This Fanfiction is written by Echo
I wake up to the most obnoxious phone call ever.
The buzzing from the floor wakes me and I dig the phone out of my shorts from the night before. I don't recognize the phone but I answer it anyways.
"Where the heck are you?" The shrill voice assaults my ears. I stay silent as I rub my head.
"Kitty Morgan Jackson! You said you would be home by nine O'clock last night, we have church this morning! What will-" I remove the phone from my ear and let the rampage go on. I look to castiel as he rolls over, his tired grey eyes barely ready for the day.
"Are you listening to me!?"I roll my eyes as I hang up the phone. It's too early for this shit. I fall back into bed with the phone and lay on Castiel's usual arm. More calls come from the one labeled "Mommy".
I'm trying to have a personal moment drawing hearts on Castiel's arm when I snap. I violently type out a text message telling "mommy" that "Kitty" will call her in an hour or so.
That only stops the calls from coming. Not the Text's.
"Ugh." I moan as I toss the phone towards my shorts and shirt, then fall back into castiel's arms. I rest my face against his chest.
"You good?" he asks running his fingers through my matted stark blonde hair. My extensions came off sometime last night and I really couldn't care about them now.
"Yeah. I'm good." I sigh as I go to sit up. Castiel pulls me back and kisses me one more time before letting me get up. I slip on my bra and underwear while Castiel drags himself out of the bed.
"Can I borrow some clothes?" I ask not wanting to put on sticky fishnets again.
"Sure." Castiel groans as he picks up a pack of pills from the floor. He raises his eyebrow. "Go for it." I say giving him permission to take my pills. I know he has a heroine stash under the bed, but he knows I CANNOT do needles, so he keeps them out of sight for me.
I slip on one of his fathers button up shirts and tie it at my mid waist. I slide on my black booty shorts and shove the rest into one of Castiel's backpacks.
"You leaving already?" Castiel asks as he wipes his nose after snorting my pills. He looks slightly disappointed that I'm leaving but the phone on the floor won't let me rest.
"Sorry." I say walking over to him and kissing him one last time. "I have to go find Chaos." I throw the backpack over my shoulder and turn to head out the door.
"Oh." Castiel says, making me stop with my hand on the knob. "Deborah is gonna be staying here for a few days so I'll need you to stay out of sight."
I turn around quickly, a betrayed feeling obvious on my face. "What?" I exasperate.
"She's having family trouble and needs a place to stay so…." Castiel mumbles as he picks his red t-shirt off the ground.
I'm fucking pissed. Deborah, that dumb bitch, is Castiels ex girlfriend and previous lead singer of castiel's band. She was his only light in his world but she ditched him and their band to follow her own solo career. She threw Castiel into hell leaving me to pick up the pieces of his sanity. But Castiel can never say no to her. No matter how hard he tries.
"Are you fucking serious?" I scream/yell. Castiel looks up. He is obviously shocked by my reaction. I feel anger, hurt, and a little bit of jealousy, I don't know why, I just do.
"Silver-" Castiel walks towards me realising he shouldn't have mentioned her.
"Fuck you." I throw the backpack at Castiel's face, closing the door before he can reach me. The hallway is trashed as I walk to the stairs. I am angry when I leave the room but as soon as I see lines of white powder on a table edge by rage dissolves.
I taste the white powder making sure it isn't salt. (Actually happened one time.) When I am certain its medication i take an already used straw and snort it down quickly before heading down the stairs. Chaos is my only destination in mind.
~8 hours later~
I can't find Chaos anywhere. The party has started to move again and the kegs have been refilled but I can't find Chaos. Like, its true I have killed like 2 hours dancing in the basement but I've still been looking for her.
I collide with the couch and let it eat me alive. I grab someone's beer and drink half of it. Resigning the rest of my life to be spent on this couch since I can't even find one fucking girl. I have failed. I sit back and let the crowd flow around me, accepting random drinks and fall into the buzz. Time dissolves like the pills in the bottom of my glass and the people blur together, I'm sure people try to talk to me but I'm really not there.
Cold hands brush my shoulders and I'm immediately alert.
"Hey sexy." Sky flirts as I make room for him on the couch. I down my drink and another drink on the table.
"I'd ask you how you're doing but that kind of answered my question." He puts his arm around me and I sink into his warm chest.
"I can't find Chaos and her mom won't stop calling." I show him the phone and the daunting 56 missed calls with more than 100 texts.
"There there" Sky cooes as he gently pats my head. A black V-neck tshirt hugs him tight as I lay against his chest. His Snake tattoo eyes me mischievously as I think of my feelings for Sky. When my mother killed herself with me in her arms, Sky was there to pull me away. When my pain started destroying my life, he gave me things to kill that pain. I love Sky, whatever my twisted version of love is at this point, I think it's love, and I only feel it for him. But, he doesn't love me the same.
I run my fingers through his soft silky black hair. "What's new?" I ask needing something to distract me.
"Oh, well Sis wanted me to give these to people and see how they like them." Sky slips his hand into his front pocket, a pack of yellow pills comes out.
"New product?" I ask accepting the packet. Sky nods as I open one and pop it in. I would always test new drugs to see if they were actually worth what they were selling them for.
Unlike most this hits me instantly, a light floating feeling consumes my body. "Holy Shit." I say. I look to Sky and giggle as he smiles back and kisses my forehead.
"Oh and something else happened." He smiles big. "I kinda met someone."
My happy floating feeling is immediately torn from my body and replaced by a deep black pit in my stomach.
"Really?"
"Yeah, His name is Yuki, he's so cute. He really likes anime and he has white hair…" Sky happily natters on about the albino dweeb he's trying to bone. Who the fuck is this kid he sounds like a fucking wimp. If Sky wasn't so smitten I'd kick his ass.
I'm planning his imminent demise when I hear a loud crash.
"Fuck."
I look over the back of the couch, and there she is. Sitting in the wreckage of the lamp she just fell into.
"Chaos!" I bolt over the back of the couch and help her up, consumed once again by the warm floating feeling.
"Where were you?" God I sound like her mother.
She tells me she went looking for me but never found me so she just bounced from room to room then napped in a closet.
"Well," I say showing her her phone. "You're mom is fucking annoying." She grabs the phone from my hand as she sends a hurt look in my direction. She starts walking away. No. She isn't leaving me again. I run up and slide my arm around hers and follow her outside.
Our arms stay locked as she calls her mother. My eyes and mind wander around the yard. A girl and her friends laugh as they puke their guts out onto a rose bush.
I look to Chaos. "yeah….yeah…..I know…. Yes I will…." She nods her head as her mother lectures her through the phone. She looks to me and talks into the phone. "I have a friend with me can she come too?"
Me? Come with her? Where? Do what? Meet her parents? Has Nathaniel met her parents? Chaos hangs up the phone, breaking my train of thought. "Am I going to meet your parents?" I ask suddenly. If i'm going to be meeting Parents I have to get my shit together.
Chaos laughs a little and looks at the floor. "I guess it depends on you. Mom is gonna be picking me up in 10 min for dinner and a major ass beating, so if you want to come and eat free food…." She doesn't even have to finish speaking before I've wrapped my arms around her neck. "Of course I'll come meet your parents and eat free food!"
I jump up and down causing Chaos to mimic my movements. After 2 minutes of jumping we're red faced and out of breath.
"Oh!" Chaos gasps, "I probably should have told you this before but my parents are full Christians so you're gonna need to watch your language." I feel slightly offended that she thinks I can't keep my shit together in front of parents but that is thrown away as a thought bubbles to my mind.
"...Wait…" I look to Chaos. "Is your mom coming to get us here?" Chaos pauses and looks around when a look covers her face.
"Oh Shit!" She yells
"Yeah." I say understanding the look. If her full Christian mother comes to pick her up here there are going to be some serious problems.
She sends a quick text to her mom telling her to pick her up at the bus stop half a mile from here. We trade a quick glance then book it in that direction. My lungs burn as we sprint down the highway. The liquor in my system threatens to throw me to the ground and throw up my guts if I don't stop, but we don't have the time.
"AUGH!" I yell as we run down the highway. We see the bus stop but also a pair of headlights coming in the distance. I reach the bus stop first and collapse onto the seat next to a homeless man. He gives us a look as Chaos falls onto the bench next to me.
"What are you looking at?" I'd get in his face but he smells worse than I do.
He pretends to be very interested in the bus bench and a white soccer mom car pulls up in a blue minivan. A bitchy pissed off middle age white lady in a cardigan sits in the driver seat. There's no way it could be anyone but Chaos' mom.
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