***Jimmy's thoughts...
Wow, I can't believe I've got baby girl in my arms right now! As she sleeps so soundly, I can actually feel her heartbeat on my chest. I know this sounds selfish but DAMN! I hope Jey stays gone til tomorrow, I want to get to know Blu more one on one. When Jey called to check in, I told him Blu was asleep in "her room". When he calls back, Blu can talk to him then. There's so much I still don't know about her past, I'm really wondering about her asshole ex fiance "Joey". That muthafucka sounds beyond crazy, Blu said he'd gotten a two to five year sentence. Well Shit, we're past that five year mark now. I remember over hearing her on the phone saying that fool got two extra years for fighting another inmate and injuring a prison guard in the process. I need to discretely find out an actual release date for this crazy ass dude, so Jey and I can make sure baby girl stays safe. That crazy ass ex girlfriend of hers keeps calling too, I'm proud of Blu for not taking Tiffany's calls and not running to her rescue like she'd been doing the past five years.
Another thing I really want to know about Blu is if she's attracted to other chicks or was it just Tiffany's crazy ass. That bitch is beyond fucking sick! I wonder if Blu understands that Tiffany's actions with her at fifteen years old makes her just as sick as these old ass pedophile's out there! Most likely Blu doesn't see it that way, she sees Tiffany as a angel coming back into her life to rescue her when Joey got locked up. Regardless, Jey and I will protect our baby girl at all cost from who ever, where ever, when ever...
***Blu's thoughts...
As I stir awake, I glance up at Jimmy who's wide awake. Hey there sleeping beauty, he says stroking my hair and gently kissing my lips. Want to do any thing special today baby girl? Jimmy asks me. I think we already covered that I say making us both laugh. Seriously though Blu, want to go somewhere or just stay in and hang out. I'd love to Baskin Robins, I say with excitement. Bask in who? Jimmy asks. Duh, Jimmy, it's an Ice cream place that has over thirty five flavors I say to him, Alright lets get dressed Jimmy says. As I raise to get up Jimmy pulls me back down to him and proceeds to give me the sweetest kiss. I love you Blu, he says to me, I love you more daddy, I say to him. See, it's Shit like that, that drives me crazy Blu, Jimmy says pulling me back down on top of him. He then showers my face with kisses and is holding me so tight. I love this Blu, let me just hold you like this for awhile love. Is that OK with you babe? Of course Jimmy.
As I cuddle up to big daddy like a baby kitten, I feel tears well up in my eyes. I've NEVER felt this LOVED before by anyone. Jimmy reaches over and hits the music button, OH MY GOD, NOT THIS SONG, Joey and I had our first dance to this song, I say to myself. This is one of my favorite songs, always has been. As I put my hair in my face to keep my tears from hitting Jimmy's chest, he starts softly singing to me word for word. Oh how beautiful his voice was, I no longer was thinking about Joey! I was just focused on my angelic man singing to me and holding me soooo tight as I finally cry happy tears from the overwhelming feeling of pure love I'm being given right now...
~Boz Scaggs~ "Look What You've Done to Me"
Hope they never end this song
This could take us all night long
I looked at the moon and I felt blue
Then I looked again and I saw you
Eyes like fire in the night
Bridges burning with their light
Now I'll have to spend the whole night through
And honey, yes, I¨m gonna spend it all on you
Love, look what you've done to me
Never thought I'd fall again so easily
Oh, love, you wouldn't lie to me
Leading me to feel this way
we might fade and turn to stone
Let's get crazy all alone
Take me up your stairs and through the door
Take me where we don't care anymore
Love, look what you've done to me
leading me to feel this way
Hold me closer than you'd ever dare
Close your eyes and I'll be there
After all is said and done
After all you are the one
Never thought I'd fall again so easily
Oh, love, you wouldn't lie to me, would you?
Leading me to feel this way
Love, look what you've done to me
Never thought I'd fall again so easily
Oh, love, you wouldn't lie to me
Leading me to feel this way
***Jimmy's thoughts
The only reason I won't asks Blu what's wrong right now is because she's so still and clam. Yet I've been feeling her tears hit my chest since the song first came on, I'll let her be right now. When she's ready to share more, she will. Right now I'll just let her tears cleanse her soul, and hold her for as long as I want and need to. I'm finally realizing, this beautiful woman I'm holding is my life, my whole world is her now.
I'm sure Jey feels the same, but I'm talking about ME right now. I'll live, die, and kill for my baby Blu, and I anit' bullshitting. From here on out, any muthafucka even comes within a hundred feet of Blu, or touches one precious curl on her beautiful head. It'll be the last time they do. It'll be the last thing they ever do...