Hey everyone I haven't written anything for Bullet to his head, everything has been so crazy. We found out I am pregnant plus my normal life, so yeah CHOAS in sued lol. Well I don't own anything, this chapter and the next will go together. No money is being made from my writing.

Keegan's point of view…

I watched Iris talking to her second she was cool and calm but fire was in her eyes as she talked to Duke about Anela's safety. I watched Duke walking away while Iris barked another order to get a man known as the Tiger and bring him to her, I assume she had a plan. I rise from my seat knowing it was time, Jimmy had to pay for tearing my family apart.

"I am leaving Iris," I said, I was already dressed in all black gear, she turned her eyes to me and I saw her pain before she controlled it. I loved her so much but couldn't stay, I would only bring her more trouble.

"Leave us," she snapped as a small group of people hurried away from us, leaving the two of us alone. My wife was strong much stronger than even I know, the simple way she held herself, she was more like her old self Commander Xanthe. But I love her all the more for her other role as the mother of our daughter. But the fire in her eyes was a complete turn on, the way she moved with feline grace she always possessed.

I was a cold blooded killer, but with my family it was always pushed down, because for them I wanted to be better. I watched her watch me as I drove off, the small flashes of hurt and her inner pain showed for only brief moments before she put on a blank face.

"Goodbye Iris, I love you," I whispered into the cool night air, wishing she could hear me, to know I was doing this for her and our daughter now, no more for my own petty personal revenge.

I drove and drove leaving her small town and state behind me, and as the sun rose my heart was coated in solid ice. But I knew I had to go back within a week to say my final goodbye, to my mother. Pulling into the warehouse I have had set up weeks ago, a few darker colored car's wait as I turn off the engine. I walked tall my back straight, a no bullshit look on my cold face.

"Commander we are at your command," was said the moment I walked into the small room, seeing near 20 people waiting on me.

"Good boys, we are looking for an ex-con that goes by the name Jimmy Bobo. He killed my mother, and tried, and get this straight, he tried to kill by five year old little girl, now if her three dogs hadn't attack he could have hurt her now two of her dogs are dead. He is coming after my wife and he has to be stopped. He is nothing more than a parasite on humanity, he is a contract killer, who knows what god loving innocent civilians he is murdering. I want intel on his whereabouts, contacts, alias everything we can get our hands on." I finished seeing the look matched to every face, hate and murder.

"Yes sir," Jacobs was the very first to leave as I watched him sit at a desk with three large monitored computers resting, his fingers going across the keys. He is a husband and father to two, he would understand.

"Sir, we have word a man by the name Tiger is requesting you at the front gate," Marco said his gun unclipped.

"Send him in he is an old friend of my wife's, he will be working with us. He is the second best in his field, my Iris is the first." I said taking a seat going over what information I already have on Jimmy. Plus having Lisa Bobo and her new boyfriend off limits would make things a little harder, but not impossible.

"Sir," I looked up seeing Marco with a tall man, with longer dirty blonde hair with a few grays. His body was lean and muscular but the lines on his face made him seem older.

"Are you just going to sit and stare boy, or ask me to have a seat," he said his southern drawl coming out so thick, I could recall what Iris tried to tell me about him once.

"Show the Commander the respect he deserves," Marco said in a deep voice, but Tiger just laughed.

"Not likely, I answer to his beautiful wife Commander Iris Xanthe, now she is mean as a wet cat. So boy," he said and I gave a smirk. Waving my hand to the seat right in front of myself.

"Now as I hear it since I just got word hours ago, some dead man tried killing my god daughter. Now I know Iris wants me here," he said and it hit me this was my daughter's god father, he was a stone faced man but his anger rolled off him like tidal waves hitting a jagged rock.

"Yes, his name is Jimmy Bobo, a contracted hit man. Iris broke up our altercation a few weeks back, I came home to be with my family for a little. Well he found me and in the process killed my mother, Anela's two dogs while trying to either kill, hurt or take her now his goal is to get Iris. I know Iris can take care of herself but I want him out of the picture, so she can be happy," I replied as he gave me a firm nod of his head. We talked and gathered three more men from him, he said they knew ways to get information without being seen.

And the days passed with a steady flow of new and old information, he was in the business of killing and robbery. But I was driving to Hillside Cemetery, to say goodbye. I dressed in a fully black suit my hair combed and secured at the nape of my neck. Seeing cars pulling in a few feet ahead of me and pulled up to the edge of a large tree was Iris's Jeep. My dark sunglasses blocking the harsh sun as I stepped out and walked towards my wife. She looked wonderful dressed in all black her face pale, with Anela in her arms.

I watched as she whispered to our daughter, then Anela's head turned seeing me as her mother set her on her feet. She was running right at me and the 20 men I brought to insure this day wasn't ruined.

"Daddy," Anela cried as I picked her up pulling her tight against me, her tiny head in the crook of my arm. "Hey baby girl, daddy missed you so much." I said in a softer tone as we walked to Iris with her own squad not but a foot from her.

"Iris," I said my tone deep and husky with the normal hint of love and longing I could never hide from my wife. I held Iris and Anela, then we took our place as the pastor talked my arm was wrapped around Iris with Anela asleep in my arms.

I walked with my family as we are the first to set the white rose's on my mother's grave "I love you, I am sorry I wasn't a better son to you. He will pay mama," I said placing mine down before walking away holding back every emotion other than hate.

I walked my wife and daughter back to her Jeep with Duke right next to her, before getting into the back seat of the Jeep. I slipped our daughter to Duke giving her one last look for god knows how long. "I love you both," I said to no one just having to say it.

"I know Keegan, and we love you too," she whispered so close to me, as I turned her small body was close to mine. She hugged me, her warm breath in my ear "I don't know when I will see you again, but I know I will," she gave me a small smile.

"You will Iris," I said before I and my men walked away, I couldn't turn and look at what I was leaving behind for the millionth time. But as I walked away from Iris it felt as if something changed, but I brushed it off.

One month later…

I was standing looking out the window as Hank Webber was chained to the chair dead, as my men assembled. We have Intel saying Bobo is back in Louisiana as my truck is being prepped. I turned grabbing the black bag walking out with five minutes until the warehouse was demolished in a fiery blast.

"Sir, Marco has your vehicle ready," Jacobs said as we walked in a hurried pace, after I was in we drove off Marco and Tiger with me my right and left hand so to say.

"Has Iris called yet?" I asked Tiger he was never forth coming with any info concerning my wife and daughter.

"Of course she has, Anela is doing better that the nightmares have almost fully stopped. Iris was pretty ill the last time we talked, maybe the flu," he said giving me the eye.

"Sick, Iris never gets sick," I said more to myself then him, but his deep chuckle was heard. We drove through the night and half the next day before setting up again, I was bone tired as I retired to my room. And the overwhelming need to call Iris to see if she was better was trying to overtake me.

Bobo was eluding us at every turn always one small step ahead of us, but that wasn't going to last forever. I wasn't ever going to stop until he was dead, for killing my mother, Anela's babies and for trying to come after what is mine: Iris.

My temper wasn't holding very well "I WANT HIM FOUND NOW!" I bellowed at Marco who then fled the room heading to Jacobs.

"Well maybe you should have stayed with Iris, since he will be coming for her." Tiger said as he lounged against the wall, he took a long drag of the cigarette.

"No, I would just put her in more danger. If I am not there he knows I am chasing him it's a better chance he won't go near her if he knows," I said setting down the file on Lisa Bobo.

"I hope for your sake you don't go after Lisa or detective Kwon," Tiger said before walking out and with him under Iris instruction I couldn't do anything to him. He was very useful, his skill was unmatched by any of my men but he wouldn't join me. But never the less he was right I wanted to go after the little bitch Lisa, but Iris would be the first standing in the way of her. Now I am strong and lethal but going against her, well I couldn't the thought of hurting her wasn't pleasant.

"Paco saw Bobo 30 miles south of El Paso," Marco ran in as I gave my command "Pack up we leave in thirty," I said moving with lethal grace, packing up my base. My eyes moving over all the files as I stored them in my case, I held Iris's file in hand, hers the largest. I had someone living in the same town as her for years just so I always knew. I couldn't take her with another man or Anela with a new daddy, I wasn't there but she belonged to me. Now with me out of contact range it be awhile for my next update.

We drove off in a rush black SUV's pulling from the old warehouse, I wanted blood I wasn't going to be nice about killing Bobo, no this time I was going to enjoy every minute of it.

Near 28 hours later we pulled into some poduck town, 30 miles south of El Paso. "Over there in the cantina," Paco said pointing to the run down cantina, as I pulled cash giving it to the man, who hurried off as we walked across the dirt road heading right to the Cantina.

And there was Bobo, talking to a few men as we walked into the barely lit shit hole. I moved through the crowed making my way towards him, when the beefy man saw us moving alerting Bobo we arrived.

"Now you want to play Bobo," I snarled low tossing the flimsy wooded table across the room. "No I rather play with that hot little wife you have," he drawled his mouth already fucked up as he talked.

"You boy are going to die," Tiger said moving to the left as a few other men got involved. And that's when all hell broke loose as fights broke out in every direction. But I had eyes only for Bobo, I knew before there was more to his sick personality now he would have to pay.

But near ten men blocked him as I ran at him, once I had them down he was gone as we killed every single person in the shit hole. Well Iris would be seeing this on the news that's for sure, hope she didn't tie it back to me.

"Again he got away from me, this is becoming a serious problem," I said even I wouldn't risk the life of my men for my own. Shows me what a piece of scum he really is, to let his men die so he can escape.

"He can't run forever, only cowards run," Tiger said as we exited the building and driving off, I was plotting everything I was going to do to him. He had so much to pay for, mother, dogs, Anela's tears and Iris.

"Be seeing you Bobo," I said more to myself but I am sure they heard me just fine.

Okay the first of two chapters from Keegan's point of view done. I know I have been a crappie updater, just had plenty of work, kids and doctors appointments for the new baby. Please visit my Polyvore for clothes as always.