BANDA YAH BINDASS HAI
Abhijeet was just hugging him back silently.. They both remains in that same state without saying a word to each other.. Today they can understand the silent feelings of each other well but still a strange hesitation was present between them.. Soon Abhijeet feels Daya's crying voice turns into sobbing.. he feels so pity on his condition..he starts consoling him by patting him slowly over his back..
Abhijeet: Sab teak ho jaya ga Daya.. Sir ko kuch nahin hoga..wo bht jald teak ho jayen ga wapis pehla jasa muja yaqeen hai.. (he was continually patting on his back) tum aye gaya hona..dhakna ab wo bhi teak ho jayen ga.. hmm..? (but he got no reply from Daya..Even he stops sobbing too.. Abhijeet stops patting bcz he feels something unusual) Daya..? (now he was feeling Daya's body weight over himself)..
Abhijeet separates him from hug but Daya falls back over him.. Abhijeet instantly holds him and sat him over chair with much difficulty bcz Daya was not in his senses.. Abhijeet was totally shocked.. he was not understanding anything…
Abhijeet (Patting over Daya's face): Dayaa..? (Patting again) kye hua..? hosh karo Daya.. dhako kuch nai hoga.. Dayaaa..? (but he got no Reply) Dayaa..?
he was abt to move out to call someone.. but before he can move out.. Different kind of beep sound starts coming from the devices attaches with ACP.. Abhijeet looks behind and found ACP Sir starts breathing heavily… he comes to him and looks at him..
Abhijeet (panic): Sir.. sir app .. teak tu hain.. Sir.. he was so much panic that he was not understanding that what to do.. at one side Daya was not in his senses and on the other Side ACP Sir… he turns to move out to call someone but at the same moment Doctors team came inside in hurry bcz of Beep Sound and starts attending ACP on immediate basis.. Doctors looks towards Daya and then towards Panic Abhijeet.. he orders nurses to takes out Daya from there… and in few moments they removes everyone from the ICU room..
After one hour, Daya opens his eyes and found himself inside Doctor's room.. he was lying on checking bed which was present inside doctor's room… he looks around and found himself all alone in the room.. he slowly sat down and then reminds abt everything…
Daya (to himself): main yahen kasa aya…? Aur (Worried) Dad… (he stood up instantly.. he feels things around him moving for a second.. but he jerks his head and by ignoring all this he moves out from the room.. he was in different section area.. so he stops nurse there and asked abt ICU room) suniya.. ICU room kis tarf hai..?
Voice (From behind): Dayaa..? (Daya looks behind and found Abhijeet standing there.. Abhijeet comes towards him and looks towards Nurse) App jayia.. (and then he turns towards Daya) tum yahen kye kar raha ho.. tuma tu room mein
Daya (cuts him in panic): Dad kasa hain..? muja unka pas jana hai.. Plz chalu.. (And he moves forward but Abhijeet stops him as)…
Abhijeet (holding his arm): ruko Daya.. (but Daya was not listning to him.. so he holds his arm little tightly and stops him in strict tone) I said stop it.. (Daya stops there and looks at him back) suno… (he calms down a bit after seeing Daya's worried face) Daya plz shant ho jayo.. meri baat suno
Daya (cuts him in really worried tone): mera dad wahen
Abhijeet (cuts him): wo teak hain.. (Daya looks at him in shock) haan.. (he said in happy tone) tumara behosh hota hi unki halat bht bigar gayi thi.. shaid wo apna beta ki asi halat behosi mein bhi bardasht nahin kar sakta.. (tears starts appearing in Daya's eyes) par malom hai jab doctors unka room sa bahr aya tu uno na huma kye batya..? ka wo teak hain.. ab Coma sa bahr hain wo..
Daya (teary smile): sachi..? (he was not be able to control his happiness.. at one side he was shading tears and on the other side smile was present on his face)..
Abhijeet (Smiles with wet eyes): haan.. he is fine now.. Par doctors abi un sa milna nahin daa raha.. sham mein jab wo nened sa jagen ga medicine effect khatam hona ka bad.. tabi wo jana danga huma room mein.. abi wo under observation hain..
Daya: Par muja bas aik bar.. bas aik bar milna hai...plz
Abhijeet (with concern): Dayaa.. look, pehla hi humari presence ki waja sa Sir ki halat bigar gayi.. u know Doctors ki apni aik story hoti hai.. iss liya wo abi milna nahin danga jab tak Sir ko pori taran sa hosh nahin aye jata..
Daya (understanding but still said in low tone): Acha..Par kye main una bahr sa dhak sakta hoon ?
Abhijeet (nodded with): haan..zaror.. (slowly) Ayo… (Daya nodded happily and follows him.. he went near to ICU and starts looking inside through ICU room glass window.. tears starts rolling down from Daya's cheek.. Staff was present around ACP.. but he was still sleeping calmly.. but now his expressions were different even in sleep)…
Daya (just starring his face with teary eyes): I m so.. (Whispering) sorry Dad..maine app ko bht takleef di haina.. aur app kabhi kuch bola hi nahin.. Ab main apko kabhi.. kabhi koi dhuk nahin donga.. kabhi nahin.. (and he presses his eyes tightly but two fresh tears rolls down from his cheeks.. After few moments he opens his eyes and removes his tears.. then slowly he turns back after controlling over his emotions.. where he found Abhijeet standing in front of him after folding his both arms over his chest.. his expressions were now different.. Daya looks at him confusingly)…
Abhijeet: Dawa nahin khaie thi naa tum naa..? (Daya starts hiding his eyes) nazren chura raha ho tu iss ka matlab nahin khaie thi dawa.. isi liya behosh hua.. haina..? (he found careless expressions Present on Daya's face) ACP sir tuma asa dhak kar kush honga kye..? (Daya looks at him) kud ka khyal nahin rakho ga tu unka kasa rakho ga..?
Daya (looks at him with embarrassed eyes): wo.. I .. m.. m sorry.. (Pressing his head) bas muja dehan hi nahin raha flight main..
Abhijeet (taking sigh): I understand.. Par.. main yah sab iss liya kah raha hoon kyun ka tumara uncle na huma kaha hai tumara khyal rakhna ko.. aur Sir na (Daya looks at him but at the same moment Abhijeet stops there)..
Daya (questioning tone): Sir na kye..? Dad na kuch kaha kye mera sa related..? (Abhijeet looks at him for the moment and then nodded as no which dies all hopes of Daya)..
Abhijeet (slowly): mera kahna ka matlab tumara uncle na kaha hai tu.. tu khyal rakhna chiya huma.. bas yahi (looking here and there to hide his expressions) kahna chah raha tha..(looks at him) kahin tum yah naa smjho ka main kud sa kuch kar raha hoon..
Daya (looks at him): Abhijeet tum
Abhijeet (cuts him): I think tuma rest karna chiya abi.. so u can come with me..
Daya (understanding too so he too leaves the topic): lakien kahan ? main Dad ko chor ka kahen nahin jana wala..
Abhijeet (turns and looks at him): sir ko hosh sham tak aya ga.. abi waqt hai.. iss liya mera sath chalu…ager tum chayo tu.. (Daya quiets) wasa bhi tab tak yahen bethna ka siwa dosra koi option nahin..
Daya (nodded as no): Nahin.. (looks at him) Thank You.. but main yahin rahon ga.. Dad ka pas..tum jayo (he turns back and sat down on bench… Abhijeet was still there and looking at him but after few moments he turns back again to move out but suddenly something make him stop at the same Spot)…
"Abhijeet ager usay kabhi meri zarorat para tu saath dana uska..doga naa saath..? Promise me.."
Abhijeet presses his lower lip under his teeth..After taking sigh and thinking for the moment he turns back towards Daya.. who was sitting on bench while holding his head in his both hands.. he was still pressing his head..
Abhijeet : Daya..?
Daya (looks at him): Tum gaya nahin ab tak..?
Abhijeet: nahin.. main asa nahin jaa sakta.. tum chalu mera sath… kuch dair rest kar lo…
Daya (stood up): Abhijeet maine kaha na ka main nahin jaa sakta..pher
Abhijeet (cuts him): tu tum wapis aye jana naa Sir ka hosh mein ana sa pehla.. main kab mana kar raha hoon..? (he feels his voice rises a bit so he added further in calm tone) Plzzz chalu mera sath.. tum teak nahin ho.. main wapis chor donga tuma Sir ka hosh mein ana sa pehla hi… Apna Dad ka liya hi thora rest kar lo… (Daya thinks for the moment and then slowly nodded his head in Yes) teak hai… main neecha gari mein tumara intazar kar raha hoon.. jaldi aye jana.. (saying so he leaves the Spot.. where Daya again turns towards ICU door and looks towards his Dad calm and sleepy face)…
Daya: bas aik bar.. aik bari apni ankhen khol dan Dad.. main apka sara shikwa.. sari shikayaten dor kar donga.. Plz give me one more chance.. come back Dad.. just come back… ur son is waiting for u…
Voice : Don't worry young man (Daya with jerk turns back and found Doctor standing there, looking for a way to enter inside the ICU room) he is fine.. aur sham tak una hosh bhi aye jaya ga.. Relax plz… (Daya nodded with small smile) now plz give me some way.. (Daya realized his mistake and he instantly moves behind while Doctor moves in.. now Daya was feeling quite relax after hearing this from Doctor's mouth.. he looks upward with teary eyes and thanks God silently with so many expressions of his face.. and then after few moments he clears his tears and went outside.. where Abhijeet was waiting for him inside his car.. he looks at him who was already looking at him and just moves forward silently and sat inside the car… Abhijeet just drove off from there without looking at him.. Daya was looking outside the window continually.. he was looking in no mood to talk abt anything… On the other hand Abhijeet too was feeling awkward to talk abt anything in such scenario… though so many things were revolving in their minds abt each other.. abt their Past and what all happens between them… but still they were quite.. They don't want to talk or now nothing is left to talk ? they were not be able to understand.. Also, not in the mood to talk…. Abhijeet was now again and again looking at Daya but still Daya was in same posture.. While taking turn Abhijeet again looks at Daya and now found him with same posture but with close eyes…. Abhijeet looks at him for the moment and then starts driving slowly.. so that his sleep will not disturb…
YARRI YARRI YAARI
YARRI YAARI
YARRIYAAANNNN….
Today he was feeling quite relax mentally too.. not bcz his boss, his head ACP sir was fine now..but also with arrival of Daya too.. From Day one, when Daya left India.. he was living with a guilt but today he came back which was minimizing that guilt to some extent… his car stops after reaching at it's destination and with so many different thoughts… he looks towards Daya who was still sleeping.. A small soothing smile was lighting up Abhijeet's face who was just starring Daya's face silently.. his eyes falls over Daya'a bandage.. that blood strain which pinches into his heart..his hand slowly touches Daya's forehead.. but before he can place his hand over Daya's forehead.. Daya opens his eyes.. Abhijeet instantly moves back his hand.. Daya looks around and sat properly…
Daya: yah kahan laa aya muja..?
Abhijeet (coming out and now opening Daya's side door): mera gher.. (Daya looking at him questionably) tumara gher par koi nahin hai.. ACP sir na kafi dino sa sabi servants ko chutti daa rakhi thi.. kyun ka wo bht kum hi gher jaya karta tha.. (Daya feels hurt) iss liya tuma yahen laa aya.. kum sa kum yahen tumara khyal rakha wala koi tu hoga… Ayo.. (Daya slowly comes out and follows Abhijeet silently)..
Daya: Dad mera bara mein kuch kaha karta tha kye..?
Abhijeet Stops there and turns towards Daya silently.. who was looking at him with hurt face and so many hopes.. but Abhijeet nodded his head in no which boils up his all hopes..
Abhijeet: nahin.. (taking sigh) wo ksi sa kuch bhi nahin kahta tha.. tum tu una janta ho wo siwaya Salunkhe Sir ka ksi sa kuch share nahin karta.. un sa kuch ugalwana ka tareeka sirf una hi ata hai...(with concern) lakin ab tum aye gaya hona (Daya looks at him while Abhijeet added with small smile) ab sab teak ho jaya ga dhakna..
Daya nodded a bit and then Both enters inside the house.. it was small but well designed and cleaned house.. Daya looks around…
Abhijeet (looks at him): betho…issay apna hi gher smjho.. (Daya just looks at him) main tumara liya pani laa kar ata hoon..
Daya slowly went near to sofa and then silently sat there… where Abhijeet came back with water glass.. he forward him water where he found Daya sitting on sofa while looking downward.. involved in so many thoughts…
Abhijeet: yah lo pani.. (Daya looks at him with jerk and holds the galss) ab pehla apni dawa kah lo…
Daya (realized): haan.. oh.. (looks at abhijeet) par mera bag tu
Abhijeet (Cuts him): meri gari mein hai… (Daya looks at him in shock) don't worry main laa kar ata hoon…
Abhijeet without looking back at Daya, just moves out silently and soon came back with Daya's bag.. he gave him his bag and asked to take out his medicines first.. Daya without any excuse took his medicines quietly… then Abhijeet shows him guest room as..
Abhijeet (inside guest room): tum thori dair rest kar lo.. tab tak main khana ko kuch bana lata hoon..
Daya (stopping him): nahin plz.. main nahin.. tum mera liya kah mukah takleef mat lo.. main
Abhijeet (turns and cuts him as): maine pocha nahin tum sa..(Daya looks at him) dawa li hai.. kuch kahana zarori hai.. main ata hoon.. (saying so he moves out from the room and closes the door behind… where Daya was obeying him silently.. he sat down over bed but still he was thinking abt all these.. Abhijeet's behavior was really feeling him bad.. he was feeling more guilty on his act towards this gentle man)…
After sometime Abhijeet came back in his room without knocking.. bcz food tray was in his hand.. Somehow he opens the door and came inside in hurry.. he places the tray on table and looks at Daya who was still sitting over bad in half laying gesture while attaching his back with back of the bed.. but with close eyes… Abhijeet looks at him for the moment and then silently went near to him and slowly places his hand over Daya's shoulder…
Abhijeet (presses his shoulder): Dayaaa..? (Daya opens his eyes with jerk and looks at him) uttho khana kah lo…
Daya (looks around and sat down properly): wo main.. (Presses his eyes) najana kasa ankh lag gayi…
Abhijeet (serving food with): thaka hua ho.. dawa bhi li hai.. Asa karo khana kah kar thori dair rest kar lo..pher jab uttho ga tu naha kar fresh ho jana.. (and he forward him plate full of food having rice, dal and vegetables with salad)…
Daya (grabbing the plate): nahin main bas
Abhijeet (sitting in front of him while taking his plate): haan haan malom hai tuma naa bhook hai.. (while mixing his food)na thaken hai.. Superman ho tum… (and he looks towards Daya who was just starring him.. Abhijeet realized on his frank behavior.. he jerks his head with) khere.. tum khana kahyo…
Daya silently starts observing his plate.. he was not taking food.. just mixing rice with daal sabzi.. Abhijeet was observing it..
Abhijeet (concern tone): Daya ? (Daya looks at him) ab tu ACP sir teak hain.. ab tu kuch kah lo…
Daya (leaving spoon and again attaching his back with bed): jab tak wo apni ankhen nahin khol data.. muja sakoon nahin mila ga…
Abhijeet: aur tuma asa dhak kar una sakoon nahin mila ga.. (Daya moves his eyes at him) apni halat ko tu dhako zara sheesha mein..
Daya (Smiles a bit): Ajj bhi fikar karta ho meri…? (Abhijeet hides his eyes instantly.. from inside he was quite shocked on such Sudden question of Daya.. where Daya added further) maine itna sab kuch kaha pher bhi..?
Abhijeet (ignoring as): khana tenda ho raha hai kah lo Daya..pher huma jana bhi hai… (And after taking his plate he stood up and turns to move out when)
Daya: I m Sorry.. Abhijeet.. (Abhijeet stops there but does not looks at him back.. he really don't want to stay there for this but now he can't went out as well..Daya stood up and just stands behind him) tum janta ho muja jo kahna hota hai main phat sa kah data hon.. tuma kye lagta hai tum yahen sa utth kar chala jayo ga tu main ruk jayon ga..? (he got no reply from Abhijeet) kye.. (asking politely) kye muja mahf bhi nahi karo ga ab tum…? Meri tarf mur ka dhako ga bhi nahin..?
Abhijeet (thinks for the moment and then turns back towards Daya): look Daya.. (Daya was just looking at him with so much hope, while guilt was clearly present in his eyes) inn sab baton ka koi matlab nahin.. aur wasa bhi tum na uss samay jo sab kaha wo gusa mein tha.. tum bhi takleef mein tha main janta hoon..
Daya (cuts him): par isska yah matlab tu nahin ka main tuma bhi takleef data.. tum na tu meri jaan bechie thi.. (Abhijeet looks at him and then instantly starts looking away) aur maine tumi pa shak kiya.. Abhijeet (Daya comes close to him and holds his hand.. Abhijeet looks at him) main sach mein bht sharminda hoon.. wahen rah ka muja meri sari galtiyon ka ehsas hua hain.. main aik bhi din wahen sakoon sa nahin raha..Sach.. U know main… main thora free hand hoon.. without care bolta hoon aur wasa bhi sab kuch karta bhi hoon.. Par I always make sure ka mera ksi act sa ksi ko takleef na ho.. malom ha mera yah kahna sa tumara mind mein Purvi hogi.. usska mamla mein bhi main asa karna nahin chahta tha par.. uski life ka sawal tha yaar.. wo larka uska liya sahi nahin tha.. she don't want to marry him too.. I know uski mom hurt huien par kahin na kahin unki bhi mistake thi.. pher bhi mera matlab una takleef ponchaha ka nahin tha but I dnt have any other option too.. Par tum.. (Abhijeet was just starring him) u are a really nice man and I realized it quite late (looking downward) aur aik acha insan ko maine takleef ponchie na sirf balka usay usi takleef mein chor ka bhi chala aya.. asa mein main wahen kasa kush rah sakta tha..? Dad mujsa zyada time naraz nahin honga..Par una takleef daa kar chala gaya tha main..asa mein kasa wahen kush rahta..? aur sach tu yah hai ka.. (looks at Abhijeet again) ab mera ander ki duniya aur uss duniya mein bht fark hai.. wo kabhi meri dream life thi par ab nahin… (After few seconds) main sach mein bht sharminda hoon uss sab ka liya jo bhi maine kiya.. muja thora tenda demag sa sochna smajhna chiya tha..(he stops for a moment and then added in really guilty tone) I m really very sorry abt that.. Par pher bhi main yah expect nahin karon ga ka tum muja mahf kar do.. bcz I know kah diya aur ho gaya jasa nahin hai yah.. its difficult.. it's difficult to forget that pain which u bore bcz of me.. (looking into his eyes) still I m Sorry… (Saying so he leaves Abhijeet's hand.. who really feels current passes in his whole body.. without saying anything Abhijeet sat down again on his previous place… Daya looks at him and he too sat down on his place quietly)…
Abhijeet (After some minutes): tumara chala jana ka bad maine kabhi nahin socha tha ka hum iss tara wapis milen ga.. wo bhi asa.. (Daya looks at him but Abhijeet was still looking towards floor) tum tu chala gaya Daya par muja aur Sir dono ko hi aik guilt mein chor gaya.. (Daya starts looking downward) Chah jo bhi ho par tareeka sahi hona chiya.. Ager tum sahi nahin tha tu hum na bhi kuch Sahi nahin kiya Daya.. (Daya looks at him and his eyes met with Abhijeet's eyes who was already looking at him) haan Daya… tum na ajj yah sab kah kar mera dil ka bht bara boj halka kar diya.. thank you..
Daya (Smiles): isska matlab.. matlab tum na muja mahf kar diya.. haina?
Abhijeet (Smiles too): main kon hota hoon tuma mahf karna wala… main tu kud tum sa mahfi mangna chahta tha.. Par bas uss roz.. chah ka bhi kah nahin saka.. tum rok nahin saka Airport par..
Daya (shocked): kye…? (Abhijeet too was shocked on his words) tum aya tha airport par..? tu mila kyun nahin…
Abhijeet (stood up and starts looking on other side): nahin wo.. I mean.. main bas wahen aik zarori kaam sa tha.. tum sa milna nahin aya tha.. jab.. tak tumari aurh ata tum jaa chukka tha…
Daya (Smiles): jaa chukka tha yah jaana diya..? (Abhijeet really don't have any words.. he stays silent.. on the other hand Daya was understanding each and everything.. he was really happy after knowing that still he has same place for himself in Abhijeet's heart.. on the other hand Abhijeet was too feeling happy that Daya forgave him finally and now he has no hard feelings against him)..
YAARI YARRI…
YARRI YARRI…
YARRI YAARI
YARRIYAAAANNNN…
Abhijeet turns back and looks at him..
Abhijeet: ab ager tumara ho gaya ho sawaal jawab ka silsila tu khana kah lan…?
Daya (Frankly): par khana tu tenda ho gaya..
Abhijeet (smiles): main garam kar ka lata hoon.. (and after holding both plates he went out from the room.. where Daya too follows him.. he was looking towards the house.. so many photographs of Abhijeet with his mother and at some places with his sister were placed..
Daya (Asking): yah tumari Maa hain… (Abhijeet turns and found Daya standing in front of Haar Chari tasveer of his mother)..
Abhijeet (silently): haan..
Daya (looking at him): I m,,, Sorry.. muja malom nahin tha ka wo
Abhijeet (cuts him): it's okay Daya.. ayo khana kah lan… (and both sat there inside the lounge)..
Daya: wasa kitna time ho gaya una..? (Abhijeet looks at him) I mean unka
Abhijeet (low tone): sara 5 saal…
Daya: so sorry abt it.. (changing topic) aur yah tumari di hain kye ?…
Abhijeet: haan.. wasa tu cousin sister hai par meri maa na hi pala tha unka maa papa ka achanak accident mein chala jana ka bad.. married hain aur isi month apna pati ka sath Dubai chali gayen hain…
Daya (nodded with): so u must be feeling lonely..? yah pher tumara Dad
Abhijeet (now starts getting irritated with all these queries): wo bhi nahin hain.. mera bechpan mein hi wo chal basa…
Daya: tum bht choota tha kye..?
Abhijeet (now really want to end of all these): malom nahin..chalu kahan kah lo pher sa tenda ho jaya ga.
Daya (still involved): kye.. malom nahin..? tumari maa na batya nahi kye tuma kabhi..?
Abhijeet (Really don't want to be harsh): batya hoga.. par muja yaad nahin daya.. now plz stop all this…
Daya (feeling his change mood): okay… (while changing his mind as) wasa tum baat tu asa kar raha ho jasa tumari (laughs) yaadasht chali gayi ho…kamal hai.. (while taking food) yaad nahin…
Abhijeet (angry): iss maine hansana jasa kye hai Daya.. (Daya looks at him in shock) haan bolo..? (he stood up in anger) kab sa sawal pa sawal kiya jaa raha ho.. muja nahin pasand koi mujsa asa sawal kara aur mujh pa taras khaya..
Daya (Stood up In confusion): Relax Abhijeet.. main tum pa taras nahin kah raha.. u are getting me wrong.. main kyun khayon ga tum pa taras… ? meri bhi maa nahin hain.. and I understand how u feeling.. (After few seconds) okay I m sorry.. muja adat hai asa hi.. bina socha smjha baat karna ki.. (looks at Abhijeet) I m sorry yaar…I dnt want to hurt u.. aga sa main asa koi bhi sawal nahin karon ga tum sa.. now plz khana kah lo.. meri waja sa khana mat choro…
Abhijeet looks at him but then he left the place and went into his room.. leaving Daya confused at his place…Daya stays there for sometime.. he was so much confused abt Abhijeet's behavior.. but now he was understanding that there is something big behind all those questions which hurts Abhijeet more.. but what ? still he was confused abt it...finally, he stood up and went into Abhijeet's room.. his room door was closed but not locked..
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
I thought to Complete the story in 30 chapter..hope u like the duo dose.. thanks for all the reviewers who finally liked to Review..lolz.. keep Reviewing like this.. Will be back soon..