Amelia's POV

I woke up in my bed, wait what my bed? The last thing i remembered we were on the couch watching a movie.

I opened my eyes to see two blue eyes staring at me.

I smiled. "Goodmorning."

"Goodmorning beautiful." Owen stroked my hair and kissed my forehead.

"How did i get in here? I don't remember much." Owen chuckled at my comment.

"You fell asleep during the movie, when it was finished i decided to stay, i carried you upstairs and laid you down on the bed, and here we are." He smirked.

I laughed and sat up looking at my phone.

"Shit, i got an operation in an hour." I sighed and felt Owen sit behind me wrapping his arms around me.

"We still have time." He whispers in my ear and kissing my neck.

I almost gave in, but pulled away from his grip.

"No we don't, i need to focus right now, Owen." I smiled.

"Mmm to bad, that means i'll stay here for awhile, thinking of you." I laughed and kissed him, he kissed back and tried to lay me down. "Nah ah!" I pulled back and stood up.

"You are so mean." Owen pouted at me, seriously? A grown up man who pouts?

"Seriously Owen? Pouting doesn't work." I grabbed my clothes and walked to the bathroom.

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I was operating on Marcia Smith, wife and mother of 2 beautiful boys, this woman trusted me with her life, we knew each other almost 8 months, she had a massive brain tumor, i couldn't remove it 8 months, i can't remove it now either but time was running out, she had 10 months to live but she wanted more, i told her this was a big risk, but she wanted the surgery right now and her husband to, and here we are, i'm trapped by this tumor, it's massive, but i couldn't remove it

"Dr. Shepherd her blood pressure is dropping." Dr. Edward said.

"I know, i can see that now stop talking!" I ordered, i looked up the gallery seeing my friends sitting there; April, Jackson, Alex, Arizona, Callie, Meredith and ofcourse Owen, don't they have patients to go to?

"Dr. Shepherd why aren't you operating?" I heard Bailey say through the intercom.

I looked up, looking at her standing in the gallery.

"I'm trapped, dr. Bailey."

"Why are you trapped Amelia?"

"I can't get by the tumor, it is to risky."

"What do you need me to do?"

"I need you to send Owen, i mean dr. Hunt here." I saw Owen stand up, looking at Bailey for permission who nodded at him. He ran away.

"I'm here, what's wrong?" Owen said worriedly.

"Kill the intercom please." I made sure Marcia was stable before walking to Owen.

"I can't do this, Owen."

"Yes you can, Amelia."

No, i can't! This tumor trapped me just like Nicole Hermans tumor!"

"You saved her, Aims."

"I made her blind." My voice cracked, oh god don't cry Amelia.

"That doesn't matter, Aims. You saved her, she is still breathing air, she rather be blind then dead, i know you want 100% recovery but sometimes you need to be okay with 80 or 90%, you can do this, i believe in you Aims, and they also believe in you." He looked up to the gallery and then back at me.

"I am so lucky to have you." I said smiling, he couldn't see my smile because i am still wearing a mask.

"I know, and i am lucky to have you, now go and kick some ass." I nodded and went back to Marcia.

"Scapel, please." The nurse handed me the scapel, i looked Owen who winked at me, and walked out to go back to the gallery.

"Intercom please." Okay, i can do this.

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After 10 hours of operating i was finally done, i completly removed the tumor.

"I did it." I said not believing myself.

"Yes you did dr. Shepherd." Edwards told me.

"Care to close, Edwards?" She nodded her head. I trusted her with everything, she always closed when she was with me in the OR.

"Sorry for screaming at you, forgive me for that?" She nodded her head.

"Ofcourse, now go and inform the family" I smiled and walked out of the OR.

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I walked to the waitingroom where i saw her husband sitting, when he saw me he stood up.

"How is she? Is she alive? Did you get the whole tumor out? Please tell me something?" He was so worried and by the looks of it he didn't get some rest.

"Calm down, Tedd. Everything went fine, i removed it all." I assured him.

"Really?" He took a deep breath and hugged me.

"Thank you so much."

I hugged him back and pulled away.

"We still need to wait for her to wake up, there is a chance that she maybe will be blind, but there is a small chance."

"I don't care, she is alive! Thank you so much." He turned to look at his sons who were playing.

"Guys, let's go to mommy's room, let's be there when she wakes up."

"Is mommy okay?" Troy said, he was such a cutie.

"Mommy is okay, dr. Shepherd saved mommy."

Troy and Dylan ran to me and hugged me.

"Thank you, dr. Shepherd." I smiled and hugged them back.

"It's what doctors do, boys. Now go with Daddy to your moms room, she will wake up in a couple of hours." They nodded and went away with their dad.

"I am so proud of you." Owen said standing next to me.

"Thank you, Owen. For always saying the right things to me."

"That is what boyfriends do right?" He smirked.

"Boyfriend huh? Since when?" I smirked back at him.

"Since i am asking you this; Amelia Shepherd will you be my girlfriend?" I smiled and looked down blushing.

"We are not fifteen, Owen."

"So what? Answer my question."

I looked at him "Yes." I said shortly.

"Yes what?" Oh no he didn't. I glared at him.

"Yes i'll be your girlfriend." I said pretty loud. Oh god, everyone is looking at me and Owen. I looked at Owen who was still smirking at me.

"I hate you."

"I love you too." He said. WAIT WHAT?

"What did you just say?" He looked shocked, was it to early for him to say that?

'I uhh ehh." I grabbed his hand and pulled him into the nearest oncall room.

"Aims, i'm sorry for saying that, i-i wasn't thinking."

"So you don't mean it?"

"Wait! No! I do mean it, i love you Amelia." I was speechless, he loves me?

"Oh god, i said it to soon, we are official for 5 minutes, i am an asshole, i'm so so-" i him of by kissing him, pulling away after a couple of seconds.

"Stop talking, Owen! It's not to soon to say that, we are dating for almost 1 year now, we just got official, so what? The feelings also were there 1 year ago."

"So?" He looked at me with his hopeful eyes, i smiled.

"I love you too, Owen." He smiled and kissed me, i kissed back. Soon we where heavily making out on the bed, he pulled at the hem of my shirt, i stopped him.

"Let's finish this at my place, our shift is over anyway." I smirked, he looked at me and nodded. We quickly got up and walked out.

All i can say is that we had a night of passion and love, god i love this man.

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