Oh God, HELP ME! I say to myself leaning over the toilet for the third time. Jey reaches me another hot towel to my face, and smiles as he reaches me my "Wilma Flinstone" toothbrush. You OK my love? Yes, thank you Jey I say to him. Blu, I know you're hurting a lot right now, but you can't make it a habit of drinking with pills! Especially on an empty stomach. Jey says, walking me back to my bedroom. Something else is going on here, it's obvious you're trying to numb a deeper pain than your eye. Talk to me! Please? I need some answers. Jey Says, as he sits in the rocking chair beside my bed.
Sh*t, that makes two of us. Jimmy says, suddenly appearing in my bedroom doorway. You alright now baby? Jimmy says, as he sits on the edge of my bed next to me. I'm sorry for yelling at you this morning love, he says caressing and kissing my face. It's OK Jimmy, I know you meant well. I say to him as I lay my head on his shoulder, Baby please tell us what's going on. Jey says as he sits on the opposite of Jimmy and I. OK guys, time to get everything thing out in the open. I say as I kiss them both and lead the way downstairs, you guys ready to eat? I ask Jimmy and Jey as they follow me downstairs to the kitchen.
As I prepare their favorite advocado omelets, the guys seem to linger a little "too close". I can't help but giggle as I notice Jimmy's eyes continuing to burn through my Elmo T-shirt as Jey gives him the meanest look. {What the hell is up now with these guys now? I wonder.} As we sit down to eat my cell goes off, don't even bother, Jimmy says as I reach for it. Jimmy then reaches it to Jey, who then silences it as he puts it in his pocket. What the hell was that about!? I ask them both. No fu*king cell today Blu. Same with us, no distractions. Jimmy says cutting into his omelet.
Look Blu, Jey says without looking up from his plate. Not to be intrusive, but we've been more than patient sweetheart and we're still in the dark about a lot of things. And ever since that crazy a$$ chick showed up we anit' leaving you alone, period.
Guys, I really appreciate the love I get from you both, and I'm so sorry about the incident with Tiffany. I'm fine now and I'll make sure she'll never create a scene like that again.
Look baby girl, WE WILL MAKE SURE THAT CRAZY B*TCH WON'T HURT YOU AGAIN. AND THAT GOES FOR ANY OTHER MOTHERFU*KERS that want to dare try! Jimmy says firmly pointing to himself and Jey. OK, I get it Guys! I say blushing. As I get up to clear the table Jey stops me, we got it Blu, meet us out on the patio baby girl.
OK, I say as I head outside to the back. I take a deep breath a I sit on my favorite black cushioned wicker sofa. Jimmy and Jey come out and sit down beside me, Jey reaches me my favorite non alcoholic poison "Cherry Dr. Pepper". You two look extremely handsome today, I say to them. Thanks baby girl, they both say in unison. {Sh*t, I was serious. Red shorts, black neon shirts and their wet hair down was driving me madddd! All I could think about was having my fists in their hair as their hot tongues lustfully tugged on my heart shaped nipple rings.
Wanna play a game Blu? Jimmy asks, kneeling putting his head in my lap breaking my lustful thoughts. Sure, what kind of game? I ask blushing. Jey caresses my face as he kisses my rhinestoned skull eye patch that's matching my black painted rhinestoned fingers and toe nails. It's called the "USO Kissing and telling" game, Jey says winking at his brother.
Ohhhh, sounds like fun guys. What are the rules? I ask them, already getting hottt as hell. The game's a simple one, Jimmy says grazing his hot tounge across my trembling lips. You'll tell us all about your pain, and we'll kiss it away until it's all gone baby girl. Jey says as he takes down my loose ponytail,{Thank Goodness our patio is secluded}.
Wow, OK. Where do I start? I say looking and blushing at them both. Start where and when you're ready my love, Jimmy says to me. Jimmy then kisses me so deep, he leaves me breathless! Before I could catch my breath, Jey tilts my head towards him and kisses me even deeper while Jimmy kisses and sucks on my finger tips. By this time I'm swooning! {I know at this point, I already want to just play half the damned game!} Kissing the pain away now, telling them about it later.
How did you meet Tiffany? Jimmy asks, head still in my lap, my head on Jey's shoulder. She was my foster sister, her mother took me in when my mom got 14 years for embezzling millions of dollars from the law firm she Co partnered with. DAMN!, Jimmy says raising his head, Dale Allison McKenna was your mother?! Shit, I remember that case. Me too, Jey said. Mom followed that case for over a year. Whoa, that "crazy a$$ uppity rich white women" was your mother? Jimmy asks, giving me the oddest look. Jimmy! Don't be an a$$hole, that's still her mamma man! However Blu, you don't look "white" at all. Jey says. When you use to watch us years ago, you always wore two braids with the dream catcher headbands, We assumed you we're Native American.
My Dad was "Blackfoot Indian" and Black, I say pointing to the permanent bindi on my forehead. I don't know what that makes me, I say with a sigh. It makes you beautiful Blu, Jimmy says rising on one knee kissing my lips. Yea, it does, Jey agreed. That also explains how you walk and move altogether. Jey says, huh? I asks tilting my head.
Blackfoot's are very light on their feet. Quiet, sometimes deadly like wolves. What the fu*k are you talking about Jey? Jimmy says almost offended. No, he's right I say laughing. We often move with a catlike precision too, I add for my own amusement. Oh yea! That explains how you could escape our combined 479lb grip and slip away into the damned night. Jimmy says, shaking his head. Even dad said he nicknamed you "ghost girl" cause youre so fast and quiet at work, you always seem to appear outta nowhere. Even when you babysat us, we couldnt run sh*t past you.
Where's your Dad now Blu? Jey asks. He died when I was 19, I said sadly. DAMN, what happened Jimmy asks. He was a cop turned detective, killed in the line of duty, was my answer. Horace Michael Joseph was his name. Don't look so sad guys, that was a while ago, and I know where his soul is. That alone, gives me the most comfort.
When my mom got into trouble I had to go into foster care cause I had no other family, that I knew of. Tiffany's mom "Janie Cobbs" was my history teacher at the time, and her sister Angela was a social worker. They pulled some strings and I went to live with Janie and her family. Janie was a white woman married to a black police officer. Tiffany was the oldest of their six daughters. Social services thought that was an great idea and a perfect environment. Especially after the trama I'd just came out of. I was an only child so having six older sisters overnight was great!
After my first year with them, I found out Tiffany was a lesbian when her mother blasted her out for picking me up from school with her girlfriend in the car. Not that I cared, but Janie and Tiffany's sisters made sure she kept her distance from me. She was the oldest and didn't live at the house so I wasn't around her a lot. Tiffany's job at the time was youth counseling troubled girls. {Jimmy and Jey both scoff at this} I was 15, she was 25. I'd found my dad by then. But we could only visit, My mom wouldn't sign over parental rights. Turns out Tiffany's dad knew my dad years back. So I saw him as much as I wanted. He taught me a lot in such a short time, from cooking, to automachanic work to self defense.
There was a boy I had a crush on at school, we went out on a date and he took things too far too quick, he tried to rape me but I smashed his nuts with my cowboy boots. DAMNNNNN, Jimmy and Jey say in unison. The sh*t head ended up being expelled and sent to jail cause that was a pattern he'd had. This was how I got close to Tiffany. Her mom thought Tiffany being a counselor would help me, and it did. We we're like sisters, I was closer to her then anyone else. I started staying with my dad more, and eventually moved in with him. I remained close with Tiffany, her mom and sisters.
I was 15 1/2, When Tiffany came by my dads house to invite me skating with her and her sisters, my dad loved the idea. It was Superbowl Sunday, and we'd cooked and hung out together. But he still was worried about me being bored with him and his old beer buddies. So along I went, {by this time my heads in Jey's lap and Jimmy's got my legs in his.} When I didn't continue, Jey simply asked while stroking my face, was that when the sexual relationship started Blu with her? Yes it was, I said feeling ill and in need of a drink.
We'd went skating, to dinner and a movie. But without her sisters, if you know what I mean. She asked if I had boyfriend, I told her no, boys are fu*king gross. Still recovering from my first disastrous date, I had no desire to date anymore. Blu, you we're a kid! That was a normal way to feel, Jimmy said to me. Yea I know that now, but then I didn't have a fu*king clue. Anyway, Tiffany and I had been having an secret relationship over a year when Tiffany's ex girlfriend found out and told my dad. All hell broke loose, dad didn't press charges cause I begged him not to. I really didn't want a scandal and negative publicity surrounding Tiffany's family, Especially her mom who'd treated me with more love than my own mother did. Tiffany's family wanted nothing more to do with her after that. Word still got out and folks talked and whispered about it. How could Tiffany take advantage of poor little Blu? If she we're a man she'd been other the jail, folks would say. That we the last I saw of Tiffany 7 years.
My dad moved me away from Washington to San Francisco. Thats how I met your parents. Your dad had Fatu's, food truck then, right next to the College I went to. I went to Fatu's a lot for lunch, often taking kids I often babysat. Then I met you two, {Jimmy and Jey both break into hysterics} I continue, you both were soooo cute. Running around eating chocolate dumplings being hyper as hell! Your mom kept yelling at you both to get still someplace. Awww man, Jimmy yells laughing. We turned around and ran right into you getting our chocolate hand prints on your "I Still Love Benji"
t-shirt. Oh yes I remember, I say tickled by the funny memories. By this time I felt a migraine coming on, I reach in my pocket and put the desentigrated pill under my tongue. OK baby girl, that's enough talking for now. Jimmy says, We're finally getting the jist of everything. Thats enough pain for 10 fu*king lifetimes. Yea enough of that, Jey says.
Jimmy stands me up takes my seat, then sits me in his lap. Without saying a word he slides his hands up my shirt, pinches my pierced nipples and sucks my neck. My sharp intake of breath and moans makes Jimmy's on grip me tighter. So that'll make you moan huh!? Jimmy says moving my hair out of my breathless face, then removing his shirt. DAMN! Now we know what to do right Jey?
Oh, HELL YEA, Jey agrees, removing his shirt as well. I look up at the sky as the suns going down and the moons rising. Jimmy's extreme hard on has me grinding in his lap,pulling his hair and feeding him my golden hearts . Ohhhhhh sh*t Blu, you are naughtier then I thought, he says tugging on my nipple rings with his hottt tongue,while sliding his hands inside my fushia boy shorts. Ummmhmmm, was all I could moan out, I open my eyes to see Jey laying summer comforters in the grass under the main peach tree across from the patio. Jimmy, what the hell is Jey doing? I say, still flustered from the aggressive foreplay. You don't know? Jimmy says laughing. Blu, it's time to start to loving your pain away...
