BANDA YAH BINDASS HAI
Daya opens the door slowly and enters inside the room with so much hesitation and confusion as well.. he takes a step inside with some fear and guilt in his heart that again bcz of him Abhijeet is hurt.. and may be this time brutally hurt.. he looks inside and found Abhijeet sitting on his bed with close eyes, having his mother photo frame in his hands.. he was almost hugging it… Daya felt really bad.. he was really feeling angry on himself for such types of questions which hurt to next person how much he actually has no idea.. but for now he only knows he hurt that person a lot who was continually trying to make him relax and giving him sooth…
Daya moves forward and just stands beside Abhijeet but little behind, with so much courage he extended his hand and tries to touch his shoulder but then he moves back his hand, nodded his head in no and just turns to move out from the room when…
Abhijeet: main.. (Daya feet stops there) main bht chota tha jab mera Pita jee chal basa..(Daya slowly turns back again towards Abhijeet and just looks at him who was still sitting in same posture but with open eyes) wo aik Police officer tha.. Dash bakhti mein hi unki jaan chali gayi… (After few seconds of silence) meri Maa na yaqeenan muja bht kuch batya hoga.. (he separated his mother photo from that hug and just starts starring his mother picture with a lot of guilt) Par muja bas itna hi pata hai.. wo bhi baki sab logon ki waja sa.. jo mera Pita par fakar (Proud) karta hain.. (Daya just silently sat behind him on bed) Par muja kud sa kuch yaad nahin.. kuch bhi nahin… (And he takes a long breath and closes his eyes again… Daya just presses his shoulder silently which make him open his eyes again..)
Daya (feeling really sad): I m.. m..sorry… (his tone was not more than a whisper)..
Abhijeet (just little tilt towards Daya): tumara koi kasoor nahin hai Daya..(again starts looking towards his mother picture) sach tu yah hai ka kasoor ksi ka bhi nahin hota.. sab mujsa generally hi pochta hain..par muja choot lag jati hai.. humesha.. najana kabhi yah takleef kam kyun nahin hoti..?
MUJA YUHIEN KHAWABON SA KAR JA JUDAA
JAANA KAHAN CHUP KA BETHA HAI KUDA
There was complete silence in the room.. only wall clock tic tick were making them feel that they are alive and still Present in the same situation… After, some moments…
Daya (Asked with some courage): yah sab.. sab.. i.. mean.. ka…kasa?
Abhijeet (looking towards floor while hugging his mother picture again): Kismat.. (Daya looks at him in shock. he was shocked bcz Abhijeet type person was talking abt luck) kismet ka likha ko koi badal nahin sakta Daya.. (he was talking slowly and really in meaningful tone) hum sochta kuch aur hi hain aur ho kye kye jata hai… jasa tum na (Abhijeet looks at him for the moment) kye kye socha tha aur hua kye..? (Daya starts looking downward and Abhijeet again starts starring floor) wasa hi maine bhi bht kuch socha hoga apni life ko laa kar.. par life naa (opening his empty hands) najana kye tha aur kye bana diya..? (taking deep breath) Sir batata hain ka main ksi mission par gaya tha aur pher loota hi nahin wapis… (Daya looks at him in shock) aik saal sa zyada time beet gaya aur pher aik din una achanak.. kahin ksi sunsan jaga pa pari gari ki digi sa mila main.. (Daya was shocked like hell) bas wo muja wahen sa laa aya aur meri zindagii ki aik nayi kahani start ho gayi… (he looks at Daya who was only looking at him with complete shock.. where Abhijeet added in light mood) maine ksi ko pehchana nahin tha.. (Daya starts feeling his irregular heartbeats) naa Maa ko (guilt again present in Abhijeet's tone) naa hi ksi aur ko… tab sa laa kar ajj tak bas yuhien jee raha hoon…
Daya (undeliebratly): kye tuma.. tuma kabhi kuch.. kuch bhi yaad nahin ata..?
Abhijeet looks at him for a moment and then just nodded his head in no.. very silent expressions appears on Daya's face…who was somehow trying to come out from that shock state..but at the same moment he reminds abt his mission..when his one of colleagues Junaid were talking abt Abhijeet as…
"Apka bara mein suna tha ajj dhak bhi liya..itna sab hona ka bad itna saloon mein app na jis taran kud ko sambala hai..shaid koi aur nai kar pata Sir.."
Daya (proudly but shocking tone too): tum.. tum kasa jee lata ho asa…?
Abhijeet (smiles slowly, where his smile was telling so many things hidden behind that smile): jeena parta hai.. (looks at Daya) aur koi chara bhi tu nahi..? (Daya really feels guilty.. where on the other hand Abhijeet stood up..so as Daya) dukh aur ksi baat ka nahin (added while placing his mother photo frame on bed side table) bas apni maa ko pehchan nahin paya.. (Daya totally stunned) wo issi ghum mein aik din chal basien..sab kahta hain wo bemar thien iss liya.. bemar tu wo wasa bhi thein par uss bemari ka sath tu jee hi rahen thin naa wo.. sach tu yah hai ka wo mera ghum nahin sah payen.. (looking at Daya.. who was looking at him having tears in his eyes) Aik Maa jo itna waqt sa apna beta ka lootna ka intazar kar rahi ho.. aur jab woi beta loota aur usay pehchana tak nahin.. uska bar bar bolna, sab yaad karana par bhi nai.. tu socho uska dil pa kye beeta gi..? wo kasa jeeya gi..? malom hai Daya jab tak umeed ho insan jeeta rahta hai.. Par jab woi umeed toot jaya tu.. (and he feels lump in his throat so stops there.. while added after few moments of silence) janta ho Daya aik yah cheez na hui hoti naa meri life mein tu ajj mein kuch aur hi hota… bhut aur…
JANU NA MEIN KUD SA HUA KAB GHUMSHUDA
KASA JEEYON RUH BHI MUJSA HAI JUDAA…
Daya was really standing with empty mind and hands.. he was don't know what to do and what to say to this great man.. who bears so much in his life but still he don't have any complain…and as compare to him he himself ? he was standing in same thoughts when Abhijeet..
Abhijeet (jerks his head and said in simple tone): maine yah sab kabhi ksi sa nahin kaha.. sirf tuma.. (Daya looks at him) wo bhi iss liya nahin ka tum mujh par taras khayo.. balka iss liya ka.. kyun ka main janta hoon mera wasa reaction ka bad u are feeling guilty.. iss liya tuma reason bata raha hoon…
Daya (looks at him with proud eyes): tum par taras kah kon sakta hai…? (Abhijeet just paused at his place… no one said such words abt him ever before) Maa meri bhi nahin hai Abhijeet… Par ajj pata chala Maa na hona kye hota hai… (Abhijeet really looks away with such words.. where Daya added further) ajj pata chala ka dukh, dard, takleef kye hoti hai.. inn shabdon ka asli meanings hain kye? iss baat ka andaza tu muja ajj hua hai… aur una sah kar, bardasht kar ka jeena.. jasa kuch hua nahin.. (very proud tone) wo tu koi tum sa seekha.. (Abhijeet looks at him) main nahin janta ka Proud karna kasa hota hai…par ager ajj tumari Maa hotien.. tu shaid tumara Pita sa zyada tum pher Proud kartien… (before Abhijeet tears falls down) tum kasa jee lata ho asa muja malom nahin… Par janta ho Abhijeet.. tum muja jab bhi mila hona.. humesha aik naya Sabak diya hai life ka… humesha…tum bht alag ho.. sab sa alag.. (Saying so he left the room.. where Tears falls down from Abhijeet eyes.. who closes his eyes instantly and let his tears to falls down…don't know why today he intentionally did so.. and really feels that sometime crying is gud for ur health)…
Daya really comes out from his room to gave him time to let him share his pain with himself only.. bcz he really don't want that this truly brave man shattered in front of him or in front of anyone.. bcz he always want to see him brave just like he is… he deserves to be brave always.. but today his level of respect really rise in Daya's heart and he starts respecting him and praising him more.. today he realizes that why his father always feels proud on Abhijeet.. he really feels so.. today he admits it…bcz he himself was feeling proud on him also feeling happy that for the first time Abhijeet shares something with someone.. and that person was him.. not only Abhijeet changes him.. but Abhijeet's own life also starts changing bcz of him.. and he was happy for such change...
After some time Abhijeet comes out from his room.. he was feeling quite relax now… he found Daya standing in lounge, showing his back to him… he just comes forward and stands behind him with..
Abhijeet: thank you…
Daya (looks at him with jerk and then smiles after seeing him quite relax): chalen..? (Abhijeet looks at him and really praise that understandability in his heart and then just nodded in yes.. and they both left the house for hospital but with new feelings and thoughts.. they both were feeling really light then before)..
They both sat inside the car and Abhijeet silently starts driving towards the hospital.. he was not looking at all towards Daya while his thoughts were abt him only.. where Daya was again and again giving him glance and really Praise this man in his heart…
Daya (thinking while observing Abhijeet): kitna bahadur insan hai yah.. maine kabhi socha bhi nahin tha ka iska rookha aur sara hua (he smiles in heart while thinking Sara hua word) behavior ka peecha asi koi waja hogi.. (taking sigh.. Abhijeet looks at him but now Daya was looking outside while thinking) takleef bhi kitna ajeeb cheez hai.. yah tu insan ko khtam kar dati hai Yah pher waqt sa pehla zarorat sa zyada bara..(looking towards his hand) muja zindagii barh asaniyan milen tu sab kuch asani sa pana ki adat ho gayi.. aur Abhijeet (he again looks at him) usay ..? (and he stops thinking there while again guilt comes in his eyes) mera shabdon na isay kitni takleef di hogi.. Par isska chera pa shikan tak nahin ayi..ulta mera liya yahen tak chala aya.. muja takleef mein nai dhak saka... (looking downward) Sorry shabd.. kitna chota hai.. kitna chota..
RAAT BANI HATHON SA YUN BEH GAYI
TAQDEER MERI BIKHARI HAR JAGHA
Daya starts looking outside the car window…
KASA LIKHON PHER SA NAYI DASTAAN
GHAM KI SAYAIE DHIKTI HAI KAHAN
Abhijeet was just driving his car but his mind was full of thoughts…
Abhijeet (thinking): ajj tak kisi sa kuch kah nahi paya.. ksi sa kuch share nahin kiya maine kud ka bara mein.. Pher kasa…kasa Daya ka samna bolta hi chala gaya…kasa ? (looks at Daya) sach mein Daya mein hi wo taqat hai jo muja badlna pa majbor kar dati hai.. (again concentrating on his driving with) uska wapis aye jana sa kitna acha lag raha hai muja.. asa jasa kuch khoya hua wapis mil gaya ho.. kuch asa jisa mein kabhi khona nahin chahta.. aur kuch asa bhi jis ki talash mera Astitvaw ko humesha sa thi…(looks at Daya) Thank you… Thank you very much wapis ana ka liya.. tum na wapis aye kar bht bara boj halka kar diya mera maan par sa.. (again looking towards road) ager tum nahin ata wapis.. aur Sir.. una ager kuch ho jata tu sach mein..sach mein main kud ko kabhi mahf nahin kar pata..kabhi nahin…
AAHEIN JO CHUNI HAIN MERI THI RAZA
RAHTA HOON KYUN PHER KUD SA HI KAHFA
Daya (looks at Abhijeet): Abhijeet…? (Abhijeet coming out from his thoughts when he hears again) aik baat pochon.. jawab doga..?
Abhijeet (looks at Daya): hmm..kaho..?
Daya (eyes fixed on Abhijeet's face): Dad ka bara mein..tum hi na mera uncle ko call ki na..? (Abhijeet was shocked on such query.. he does not looks at Daya)..bolo na..jawab do..? wo tum hi tha na…?
Abhijeet: nahin.. (sad expressions appears on Daya's face) maine nahin ki koi call.. (looks at Daya for a second) it was Freddy…
Daya (smiles): kaha tu tumi na tha na usay..(Abhijeet looks at him for a moment.. he could not handle such gaze of Daya so silently starts looking towards road without giving back any answer.. where Daya asked in serious tone while looking outside) tum nahin chahta tha na ka main bhi usi guilt mein jeeyon jis mein tum jee raha ho… (Car stops there with great jerk.. Daya was shocked on sudden break.. he looks at Abhijeet with shock)..
Abhijeet (looks at him): hospital aye gaya… chalo.. (And he removes his seat belt and was abt to move out from his car when)
Daya: mera Dad kabhi muja batana ka nahin kahta.. I know it was u only.. (and he removes his seat belt and went out from the car.. where Abhijeet remembers ACP words as)..
"Daya.. usay takleef mat dana.."
Abhijeet took a deep breath and he too comes out from the car.. where Daya comes at his side and just whispers in really meaningful tone..
Daya: thank you… (both eyes were looking to each other) thank you so much.. u did a lot for me…(he was abt to move inside the hospital but he again stops there and looks at Abhijeet) yaad hai tum na kaha tha ka jab kabhi moka mila tum mera liya zaror kuch karo ga.. (looking into Abhijeet eyes) Ajj kar diya tum na wo waada pora.. muja zindagii barh ka liya aik guilt sa becha kar.. aik asa guilt jisa main sah nahin pata Abhijeet.. (Saying so he went inside the hospital.. Where Abhijeet was stand still at his place, looking at Daya going)…
ASI BHI HUI THI MUJSA KYE KHATA
TUNE JO MUJA DII JEENA KI SAZZA
Abhijeet (unknowingly): haan.. main nahin.. chahta tha..ka tum bhi usi ghum mein jeeyo.. iss dukh ki takleef sirf apna ksi pyara ka..chala jana ka bad hi hoti hai.. aur tab kuch nahin rahta.. (looking towards his empty hands) khali hathon ka siwa…
BANDAY TERE MATHA PA HAIN JO KEENCHAY
BAS CHAND LAKIRON JITNA HAI JAHAN
AANSU MERA MUJH KO HAIN MITA RAHA
RAB KA HUQUM NA MITA HAI YAHAN
He clears his wet eyes and just looks towards the sky.. and then after jerking his thoughts he too enters inside the hospital and directly went towards ICU.. where he noticed Freddy with few more cops sitting outside on bench..they all stood up after seeing Abhijeet coming there..
Abhijeet (Asked directly): Sir ko hosh aya..? (Freddy nodded as no.. Abhijeet takes a long breath) Daya.. wo kahan hai..? (Freddy pointed towards ICU room.. Abhijeet looks there and went near to the room.. he looks inside through glass circle of the door and found Daya sitting on chair holding ACP sir hand into his both hands.. his eyes were teary and totally fixed on his father's face.. he was just waiting for his father's open eyes…Abhijeet places his hand over glass and tries to touch to that love and concern present in that Relation.. which is totally missing in his life) bagwaan ina kabhi aik dosra sa juda naa karna.. ina bht zarorat hai aik dosra ki… buht…( he clears his eyes and just comes back again near to bench and sat down silently with others)…
RAAHIEN ASI JINKI MANZIL HI NAHIN
DUHNDO MUJA AB MEIN RAHTA HOON WAHIN
Daya's eyes were totally fixed on ACP… who was sleeping more relaxly after feeling his son presence around him…
DIL HAI KAHIN AUR DHARKEN HAI KAHIN
SANSAN HAIN MAGER KYUN ZINDA MEIN NAHIN
KYUN MAIN JAGOON AUR WO SAPNA BOL RAHA HAI
Daya (insisting in painful tone): Dad plz.. bas ab.. ab bht ho gaya.. aur kitna saaza danga muja yun app.. app plz jo chaya sazza da lijiya ga muja.. main sab chup chap mano ga.. par plz yah saza.. yah saza ab aur nahin.. plz.. (and he attaches his face with his father's hand which he was holding into his both hands.. he kissed on his hand and then again again attaches his face with his hand and closes his teary eyes)..
KYUN MERA RAB YUN ANKHEN KHOLE SO RAHA HAI…
KYUN MAIN JAGOON…?
Acp slowly opens his eyes and at the first glance he saw his son sad and worried face.. his hand moves a bit.. Daya opens his eyes and at the same moment he hears a slow call of his Dad..
ACP: Da..yaa..aa ?
Daya (instantly looks at him happily): Dad..? (he stood up and went near to ACP's head.. he places his hand over his Dad's head in excitement) Dad.. u.. u are..fine.. (ACP smiles a bit even in such critical condition after seeing his Son's happiness) oh.. God.. (he bent down a bit and tell his Dad his fear as) u really don't know Dad.. how much u scared me.. (ACP eyes got teary after hearing such words from his Son's mouth) I was so scared.. (his fear was present in his tone.. ACP was just hearing him.. Daya's tears falls down over his Father face.. who instantly clear it as) app.. app teak haina Dad ?
ACP (nodded with): tum.. tum.. kab.. kab aya..?
Daya (holding his father's hand more tightly with): jab app soa raha tha tab.. (tear escape from ACP eyes.. Daya clears it very politely while saying) aur ab kahen nahin jayon ga.. (After a second) kabhi nahin.. (ACP eyes were just struck on Daya.. who leaves ACP's hands with) Dad.. (While placing his hand over ACP forehead) main doctor ko bula kar lata hoon.. hmm.. bas do minute…(before he can turn ACP holds his hand finger somehow.. Daya looks at his face but could not control over his tears after seeing his helplessness.. his tears falls down in speed.. he takes out his finger from ACP's hand and just moves out from the room.. where he met with Doctors who were just coming inside the ICU.. he was confused abt their arrival but at the next moment his eyes falls on Abhijeet who was standing just behind the doctors.. he looks at him and went near to him and just hugs him tightly..where Doctors moves inside to attend ACP sir..
Daya (While hugging Abhijeet): I can't see him like this.. I can't… (he was crying) I just..can't…
Abhijeet (places his hand over his back): wo teak ho jayen ga.. Ab tu una hosh bhi aye gaya hai.. hmm.. relax.. (Daya was still in same position.. Abhijeet gave him some moments) Dayaa.. (Daya open his eyes and realized.. he separated himself from Abhijeet and clears his eyes and face with) wo main.. main.. (whispering) Sorry… (Saying so he went near to bench and then silently sat there with close eyes.. After some moments Abhijeet places his hand over Daya's shoulder.. who open his eyes and looks at him.. Abhijeet offers him water bottle).. lo pani pee lo… (Daya keep looking at him silently and then asked)
Daya: tum na sach mein muja mahf kar diya haina Abhijeet…?
Abhijeet looks at him confusingly.. while all other cops present there also starts looking at them confusingly..
Abhijeet: yah kasa sawal hai.. haan ? (again giving him water bottle) lo Pani peeyo… (Daya holds that bottle and then his hand too with his other hand..Abhijeet looks at him confusingly)
Daya: bolo na.. kar diya naa mahf..?
Abhijeet (making face): haan kar diya.. ab kush..? Pani pee lo.. u will feel good… (Daya drinks few water sips.. when he hears) Daya.. (Daya looks at him and found him looking somewhere.. Daya looks behind and found someone calling them.. Daya instantly moves towards there)…
Staff: Doctor app ko ander bula raha hain.. (Daya looks at Abhijeet)..
Abhijeet (places his hand on Daya's shoulder): Arey kuch nahin hoga.. jayo…
AUTHOR'S NOTE:
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