~~Blu's Thoughts ~~
I love you two so much it takes my breath away, as we finally relax on the plane. We love you more baby girl Jimmy says. Double and triple that, Jey says in agreement. I thought it was so cute how Jimmy and Jey picked a three seater row, so we could all sit together, me in the middle of course with them on each side of me holding my hand. I have never been seated in "first class" before, wow this I could easily get use to, I think to myself. Joey crosses my mind, but I quickly shut him out. I tried to call him before I left, but got his voice mail, My talk with Joey will simply have to be put on the back burner. I just push my thoughts of my ex aside, as I silenty exhale and doze off looking forward to my beautiful future with Jimmy and Jey.
***Joey's Thoughts...
DAMN! I yell to myself, frustrated that I missed little girls call, after recovering and checking my cell. I can't fucking believe it! {I keep replaying the voicemail just to hear her voice.} Hi Joey!, it's Blu, I pray all is well on your end. Just touching base with you, I'm flying out of town tonight, I'll be gone at least a week. I'll get back in touch with you when I return, OK? We'll talk soon, take care...
DAMN!, I think to myself, as I slam the phone on the steering wheel so hard, I crack the screen. Take care, she says! No, I love you Joey, no, l miss you Joey, no love always! Fuck! What the hell do I expect after what happened? Blu should hate me after everything that I'd put her through! But not my little girl, all she's ever done is FORGIVE, it's what she does best. I have no choice but to wait till she gets back. Meanwhile, what the fuck am I gonna do? I saw a huge glimpse of hope in Blu's eyes when I saw her in the beauty store that day.
As more time passes and I don't see or hear from her, the harder it's going to be to even attempt to try and win her back. I'm assuming she's in a relationship with one of those twin brothers I saw her with. So what though, I can still wish, hope, and dream my ass off, cant I? I'm in such a "Blu Mood" right now, these lustful and sinful dreams of Blu aren't helping either! Off to "The Play Pen" I go... But before I go there, let me leave my little girl a message anyway. Maybe, just maybe she'll give me a call while she's away...
~~Blu's Thoughts~~
So far so good, I think to myself as we sit in the Los Angeles airport for a two hour lay over. Jimmy and Jey have been awesome. Its their birthday weekend and they are treating me like it's mine. Blu, you cool baby?, Jimmy asks. For the thousandth time, guys I'm fine, I playfully tell them. You want anythingelse to eat?, Jey asks, no, I'm still stuffed from the dinner from first class, I say playfully patting my belly. I will stretch, walk to the ladies room and stop by the gift shop though. OK, Jimmy says. Don't go too far alright? I won't, I say, as I head of to be alone for awhile.
***Jimmy and Jey's thoughts...
Jimmy! Bring your ass back here man, don't you dare!, Jey says, warning his brother NOT to start stalking their future wife again. Don't what? Jimmy says, lm not stalking her Jey, alright, just keeping an eye on her. I can't help being overprotective, Jimmy reiterates. I feel that bra, Jey says, but we gotta give her air man! We can't keep smothering her. Here she is with us in another fucking country without a care in the world, out of all the motherfuckers that's crossed her path, she's chosen US. Now sit the fuck down Jimmy and chill out, Jey says, trying not to loose his patience. Jimmy finally gets Jey's point, sits down and waits for Blu's return.
~~Blu's P.O.V~~
After I handle my business and freshen up in the ladies room, I walk off in the opposite direction of Jimmy and Jey, so I can privately check my phone. Sure as the sky is blue, theres not one, not two, but three messages from Joey! Oh lordie, he sounds so pittiful, I think to myself,
*(1st message)
"Blu, little girl" so sorry I missed your call, I was in an important meeting and had my phone off. Call me love. I love and miss you so much little girl!
*(2nd message)
Hey sweet girl, I know you're outta town and don't mean to keep disturbing you and sweetheart, but PLEASE CALL ME BABY GIRL! I promise not to overehelm you or put any pressure on you darlin. I just really need to hear your beautiful voice. I love you litte girl, call me alright!?
*(3rd message)
Please call me baby girl! I can't go another week or two without hearing from you or seeing you! It'll just driving my selfish pathic ass crazy! Please talk to me, I promise this'll be my last message until I hear from you. I just love and miss you so much, I'm sure wherever you are, you are not alone and that's killing me but hey, I respect it, whoever this motherfucker is that's taking my place, I swear he better treat you good! Better than good, like the Royal Queen that you are my love. FUCK! I'm dying here Blu-Raye, I just really need to be holding you in my arms right now little girl, it's been too long. Shit, I'm full of Jack Daniels and saying to fucking much! Call me Blu, Please, text me send me a pic of your beautiful smile I miss so much, please!
Damn it! What the fuck am I gonna do!?, I say to myself suddenly feeling nauseous. Those messages Joey left we're about twenty minutes apart. They went from being simple and sweet to just desprate obsessive. I just can't handle Joey right now. I won't leave him hanging, but I really need to focus on Jimmy and Jey right now, speaking of which, I need to head back, quick gift shop stop first...