Bucky stumbled through the streets. He drank way too much and he turned away the blond who'd been trying to crawl into his lap most of the night. What was going on with him? Steve was feeling good, they didn't have to worry about rent because of their new roommate and he still felt like he was waiting for something. He was confused and curious about Harry.

He figured he would learn more in time. He was worried about the war. He would need to go soon. The only excuse was Steve. He was terrified to leave him. Maybe with Harry here, Steve would be okay. He made it to the apartment and quietly opened the door. He snickered.

They'd pulled the mattress in front of the fire and both of them were asleep. Harry was wrapped around Steve like a child. It was cute. Bucky studied him. He was petite like Steve and had curves that didn't belong on any man. He was pouting in his sleep. Steve was hunkered down looking more peaceful than he'd seen in months. Bucky changed clothes and looked at the couch and thought, no. He slid in the bed and pushed Harry over. Harry turned and curled into him. He froze.

"Smell good." Harry murmured in his sleep.

Bucky smiled, idiot. He curled into Harry's warmth and slept.

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Steve woke with fingers under his shirt. He looked over, Bucky was curled up with Harry between them. Harry was on his stomach his head under Bucky's with his left arm under Steve's shirt. Steve leaned over enough to flick Bucky on his nose. Bucky jerked looking at Steve. Steve ignored the body between them. Steve pointed at the window. Bucky groaned then noticed Harry. Harry moved, his hand ghosting over Steve's abs as he groaned and arched into Bucky. They both inhaled and froze. Harry fell back asleep.

"Steve." Bucky turned to look over Harry their eyes met.

"I know." Steve responded before Bucky could speak.

They both turned to the raven locks between them. Harry moved again waking up. Bucky closed his eyes and tried not to move. Steve watched unable to look away at the look that rolled over Bucky's face. He blushed when Bucky's eyes opened and caught the hunger in his eyes for both of them.

Harry moved rolling off Bucky his head tucked back on Steve's arm. Bucky breathed a sigh and got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. Steve waited while Bucky dressed and got ready. He stayed still while Bucky grabbed some left over buns from yesterday and headed out the door. He closed his eyes and went back to sleep not wanting to wake Harry and if he was honest he didn't want to leave the warmth of Harry's body.

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Harry woke to the light outside shining in his face. He opened his eyes and wanted to curl up in humiliation and comfort. His legs were entwined with Steve's and his head was resting on his chest with his arm inside his shirt.

Harry quietly slid out of bed without waking Steve. He headed to the bathroom and did his morning routine without showering. He tiptoed back out and put on his clothes. He grabbed a bun and headed outside after grabbing his wand. He cringed when he hit the cold. He needed to find somewhere to train.

He walked around several blocks and found an abandoned building.

Harry popped two boards off and looked inside. It was free of squatters. The upstairs levels were falling apart but the basement was a mass of tunnels and open rooms. He found a huge room in the back and began to place muggle repelling charms over the room. When he was done, he began to transform the room. He got rid of the dirt and debris. He lined the wall with targets and made a table out of some broken wood. He would set up a potions table.

It took him hours.

He walked back to the apartment and was greeted with Bucky and Steve in the kitchen. They both turned to him and gaped. Harry looked down at himself and laughed. He was covered in dirt and debris from the building. "Guess I need a bath."

He didn't wait and rummaged through his trunk then headed for the bathroom. He filled the tub and used heating charms to heat the water as hot as his skin would take it. Someone had put his bathroom supplies in the bathroom. He dropped his clothes on the floor and stepped inside. He hissed when the water touched his body.

He was exhausted. He fell asleep in the bathtub and woke when Steve told him he had dinner ready. He dressed in pjs and ate then fell asleep at the table. He woke as he was being carried to bed.

It was like this for two weeks. Bucky gone to work before Harry woke. Harry wrapped around Steve and sneaking out of bed hiding his ever growing morning problem then quietly making his way out of the house before Steve woke. He came back at the end of the day to eat and pass out at the table to be carried to bed and start over the next day. He had a small potion lab set up and had a decent training room ready to improve his curses.

He was utterly exhausted. Harry woke up Friday, he thought it was Friday. But, he was surrounded.

Bucky was still under the covers, his breath hitting the back of Harry's neck. Bucky's arm was wrapped around his waist. Harry's body was tucked into his chest. Harry's arm was stuffed up Steve's shirt and he moved his fingers and felt them stroke over Steve's nipple. Steve huffed out a breath in his sleep. Harry could feel Bucky hard and pressing in between his checks behind him. All his blood went south. Oh shite, oh shite. Bucky moved behind him. Chills went up his spine and down to his toes. He mewled before he could snap his mouth closed. He felt both men move slightly. He froze.

He'd never thought about sex like most people his age. He'd never had the time or been able to trust enough to let go. He truly wanted what was here surrounding him and he knew it was utterly impossible. Bucky moved again and Harry felt his body break out into a sweat. His hips rolled automatically. Bucky responded behind him. He was waking up slowly. Harry felt him wake. He kept his eyes closed but felt the arm around him tighten for a second before Bucky tried to move away. His erection pushed against his entrance. Harry's hips bucked back as the mewl slid out of his mouth.

Bucky froze but his arm tightened and his forehead pushed into Harry's neck. Harry hand squeezed over Steve's chest. Steve's body arched making the sexiest noise Harry had ever heard. His hips rolled again. Bucky echoed him rocking his hips. Harry ripped his arm from Steve's shirt and turned looking at Bucky. Bucky's eyes were blown in lust. Harry's eyes went to his lips. Harry moved straddling him. They both moaned as Harry moved rolling their erections together. Bucky arched as Harry moved again. Harry's eyes rolled over to Steve. Steve was waking up. His eyes rolled back to Bucky. He stood and walked from the bed to the bathroom. He shut the door pushing his boxers down and couldn't fist himself fast enough.

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Bucky watched Harry stand and walk out of the room. He leaned up on his elbows. Steve snickered beside him. Bucky turned to him. Steve lifted the blanket and Bucky saw Steve with the same issue he had. Bucky moaned and dropped back down on his back.

"I would have fucked him two seconds ago."

Steve's voice was low as he looked to the door where Harry left. "I was watching. What does that say about me?"

Bucky laughed. "That we are both in trouble."

Steve groaned. They heard the water turn on in the bathroom.

"We need to go out tonight."

Steve groaned. "Bucky."

"Has he told you anything about what he's doing during the day?"

"No, he comes home and you see him… bath, eat then one of us carries him to bed."

"He so exhausted. Do you thing he doesn't trust us?"

"I don't know Bucky."

The water cut off. They laid in bed waiting on Harry. Bucky moved throwing wood on the embers with some newspapers. Harry walked back into the room with a towel wrapped around him. Two sets of eyes looked at him. Harry knew this was wrong but didn't give a damn as he dropped his towel and began to look for clothes. He turned bending sliding on his boxers then the rest of his clothes.

"Are you leaving?" Bucky asked as Harry sat at the table putting on socks."

"Yeah, I need to run to the city and head to the bank and then I'm coming back."

"Do you need money? You can pull it form the house tin."

"No, I had my bank looking though one of my inheritances. I didn't know I'd be staying here so I told them I'd come back and check in with them."

"Bucky wants to go out tonight."

Harry looked up from the floor from his shoes and his eyes went from one man to the other. "Sounds good. You not have to work today?"

Bucky shook his head. Harry smiled. "I'll be back soon."

They watched him leave the house.

"I think we are both going to hell over the thoughts we just had." Steve commented.

Bucky groaned as he stood and walked to the bathroom. "At least, we can go together."

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Harry walked through the streets on autopilot. What the hell was he thinking and when the hell had he become so bold. He'd never thought to do anything like that before. He had never even thought of sex much less with someone from the same sex. He thought of Hogwarts and his friends. Had he ever thought of Ron, Neville or any of his other roommates like that? He had been attracted to Cho and to Ginny. His vision went red, Ginny. She'd given him a love potion. It was diluting, thank Merlin. Is that why he had never really thought about it? Even who his heart belonged to was being planned for him. Could nothing be sacred for him?

He moved through the city and came to the bank. He stopped on the steps and looked up at the great building. He was going to live his life while he was here. He was going to train, practice, and learn to brew if it killed him, but he was also going to live. This was his last break before he would have to return, before he would have to die.

He stood still his eyes almost glassed over. He would have to die. He received a few lessons from Dumbledore. Enough to understand, Voldemort would have to die so he would have to die. Well, he was going out his way. He was going to say screw everything and live while he was here. He made the decision as he stood watching the people walk around him. If Bucky and Steve would give him a few months to live happily, he would take whatever they gave him warmth of friendship or more. He wasn't going to back down, he wasn't going to let his life stop now that he knew. He was going to say fuck it.

Shaking off his thoughts, he walked into the bank.

Gripnaut saw him step into the bank and moved his head indicating for Harry to follow. Harry nodded and walked to the office he'd previously met the goblins in. He sat down waiting quietly as the goblin walked out of the office and returned with a small box.

"We shrunk down the books and placed them in here. Some of the books are in Parseltongue so you will have to go through them."

Harry nodded taking the box. "Thank you. Do you know of anyone who would be willing to train me while I'm here?"

Gripnaut sat quietly pondering then smiled. "Wait for me while I contact someone."

Harry nodded and waited in the office for over an hour. Gripnaut returned and handed him a slip of paper. "Go to this address. Speak to Mr. Chen."

Harry stood and bowed to the Goblin. "Thank you."

The goblin laughed. It sounded sinister and Harry smirked at him. "If you need anything further, please come back."

Harry nodded and left the bank.

He made it back to the streets and hailed a cab. He gave the cabbie the address and watched the streets mesmerized as he was driven further into New York. He paid the cabbie and asked if he would wait. He agreed and Harry walked to the red door the cabbie told him was the address.

Harry took a deep breath and knocked. A woman who spoke no English opened the door.

"Hello, may I please speak to Mr. Chen. I was sent here by Gripnaut."

The woman nodded and led him inside. He followed her through a room that was filled with Chinese herbs and walked to the back of the store. An old man sat on a pillow on the floor. He looked up at Harry as he walked inside. Harry opened his mouth to speak.

He was cut off as Chen stood quickly and walked to him. He made eye contact and Harry stood unable to control his body as Chen began to flip through his memories with the ease of flipping the stations on a television. He didn't know how long he stood there being assaulted by the man but finally collapsed as Chen released him.

"I will meet you where you train tomorrow."

Harry nodded and stumbled back out of the shop. What the hell just happened, he thought? He barely made it to the cab and spoke to the cabbie to drop him back off at the station. He tipped the cabbie and somehow stumbled home.