t Jey, I thought you were Blu! Wait, where the fu*k is Blu? Jimmy says sitting up still half asleep. DAMN! How'd she ease away without waking us up? That's the main reason we...Shhhhhh Jey says, you hear that? Sounds like she's on the phone. Jimmy glances at the clock, Jey, it's 5:30 in the fu*king morning. Is she laughing? Jimmy says irritated. Wonder who the fu*k she's talking to Jey!? Sh*t I don't know man, we need to ease our a$$es downstairs and find out, he says to Jimmy. As the brothers ease downstairs they stop midway to hear as much as they can before they confront Blu...

Todd, stop making me laugh! I'm gonna wake the guys. I pause and listen for footsteps but hear nothing. He kept teasing me and trying to find out if I'd been d*ck whipped by the "wild samoans" yet. By this time I've moved from the hard kitchen chair, on to my favorite living room "love seat".

Talking to Todd was a breath of fresh air, he always could make me laugh no matter how bad I was feeling. I finally told him, I'd been whipped by one so far. Ohhhh Honey Hush! Details Ms. Thang,Todd says still teasing me. Then on a more serious note, Todd also filled in a lot of blanks in regards to Tiffany. That was my damned car that crazy bit*h took! Todd says, made mad as hell! I'd just bought that dammed car. I go away with my new beau for the weekend, and come home to total chaos, House looked like a damned hurricane hit it! I bet she was looking for the pictures, crazy bit*h, Todd says to himself more so then me. Ok, Todd you're loosing me I say to him, what pictures? Blu, this is the part you're really not gonna like. But you have a right to know, hell girl, you need to know...

Man I don't feel right eavesdropping this long, Jey says to Jimmy. They'd eased back to the top of the stairs when they heard Blu move from the kitchen to the living room. Jey we have too bra! It's very important we find out as much as we can, and we know for some reason Blu isn't telling us everything. In fact after the sh*t we've just overheard, we can see she's left out a lot! The more we learn right off the bat, the more we can help Blu, and get that crazy a$$ chick off her path once and for all! The guys agree and decide to listen awhile longer. After what seems like another damned hour, Blu finally exits her call. OK Todd, can't wait to see you too! Thanks a lot for filling in the rest of the blanks, the concerned brothers hear her say. As Jimmy and Jey quickly head back to bed, they realize this sh*t runs deeper than they could ever have imagined. And their journey to learn the truth about Blu's tormented life was just getting started.

As I finally try to climb back to bed, sh*t. Its almost 7am! The pills finally are doing their job. As I try to get back in the middle ,I actually fall and damned near hit the headboard. Jimmy quickly grabs my arm, girl where were you trying to sneak off to? Oh I was actually heading to the bathroom I say to him, {great, now I have to pretend and take my a$$ back down the hall to the bathroom.}

Oh hell no! Jimmy yells, Blu, your breath reeks of liquor! You know better than that girl! The only reason I don't tan your a$$ across my knee right now,is because I know you've already had too rough of a night already. Jimmy chill man! Jey says sitting up, you're upsetting her. I'm sorry guys, I actually wasn't just sneaking to the bathroom . I'd been dowstairs on a call with a friend the past two hours. My head was killing me so I took my pills with a beer. That was over two hours ago. I took the C.R. shots just now. How many fu*king shots!? Jimmy cuts in ...Just 2, After everything my friend had to tell me I just...{I'm in tears at this point}

Come to daddy baby, Jey says to me. Before doing so, I take off my night shirt leaving my boy shorts on not to tempt the guys too much more.{damned shots got me having hot flashes} I lay on Jey's chest and silently cry myself to sleep.

DAMN it! Jimmy did you have to be so damned brutal with her!? Jey uses hushed tones not to wake his stressed sleeping beauty. The guys can see she's finally in a deep sleep. Look Jey she can't keep drinking with her meds! We both know what a big no no that is man. True, Jey says, that's why we need to keep being here for her bra! Help get to the source of the pain, then kill it! At least she was more honest than not. We'll find out all we need too.

Changing the subject , Jimmy says DAMN! Jey am I crazy? Or are her nipples pierced!? Yes, and YESSSSS! Jey says as Blu, continues to sleep on his chest. Jimmy shakes his head and says tonight, Blu sleeps on my chest! {Jimmy lays down and strokes Blu's arm as he kisses it.}

Over my dead body muthafu*ka, Jey says to his obvious jealous brother. DONE DEAL THEN! Jimmy says in a hushed serious but firm tone...