Author's POV
"MEREDITH WHAT IS HAPPENING!?" Amelia shouted out while crying hysterical.
Meredith never saw Amelia in this awful scared state, she didn't know how to react towards Amelia, she promised her that everything will be okay, and it wasn't okay right now.
"I honestly don't know, but please calm down."
"Mer, i can't lose it, Mer please help me." Amelia whispered towards Meredith, Meredith saw Amelia turning even paler then she already was and with that Amelia fell towards the ground.
"DAMNIT! PAGE HUNT! AND WHERE THE HELL IS ARIZONA!?" Meredith screamed and heard the door of the OR open and a out of breath Arizona appeared.
"I'm here, what-?" Arizona saw Amelia on the ground and rushed towards her.
"What happend? Why did you pa- oh no, please don't tell me."
"She is pregnant, Arizona." Meredith now teared up herself, but she knew she needs to stay strong for Amelia.
"Damnit, Mer, i think we are too late, look how much blood she have lost." Arizona told Meredith.
"You don't know that yet! Please do everything you can do!" Arizona nodded at head and gave instructions to the nurses, within 30 seconds Amelia was on a gurney rolling out of the OR.
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"Okay, i need 3 packs of O Negative asap!" Arizona shouted towards Jo Wilson who offered to help Arizoma.
"On it!" Jo said running out of the OR.
"Damnit damnit, where to begin! This is a mess!" Arizona called out not knowing what to do.
"Need help? I heard it from Meredith, she is freaking out ouside this OR." Alex came in in scrubs.
"Thankgod! I don't know where to begin, i am scared we are going to lose the baby." Arizona sighed and focused on the monitor.
"Tachycardia! SHIT!" Alex rushed to the operation table and looked at Arizona who shook her head.
"It's too late, Alex."
"NO!" They heard a familiar voice call behind them, Alex and Arizona turned around and saw a miserable Owen standing in the door opening.
"Owen, you need to leave." Arizona told Owen who didn't listen.
"No, this is my fianceé and our child."
Alex walked over to Owen.
"You need to leave, we are trying our best okay, you are not helping us right now, please for the sake of Amelia and your child, leave." Alex told him sternly but friendly, he didn't want to hurt his friend who could lose the love of his life or his child, or many both.
Owen nodded.
"Please try your best, they both are my life." Alex nodded and with that Owen left the OR quietly.
"Can we save them both?" Alex asked Arizona.
"Alex, just come over here and help me! They are both in danger."
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Arizona and Alex walked out of the OR and saw everyone standing in the hallway, all their head now focusing on Arizona and Alex who both walked towards Owen.
"Owen, Amelia is just fine, she reacted well to the blood we gave her." Alex said seeing Owen sighing in relief.
"And our baby?" He said looking over to Arizona who had a worried look on her face.
"No.."
"We did everything we could, but the damage was too big, she miscarried. We are so sorry Owen." Arizona who brought Owen to tears and even herself.
Every doctor in the hallway felt really bad for both Owen and Amelia.
"How am i going to tell her she lost a second baby?" Owen slided down the wall and puts his head between his knees.
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Owen was sitting on a chair next to the hospital bed where Amelia was laying, still not woken up.
He was thinking about his future, why did they 'deserve' this? They both went trough enough right? Amelia gave birth to a brainless baby, who lived for 43 minutes, he lost a baby because Cristina decided to have a abortion, he didn't want to talk about that, but it popped into his head, and now they lost their second baby, and he was scared that he will lose his fianceé too if she knew what happend to them.
"O-Owen, O-Owen." Owen looked up after hearing the soft raspy voice he loved so much, he stood up and walked to her bedside grabbing her hand.
"Hey beautiful, how are you feeling?" Owen tried to use his happy voice but it didn't came out happy.
"E-Empty." Amelia said looking at her stomach.
"W-we lost it, didn't we? I-i feel so empty." Tears falling down her face, she looked at Owen, when she saw Owen nod she couldn't hold it anymore and the tears were now streaming down her face.
"NO!" She yelled out sitting up, she didn't care that she was hurting so bad.
Owen's heart broke hearing her scream it all out, it made him cry too, he sat down and Amelia immediatly lounched herself into his arms, after minutes of crying Amelia cried herself to sleep, Owen stroked Amelia's cheek, glad she finally came to rest and made himself fall asleep too.
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After a couple of hours Owen woke up, he stretched out and immediatly felt no presence next to him, he looked next to him and saw a empty bed. All the IV's where laying on the hospital bed.. unconnected.
"What the?" Owen let out and walked out of the room and looked around searching for a nurse.
"HEY! You there!" He called out when he saw a nurse coming out of a hospital room.
"Dr. Hunt? What is wrong? Does dr. Shepherd need something?" The nurse kindly asked.
"I don't know if dr. Shepherd needs something, BECAUSE SHE IS NOT IN HER ROOM!" Owen shouted the last part which made people stop and look at him.
"What? Maybe she is in the bathroom?" The nurse felt nervous and tried her best to calm Owen down.
"Bathroom really? She would wake me up or call you, HER IV's ARE NOT CONNECTED!" Owen's head exploded with ideas of where she could be, but none of them seem to the one.
"OWEN! CALM DOWN, I COULD HEAR YOU FROM THE HALLWAY!" Meredith ran to him and saw his face and immediatly knew something was wrong.
"What's happening?"
"Amelia is gone, she disconnected all her IVs, please tell me this is a nightmare?" Owen sighed and didn't know what to do anymore.
"WHAT?!" Meredith ran towards Amelia's room and saw a empty bed, she looked in the closet and saw her clothes were gone, then she walked to the bathroom and saw her hospital gown on the ground.
"DAMNIT AMELIA!" Meredith punched the wall and walked back to Owen.
"She is gone, her clothes aren't in the closer and her hospit gown is in the bathroom.
"FUCK!" Owen called out.
"Owen, she just lost her second child, i think her mind is playing with her, she needs to grieve."
"I ALSO LOST MY SECOND CHILD OKAY?" Owen said.
"I KNOW, BUT YOU ARE NOT A EX DRUG AND ALCOHOL ADDICT, ARE YOU?!" Meredith knew screaming was the only way of telling Owen something right now.
Owen looked at Meredith and knew that Amelia wants to be alone right now, but he couldn't let her go, he never wants to let her go.
"She is gone." Owen said whispering.
"No! She will come back, Owen!"
"SHE IS A RUNNER MEREDITH!"
"SHE WON'T RUN AWAY FROM YOU! GOSH OWEN! SHE LOVES YOU TOO MUCH!" Meredith knew at this point Owen was insecure, she didn't believe her own words if she was honest, Amelia is a runner. But Meredith knew for sure Amelia won't run away from Owen.
"I'm a screwed up mess, i need to look for her." Owen finally came to sense after his burst down towards Meredith and knew searching for Amelia will help him.
"I'll go with you, just let me tell everyone what is going on okay? Maybe more people want to help." Owen nodded and decided that he needed to fresh himself up, he excused himself and went to the bathroom he looked in the mirror, his eyes were red and puffy and he just didn't care because he wants the love of his live back.
He turned on the crane and washed himself with cold water, it felt quite relieving for him.
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Amelia's POV
I lost my baby,
I lost my baby,
I lost it,
I lost it.
I feel so messed up, i AM so messed up, what am i doing here? I really didn't know why i left the hospital, my head and feet guided me away, and now i am here, sitting on a stool, looking ahead of me, my eyes focused on one thing. I heard alot of voices around me but i didn't care. I don't care about anything right now.
"Excuse me, can i help you?" I snapped out of my thoughts and looked at the man infront of me.
"Yes." I said, the man looked at me waiting for a answer, am i ready? My head tells me i need it, what do i need?
"Vodka Tonic."
I am in a bar.
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End of chapter!
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