Epilogue

~~~ Warning NSFW content. If you don't like slash, don't read. You've been warned ~~~

They say that once you've found the one, you never look back. And I haven't, not to Marlene or any of the others who've hurt me.

Sirius and I, well, we've been together for the better part of two decades now, and the need I feel for him, the want, the love, it hasn't dimmed at all. Not since the first time we met all those years ago. And that bliss that I felt when he went down on one knee has never left me, and the passion we feel when we spend our nights together is still as strong as it was that night.

Because, this time, I know that I've fallen in love. Everytime I close my eyes, I feel him there with me, and I'm not alone. This Time, it was for real.

Hope had decided not to stay the night, instead staying with another of her friends in Edinburgh for the night. Lily had already scheduled a party for the 27th, though rather annoyingly it was in Cosmos Coffee, and managed to convince Sirius to invite his true family, to which he had responded with something cheesy about how I was his real family.

Even Lily didn't stay though, as James called her out for a 'moonlit stroll' and dinner at his place. I mean, neither of us could judge, for we were doing exactly the same thing.

My mother had completely emptied the room, so it felt like my own again. Though I shared it with him now.

For the first time, neither of us was so forthright about it, instead preferring subtle innuendo while we ate a light supper with a glass of wine. That was until the clock struck twelve and Sirius picked me up, and put me down on the bed.

Nothing was ferocious however, as he climbed on top and kissed down my neck, then back up to my lips. His hands slid under my shirt, over my chest and round my back, cupping my buttocks at one point.

Having let him have the dominance for too long, I rolled us both over so I was on top, and began to plant small kisses down his chest, stopping only at his nipples. The entire time I kept eye contact. As if by magic, I removed him of his jeans and shirt, leaving him there in the moonlit room in only his boxers. I took my time, kissing around the straining bulge in his pants, until I slowly brought my mouth over it.

"Remus... please." he moaned to me.

I was more than happy to oblige, slowly pulling his boxers down with my teeth until enough was exposed to take him fully into my mouth. He was hot, grunting, but gentle at the same time as he ran his hands through my hair. I savoured it, every moment, because there is nothing like the one you love.

It wasn't long until he indicated how close he was, and immediately I backed off. This was in no way ending now, though we had all night. I redirected my mouth and tongue south of his manhood, and with a few tentative licks he was moaning, muscles tensing and gasping for breath.

I began to unbutton my jeans with my hand, slowly keeping at Sirius, until he decided he had enough. He pulled himself up then ripped my shirt off with his hands, many of the buttons pinging off.

"Whoops." he whispers in my ear as his hands run up and down my own length, already coated in lube. "I liked that shirt, though I like you better without it I must say."

He pushes me down onto my back and in one smooth motion brings himself down on me. The heat and pressure is pleasurable as I can't stop the yell I emit as he begins to move himself up on down. His lips find me once again and I begin to move, pace increasing, caught up in the lust of the moment. He slows me, gasping in my ear, telling me how much he wants it, how much he loves me.

If his goal was to end this sooner, he was certainly going about the right way.

He'd been on top for long enough as I brought up round again and brought his legs up, never once leaving inside of him, pushing in and out.

I can't take it and before I know it, I'm there, yelling out, riding the wave of pleasure. And he's there, with me, our moans in unison, hands held tightly together.

And then it's over, as I lie on his warm chest. He looks down at me, and I up at him.

"I'll have you know." he whispers. "When I'm ready, I'm topping next."

I can't wait.