Author's POV

After a dramatic night and morning, Owen took Amelia to their house, the car-ride was silent but not uncomfortable, Owen knew Amelia was letting it all sink in what happend last night he let one hand of the wheel to hold Amelia's left hand, Amelia interwined their fingers and played with his fingers with her right hand. Owen eyes left the road to look at Amelia for one second before returning to the road.

When Owen pulled over in the driveway and stopped the car, he looked at Amelia who kept playing with his finger not looking at him.

"Are you okay, Mia?" Said Owen kissing her temple.

Amelia looked for the first time in Owen's eyes since this morning in Amelia's old bedroom, she strugged keeping her face straight and emotionless.

"Let's go inside, we need to talk more." Amelia slowly nodded at Owen's comment.

Owen stepped out of the car and walked towards Amelia's side to open the door for her, Amelia got out and returned a sweet soft smile towards Owen, he returned it with a kiss on her temple, they walked inside and hang up their coats, they walked to the livingroom and both sat on the couch, leaving a big space between them.

"Amelia-"

"I don't want to talk, we talked already." Amelia cut him off in his sentence.

"No, we're not done, Amelia you drank alcohol." Owen got a little frustrated.

"So? That happens sometimes Owen!" Amelia felt the frustration in the air and felt it also in her body.

"It shouldnt have happend to you! You are too strong, well i thought that."

"I AM strong! I lost OUR child, Owen! It destroyed me! It happend for the second time!" Amelia stood up walking around in the livingroom keeping her tears back.

"Amel-"

"No! Don't 'Amelia' me! You need to be there for me! We need to keep our heads up! I drank last night, okay? And i regret it! But do i have the feeling i need more? NO! You can be dissapointed, but please not for too long, i NEED you to comfort me, because i LOVE you, forgive me.. p-please." Owen knew he was wrong, he should've comforted her, not shout at her, that will only make it worse.

Owen stood up and walked towards Amelia wrapping his arms around her, when Amelia felt his strong comfortable arms around she literally broke down in his arms.

Owen kept his arms around her feeling her tears on his shirt, and also felt his tears on his cheeks he regret shouting at her and kissed her temple over and over again repeating "i am so sorry, Mia. I'm so so sorry."

Amelia wrapped her arms sround his neck begging him to never leave her.

Owen lifted Amelia up in bridal style and walked towards their bedroom, Amelia kept her face in his chest and kept her arms safely around his neck.

When Owen arrived at their bedroom he layed Amelia down and softly unwrapped her arms from his neck, he slowly undressed his fianceé, and put her pyjama's on, he did the same with himself and layed down besides her, when Amelia felt Owen next to her she immediatly made contact with him, she burried her face in the crook of his neck and wrapped her arms around him, his left arm made his way around the back of her neck, leaving his hands in her hairs caressing her hair, his right hand found her right cheek also caressing it, he smiled when he heard soft snores and knew she fell asleep, he kept caressing her and drifted asleep.

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The next morning Amelia stirred and slowly woke up, when her eyes finally adjusted she looked right into Owens light blue eyes.

"Hi." Owen said.

"Hey, i-i'm sorry." Amelia said still in her sleepy voice.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Owen moved Amelia's hair out of her face looking in her beautiful big blue eyes.

"Yesterday? And the day befor-" Owen interupted Amelia by kissing her, he pulled away after a couple of seconds.

"That is the past, let's focus on the future, let's start planning OUR wedding."

A small smile appeared on Amelia'a face, she was so glad he forgived her and forget about it.

"Thank you, i love you, so much." Amelia kissed Owen slowly, Owen kissed her back and slowly wanted to get on top of her, but Amelia stopped him.

"What's wrong, beautiful?"

"I-I can't do this right now, we can't do this right now, what if i get pregnant again?" Amelia sat up and looked at Owen who also sat up suiting her.

"Calm down, we use protection." Owen tried to kiss Amelia again but she refused his favor and sat up.

"Owen, i can't do this right now, okay?" Amelia looked at Owen who nodded.

"I'm sorry, Mia, i shouldn't have pressured you." Owen also sat up and pecked her lips, wrapping his arms secure around her.

Amelia looked at Owen

"Mia? How did you come up with that?"

"It just came out of my mouth, you don't like it? I can just call you Ameli-" Owen got cut off by a pair of soft lips against his lips, the soft lips left him after a couple of seconds, he now looked back into a pair of beautiful blue eyes.

"I love it, O." Amelia softly let out a giggle.

"O? Really?" Owen laughed and was proud that he finally heard her laugh again, he almost didn't remember her laugh, but when she let it out he got a flashback of all her beautiful laughs and smiles. He remembered the moment when he fell in love with her, they never met when Amelia came to Seattle to visit her brother with crazy braintumors, he heard she was crazy and the opposite of Derek, he never believed that, until she came in as a real doctor in the hospital, he saw how she came in walking into the meeting room and was amazed by her beauty, and when he finally had the guts to talk to her, he should've believed the 'crazy' part, not crazy as in weird crazy but crazy as in funny crazy, her sarcastic tone turned him on, really turned him on, their first kiss? Easy, she came to his trailer after her shift with a bottle of 'wine' in her opinion, but i was sparkling water with lime flavour, Amelia's embarresed laugh made him go crazy inside, when she felt ashamed, she desided to leave, but not before giving Owen his sparkling water, when she walked away, Owen didn't hesitate and went after her, he warned her that he would kiss her, she froze and felt his hands on her cheek and his lips on her lips. Their real first date? A breakfast date, Owen texted Amelia to let her know they had a breakfast date. Owen showed up early at Meredith's house and rang the doorbell, Meredith opened the door and had a questioned look on her face, Owen told her he came to pick-up Amelia, Meredith smirked and let him in and told him the directions, he walked towards Amelia's room and knocked on her door and just opened it, not knowing what he would face, until he faced her in her pants and bra. That was the cutest part, their also was a stupid part, the moment they wanted to declare their feelings their pagers went off, like always.

"Owen, what are you thinking about?" Owen snapped out of his beautiful thoughs when he heard her angel voice.

"Hmm, you, beautiful you." A small blush formed on her cheeks by the mention of herself.

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Weeks have past and Amelia still didn't want to make love to Owen, she was scared, she was scared.

Amelia slowly began to work, Miranda Bailey was keeping an good eye on Amelia, Amelia was fragile, but very strong, Miranda looked up to Amelia's stength.

"Dr. Shepherd, we need an neuro consult in the E.R." said a familiar voice which she didn't liked.

"Okay Blake, i will as soon as possible."

"We kinda need you now."

"You see what i am doing?" Amelia didn't look up from her iPad.

"Yes, but they told me to find you."

"Well congratulations, you found me, i will come in 2 minutes." Penny heard the sarcastic tone and just walked back to the E.R

"Blake, you found Shepherd?" Owen asked Penny who returned by herself.

"Yes, she will be here in 2 minutes."

"Okay, thankyou, you can help dr. Grey in trauma room 2." Penny sighed.

"Why me? I am not welcome in their lives! They hate me." Penny looked at Owen.

"Dr. Blake, follow my orders." Owen said sternly.

Penny sighed and walked to Trauma room 2, Owen didn't know what to do about Penny, Callie is his friend, but Amelia is his life, speaking of Amelia, she just came walking in the pit, her hair loose, which made him go crazy, he loved her loose hair.

"Hey handsome, where do you need me?" Amelia saw the fire in his eyes knowing he went crazy inside.

"Trauma room 2, Meredith needs an consult, but i think the patient doesnt have head trauma."

"Since when are you a neuro surgeon, Dr. H?" Owen chuckled and saw her leaving towards trauma room 2, not before glancing back at him.

Amelia walked in the trauma room, to be faced again with Penny, she ignored her eyes who looked at Amelia and walked towards a cranky looking Meredith.

"What do we have Mer?"

"Patrick Warner, 23, he was playing football, when someone from the other team attacked him harshly against the ground, it's normal in that game, but he broke his arm and leg."

"Did he wear an helmet?" Meredith nodded.

"That's why i don't think he has trauma to the head, but i called you in just to be safe." Amelia nodded in agreement and started her consult.

"Pupils are equal and reactive, follow the light please." He did as told.

"Well, you are one lucky guy, no head trauma, your cleared from brain surgery, big guy." Amelia patted his shoulder, the guy laughed and sighed in relief.

"Well look at the time, time to go home, i wish you all a pleasant night, Mer i will call you later tonight okay, i will tell you all the details." Meredith laughed and winked at her, knowing their little secret they planned.

"Do that, have a good evening, Aims." Amelia smiled and walked out the room and bumped into a familiar body.

"Hey beautiful, no head trauma?" Amelia shook her head.

"No, gladly." Amelia looked around and when she cleared the room she pecked Owen on his lips.

"I'm going home, i'll see you later?"

"You still have 2 hours left on your shift, Mia."

"No, i asked Bailey if i could leave a little earlier today." Owen desided to let it go and kissed her goodbye.

"I'll see you later, beautiful." Amelia smiled and walked away.

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When Owen was finally done with his shift he immediatly changed and got in his car, he wanted to see his fianceé.

He arrived home and saw the lights turned off in the livingroom, he closed the front door after him.

"Mia?" He called out.

"Bedroom!" He heard her sweet voice say, he took off his jacket and left it in the hallway, he made his way to the bedroom and saw the most amazing scene in front of him. Alot of candles around the bedroom making it romantic, and then the roses on the bed, it couldn't be anymore perfect, but one thing was missing, until he heard her clear het throat, he turned aroundd and his mouth flew open, amazed, there she was leankng against the doorframe of their bathroom, which linked to their bedroom, he left one little detail; she was in black laced lingerie.

"Hey there, hotstuff." She said in her sweet raspy voice.

"Wow." Owen walked towards Amelia and took it all in. "You're so beautiful."

She blushed and looked in his eyes.

"Thankyou." She smiled and looked down. She felt his finger under her chin bringing her head back to eye level and kissing her, she kissed back, feeling loved, she always felt loved when she was with him. He pulled away after 3 minutes of passionate kissing.

"You're sure right? I don't want you to do this for me, do it for yourself."

"I'm doing this for myself, i want this, i want you." She really felt okay, she needed to close the chapter. She wanted to surpise Owen, he deserved it after the past few weeks.

"Gosh, you're sexy as hell, black lace suits you so good." Owen felt himself go crazy.

"Let's make it a special nice to remember, okay? Slow and full with love and passion." Owen nodded and smiled at her, he let Amelia take the lead, she knew how slow it should be.

They made it a special night to remember, full of love and passion. Amelia didn't regret it, she never felt so loved.

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End of chapter 21!

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As always a big thankyou to Virgi.

And i won't forget my fangirls; Salma and Mae.

Xoxoxo Emmy.