I am Who I am
I do not own Glee, it's characters, it's dialogue or musical compositions. I do not own any music that is being used in the fiction, it belongs to the singer and or songwriter.
I own my plot and characters.
As always my fictions are chalked full of Finchel Smut. If you can't handle it this is not for you.
Honor The Tether! Remember the Drummer!
Chris is the main focus of this story along with his parents. The other kids will feature in a small capacity.
The story will follow Glee Canon, but will contain some AU.
Last time on "I am Who I am." Finn had his vasectomy with hilarity ensuing. They told the parents, Kurt, Blaine and the kids about the twins. Kurt and Rachel took Adele dress shopping for the Sadie Hawkins/Snowflake Ball at the High School. Quinn was found dead of an apparent overdose. Now on with the Hudsons
Chapter Twelve: Snowflake Ball
It was the fourth day of Shiva, and Rachel was at the Puckerman's house making sure mirrors were still covered and there were meals for Noah and the kids, in keeping with tradition, Noah appeared in the kitchen with a four day beard. "You know you don't have to do that. It's not like she was my wife" Puck dryly explained to Rachel.
"She may not have been your wife, but you loved her despite everything and she was the mother of your children. How could I not be here for my favorite Jew Boy" Rachel smiled.
"Thanks Rachel, I really appreciate it. My mom is getting the kids up now we were going to do the prayers, your welcome to stay if you like, but you don't have to. Sometimes I feel like a hypocrite. I'm not a good Jew"
Rachel sighed and walked over putting her hand on Noah's arm "Noah, you don't have to practice and go to temple to be a good Jew. As long as you treat your family and friends well, Yahweh knows what's in your heart. You're a good person Noah Puckerman, don't let anyone tell you otherwise."
Puck just shrugged and Rachel continued "I wish I could stay but Finn is at the studio and Burt and Carole are out of town, I have to get Cullen from Preschool. Give your mom and the kids my love." With that Rachel was out the door.
Three weeks have passed from that day Quinn was found and the Medical Examiners report was released to Puck. Puck and Finn were in his office at the school reading the report together.
It was found she had OxyContin, Cocaine, Hydrocodone and Heroin mixed with alcohol in her system at the time of death. The police report also, showed she was not alone, she was with Hunter Clarington at the time of her death. He was also drunk and high. She had been sleeping with him for drugs. Once the Warblers doping scandal happened Clarington was cast out of his house by his parents and starting selling drugs in East Lima.
Puck found out through Quinn's "friends", he uses that word lightly" that she had been seeing Clarington for years. Started up when she was kicked out of NYU for trying to have Rachel raped. Puck was clueless she was using all these years. How could he not know? Was she using when Puck Jr was inside of her? That thought made Puck rush to the bathroom and empty his stomach.
Finn followed him to his private bathroom "You okay man, I know it's a lot to take in"
Puck flushes the toilet and heads to the sink to brush his teeth and gargle. "Its like I didn't even know her man. She had this whole other life. Was she using while she was pregnant with my kid? How could I have not seen what was happening?"
"Puck this is not your fault. We knew in high school Quinn was not all there when she tried passing Madison off as mine and wouldn't leave me alone. You got the shit end of this deal, I know that. Because you choose to stay with her, knowing she didn't love you, you were bound to get hurt. I'm not saying that to be a dick, you were a good guy, sticking by her. It just sucks for you now. And for your kids." Finn tries to comfort his friend.
"I should have left her years ago. Madi and I were doing fine without her. She came back from New York so fucking broken, man. I felt like I owed it to Madi. Girls need their mom. I fucked up, I love my little man, but Quinn was not ready for another kid."
"Did they find anything at her apartment that would let you know why she did what she did?" Finn asked.
"Yeah, they found her diaries. She'd been keeping them since freshman year. It's like reading through the story of my life through her eyes. She was even more messed up than we thought. She wrote in there about all her schemes to get you back and how she was going to use me. She had a plan where I'd sleep with Berry, you know I'd never, so you'd be heartbroken. There are seven pages of rants from the day you and Berry got married." Puck relayed to Finn.
"I don't know what I did for her to be so obsessed with me" Finn says almost ashamedly.
"No, don't do that, it's not your fault either. She chose to do what she did, knowing full well what the truth was. She didn't even have delusions Finn. She wrote she knew the baby was mine but she would be damned if you left her for Berry and she'd do anything to hold on to you. She thought you were really dumb and you'd buy her hot tub story. When you didn't shit began to unravel for her."
"What are you going to tell the kids?" "I have always told my kids the naked truth. Not going to stop now because their mother was selfish and chose to do what she did and died.'
"Puck, addiction is a disease. How much choice did she really have?"
"My head tells me that, but my heart tells me different. She has been selfish the entire time I knew her. The drugs just amped it up tenfold. Her diary said she used Cocaine to stay awake to study or some shit and then it spiraled out from there."
"I hate you are going through this man." Finn bro hugged his oldest friend.
Chris was finished putting on his suit, but was having trouble tying his tie. "MOM! MOM! MOTHER!"
"Christopher Hiram Hudson stop yelling. You know I can't get up there as fast as I used to with these babies. What are you bellowing about?" Rachel was yelling down the hall as she waddle to his room. Upon entering she saw her handsome son in his black Armani suit sporting his Hudson half smile holding up his tie.
"I can't get this thing right" He says holding up the tie. "The apple doesn't fall far from the tree. Your dad still can't tie a tie." "Yes, yes we all know, I'm a mini Finn Hudson. At least I got some rhythm."
"Hey now, no need at taking pot shots at your old man, I was able to keep up somewhat when I was in Glee" Finn protested walking in the room holding his keys. Finn was supposed to be driving the kids to the dance. "And I think my Heisman and three Super Bowl rings prove I've got some coordination. But seeing as you're making fun of me, I might not give you your surprise."
Chris and Rachel look at Finn "What surprise?" Rachel asks her mischievous husband.
"I don't think you deserve it now" Finn fake pouts.
"Please tell me. I'm hormonal and hungry I might bite your face off" Rachel jokes
"Ok, instead of me driving Chris and Adele I ordered them a car for the evening. The driver knows to the restaurant, the dance and Adele goes home and Chris comes back here. We all know teen pregnancy runs in our family."
"Please stop talking father. It's gross and so unnecessary. I'm not ready for sex even if Adele is, not that she is, well I'm not sure but even if..." Chris rambles.
Finn and Rachel laugh at their son while Rachel finishes his tie. "Okay well what's my surprise?" Rachel reminds Finn he forgot her part of the surprise.
"Oh, that's the best part. Kurt and Blaine are in visiting Burt and Mom, they just came and picked up the little ones and we have the big house all to ourselves for…he looks at his watch…six hours. Six hours with my sexy pregnant wife. What shall we do?" Finn pulls Rachel into him for a searing kiss. They are brought out of the haze by Chris.
"OMG, I'm right here. It's no wonder you haven't ruined being with girls for me. Geeze, keep in the pants old man until I'm at least out the front door."
Finn and Rachel laugh, "Sorry sweet boy, but you know your dad he's worse than a horny teenager"
"I beg of you please stop talking. I'm leaving now. I'll wait for the car in the front, I can't take it anymore. You two should be ashamed." Chris leaves kissing his mother's cheek.
"Wait, Chris I need pictures, Finn you were supposed to take pictures when he picked up Adele."
Finn pulled her close "Wife, ye of little faith, Kurt, Blaine and Bella are meeting the car at Adele's to take pictures for you."
"I love you husband" Rachel purrs into his lowered ear taking his lobe between her teeth. "Holy mother of Moses, I'm still here" Chris lets out exasperated. "Can I go now before I'm scarred for life?" His parents chuckle and push him down the stairs and out the door to the awaiting car.
"HAVE FUN!" they yell after him. "ACT YOUR AGE" he retorts back.
The driver pulled up to Adele's house, Chris got out making his way to the door. After two rings of the doorbell her father opened the door. "Dr. Forman good evening." Chris greets Adele's dad. "Mr. Hudson, don't you look dapper" Chris blushes and moves passed Dr. Forman into the foyer.
"Adele will be down in a minute." He says as the doorbell rings again. He opens the door and Chris sees his Uncle Kurt, Blaine and his Sister Isabella standing there. "Hello?" Dr. Forman says cautiously.
"Hello, I see by your surprise my bone headed brother failed to call you and let you know we'd be dropping by to take pictures of Chris and Adele for him and his wife now that he has rented them a Town Car to take them to the dance." Kurt explained with one breath.
"No, Mr. Hudson I presume is your bone headed brother?" Dr. Forman says and they all laugh.
"Yes, that'd be him…Kurt was cut off by Bella. "Uncle Kurt, that's not nice to say about daddy" Bella chides. Kurt rolls his eyes at Bella and turns to Dr. Forman. "She always a little mom."
"Dr. Forman may I go up and see if Adele needs any help getting ready" She asks. "Sure thing, second door on the left" Bella bolts up the stairs she can't wait to see Adele in the dress Uncle Kurt, Mom, her and Adele picked.
Chris is mortified, his uncle never one to pull back the crazy that is his family, clears his throat "Uncle Kurt? Uncle Blaine? You really didn't need to come. I'm sure Dr. Forman was going to share with mom photos he took and we will be taking pictures at the dance."
"Nonsense, Christopher. Did you hit your head? Do you know who your mother is? If your dad didn't send us she'd be here clicking in your face like the paparazzi. At least with me here I can rein Uncle Kurt in and have him take a reasonable amount of photos so you're not late to the dance."
Dr. Forman looks on at the Hudmelson exchange shaking his head in amusement. He pats Chris on his shoulder. He really likes Chris Hudson, he is respectful to him and his daughter. He makes his princess happy and that all that matters really.
"It alright Chris, don't tell Adele but I kind of forgot to charge the camera, so your uncles pretty much saved my sorry butt." Dr. Forman laughs as do the rest of the men.
Bella clears her throat to gain the attention of the men in the foyer. They all look her way and into her big chocolate Rachel Berry eyes "May I present the lovely Ms. Adele Forman"
Adele appears and Chris can't breathe. She is breathtakingly gorgeous. He gazes at her raking his eyes up from the tips of her toes to her tanned legs that are covered in a sheer fabric showing just enough. His eyes are then brought to her waist where the white fabric cover her curves. Reaching the top of the strapless white dress, a hit of cleavage is showing, his breathing hitches once again. Finally the look on her face is gorgeous. She is staring at him like he is staring at him. In awe.
"Wow! You look…you are…" Chris cannot formulate words to describe how she looks. He shifts on the balls of his feet because his pants have become a little tighter at the site of his girlfriend. He really wants to adjust but that would be rude. He walks forward and hold out his hand for Adele to take and helps her down the remaining steps. She stands on her tip toes to reach him, "You look go too" She says placing a soft peck to his cheek.
"Ok, enough of that picture time!" Kurt declares. They pose in front of the fireplace, in front of the door, on the lawn, by the car, over by the tree in the back yard. Adele looks at Chris with a pleading look and Chris shoots daggers at his uncle Blaine begging him to cut Uncle Kurt off. Blaine gets the hint.
"Kurt they have reservations, they need to go otherwise they won't have time to eat before the dance. And this is Finn Hudson's son, he eats like his dad" They all have a good laugh at Chris's and Finn's appetite.
"I'm a 6'2" football player and still growing uncle Blainey Days, we all can't be hobbits. I need to eat if I have a chance to keep up with this one on the dance floor." He motions to Adele.
"Well thank god you got mostly your mothers coordination" Kurt chuckles and Bella can't help but giggle too. "Yeah, daddy is really bad on the dance floor"
Chris and Adele say their goodbyes and he helps her into the car. The driver whisks them away to Breadstix, really the only place in town for high school kids to eat before…well ever…the dance. Kurt and Blaine talk a bit more with Dr. Forman and promise to make him copies of the pictures when they leave taking Bella for a hot chocolate.
Back at the Big House:
Finn had finished putting the dirty dishes away from the romantic dinner he had delivered for his wife. Rachel had disappeared a few minutes, well 20 minutes to be exact, ago and he wonder what she was up to. The house was empty of children and he was going to take full advantage of that fact.
"Rachel" He sings songs her name. "Where'd you go my wife" he yells walking toward the bedroom. He enters and his awe struck. His wife is on their king sized beg naked as the day she was born. Her boobs are a bit bigger from the pregnancy and her belly is protruding as it holds their precious twins.
"Well, darling I think you are wearing entirely too many clothes. Kurt is keeping the little ones and Chris won't be home till late and we both know he won't bother us, so, I'm going back to instituting a no clothes policy in my bed for the night." Rachel says seductively.
Finn is reminded of when they first moved to into their small Lima Condo and Rachel insisted because Chris was a baby and in a crib that they were never allowed clothes in the bed. Naked or he slept on the couch and come on this is Finn Hudson, he was naked within 30 seconds standing at the foot of the bed.
Rachel chuckled at her husband. Finn grabbed her up in his arms and began his mouth ministrations. Finn started at the neck and worked his way down to her ever growing orbs on her chest. He paid attention to his other two favorite girls for a while before moving down to her baby bump. He whispered words of love to the twins and moved to her center. She was warm and he could feel the heat radiating from her wet entrance. He licked up her slit and captured her clit between his teeth. He had her arching off the bed within minutes. One thing he loved about a pregnant Rachel was how aroused she was all the time. It sometime only took him a blow across her clit for her to cum. "Finn, baby oh, god, please" she whimpers and Finn smiles into her pussy, sucking on her clit until he could taste the slight sweetness that comes when she is in the middle of her orgasm.
Finn helps her ride her orgasm out by letting her ride his face a bit longer never losing contact with her clit. When she regains her breathing he pulls his face from between her thighs and moves up to her plump lips he has been kissing since he was 15. "I love you" He tells her pushing his long hard length into her velvety smooth center. Finn thrust and she meets him. He can tell she need to cum again. He doesn't want her to cum yet so he slows down and pushes slowly, and long into her, filling her with the entirety of his cock. "Rach" he groans. He pulls back to the tip and drives forward hitting the right spots inside of her causing her walls to shake and quake and her to cry his name out in a blaze of glory "FIIINN" she yells into the night. Finn continues to push and thrust holding himself off her and the babies within her. "I Love you Finn" she say "Cum for me baby" She purrs.
With her in his ear he picks up his pace pounding relentlessly until he feels his balls start to squeeze that familiarity of release. He pumps and pushes, pulls and thrust until he can't hold off any longer filling her with the delightfulness she asked for.
Finn pulls himself from his wife pulling her to his side while he falls gently on his back. Kissing her "I love you Rachel, I always have and never will love anyone but you" "Baby, I love you too" She responds before sleep takes over them. Finn thinks to himself how lucky he is that this little girl chose to let him love her and if she thinks they are finished here she's has another thing coming. He'll let her rest for a little while then he will take her all over again, and again, and again and again.
AT THE DANCE:
Chris and Adele arrived at the dance a half hour after dinner at Breadstix. Once they finished taking pictures and paying or them Chris and Adele joined the rest of the gang. Abrams had brought a Cheerio, Adele didn't even know her name. Lopez had brought Madi, making Chris somewhat uneasy. Even though Madi was attending Crawford Country now, when she was over with her dad, she made little comments about them getting together. Adele noticed her boyfriend getting distant the moment Madi and Lopez arrived in the group.
"Let's dance" he practically barks it as an order to Adele. They were away from the group before Adele decided to put a stop to this barbaric behavior. "Christopher Hudson, you are not a cave man you will not bark orders at me. What is your problem?"
Chris' shoulders sunk because he know he was wrong to bark at her like he did. "I'm sorry, it's just she makes me uncomfortable. You know how her mom died a few weeks back, well her, her brother and Coach have been spending a lot of time with my family even if I'm not there, and she was just weird the other night at dinner. Flirting and stuff. I made sure to tell her I'm with you and I don't want anyone else. I'm happy with you. She said she understood, but I don't know it just didn't feel right" He explains.
"Well, maybe she'll get the picture. It's not like she can do anything she doesn't even go to McKinley anymore." Adele assures herself.
"Well…she's transferring back, Coach said" Chris was not looking forward to this conversation, it's why he's been putting it off.
Adele looks into his face and eyes searching for something, her eyes change when she finds it. "Do you like her?" she asks Chris.
"NO! Absolutely not. I only like you." Chris pulls her closer to him and pushes her long brown hair behind her shoulder "I think I might be falling for you" He confesses leaning down to meet her pink stained lips.
Adele pulls away from the kiss and pulls Chris to the dance floor. They really need to stop letting Mr. Shue pick the DJ what the hell is this music. "Is this like from the 1940's or what" Adele asks. "No, this is my mom and dad's song." Chris assures his beautiful girlfriend swaying to the music of Journey's Faithfully.
She lifts her head off of Chris's chest to look into his gorgeous amber eyes. "I think I really like this song and I'm falling for you too" Lips pressed together for most of the song, Chris and Adele continue swaying until the music stops and his Uncle Will steps onto the DJ's stage.
"Hope everyone is having a good time. As you know in keeping with the Snowflake Ball, everyone is a king and queen tonight. So get your date girls it's time for ladies choice" Will tells the teenagers.
Adele grabs Chris and heads back to the dance floor for some more dancing and enjoying each other for the rest of the night.
The driver takes them back to the Forman house and Chris walks Adele to the door. "I had so much fun." She tells him.
"I did too. Thank you for asking me to the ball, my Jewish Snowflake Princess." Chris kids. Chris kisses her and pulls away "Good night I'll call you in the morning" "Good night my boyfriend, text me so I know you got home" He greedily steals another kiss and has to will himself to pull away from her.
Adele goes inside and slides down the door "Best Night Ever" Chris sits in the back of the Town Car "Best Night Ever"
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Yahweh=Jewish for God
Hudmelson= Hudson+Hummel+Anderson