Now we're cooking girlfriend!, Todd says, as I head back out to the patio in my hot too short red leather mini skirt, Perfect!, He says, as he gives me a high five. As Todd and I head out though the back gate, Jimmy and Jey are in the drive way washing their trucks and still drinking I see. I glance and see Jimmy's flask next to about three empty beer bottles, on the front porch, not counting the two empty twelve pack boxes just tossed aside in the yard. Later sexy gators I say, taking the boxes and tossing them onto the enclosed porch. WOW!, Jey says, putting his arm around my waist. You're looking sexy as sin right now Blu!, Thanks Jey, now move you hands, you're getting me all wet. Ohhhh am I?, Jey says, kissing me like no one else is watching! {Wow! One hell of a threesome! Todd says under his breath.}
You know Blu,You're really testing this TRUST FACTOR SHIT GIRL! Jimmy says, as he leans off his truck and starts walking towards me. Where THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GOING DRESSED LIKE THAT HUH!? {Oh hell no! Here I go again with Jimmy, I say to myself.} Jimmy, please don't start, I don't need this SHIT FROM YOUR DRUNK POSSESSIVE ASS TODAY! Its obvious Jimmy's feeling no pain, I try to diffuse his jealous temper best I can. Whats wrong with you big daddy, why are you so upset about me wearing a skirt YOU BOUGHT FOR ME!?, I say, caressing his face and holding his big ass upright! {This seems to do the trick so far} Baby girllll, I'm sorrrry, Jimmy slurs out. I'm being an ass againnn riiight!? Yes! And I don't understand why Jimmy and right now, I don't think I want too. By this time Jey's on the other side of him helping me get him to the love seat on the porch. {Todd's just standing off to the side quietly.}
Jimmy, are you alright? I ask as he puts his head against my belly, You smell good baby girl,you always smell sooo good, Jimmy says to me barley conscious at this point. Daddy, you rather I stayed home? {I ask, seriously considering it. I'm not use to seeing my sweet daddy this way.} No! Jey says quickly, Jimmy will be fine Blu. Go on baby girl, have a good time, Jey says kissing me. We'll talk when you get home, you know I can handle big bra. Go on, get lost for a while. OK, I say taking another look at Jimmy who's stretched out on the couch, pretty much out of it. OK, Jey I won't be gone too long, I say heading to Todd's teal convertible.
***Todd's thoughts...OH MY GOD! GIRL...SOMETIMES THE OBVIOUS IS SO HARD TO SEE!, I think to myself. I need to have a dead serious talk with Blu. Lord have mercy, she's gone from one extremely crazy relationship to another. Jey doesnt seem too bad, but that Jimmy, YIKES! Extremely possessive. It's bad enough to go through shit with one man, but Blu's got her hands full with TWO! I don't know why and how the hell she thought and thinks this type of relationship would work long term. DAMN you, Joey! DAMN you, Tiffany! Poor girl, already Blu's whole demeanor and disposition has changed. As she finally gets in the car, she swears she's fine. But looks like a lost pup in the woods, you OK doll? I ask my precious friend. I'm fine Todd,thanks for asking, Blu says. Let's roll out then girl, I say, as we head out to wreck some serious havoc and just have fun tonight. Every and anything else would have to wait...
~As Blu and Todd finally hit the town, they stop at "Club Fancy". One of Blu's favorite hot spots, wow! Todd says, this place looks better then Studio fucking 54! It is!, Blu yells over the blasting song of Dead or Alive(You spin me round). DAMN! Girl this is my jam, let's dance Baby Doll, Todd says reaching Blu her much needed apple juice spiked with double shots of Crown Royal. Oh my goodness girl, I LOVE THIS PLACE ALREADY!, Todd yells over the blasting deafing music as he and Blu take a break from the dance floor to have dinner. It's obvious to Todd that Blu's a regular and a favorite as so many make their way to their table to say hello. Todd lost track of how many people Blu introduced him to. Wow! You have one hell of a fan base sister, Todd says as he and Blu dig into the nachos they ordered. Yes, I love this place cause it's a mixture of everyone. Gay, Straight, Transgender, Black, White, Latino, biracial, you name it. This is one of the few places I truly blend in and feel so much love, Blu says. Yea, I can already feel what you mean girl.
Speaking of love, Todd says, cautiously switching the subject. What's up with your guy Jimmy? What do you mean? Blu genuinely asks. What do I mean? Todd says, girl the way his ass blew up on you when we we're leaving... and is he always intoxicated like that? Oh! Thats just Jimmy. Blu nonchalantly says, finally catching Todd's point. Todd, please don't look at me like that, Blu says. Jimmy and Jey have been a God send. And I know our relationship isn't the "traditional" one, but the love we have for each other is so amazing, that it overrides any flaw and faults we may have with each other.
Even though Jimmy and Jey are identical twins, their personalities and mind sets are very different. Jey is more cool, calm and collected, Jimmy is more rowdy, wild and bossy. But I love them just the same, and no one has ever given me the love and support they have given me Blu says. So, now you know why I'm so "tangled". Jimmy, Jey and I are intertwined like one huge French braid, Blu says, as she makes an invisible Infinity sign.
Blu, doll I understand what you're saying girl, I do, Todd says. I'm just concerned about you, you deserve to be happy. It seems all you've known is unhealthy abusive relationships, from your mother to Joey to Tiffany. I love you for your concerns Todd, you're a great friend!, Blu says squeezing her dear friends hand. I love you too girlie Todd says back, now what are you going to do about Joey?
Well of course I'll have to talk to him, Blu says. There's still so many answers I need from Joey, so many gaps to be filled in. When I ran into him at the beauty store, he not only paid for my items, but slipped me two thousand dollars! In the form of twenty hundred dollar bills! Are you shitting me? Todd says. I'm dead serious, Blu continues. When I tried not to take it, Joey just dropped the money in my purse and said "baby girl, I have six years to make up for". As if we'd just pick up where we left off, which is impossible. Joey's part of my past, not my future. When I tell Jimmy and Jey that Joey's not only out of prison on appeal, but here in town the shit's going to hit the fan! Well Blu, Todd says you don't have to tell your guys anything now. Wait til you and Joey have a heart to heart so you'll have more answers to give them. Yea, I guess you're right Blu says. In fact, Todd says, that's enough talk enough talking for now! Lets dance, Todd sings as David Bowie's "Lets Dance" hits the speakers! YESSSSS, Blu yells. LETS DANCE!