I rolled over having the light shine onto my eyelids, I shot my eyes open, with a gasp, I sat up quickly, I looked around and sighed... I got out of my bed to reveal what I was wearing: a tank and shorts.

Still in my PJs I stumbled out of my room and into the kitchen, I was a little unaware of my surroundings, I turned my head to find a note on the table,

'May,

I went to the neighboring town for a car part that's not in NewNinjagoCity, I will be gone for around 2-3 days, I am not sure how long it will take to find it... don't open the shop while I am gone be sure to put a sign on the door!

I'll text you, love,

Dada'

I threw the note away, the shop never opens until the 5:00pm on Fridays, then it closes at 8:00pm, I won't put a sign on until 4:30 or so... I checked the clock '7:00am' I came to realisation knowing I slept in, I ran the the bedroom undressing and began putting on my jeans, socks, bra, my zip up hoodie and boots, I dashed out of my bedroom.

I ran into the kitchen and grabbed an apple, then I grabbed another, "H-Heads up, Wraith!" I said as I watched the figure materialize for only a spilt second, I threw the apple at him as an invisible hand caught it, I breath a sigh of relief to know he will be at my home... I ran down stairs as I took a bite out of my apple, I went outside, as I went down the familiar alley way... the papers and gravel crunched under my feet, I had a doctors appointment at 8:30! I didn't feel, Wraith with me... he must have stayed home... I finally made it to the doctors office and signed in, I sat as I felt all eye's on me, I wasn't feeling to bad today until those people started looking at me...

My eye's filled with tears as I felt people watching me... I heard them whispering, about me... "May Garmadon!" The nurse called, I stood up still feeling people watch me as I went into the doctors room, the nurse left... I waited alone for about 10 minutes, until the doctor came in he smiled as he entered his smile faded when he saw my bandages...

He pointed at them, "What happened?" He asked, I sighed... his face twisted into a frown, "Intentional?" I nodded, his face formed into a furious expression, he calmed himself down, and grabbed his clipboard, he began writing, "I am prescribing you with a stronger Anti-Depression."

I sat in shock, I hated that stupid doctor, he ALWAYS gave me a higher prescription! I swear this doctors is trying to KILL ME! Once the 'Check up' was over, I took the piece of paper he offered me, I walked out of the doctors office, as I went down the streets, my eyes filled with tears, as I went into Chen's noodle house, I paid and sat, I watched the conveyer belt pass good smelling food by my nose, I sighed as I looked at the food, I looked across the room the see a teen just older than me he wasn't, Wraith that's for sure... I have never seen him before, he was looking at me, in a lustful way, I looked away stirring in my seat, his presence fed off a threatening vibe, I thought about, Wraith, he was very handsome... he seemed so nice... when he spoke to me last night his voice was like waves lapping against the ocean... his eyes were enchanting...I felt my heart beginning to beat faster... I crossed my legs and squeezed trying to prevent what came next... my breathing became heavy, my face became hot... 'Is this- a-am I- i-in love?!' I thought, I tried to calm myself down but it didn't work...

I began to eat hoping my feelings would go away... I felt nauseous now... I felt something rise in my throat I quickly got up, I felt the teens eyes follow me when I ran into the bathroom, as the feeling arose I tried to get it to go down, that failed, I quickly began to throw up... what was wrong with me? I walked out of the bathroom, I was as pale as the snow caps on mount Everest... I felt the teen boys eyes again, they were very threatening, he had lustful intentions... I scurried out of the noodle house, it was high noon when I made it to the super market... I took a deep breath before entering, I grabbed a basket and began to venture down the aisles...

Shortly after I began my quest for the 5 items on my list I ran into the boy from the noodle house, his eyes were examining me, I felt his eye's set on my figure itself... I quickly escaped the aisle, 'This isn't what I needed' I thought... I let out a sigh, I closed my eyes, and when I reopened them the boy was standing there, I jumped a foot or two, I let out a yelp, he came uncomfortably close to me...

"Hey, pretty!" He said acting macho-like... he knew I was emotionally unstable thats what makes me a target... his vibe reminded me of the one my father let off... I took a step back only for this teen to come closer... I just stood there trying to look brave, even though he knew I was definitely the opposite... he bumped my chest with his, 'accidentally' I let out grunt... I closed my eyes, I tried to find, Wraith's soul but I couldn't see it...

'He must be at home...' I thought, my eyes were cloudy with tears, 'Oh gosh someone please help me...'

"What's wrong, pretty?" The boy said, we were in the middle of a super market someone is bound to notice, then I felt another soul walk up behind me, they put their arm around me, I raised my shoulders... it wasn't, Wraith... someone else...

"Buzz off pal she's my girlfriend!" The voice said.

'Girlfriend! I ain't anyones girlfriend!' I thought, the boy stepped back then scurried away, the other still had his arm around me, I knew they were trying to protect me... I turned around only to see, my brother, Lloyd, his friends, and, Serena in the background, I screamed and shoved his hand off me, my eyes filled with tears as I darted to the furthest aisle down...

There I found what I needed I was still silently crying, I went over to the self checkout, I scanned my five items: 2 Apples, 1 Loaf of Bread, 1 Bottle of Ketchup, 3 Sticks of Butter, and 1 packet of Mint Gum... when I paid I jumped every time the scanner spoke... I grabbed my bags and exited the store, my eye's were tears stained, 'My brother touched me...' I thought I clenched my teeth, and closed my eyes, my thoughts were stopped as I felt another soul with me... it wasn't, Wraith... it was that teen boy... he was stalking me...

I held my breath as I felt him behind me... I got home with out a problem it was later in the day... I unlocked the shop with the keys I always carry, I opened the door I didn't feel, Wraith... his name made me feel... well nauseous... I went to the front desk and began to write the sign,

'We will be temporarily closed, sorry for the inconvenience.' I wrote, my handwriting wasn't very good I have to admit... I heard the door bell, "S-sorry we are closed..." I said with my head still down.

"I didn't come for tires, Pretty..." the voice said, I froze... my hands began to shake, he stepped closer to me, the lusting vibe he had was stronger than before, I let out a squeak as he grabbed my waist, I tried to pull his hand off but it just kept inching down toward my backside... I screamed, he put his hand on my chest, and slowly unzipped my jacket, I grabbed his hand,

"W-w-w-" I was to scared to speak I began to sob as my jacket fell off, I tried to push him off, but he kept coming, he leaned close and began kissing my neck, I put my hand on the crown of his head, trying to push him off... he pulled me close forcing me towards himself, I sobbed as he began to fumble with my pants, "WRAITH!" I screamed in bloody murder, "P-please help me!" I cried, I sunk to my knees as the boy forced me up...

"Wraith... stupid name! Is he your boyfriend I met earlier?" He said as he moved, he made me move with him, I stopped moving, and tried to escape, he grabbed my wrists and shook me, "No one will hear of this..." he threatened, I couldn't take it... while his and my hands were occupied, I raised my knee kicking him square in his soft spot as hard as I possible... he cried out in pain and fell on the floor, he released his grip as I ran over to the front desk, my father kept a knife in the last drawer, I grabbed the knife looking at the injured boy, he looked at me with rage in his eye's...

I stood calm, in only my jeans and bra, I looked at the teen, with anger hidden deep in my eye's, I held the knife out where he could see it and mustering all the courage I had... "G-get out... of my shop." I held the knife closer trying to scare the boy, he stood up quickly and took a step back, I flashed the knife at him but intentionally not making contact, "GET OUT!" I shouted, he ran out of the building, I ran over to the counter and grabbed the note and the new lock my father had bought two weeks ago, I quickly locked door and placed the sign on the door, I walked back and began to sob, half mad at, Wraith... I ran upstairs, and collapsed on the floor, I held my hands into fists, and cried into the carpet, I didn't even put my sweat shirt back on, I just cried... I was so scared, I didn't know of anything else to bother doing, I laid there for hours, crying, I hoped he would never return...

This leads me to reflect on this morning... Lloyd... what possessed him to help me... whether I wanted him to touch or not... he probably saved me from further damage, for that I was grateful... I felt sad and ashamed even though it was nothing I did, I sat up holding my wrists, the teen's grip was very strong, I was so scared... he reminded me of my father...not his appearance... his vibe, the teen had black hair that went to his shoulders, his skin was pale, his eyes were deep green, I couldn't believe he had stalked me all day... I cried out to Wraith, he didn't hear me... I guess its ok now... he didn't know... I stumbled into my bed room I finally felt his presence once again... I began to undress, today I decided to indirectly tell him I liked him, I undressed and in replace for my normal PJ's I put on a black bra and matching shorts, each garment was trimmed with lace, I wondered what he might think, I laid on the top of my covers, and drifted to a deeper sleep than usual...

I stood in a hallway I knew where I was... I was at Ember Castles outside of Ninjago City I stood there just wondering why I was here... it was foggy as the building caught fire, I screamed in fear as someone came through the door... it was the same boy that I had almost stabbed, I didn't know what to be more afraid of... him, or the fire... I decided to face my fears, I had no weapon with me and my demon powers weren't exactly under control, so I raised my fists, I was ready to fight this kid, he laughed, he raised his hands and out came wind, blowing me backwards, 'He has elemental powers?!' I thought, 'Then lets fight fire with fire!' I felt those glossy black wings form on my back as the cluster of darkness formed in my hand, I felt it whispering to me, 'He is ours and we want him let us get him...' I leaned close to the power surge and whispered, 'Seek and you will find...' I opened my hands setting it free in consumed the lights making the hallway unnaturally black, below, it crept over to my victim I raised my hands letting it decend unto the kids ankles, I shouted excitedly as I watched it latch on to him... but something disturbed me... it was that he was smirking... he lifted him hands and blew my power away, he laughed as he picked me up with an invisible hand and threw me to the ground he lifted me again and stepped closer to my grabbing me with his own hands, he smiled at me... "Pretty... remember one thing... remember one name... Mor-"

I awoke screaming I had found that my blankets were around my throat and I had fallen on the floor, it was morning but it felt like night, I calmed down and put my normal undergarments on, I put my acid washed hoodie on, and my old jeans, I laced my black knee high boots, and walked into the kitchen, I grabbed a granola bar, and sat at our island, I looked at the ceiling... 'That dream... what was he going to say?' A disadvantage of being a half demon is that you remember your nightmares... or at least I do... 'Mor? That's not a name... did I wake before I heard the end?' I thought, I went to the cabinet and grabbed my stupid pills, as I took and gulp of water I noticed the knives across the room... I didn't feel, Wraith so he wouldn't have to watched, I quickly grabbed a kitchen knife and ran into the bathroom, I locked the door behind me I pulled my bandages back and ran over to the bathtub, I began running the knife along my wrist, I cried out in pain but I kept doing it, going and going, making 5 cuts, then another 2, I just watched the blood run down into the tub, I didn't bandage it, then I tried to stand to go get the bandages, I tripped as I felt myself fall but never hit the ground...