It has come to my attention that I broke FF's rules in my last chapter because it had nothing to do with Ninjago. Which is why I plan to make up for it by doing this chapter. I hope you weren't expecting a happy ending. And don't worry, it's not the last chapter.

Do it again

...

Again

...

One more time

I thought that three was my limit.

It was. Then it was five. And now it's ten.

Okay...

It's pretty, isn't it?

Yeah. It is. It just sucks that it burns during training.

You're a ninja, stop being such a wimp

It's not that painful, it's just a bother sometimes.

Do you think that I give two shits about how you're feeling?

No...

And do you think that I give a fuck if you're feeling 'bothered'?

No...

So please explain to me Kai as to why the fuck you're filling your empty mind with this shit.

Geez, calm down. It's just a comment

What are you doing? Don't clean it up

Why not, I don't exactly want my team to see

But... play with it first

What?

Play with the blood first

Okay... it stings

But you've gotta admit, it's the best feeling you've had in a while.

It's one of the only feelings I've had in a while...

I'm glad you like it.

I always do

Why don't we make it a full ten, just think of how pretty they're all going to look, some will be long and others can be short, it's all up to you little red ninja.

Okay...

...

There. I'm done.

Now be a good boy an cut your wrists

But they're goi-

Cut your wrists, it feels even better

But-

They won't see it, it's winter now.

Okay...

Now doesn't that just feel so good?

Yeah... it does

Now make them nice and neat this time, not like your leg that's all fucked up

Don't worry

Yeah, don't only cut across, cut down too

But isn't that dangerous?

Trust me

I don't know if I can

Of cause you can, I know you best

Like... this?

Yeah. Just like that.

...

...

I don't... feel so well

It's just because of all the blood, you'll get used to it

I don't... I don't think that this is... safe.

It's all okay Kai, I'm here

No, I need... I need to get to... Sensei

He can't help you. No one can

No... I need... help

I'm your help. I've been helping you since the day I started talking. And wasn't this just such a fun journey?

I'm tired

Shhh, it's okay to go to sleep

Wha' about Nya... And the team... And Sen- Sensei

They won't miss you, so it's fine. They don't care

...

Night night, little ninja.

A/N ohhh, that beautiful little voice sounds like silk when you're alone and boy can it whisper. All those brilliant ideas have to come from somewhere. And to a huge thank you to Windy for the reviews. Now, I need to write about a certain piece of shit about how much of a fucking asshole he's been. *cough*CF*cough*

It's 10:16 PM in SA now and I'm lying in bed as I think about what other patterns I can do on my skin...