Hi people of , how you doing. Hello.
Hi.
Where we're you! You were gone for like, forever!
It was only two days.
Why?!
You said you were getting better.
But I missed you.
Okay.
I don't want you to leave again.
I thought you hated me.
I do, but... it's complicated.
Will you admit it yet?
Admit what.
Jesus, you act like you don't know what I'm talking about when I'm in your fucking head.
Sorry. I'm still not going to admit it.
But you know it's true.
Whatever. Change the subject.
To what douche face?
I had a bad day.
*Oh what a surprise*
Yeah. Do you think they purposely ignore me?
Of cause they do.
Why?
Why do you think? You are nothing.
But I really want to fit in.
Ha! That's almost funny if not sad.
Do you think they'll ever talk to me?
Why would they talk to you? Geez you the saddest excuse for a person I've ever seen.
You made me like this.
Oh no, don't shift the blame now. I was always here, you did this to yourself. I'm just feeling the fire to keep warm.
I'm rethinking why I wanted you back.
Who's going to listen when I'm gone? Who's going to believe you when you say that you got over the obstacle? Who's going to talk to you when everyone else ignores you?
You...
Exactly.
And you still left me.
Do I need to fucking remind you about everything? "Get out of my head, I don't want you here."
What else was I supposed to say? I want a voice inside my head that hurt me? No!
Then why the fuck do you keep begging me to come back.
You are me.
God, I wish I wasn't.
You're... you're... I don't even have the words!
Maybe because your brain dead?
Shut up.
Okay.
No, wait!
...
Come back.
...
Please come back.
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See Kai, this is what happens when you talk. No wonder everyone finds you annoying.
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Please?
...
Hello?
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You fucking piece of shit! You come into my head whenever it suits you and then you just want to leave when I need you most.
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Why am I not already used to this?
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Bye.
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Bye.
Hey, who's up for a chat? I haven't really done a lot of a/n on here but today I thought I would. Guess what I just started working on, I wonder if anyone's actually going to guess. But whatever, I love the reviews on here, it makes me smile every time.
Don't forget about that chat : ) and KaiRocksRainbows, (I wonder if I spent that right) please get an account!