I am Who I am

I do not own Glee, it's characters, it's dialogue or musical compositions. I do not own any music that is being used in the fiction, it belongs to the singer and or songwriter.

I own my plot and characters.

As always my fictions are chalked full of Finchel Smut. If you can't handle it this is not for you.

Chris is the main focus of this story along with his parents. The other kids will feature in a small capacity.

This story follows my canon in the Story I'll Show You Love, I'll Show you Everything.

I am doing a TIME JUMP…...Yes, I am you heard it here…...It has been little less than a year, the twins are going to be turning one, Chris is at the latter half of his sophomore year.

Chris has his Driver's License and his dad's old Range Rover. Finn gets a new one every time he does a commercial for the automaker.

Honor the Tether! Remember the Drummer!

Chapter Fifteen: What did I do?

*Flashback*

Austin was leaving Adele's house after working on their Life Science Class. They've been taking care of a RealCare® Baby so they've been spending lots of time together. Chris was walking up the drive when Austin was walking down and Austin being Austin had to goad Chris.

"Hey, Huddy you going to stick to my wife"

Chris kept walking he was not going to fight with this kid. 1. Adele would kill him and 2. His mom would maim him. So he was walking away like his dad said. "Chris being the bigger man is hard sometime, but people like this Austin kid, they want what they can't have and you have what he wants. Don't give it to him" his dad told him just last night when he and Adele had been arguing on the phone because she cancelled yet again to work with Austin.

"That's alright I'll let you have her for tonight. I already got some afternoon delight"

Chris could only take so much. "You are not funny Dillion. Shut up about my girlfriend. I don't know how or what you did to get this assignment with her, but I know what you're trying to do and it isn't going to work. Leave me the hell alone"

Chris turned and walked into Adele's house. Finding her sitting at the kitchen table doing some more homework. He walked over to the fridge and got a Gatorade out and plopped down on the chair across from her.

Adele was already in a foul mood. Spending the last two days with Austin was exhausting. He was constantly hitting on her and it was more than annoying. How did he not understand she had a boyfriend she loved and would never do anything to ruin that?

She heard the front door knowing it was Chris, she remained seated and doing her history homework. She really did not want to fight with him again. She had no choice in her partner for this project and he was acting like a real baby. She had talked to him about it and all they seem to do was fight. She watched him walk past her and into the fridge taking a Gatorade and sitting across from her.

"What no Hi, Whatcha you doing, I love you"

Chris just stared at his girlfriend and gave her a head nod while drinking his Gatorade. He didn't want to open his mouth right now for fear of what he might say. This project sucked and he hated she was doing it with Austin Dillion. Austin has been trying to get with Adele since he transferred from Carmel. He was some big time baseball guy and the McKinley coach persuaded his parents to transfer him and thus began Chris's nightmare. He let out a loud huff with the thoughts swirling in his head.

"if you are going to be like this why did you come over?" Adele questions him. she was super pissed and she was tired of his crap. How could he not know she loved him and only him. For someone who was so sure of himself in every aspect of his life, he was a scared little boy when it came to his relationship. They have been together for a year and nine months. Their sophomore year was coming to a close in a month or so they have been happy and then all of the sudden he's accusing her of liking Austin.

She didn't even know Austin. He's some transfer kid who plays baseball and is full of himself. She'd never be into an arrogant ass like him. She wanted to be with Chris and only Chris. "Holy Moses Chris, why do you have to be like this and how many times have I told you, Austin means nothing. I don't even know him."

Chris sat there listening to Adele watching as she got madder and madder as he said nothing. When she said she didn't even know Austin he laughed. 'Well he sure 'KNOWS' you."

"What's that supposed to mean?" Adele countered

"Afternoon delight" Chris repeated what Austin said in the driveway knowing it was full of shit but he couldn't stop himself.

Adele threw her book across the table and stood up "Get out! If you are going to believe some idiot over your girlfriend of over a year, then get out! I don't even want to look at you right now" With that she stormed up to her room slamming the door.

Chris dropped his head in shame, knowing that he was being an ass. He knew Adele wouldn't sleep with Austin. She only wanted that with him. But Austin gets under his skin like no one ever has. He wants to punch the kid in his smug face every time he sees him.

Chris slowly walked up to Adele's room and knocked. He tried the door knob but she locked it. "Come on Adele, I'm sorry." He said to the door.

"GO AWAY CHRISTOPHER FINN HUDSON! LEAVE ME ALONE! CALL ME WHEN YOU AREN'T BEING A JEALOUS ASS!" Adele screamed through the door.

All he wanted to do was apologize and she was being stubborn. He was still so mad at Austin and her stubbornness wasn't helping. "FINE! I'm leaving, I mean it" He said hoping she'd open the door. Only he was met with the silence. He slammed his fist on the door and stomped down the stairs and out the front door, slamming it for effect.

Adele was in her room crying when she heard him knocking she was so angry at him. How dare he accuse her of sleeping with Austin. She had planned on giving her virginity to Chris but since they have been fighting over this stupid assignment lately she's glad she didn't. He's being an idiot. She talked to his mom, because Rachel has really become the only woman in her life she can confide in. Rachel told her that Chris was like his dad in the jealousy department and to ignore it and keep doing what she was doing because she was doing nothing wrong. Chris would come around soon enough. But she was considering that may not have been the best way to handle this.

She yelled at him to leave her alone. She jumped when he pounded on the door but she was not giving in to his petulant behavior. She heard him stomping down the stairs and out the front door and she continued crying. She should have asked to be switched at the beginning of this but now it was too late.

Chris jumped into his Range Rover and took off from Adele's house. He was super pissed off and going home was out of the question with his mother constantly asking questions. Not in the mood for that crap. He considered going to the studio, but Coach was probably there and he didn't need his brand of perverted advice. His dad was out of town for a commercial shoot. No way in hell was he going to the grandpa Berrys, they are just like his mom. Grandma and Pop are in Washington so he didn't know where he was going. He just drove. Ending up at the football field, he jumped out of the SUV and ran to the middle of the field.

This is where he felt most like himself. The one place beside being with Adele he felt home. He laid down on the fifty-yard line staring up at the early evening sky. Pink, orange with a tinge of purple which was Adele's favorite sky. Why can't he just let what Austin says roll off his back? He knows Adele loves him and nothing this kid could do to change it. But dude just pushed his buttons. He punched his fist into the grass closing his eyes.

He heard someone standing over him so he opened his eyes to see Madi standing there in her Cheerio's uniform. He dad let her come back to McKinley at the beginning of this year. "Well, Christopher Hudson. Fancy seeing you here and without the midget."

"Madi, don't" He warned.

"I'm sorry." She said lying down next to him. They've become friend since her mom died and her dad starting working and being friends with his parent again.

"What's up" She asked him turning to lay on her side to see him.

"Nothing I want to talk about" He said closing his eyes.

Madi studied his face and seen how upset he was and without thinking she leaned forward capturing his lips in hers. She was surprised when he didn't pull away.

Chris was listening to Madi and closed his eye not being able to stare at the beautiful sky of Adele's when he felt Madi's lips on his. Instead of pulling away, he grabbed the back of her neck and deepened the kiss. Kissing her felt wrong but he couldn't stop it. He didn't know what the hell he was doing. Fuck! He finally pulled away and jumped to his feet.

"What the hell Madi? I've got a girlfriend" He yelled

"Didn't seem to bother you a minute ago" She said snarkily while getting to her feet.

"I didn't know what I was doing. I'm so confused and you just kissed me" He defended.

Madi rolled her eyes. "Geeze, don't get your panties in a wad Hudson. It was only a kiss"

"A kiss is never just a kiss, Madi. I can't do this with you. I got to go. Please don't tell anyone" Chris asked.

Madi just nodded and watched him leave.

*End of Flashback*

That was three weeks ago and Madi told her best friend Sabrina. Sabrina of course went to Adele and told her that Chris kissed Madi. Adele broke up with him. So Chris has been acting out at home and at school. He fought with Austin getting himself suspended for three days.

It was the second of his three-day suspension and Christopher was still sleeping when Rachel had enough of her son's behavior. She stormed up to his room flinging the door open. He didn't move of course, just one more way he was like his dad. The apocalypse could be happing the Hudson boys would sleep through it. She went over to the window and pulled the curtains open. She got a groan.

"Maaaaaaaaaa! Too bright, I'm sleeping here." He growled

"Well, if you think you are sleeping through this suspension you are mistaken young man. This is punishment for acting like a Neanderthal. Up and at em, son I've got a list you need to start on"

Chris rolled over and look at his mother standing there in all her Rachel Berry-ness. Hands on hips, lips pursed and a determination in her eyes that even he knew not to mess with. He rolled his eyes and reluctantly got up.

"Where's dad?" he asked.

"Doesn't matter. He's not getting you out of this" She told him picking up the dirty clothes strewn around the room putting them into the hamper.

Chris groaned again getting up and going to his bathroom. Closing the door, he stripped down and bounded into the shower. He finished wrapping a towel around his hips stepping back into his room. Finding it empty of his mother he looked longingly at his bed, until he saw the note.

Christopher,

If you even think of getting back into this bed you will regret, it. Here is a list of chores you will do today. I will have another one for you tomorrow. Marco is bringing your school work and you will do it and not get behind in school because you decided fighting was a good thing. Get dressed, there is a bagel on the kitchen counter. I have to take the twins to the doctor, you get Cullen from school at 3. Don't' forget him. if I come home and my baby is not here I will not be responsible for the torture you will face. When you are done with this list, Dad has some stuff for you to do at the studio. Hop to Hudson. Maybe next time you start a fight you will remember this.

Love Mom *

Chris dressed quickly then shoving the bagel in his mouth he started on the chores his mother left him. Geeze, weren't they rich? Why the hell don't they have a maid. Clean the toilets! Gross!

While working on the list his mind wandered to Adele. How could he have let this happen. He was stupid. He knew she loved him. He knows he loves her. Why did he have to kiss Madi? Now Adele won't even look at him. He's tried apologizing, she won't even hear him out. He was going to tell him about the kiss, but that bitch Sabrina had to involve herself. Girls were so confusing.

Then there was Madi. Ever since Adele broke up with him, she's been all over him. He really doesn't have the energy to fight her, so he lets her hang off him at school only hurting Adele more. Adele has been back to her quiet self. Not really participating in anything other than her music. God when did he become this ass.

The only good thing is Adele isn't seeing that asshole Austin. But she could date him, or anyone and Chris can't do anything about it. Why can't he make this right? His dad told him to give her space, but space was killing him. He needed Adele like air. He was dying inside without her. He didn't know how to be Chris without her. And without her he's turned into this jerk, hurting her over and over.

Chris finished with the stuff he had to do at home and drove to the studio seeing his dad in the booth he opened the door, slowly not wanting to disturb the recording.

Finn was producing Boyce Avenue, he found them on YouTube. They were a duo of brothers with over 7 million subscribers so Finchel Records signed them and he was now in the studio with them. He heard the door open seeing his oldest son.

He called to the guy for a five-minute break motioning for Chris to follow him to the office. Once inside the Hudson men sat. Finn sighed.
"Your mom is pissed." He started, Chris nodded. "She should be; you shouldn't be fighting. Didn't I tell you not to let that kid get to you."

"I tried dad. But after three weeks of his nonstop mouth I couldn't take it anymore. He was talking shit about Adele and I couldn't take it. He deserved it."

"He may have deserved it but that doesn't mean you should have fought with him at school. And how does any of this help with the Adele situation."

"It doesn't. She's never gonna forgive me for kissing Madi."

"Why did you kiss her, Madi?" Finn inquires.

Chris sighs and looks thoughtfully at his dad then speaks. "I don't really have a good answer for that. I was upset. I went to spend time with her and as I was walking up the drive, that asshat, Austin Dillion was walking out. He said some crap and I just told him to leave me alone. But it got to me and I went inside trying to cool off, but Adele knew something was up. She got mad because ikindaaccusedherofhavingsexwithaustin."

"You kind of what?" Finn asks for clarification.

Chris jumps up off the chair to start to pace "I may have accused her of sleeping with Austin…Finn looks at his son… I know. I'm an idiot. I know she'd never do that but UGH! He makes me so angry. He said you can have her tonight I already got my afternoon delight. I was so pissed and stupidly said it out loud. She told me to get out and locked herself in her room. I tried to apologize but she wasn't' having it. So I let still pissed and went to the field. It's spring no one would be there so I was laying on the 50 and Madi just came up and started talking she leaned in and kissed me and I let her. It felt wrong and foreign but I couldn't stop myself."

Finn watched his son get up and pace it something his mother always does and tends to freak Finn out. "First off stop pacing, it freaks me out. Secondly, Adele will forgive you, she loves you. I can't say she'll take you back, but eventually she'll forgive you. But this acting out crap you've got going on has to stop. You are 16 now you can't act like nothing is affecting you. What if you got kicked of the team for fighting with this kid? You've always said you wanted to play college ball. You have to think about these things Christopher. I already had you so I was settled sort of and my Junior and Senior year I focused and got my scholarship and you can too. Fighting with Austin will do nothing to gain Adele's trust back. She'll see you are still jealous and for girls' jealousy equals no trust. They feel like you don't trust them when you get jealous. That somehow, they are not smart enough to tell the guy to back off. Believe me son, woman do not like a jealous man."

"Thanks Dad"

"You are welcome, now your mom wants you to sweep and mop the floors but we pay a cleaning service. Come in the booth and learn something from your old man and we won't tell mom you didn't do you chores here."

"Thanks dad. Did you know toilets are gross? I had to clean three this morning and next time I take a piss I might sit so I don't miss."

Both Hudsons laughed and headed to the booth.

He did know when but he knew he'd be alright and for now that was good enough for Chris.

IF you liked it let me know with a review. If you didn't let me know so I can fix it. Fret not Chris and Adele lovers they will not be split for too long. But she couldn't just forget about him Kissing Madi. Don't hate my Christopher he's a boy for goodness sake. They tend to be stupid sometimes. See you next time we visit Lima.

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