Who Can you Turn To

by Voldyismoldy

when Harry finds himself Pregnant at fifteen by Ron who refuses to accept the baby will someone unexpected step forward to help him raise the baby or will he be forced to do it on his own. DmHp, major ron and Hermione bashing, rape, child abuse, Mpreg,yoa

6. Chapter 6

Disclaimer: Yes I own Harry Potter . . . Ok not really.

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Warning: mentions of abuse, rape

Chapter 6. A Woman's Wrath

"Savior of the Wizarding World a Poor Abused Child?"

It has recently been discovered that Harry Potter the-boy-who-defeated-Voldemort was badly abused by the muggle family he lived with. These muggles, the Durlsey's, were arrested just three weeks ago on charges of abuse, rape, and child prostitution and brought to the ministry to await their trail. A trail that should be taking place within a week once Mr. Potter has recovered enough to attend the trial.

Both Harry Potter and his new born son, Sirius, were rescued from the muggle home three weeks ago by Draco Malfoy and his friend, Blaise Zabini, a sixth and seventh year classmate of Harry's at Hogwarts. When asked both young men said only that they were appalled by what they discovered within the saviors house and that they hope the muggles will be punished accordingly however both refused to go into detail. Harry Potter himself has refused all attempts at an interview by this reporter and any other and it is assumed he and his son are recuperating from their ordeal in the Black home where they are currently staying with Draco and his mother Narcissa Black.

Also Albus Dumbledore, Headmaster of Hogwarts school of Witchcraft and Wizardry, was brought in for questioning as to his knowledge of the abuse Mr. Potter suffered. While not knowing the full extent of the abuse he did admit that he knew Harry Potter's family didn't like him and that he failed to send anyone to check up on him and his son both during and after his pregnancy. As a result he has been heavily fined and has been forced to resign his position as Headmaster. Minerva McGonagall has taken his place as headmistress and has given the role of deputy headmaster to the charms professor Fillious Flitwick.

This reporter sends all her best wishes to Mr. Potter and his son and looks forward eagerly to the trail of his relatives. I along with the rest of the wizarding society are outraged by their audacity to harm one of our children and especially our beloved savior. One hopes that life will improve for him now and that the abuse he has suffered has not broken him. We won't know however until he is seen at the trail in a weeks time as he is being carefully hidden by his new guardians. Best of luck Mr. Potter from all your fans.

Rita Skeeter,

Reporter of the Daily Profit.

Harry dropped the newspaper on the bed as tears came to his eyes and he covered his face with his hands. This was only one of the hundreds of articles that had been written about what had happened to him and his relatives. Even "The Quibbler" had written an article about the wizarding worlds savior being abused and exploited by his family. All of the things he had never wanted anyone else to know were now common knowledge and he had never felt more ashamed.

The whole of wizarding society now knew how pathetic and weak he was. How he had been able to defeat a dark lord but couldn't even defend himself against a fat muggle and his fat son and horse like wife. He had never hated himself more than he did at that moment as he sobbed into his hands his body trembling with his emotions.

He didn't know how long he sat there weeping and shaking but he didn't stop until he felt something wrap around his shoulders. Warmth filled his body from the touch and he slowly stopped crying as he felt comforted by it. He had never felt comfort from another's touch before not even when Mrs. Weasley used to hug him and the fact that he did now frightened him a little, but he liked it anyway and leaned into the touch slightly as he slowed his tears.

"It's all right Harry you're not weak or pathetic and no one thinks you are," A voice said softly. A smooth somewhat husky voice that he recognized at once and he was surprised to find that it was Draco who had his arm wrapped around his shoulders holding him close and giving him such comfort. "What happened wasn't your fault and there was nothing you could do about it."

"Than why do I feel like it is, that I did something to deserve what he did to me," Harry asked and felt Draco's arm tighten around him as he snuggled subconsciously closer to him feeling the tears threaten to break free again. "What if it was what I deserved for getting pregnant so young and being a burden to them."

"No Harry don't ever think that. Yes you made a mistake but you didn't even know wizards could get pregnant and no matter what you did it wasn't deserving of that as a punishment," Draco told him firmly his eyes softening as he looked at the troubled boy he held in his arms and tried to deny his desire to kiss his tear stained lips. "No one has the right to use your body or to give others the use of it and no one has the right to beat you, lock you away or starve you either you have to believe that Harry."

"I . . . I'll try," the smaller boy replied with a small nod though he kept his eyes low and wiped away the rest of the tears that dampened his face. "Where's Siri?"

"With my mother of course she adores the little tramp you know," He said with a soft chuckle and was pleased when Harry gave a small smile in response to his words. "I doubt she could love him any more if he were her own grandson and he seems quite fond of her as well."

"I'm glad," Harry said softly his smile growing as he though of his son and the woman.

Draco smiled and they fell into silence as he continued to hold the other boy close to him. Harry had healed well within the last few weeks physically at least. His bruises and most of the scars had faded with the help of the potions he was given though some of the scars like the one on his forehead would always remain. The broken and fractured bones had been fixed and the color had returned to his skin. The dreamless sleep potion a few times a week had cleared up the dark circles that were once under his eyes and he was slowly gaining weight with the help of the nutrient potions.

That had been the hardest thing, getting him to gain weight. Harry wasn't used to eating a lot having been nearly starved most of his life and even at Hogwarts he had never really gotten used to eating full meals. They had soon learned while trying to get him to eat that he had the idea in his head that he didn't deserve to have all of the food others ate and it had been hard to convince him otherwise. They had settled on him eating small meals through out the day along with the nutrient potions and he was now almost at the weight he should be.

That was only physically however, mentally and emotionally he still had a long way to go. He was still terrible shy and uncertain, unwilling to share his opinion or argue with anyone unless Draco or Snape managed to rile him up and then he would immediately apologize and look like he thought he was going to be hit by one of them for doing so. He still believed no matter how many times he was told otherwise that the abuse he had suffered was somehow his fault, that if he hadn't been a freak he wouldn't have been hurt as he was.

He still didn't like to be touched by anyone except Siri and now Draco though he was still afraid of being punished by him as well as the others. Anyone else he shied away from or tensed while making small whimpering sounds. He would flinch whenever someone raised their voices around him or lifted their hand in any way that could appear at all threatening to him. Once his mother tried to kiss him on the forehead and he actually burst into tears, his face paling, though later on he said it was only because no one had ever kissed him like that before.

Snape had told them all that it would be hard to get Harry to overcome the abuse, that they would have to be extremely patient and understanding with him in order to prove that he was safe with them and that they weren't like his relatives. But Draco hadn't believed it would be this hard or go so slowly and several times he had caught himself on the verge of snapping at Harry as he used to do. Harry always seemed to know when he was to and would start apologizing furiously, trembling, and looking truly terrified of him and that was more than enough to quench his rage as all he wanted to do then was hold him tight and never let him go so he would know that no one else could ever hurt him.

Surprisingly it was Snape who seemed to be helping him the most. The potions master came to the manor everyday to administer potions to him, talk to him about their shared experiences and tutor him. Once made headmistress McGonagall had immediately decided that Harry was to return to Hogwarts after the holidays so Snape had taken it upon himself to help Harry catch up along with Blaise and Draco and sometimes Narcissa. Harry listened diligently to the man and progressed quickly in his studies and the two seemed to have grown a mutual respect and affection for the other. Draco had seen how Harry started to look up to the man like the father figure he had never had and how Snape seemed to have grown protective of the boy and his infant son much like they were his own son and grandchild.

He and Harry had also grown close and he was now openly smitten with the smaller boy. He wanted to protect him from anything that would seek to harm him and show him the love he should have gotten all along. He also adored Sirius and spoiled the child with toys and other gifts. The infant was beautiful and an absolute delight and he almost pitied Ron for being such a fool as to let them both go. He was certain that if allowed Harry would have been a devoted husband to the red head he had once loved and that he would have had a wonderful son. But Ron's loss was his gain and he had every intention of making Harry and Siri his when the time was right. For now Harry was no where near ready for a relationship and he didn't want to rush anything and scare him away.

Draco was also worried about him with the coming trail and how he would take it. He had barely been able to tell the auror that had come to take his statement about what had been done to him without breaking down into tears and in front of all those people he may not be able to talk at all. He knew that the thought of telling all those people about what he had gone through terrified Harry as did the idea of seeing his relatives again who would of course be present. As would as many members of wizarding society that could get inside of the courtroom. They had tried to get a closed court to make it easier on Harry but it wasn't possible with him being so famous and the reporters would still have found a way in and reported everything so there was no use trying to keep it secretive.

But Draco had promised that he and Snape and Blaise would be there with him and many people had written to him after the articles came out with their encouragement and pity. The twins had been enraged when they found out and sent a letter demanding to see Harry and their nephew as soon as possible and assured him they would both be present at the trail to support him. The adult Weasley's had sent a letter as well telling Harry how sorry they were for what had been done to him and that if he wanted to he would be welcome at their home any time. Harry had thanked them but declined the offer still to hurt by their refusal to believe him about the baby and had received nothing from either of his former friends. Neville had however as had Luna and surprisingly enough Seamus Finnigan and a girl named Lavander Brown both apologizing for being so cruel to him and hoping to see him at Hogwarts soon.

Harry had been delighted by their letters and had eagerly written them back to tell them that he would be returning to school after the holidays. Draco could still see the hurt in his eyes however when he got nothing from Ron and Hermione or Ginny. Worse were the few letters he got, mostly unsigned, that claimed he got what he deserved and that he was nothing more than a whore and a slut. They were glad he had suffered as he had and Harry would start sobbing every time he got one until Draco took to throwing them out without letting him see them. He knew they were probably from some death eaters who had managed to get away and were angry that Harry had defeated their lord but he didn't think anyone could be that cruel. Obviously he was wrong and he took great pleasure out of burning those letters imagining it was the writers of said letters that were actually burning in the flames of the fireplace.

For the most part the week leading up to the trial passed uneventfully with Harry continuing his lessons and therapy sessions with Snape. Draco and Blaise had gone to Diagon Alley and bought him all new things for school a few weeks ago including a new wand that Ollivander made special for Harry. They had thought about getting him a new bird to replace Hedwig but had decided that the pain of her death was still to fresh for him to accept another right now. Harry said later that he was gratefully that they hadn't for even seeing Draco's bird made tears come to his eyes in remembrance of his lost friend.

The only problem that occurred was when Pansy came to visit unannounced three days before the trial. She had insisted on seeing Harry who was in his room at the time feeding his son from a bottle a house elf had given him. Blaise was busy with his family that day and Snape had left already to work on some potions the school would need for the next term so it was just Harry and Draco and Pansy. She had acted very sweet to him when the three of them were together and gushed over how cute Siri was but Harry remained tensed and almost frightened while she was there. Draco had determined not to leave them alone but about an hour later he was called a way by his mother and was forced to leave the two of them alone.

Harry watched him leave wanting to tell him not to but couldn't seem to find his voice. He didn't like Pansy and had no desire to be alone with her for any amount of time but within minutes Draco was gone and they were alone. Feeling uncomfortable he stood and brought his son over to the crib who had fallen asleep after he finished eating. To his dismay Pansy followed and the forced smile on her face quickly turned to a sneer as she came up next to him.

"He is really an ugly little thing Potter but what do you expect with you for a mother and that weasel boy for a father hm," She said looking down at the sleeping child as Harry frowned insulted for his son's sake who he believed was beautiful. "Tell me Potter how many men did you spread your legs for before Ron and how many did you spread your legs for after him?"

"If you were paying attention to the daily profit you would know the only who had me before Ron was my disgusting uncle and as for the ones after I didn't willingly spread my legs for them," He told her softly lowering his eyes as he spoke in shame his arms coming up to wrap around him as if even now he was trying to protect himself from those men. "Why do you care any way Parkinson its none of your concern."

"It is when you are rescued by my future husband who seems to be spending all his time with you instead of me," The girl told him her hands on her hips as she turned away from the child to look at him. Harry said nothing not knowing what to say. "The only reason I can see why he would is because you're a good fuck toy, that is it isn't it Potter you spread your legs for Draco and Blaise so they'll like you. You probably even let Snape fuck you to didn't you like the little whore you are."

"No Draco and Blaise are my friends and they would never do that to me nor have I offered and neither have I with Snape," Harry replied his fists clenching at his sides as he looked up at the girl pain and something else in his eyes. "They wouldn't ever make me do that with them if I didn't want it and I am not a whore or a slut or anything else."

"Oh yes you are Potter and that is the only reason anyone will ever want you. You're a disgrace who has nothing but your body left to give anyone. No family except a baby, no real friends except those who want to fuck you, no home and no money," She taunted. Harry winced at the truth of her words and a horrible thought came to his mind as he wondered if that was why Draco and Blaise had saved him and brought him here, because they wanted him for themselves. His thoughts must have shown on his face because the girl smirked in delight a cruel look on her face. "Yes Potter you have nothing anyone would ever want and the only reason Draco and Blaise are being nice to you and even Snape is because they want what everyone else has already taken and once they get it they will get rid of you like the whore you are."

Harry wanted to deny it, to tell her that they weren't like that and would never hurt him but doubt filled his mind stilling his tongue. What if she was right and all he was good for was a good fuck as his uncle had told him so many times. He really did have nothing else except his body other than Siri and for the first time it hit him. He had no home and no money, he was totally dependent on Draco and his mother and neither one of them had brought up how he was supposed to repay them for everything they had done for him or where he was supposed to go next summer. What if that was what Draco was expecting, that Harry would have sex with him as repayment for what he had done for him and Blaise and Snape too. What if that was the only reason they were letting him and his son stay here when they were nothing more than free loaders.

It seemed to cruel and painful to be true and yet her words and those of his uncle wouldn't leave him. All he could think about was how he would never be good for anything except what his body could provide and how Ron had rejected him after getting the sex he had wanted from him. Yes it was true all Ron had wanted from him was sex and if his best friend had only wanted him to fuck with him why wouldn't his once rivals, Draco, Blaise and Snape, be any different. He felt his heartbreak as he came to this conclusion and tears streamed down his eyes as he fell to his knees next to the crib his legs no longer able to support him. Pansy watched him smirking in satisfaction over his pain and that was how Draco found them when he returned from helping his mother.

"What did you do Pansy?" He snapped knowing at once that the girl was the reason for Harry's distress. The boy flinched at his voice and brought his knees to his chest rocking back and forth next to the crib. "Get out Pansy now and don't even think about visiting again because you won't be welcome here."

The girl smirked clearly not believing that he was truly mad at her and with a shrug left the room after giving Harry a cold look. She purposely kissed Draco on the cheek who scowled at her and then left the room. Immediately Draco rushed over to Harry wondering what Pansy had done to him to get him so upset and was shocked and a little hurt when the smaller boy flinched violently away from him when he tried to touch his shoulder.

"Don't touch me!" He sobbed pulling himself into a tighter ball as he tried to get away from the other boy. "Please don't."

"Ok Harry I won't touch you but you have to tell me what happened please," Draco replied his voice soft and soothing as he struggled not to upset the boy further with his anger toward the girl. "What did she say to upset you so much Harry will you tell me?"

Harry refused to at first as he shook his head without looking at him and continuing his rocking. Draco waited patiently encouraging him to talk while not trying to force him and keeping his hands away from him. He didn't know how long they sat there while the boy sobbed and he spoke soothingly to him but eventually Harry began to speak softly his voice choked with his sobs but Draco understood him anyway and what he heard enraged him further. That Pansy would say something so cruel to Harry after all he had been through and that Harry would believe her even though he understood why he did angered him and he had to fight to hold it back so as not to frighten him.

"Harry look at me please," He told him. Harry made no move to do so and tentatively he put his hand on his chin to lift his face toward him. Harry tensed but didn't flinch away from him this time though he did give a small whimper as he was made to look at him. "What Pansy said is a lie. Blaise, Snape and I would never force you to have sex with us or make you repay us by giving us the use of your body. We're not like that Harry and we would never want to hurt you, you have been hurt more than enough already."

"Then why?" Harry asked as he fought back the tears that wanted to spill from his eyes and the sob that wanted to rise in his chest. "Why did you help me and what do you want from me, I don't have anything else to give?"

"We don't want anything from you Harry except for you to get well and be happy," Draco replied hoping the sincerity he felt showed in his eyes and voice. Harry stared at him looking like he wanted to believe him but was to unsure to do so. "Severus helped you and is still helping you because like you he was abused to and he wants to do for you what someone should have done for him and Blaise helped you because you are his friend and that is what true friends do. Friends who care about each other and would do anything to keep each other safe do you understand Harry?"

"I . . . I think so," The smaller boy said softly wiping the tears from his eyes as he looked at him in curiosity and a little bit of fear. "So then why did you help me and why are you letting me stay here we . . .we weren't friends before this."

"We were friends Harry maybe not good friends but we were friends and I am not heartless no matter what you may have thought of me before. There was no way I could leave you there after seeing you like that and no way I could hurt you now," He explained his hand moving from his chin to his hair to run over the silky black locks. Harry tensed a little but said nothing about it and he could see that he was torn between liking the touch and fearing it. "I helped you because I was your friend and because. . ." he hesitated looking right into the other boys green eyes before he spoke next. "And because I have had a crush on you for a while Harry, for over a year now really I just didn't want to frighten you by telling you before now."

"You . . . You like me?" Harry repeated uncertainly and Draco nodded. For a moment he seemed dazed by this and a small smile nearly appeared on his face before it grew hard again and he looked into his eyes searching for something. "How long?" the question caught him off guard so he didn't answer right away and Harry frowned. "How long have you liked me Draco since the rumors started about how easy I was or since you found out how many men have had me now. Did that make you interested in me that I would be easy mark?"

"No, no Harry I have liked you since before you ever got pregnant. I don't know when exactly my feelings for you started to change and grow into something else I just know that they did. That I was so jealous when I saw how much you cared for Ron. I wanted it to be me but I was to afraid to tell you with all the animosity between us I was sure you would never accept me as a lover or even a friend," Draco told him quickly not wanting him to upset himself further with his misconceptions. Harry looked at him with disbelief and a tentative hope he was trying but failing to hide. "That's why I started studying with you and Blaise to get close to you after I saw how hurt you were by Ron's rejection. I wanted to take you in my arms and protect you but I couldn't. Please believe me Harry I want to be with you and not because of your body but because of you, all of you."

"You . . . You want me?" The green eyed boy asked the hope he had tried to hide now becoming more prominent as he stared at him in longing and fear. "You want me and Siri?"

"Gods yes Harry. I want you, I want to love you and care for you and I adore Siri, I want you both of you," The blonde haired boy assured him his other hand coming up to move onto the other side of his face as he gazed down at him in honesty and love. "And I swear if you accept me I will be good to you and Siri. I will take care of you both and I won't ever force you to do something you don't want to do. We can go as slow as you like Harry I promise. I just want to be with you, to be a part of your life and Siri's if you will let me."

"Draco . . . " Harry began staring at him in awe as fresh tears filled his eyes. To Draco's shock he smiled then and leaned toward him bringing his lips to his in a soft kiss that lasted only mere seconds before he pulled away again. "Thank you."

"Your welcome Harry but you don't have to thank me," Draco told him smiling as well as he held open his arms and the smaller boy willingly moved into them snuggling up to him. "I should be the one thanking you."

Harry smiled into his chest but said nothing else as he allowed the other boy to hold him feeling for the first time in a long time that he was safe. He never thought he would feel safe again after what his uncle had done to him and certainly hadn't expected himself to feel safe in the arms of his once rival but he did. He felt safe and wanted for the first time in his life and he wanted to stay like that for as long as he could. So he let Draco hold him while he buried his face in his chest listening to him make soft soothing noises until the exhaustion from his sobbing stole over him and he fell asleep in his arms confident in his ability to protect him while he slept.

Draco felt it as the smaller boy went limp in his arms and after a moment of panic he heard the deep even breathing that went with sleep coming from him. Smiling he lifted the boy in his arms and brought him over to the bed where he pulled back the blankets and slipped him inside it. Harry didn't stir at all as he was moved and only made a slight sound of protest that was easily quelled with a gentle kiss to his forehead. Seeing that he would be all right for now Draco moved over to the crib where Siri was still sleeping and gazed down at the infant. He felt incredible happy and deeply honored to be allowed into their lives and vowed as he looked at the two of them that he would never do anything to hurt them or betray the trust Harry had given him.

A/N: please don't kill me for not having the trial like I promised in this chapter. I swear it will be in the next chapter I just came up with this great idea while I was writing this chapter for Pansy and some Draco/Harry action so I had to do it. And aren't you happy they are together now yea. Anyway I hoped you liked and the Durlseys will be in the next chapter beware and this will not be the last time we will see Pansy. Unfortunately she is not done torturing our poor Harry so keep reading to find what else she will do to him. Please read and review and let me know what you thought. The more reviews I get the more I want to write so review!