Lucy

My heart was racing as Brett pumped on her chest why wasn't she breathing? She looked so pale, please Char you have to breathe. I held her hand while everyone stood motionless scared. Finally she took a deep breath, water clogged her lungs Brett and I both pounded on her back as she gagged her eyes flew open scared. I took her from Brett's arms holding her tears welling up kissing her newly washed face.

Lucy: "Thank god your okay baby, why didn't you tell us you couldn't swim?"

Charlotte: "I can I just got dizzy and when Molly pushed me down I couldn't I just …

Shushing her I ran my fingers through her hair hearing her heart beating so fast. She still seemed to be having trouble breathing correctly. So I yelled for Molly to bring her a blanket. We got her up taking towels undressing her in private drying her off she was shivering. Than got clean clothes wrapped her in a thick blanket pulling her to us as we cuddled by the fire. Brett opened some beers and grabbed a guitar. Which he handed to me smiling as I wrapped her closer to me on my left side and him on my other side, I felt blessed having all my best friends by me.

After six six packs, some smores, which I ate only two of many songs and star watching we fell asleep cuddled together. We spent Sunday walking around the city going to a museum eating out and going to a concert.

Sunday night I drove Charlotte home she was still sleepy I just hoped she was okay I wanted so bad to be by her tonight but Brett and I needed some alone time. She fell asleep on the way home. By the time we got home to Appleton I was starting to get excited.

Lucy: "Kisses bitches"

Charlotte smiled as I dropped her off at her house she was barely awake with a quick feel of her forehead to make sure she wasn't feverish. I kissed her lips as I held her tightly. One glance at her driveway told me everyone was home. Her house is big but it's no mansion which out of all of us her family needed it their huge.

Lucy: "If you need anything my love call me don't be afraid"

She nodded as she exchanged kisses with the other girls before going inside. Next was Molly to be dropped off she high fived Cassie before giving me a quick kiss on my check.

Molly: "Thanks for an awesome weekend babe"

Cassie was three blocks later I got a double kiss from her as she skipped to her house. Kendra lived only two blocks down from me which was about fifteen minutes from Cassie so we used this time to talk.

Kendra: "Be careful Lucy I know you love Brett but your only sixteen you don't want to get pregnant or end up with a disease god only knows where he's been"

I had to laugh as I shock my head it was true mean but true.

Lucy: "So how are things with you and Archie?"

Her sigh told me she was frustrated. Pulling over to the side I turned off the car and turned to her.

Lucy: "Talk to me bitch what's going on? Archie's sweet he's totally in love with you"

Kendra: "I know that's the problem he is so sweet he is always writing me poetry, bringing me gifts I can't give him the one thing he wants most"

Lucy: "You mean his health?"

Kendra: "Well yea but no I mean we both know no one can control that but I know he wants to have sex and I can't .. I want to Luce more than anything but I signed that pledge and I mean it how do I break his heart? Does that make me a prude?"

Lucy: "No Kendra it makes you human if you don't want to do it you shouldn't have to babe just be honest if he truly loves you he will respect you maybe you should examen why you made that pledge did you do it out of fear from pain? Or did you mean it?"

I think what I said got to her she smiled and gave me a hug as I restarted the car up. Once I dropped her off she hugged me giving me a deep kiss whispering for me to be-careful and call her with the details.

Brett really is so sweet he was at my house before I got there he had rose petals lining my stairs to my room which he had lite in candlelight soft music. The floor of my room was covered in Roses, Daisies
Carnations, Gardenias.

He feed me strawberries, he held my hand while I fought the urge to knock them out of my hands Ana was screaming at me. I had already eaten so much this weekend I was feeling bloated which made me scared. He wrapped his arms around me kissing my head whispering how beautiful I was, his hands freely roamed my body, slowly undressing me as he kissed each and every part of my body.

Brett: "What's Ana saying baby?" Talk to me"

Lucy: "My thighs are blowing up I can't eat thatstrawberry I'll gain too much I'm weak if I eat that…

Brett laid me down slowly running his hands over my thighs kissing them running his tongue over them. I gasped as his touch sent shivers through me.

Lucy: M..y S...t..o..m..a..c..h it's oh…

Brett kissed my stomach all over.

Brett: "Your stomach is so flat Luce it's amazing your thighs are perfect there's not one part on your body that I don't love please don't listen to Ana she's hurting you I want to help you let me help you"

I wrapped my arms around him pulling him down kissing him hard he slide my shirt off kissing my body from my legs up to my thighs, stomach, each breast, my collar bone squeezing my butt. His lips nuzzled my neck, face.

We were both sweating breathing hard my body was so tight I wanted him so bad but my emotions were all over the place, tears were falling as I tried to fight Ana off but she was so strong screaming at me at every kiss every touch, I heard her, I felt him, he held me something no other guy has ever done, hell he rarely ever did it but tonight was different.

Brett: "Are you okay what's wrong?"

Lucy: "Nothing Brett nothing everything Is perfect thank you, you never held me before it means a lot all of this thank you"

Brett: "I don't want to just have sex with you Luce I want you to know how important you are to me to all of us, you deserved to be held kissed told how beautiful you are. They call it penetration for a reason. I don't want to penetrate into your emotions? Steal your dignity and self worth? Everything that makes you a Woman? A beautiful loving caring woman.. My woman"

Those words melted me as I kissed him deeply whispering for him to make love to me. Words can't express what I felt as we made love but it was completely different than just having sex, my emotions were working overtime. I felt all warm and fuzzy he made me feel secure and loved special and needed.

Having sex is just about experiencing the pleasure down there. When Brett and I had sex for the first time even the first kiss was tricky. We didn't know each other's make out styles, hell we didn't even know our own we were kids. Who was suppose to kiss the upper lip while kissing? Who plays a silent role and who takes control? Who moves the pelvis? Who's on top? Everything just goes from one confusion to another. It was fun, wild and sexy but confusing. While making love is all about the connection we feel, it's far more relaxed and slow paced than just having sex. It brings with it all the mad pleasure of sex and makes it a lot better by bringing another emotion into bed, love. To me that's why I moan so loudly while I can forget about Ana for a few hours relax and just be with Brett. Kiss him touch him play with him be with him and only him.

Connection and Pleasure when these two emotions come together, the pleasure is definitely intensified. The best part about making love, there's more foreplay and both of us were more comfortable and aware of each other's moves. There's no awkwardness in the air, and the sex is just perfect. I wish all my friends could feel this amazing as I was right now.