" kasrl-kun ~~ stop tickling me ~ " you held the bunny in your hands giggling at how cute he was , you just finished giving him food and after he got full he wanted to play with you ~how cute . however , you kept looking at his red eyes , something about them kept reminding you of subaru .
and talking about subaru , you didn't see him lately ; maybe watching his mother ? , you sighed , you love all your brothers that for sure , but him was more than the others , at least the rest of your brothers are with their mothers but him was kept away from christa from the first day .
it wasn't his fault , but his mother's , you know that because everytime karl gives her permission to see him , she start freaking out even there was times when subaru walkes out of her room with a wound . well now , and after thinking for too long about him you had that desire of having a look on your younger brother , yup he was the only brother that you had the chance to fight him and say " subaru , i am older than you ! " and he would answer " yes ! only by few hours ! " so yeah again , you and subaru were born in the same day .
so , with that you put the kawaii creature down on your king size bed to let him have some rest , you stood up and walked out of your room " next destination ! subaru ! " you shouted out and started running , if you are not wrong , you will find him under his mother's dungeon waiting her to look out of her window , to have just a little look on her .
but then , when you reached that place , he was nowhere to be seen , only the road and its flowers , and up to the dungeon's window was christa , standing and watching you , you stared at her for pair moments before you put on the wide grin and start waving for her .
her eyes went wider a bit , before she the other smile and wave back a little , after that you turned around and started running again , if subaru wasn't looking at his mother , then where is he ? fine then young brother ! (y/n) is going to find you no matter what !
you ran to the garden , no where again , you saw reiji sitting in one of the benches reading a book , you approached him and took the book he was reading " what are you doing ? " he stood up , you looked at him then back at the book " ne , reiji ~did you see subaru ? "
" no i didn't , give it back " he said a bit annoyed , you pouted and shook your head " no " you grinned , he glared and rushed towards you for his book , you the ofcourse started running away , if you are not finding subaru for now , then it won't be a problem if you made reiji do some sports .
" hey ! come back with that and stop acting like children ! " he shouted as he ran after you , you smirked and turned your head back to him " i am a child ! " you shouted back and he suddenly stop .
you stopped also after making distance between you and him " this is so stupid , i won't do something as childish as running around after you like idiot , you can keep the book , there is million more like it " he said with a frown , he then turned around and started walking away , leaving you alone in the middle of the garden .
the wind started blowing to play with your silky (h/c) hair , your eyes still watching reiji as he left , you sighed and turned around to start walking alone , you already dropped that book the moment he vanished from your sight " i am sorry for being so stupid , reiji " you closed your eyes.. after long time of walking to no where , seem like you forget about why you were out from the first place just by few hurtful words of reiji .
you reached the lake , this lake was supposed to be the cursed lake , since it was the place where cordelia punishes ayato , you sat down on the ground while looking at it , you really walked too much without knowing it , from this place you can see the top of the mansion only , the rest of it was hiden behind the trees , but oh well , there was nothing to fear in this place right .
you yawned a bit as you lie down , looking at the blue sky that grey clouds were slowly crawling to it just to ruin its beautiful color , you kept looking feeling tired and sleepy in the same time , the wind's light blow caressing your hair and face . this made your eyes slowly close and open again , but in the end you gave yourself to sleep , the last thing your eyes seeing was subaru standing beside you with his red eyes looking in angry and sad way towards you , and then everything was black ...
" (y/n) would you please stop worrying about a filthy child "
oh like reader-chan see ... i am starting the story with their childhood ~so i hope you like it ~~ thank you for all the likes ! love ya all 3