Chapter 3: Telling the Truth

Bay's POV:

Emmett and I managed to get out of the dinner alive and everyone seemed to know how much we loved each other. Emmett and I right now we're leaving and we decided to take my car since he didn't have his motorcycle which made me feel a little sad. We first had to go to my hotel since it had my stuff and me and him both knew I would end staying the night. We were right now we're at Emmett's hotel. I was about to get out, but Emmett put his hand on my shoulder and I knew that meant, "wait."

He walked over to my door and I signed, "always have to be the gentleman." He smirked and opened the door to me while having his hand in air to help me get out. I took his hand to get out of the car while laughing. He squeezed my hand tighter as we started walking to the front of my car to get my suitcase. As soon as the door opened, Emmett grabbed my suitcase with one hand like he was superman or something. I closed the door for him and locked it. Emmett held my hand and with the other pulled my suitcase since it was on wheels. We walked at a normal pace to his room and gave the occasional smile to each other. He unlocked the door with his card and motioned for me to go in first while still holding my hand. I smiled as I tugged him to come closer. He grabbed the Do Not Disturb sign on the front on the door before shutting it. He put my suitcase down next to his.

He signed with one hand, "so I was thinking we could catch up here and then maybe make out and then have some room service."

I laughed and let go of his hand to sign,"and why would you need room service."

He gave his signature James Dean Smirk and signed, "because I'm going to get hungry if we have sex."

I smirked and signed, "and who says we are going to have sex."

He played along and signed, "me because you can't resist me and don't deny it, we both know it's true." I shook my head slightly at his comment and laughed.

I quickly signed, "and who says I can't resist you." He smiled and fastly leaned Into my lips and put his tongue into my mouth like he was trying to seduce me.

After a little bit, he pulled away and signed, "and who could refuse that? Plus you couldn't refuse me at the park."

I smiled and signed, "shut and kiss me." He leaned in so fast that he bumped into me and I fell over. He tripped over me and he was on top of me while I was on the floor. We both started laughing and I smiled brightly because it's been so long to hear his sweet laugh. Once we both stopped laughing, Emmett got up and he put of his hand to pick me up. I confidently took it and smiled.

I teased, "way to kill the moment, Emmett."

He teased back, "you were laughing too." He than leaned back closer to me and kissed me deeper, hungrier, wanting me more than I thought he could. I felt his hands go around my waist as he pulled me closer to his body and away. His lips were softer than I remember as he started to move to my neck and down to my waist. He looked over at me with pleading eyes to make sure I wanted this. I thought about teasing him for a brief second, but I wanted him probably way more than him so I nodded quickly. I put my hands on his chest and teasingly played with his shirt buttons until I couldn't resist him either. I slowly began unbuttoning each button and could tell Emmett was practically begging me to go faster. My heart beated faster with every kiss he laid on my body. I went faster and faster unbuttoning each button of his shirt. Once he got to my pants, had a major flashback with Tank on top of me. He was right over me and I was crying begging him to not do it.

He angrily said, "you don't love Emmett, you love me. Emmett doesn't love you either, I mean he cheated on you, the most beautiful girl in the world."

I pleaded, "no I love him and he loves me." I began to cry more and then the flashback was gone. I opened my eyes shaking with fear and tears swelled in my eyes. I let go of Emmett and slowly pulled away. He put his shirt back on quickly probably worried he had to leave. He looked at me with sorrow. I fell on the ground as I began to shake and felt my breathing getting heavier. I closed my eyes trying to get rid or the pain. I suddenly felt Emmett's arms wrap around me. I closed my eyes letting Emmett's warmth fill throughout my body. My eyes swelled with tears as Tank kept showing up in my mind. Emmett began to rock me back and forth holding me close to his warm body. I opened my eyes to try and get rid of the pain and looked into Emmett's eyes. He looked into mine and I saw his tears start to form as mine fell down. Feeling Emmett's arms around me made me believe I could go get through this. Once my breathing was at a normal pace I put my shirt quickly back on and pulled Emmett closer to my body, but he put my head into his chest. I cried into it and felt the tears soak his shirt but Emmett didn't seem to mind. Once I stopped crying I slowly pulled away feeling a little cold without his warmth.

I signed, "I'm sorry."

He looked at me confused and signed, "why would you be sorry?"

I signed slowly feeling the pain, "because I couldn't go with it since Tank raped me."

He signed firmly, "don't you dare, blame yourself. He is the villain here and always will be, NEVER you."

I looked at him feeling the tears fill my eyes again and signed, "I been having panic attacks lately and bad dreams almost every night. There has been so many flashbacks lately of the night."

He looked at me as his tears rushed down off his face and signed slowly trying to back even more tears, "I'm so sorry, I should've been there for you. I should've never broke up with you or I at least should've told you how much I loved you sooner. I thought that you still hated me for everything and blamed me. Eventually I stopped blaming myself, but I love you and never stopped."

I wiped the tears off of his face and signed slowly, "I forgive you even though you did nothing wrong. If you still want to be with me, even though I might freak out sometimes when you touch me and I'm going to try and cope with that, but lately the only reason I can get through is because I hold dear the memories where you used to hold me-."

Emmett cut me off, "I will always be here for you, and help you through these panic attacks, bad dreams, and make even more memories that we will remember, together." He pulled me into his embrace, I closed my eyes having flashbacks of all the times Emmett has been there for me.

I pulled away slowly and smiled, "I don't know how we will do this, but we will figure it out, together."

He smiled brightly at me and signed, "of course." I yawned feeling really tired.

Emmett noticed and signed, "want to go to bed and we can talk in the morning."

I signed feeling a little guilty, "I really wish we could talk about things, but I'm really tired and I haven't had much sleep lately."

He smiled, "so no more words Bay and I will take you to the bed." I looked at him a little confused, and he grabbed my hand. He held my hand and walked over to my suitcase. He let go of my hand to unzip my bag and grabbed my pjs.

He signed, "do you need help getting changed?" I would've said no, but my eyes kept closing and could sense I was going to fall on the ground if I didn't get help.

I sleepily signed, "yeah." He pulled off my shirt in a nonchalant way probably trying not to make me remember memories or turning himself on or even me. He lifted my arms up to on my pj shirt on and put it on me. He put his hands on the waistband of my skinny jeans, but stopped as he was about to unbutton my jeans. I smiled at him to give him the ok so he unbuttoned it and pulled down the zipper. He moved his hands to the waistband and pulled it back down. I slowly realized that I wasn't freaking out and my body was actually trusting him. I picked up my legs to get my skinny jeans on and my sweatpants on.

As soon as he finished he smiled at me and signed, "goodnight, love you."

I gave him a sleepy smile and signed, "I love you too, night." He grabbed my hand guiding me too the bed and moved the covers. I closed my eyes for a little bit and suddenly I feel Emmett pick me up the ground. He grabs me bridal style and puts me in my bed. I close my eyes as he covers me up and suddenly feel cold without his presence. I open my eyes to see him walking away and linger for his warmth. I get up from the bed and motion my hand hoping to get his attention.

He quickly turns around and signs, "what's wrong?" I look at him feeling weird to tell him that I want to cuddle.

I sign looking doubtful, "can you hold me like we used to when we were dating before, after we made love?"

He brightly smiles at me and signs, "I thought you never would ask." He walks to the other side of the bed practically glowing with happiness. I watch him take off his shoes and jeans while trying not to fall asleep. He climbs into bed with me and pulls me closest to his body and before I know it I'm fast asleep in his arms.