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Chapter 4

" I don't understand why I should be in your Harem."

" Why not?"

" Darkness... I'm not your branded prostitute."

" I never said you were."

" So why?"

" That is the only way I can get you here with Father's approval."

- Death, I sense something wrong with Darkness.-

" What is it, Father, that I may help you with?"

- No. I see no mind to pay attention to it. It might just be a trivial matter.-

" But Father, your senses are never wrong."

- Quite the flattery, Death. I am aging, you can see that.-

" But aged like fine wine you are, Father."

- The contrary. I believe that I will not be able to rule this realm for long. Soon, Death. It would be any time now.-

" Rest assure, Father. I will lengthen your time."

- No, Death. I wish to rest naturally. I do not wish to lengthen the date of my going. Do you understand, Death?-

" Yes, Father."

- Very well. And when that time comes when I am gone, I want you to take my place. You will be the next Hell. You understand the burden, Death?-

" I do. I accept my role. Thank you, Father. I will not disappoint you."

I think Darkness didn't mind destroying everything he has. I mean, you open the doors with your hands, don't you? He rained black fire on them. The doors were gone, reduced to ashes and dust.

I stared blankly at him.

" So... what happens to the doors?"

" I don't know."

Note to self : in Hell, one must not care about anything.

" This is my room. This is where you sleep with me."

" I don't want to sleep with you, pervert."

" Watch your mouth."

" Fine."

" Wrath wants you, you know that, yes?"

" Yes."

" And so I can't let you out of my sight."

" I just did." I moved behind him.

" Discipline yourself or I'll discipline you."

" Fine."

" You won't leave me and you'll tell me everything that you're doing, deal?"

" Why are there so many contracts in this?"

" Because I want to make sure that you belong to me and only me."

" Fine but I'm not sleeping with you."

Darkness did this sort of fist to the forehead, instead of a facepalm.

" Just listen, okay? Wrath is here, he wants you. You can't leave me because if you do then I will set fire raining down on the whole universe. And if Wrath gets you, you become his test subject, a human pin cushion, whatever he feels like to torture you into nothing at all."

" Is that who you'd rather be with? A sadist instead of me?"

" What about Sin... or Death?"

" What about me? How about me? Why not me?!"

" Shiro?..."

" I AM NOT! I AM DARKNESS, FOURTH SON OF HELL. I AM EVERYWHERE. I AM ALMIGHTY-"

" I am void, I am filth, I am unwanted, I am nothingness."

Okay...

Mood swings, common among Darkness.

" Shiro?"

" Your Shiro does not exist."

" I am your pawn. I am aware of that. So do anything you want with me. I'll gladly accept my fate."

" Choose your words wisely, anything could mean utterly anything I want you to be, anything I could make you do."

" I will do anything."

" Come nearer."

I neared in, cold sweat beaded my face. I was starting to regret what I said. I wonder if I can get away somehow…

" Nearer."

He was impatient.

Its okay, I mean, he was just going to slap me right? I gave myself a pat in the back, laughing awkwardly.

Sure, what could be wrong?

He isn't gay, he claimed it so well.

He doesn't lie... right?

" Nearer." He frowned.

" Do you want me to make it clear to you, whackjob? I want you to kiss me."

He made it look normal. Oh so normal. Its not like I'm losing my first kiss. To a boy.

"Kiss you?" I stumbled backward.

He moved towards me, his hand covering my mouth. " Why? Are you afraid... Ichigo...?"

I nodded my head vigorously.

Nope. Nope. Nope. I'm outta here. Nope.

You can't pay me to kiss him, ever.

He leaned in.

When his nose almost touched mine, I yanked his hand away. Too late.

His lip touched mine.

"Nnh...!"

If I looked like anything, I would look like a tomato with steam gushing out from the sides. His hair fell on my face.

He smelled so nice I managed to cool myself down.

" Do you like it?" He bit his lip and smirked at me.

" Are you crazy? You expect me to like that?"

" Are you not satisfied? Then lay back. I will try again. This time, resistance is futile." He leaned in again, this time pushing my shoulders down.

Now that I think about it, either way, he would've kissed me again.

Something inside me was churning. He's skilled at this. I felt my cheeks burn. Why am I thinking about this?

" Nghhh..."

" Hah... ah!"

" No... more..."

" Shut up. I'm in control. I'll make you want me."

" Are you that turned on, just by kisses?" He licked his lips.

I lay there panting. I don't know. I don't have an answer. I don't know, I don't understand what it should be like. It feels good. I know its bad.

So why do I want more?

" I... don't know."

" Hmm? You don't know?"

" Just stop."

" Are you tired?"

I nodded weakly.

We both sighed.

" You're no fun."

I didn't really bothered to listen. I knew it was turning midnight... a little too fast for me to notice. Darkness had a clock and it showed 11:32.

What did I do all day? Did I spend that much time in the void?

I closed my eyes and let my mind drift away. Not too long after, I slept.

I woke up the next morning, drained and dead. I tried to wake Darkness up with my eyes closed.

" Darkness, Shiro...? Wake up."

" Wake up." I tried rocking the body.

" Wake up!" I slapped the body, all with my eyes closed.

" You know what? Fine, some of us have better things to do than lay in bed all day."

I jumped out of bed, then realize I don't know where the bathroom is.

And that darkness had long left the room.

So the body I've been rocking and slapping was a pillow.

And I was talking to air.

" Darkness!" I shouted.

" Where in hell is your bathroom?"

Technically, I'm not swearing.

'sir-'

I jumped back a little, almost fainting from shock.

Nobody except Darkness inhabits this place... right?

'sir, I am Lord Darkness's butler, butler Caine.'

" Oh. Where's Darkness?"

'I am gravely sorry for disappointing you, kind sir but Lord Darkness ordered me to accompany you as he is busy with work in hand.'

" Well, okay. Where's the bathroom."

'on your right sir, I will lead you.'

'what would you prefer me to refer you as, sir?'

" Kurosaki will do."

'sir Kurosaki, I will now lead you to your destination.'

So after I spent 30 minutes trying to understand how to operate a faucet without it spilling blood and green moss for some reason, I got out of the bathroom with a clean face.

" Where is Darkness? I have to see him."

'it wouldn't be wise to interrupt Lord Darkness when he is working.'

" I demand to."

'as you wish, sir.'

We continued through spiral stairs after spiral stairs, a corridor decorated in gooey black liquid that I suppose could only be blood, a doorway that led into a hallway stuffed with old ventriloquist dolls.

I was petrified that one of the dolls would start screaming MAMA and the other dolls would swarm around me and drive me insane.

The faces of pure horror.

I shut my eyes for the rest of the journey and let Caine drag me through.

We were passing a window way that was supposed to overlook those who have sinned and are currently being tortured by Wrath.

We were passing a room where books are flying overhead and huge monitor changing constantly, reporting to Sin who had sinned and the depth of their punishment in the afterlife. The books, described by Caine, was spells and curses and and forbidden rituals and sacrifices.

We were passing a huge library, so as Caine says, was Death's library, and books lined the shelves. All 7 billion and them. The amount of people on Earth and their lives written down on the same amount of books until it ends with a dot. The dot that signifies death. The end.

And my book might just be half empty. No dot whatsoever.

We reached a door, gold and black, scratched. The door was huge, and there were words on the outer parts of the door. I looked at the words, trying to figure them out. I don't know this language... it looked ancient.

I swung the door open, greeted by a void that resonated not even a speckle of light.

" Darkness?"

" What is this? Why are you here?"

" I came here to find you."

" Caine? Why did you bring him here?"

'Lord, I was doing what I was told to.'

" This is not one of them!"

'Lord, I was told to not deny any of sir's request...'

'I'm sorry, my Lord. Do forgive me!'

" OUT!"

'y-yes, my Lord.'

" Let's go back to your case, Ichigo. Why?"

" I'm not at fault here! You said I was to not leave your sight. What is this then? You left without telling me, without worrying the danger of Wrath nearing me? You don't care about me anymore?"

" Have you grown dependent on me now, Ichigo? I have my duties, you should know well about that."

" At least leave a note! What am I going to do in there? Stare at the ceiling and go insane?"

" You could, I wouldn't mind."

I was so eager to show him the finger, but no doubt I will be thrown into the depths of his sexual desire again.

I took a deep breath.

" Why is it dark here? You can't do anything when it's dark."

" I'm not doing anything."

I rolled my eyes, duties. Someone had duties. Duties.

" Turn the lights on."

" Don't you dare."

" Why not?"

" I don't want to."

" Caine, turn the lights on."

'yes, sir.'

I felt guilty. I knew what Darkness would do to Caine. But if he goes against his nen, he'll go against me.

" Caine... Do leave..."

'yes, my Lord.'

I stared at the mummy before me. It was sitting on a black throne, which the back of the throne looked like it was made from fire.

Black fire.

" Do you wish you hadn't see me? Do you regret seeing me? How do you feel now? Are you happy?"

Darkness voice was hinted with deadly pain. He was covered in bloody bandages from head to toe, all but his left eye, and his mouth. He had rings below his eyes. He didn't look like the Darkness I knew.

" I'm asking you. Are you happy to see me like this?"

" Answer me."

" What happened?"

" Answer me."

" I'm not happy."

" Then why did you take the risk?"

" What did you do?"

" I didn't do anything."

" It couldn't be, you were up to something."

" Nothing happened."

" Tell. Me."

" Nothing! None of your concern! Leave!"

He leaned back, painfully.

" I'm not leaving." I stood there, even though I wanted to run for my life.

To run away from everything.

I can't cope with my new life.

" What did you say?"

" I'm not leaving until you tell me what is going on, what happened, why are you hurt and if I was the one that made you like this!"

" Shut up."

" Leave."

" Don't come back."

" I will return if I want to."

" Nothing is wrong. I am only doing what is right."

" You are worth what I am going through. You are worth the pain I am willing to endure."

" You are the yellow in my eyes, the only colour I wish to see."

" So leave. Before I hurt you again."

And with that, I was whirled back into the bedroom.

Darkness...

It hurts me to see you like this.

I don't know what this pain is,

And it hurts.

It hurts too much.

Darkness, tell me what is this.

Is this pain for love,

Or love for pain?

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