Jacob's POV
Why the fuck was that leech watching my mate, MINE! Not his. I'm gonna kill'em but not now, now I need to go talk to Scarlet.
I shift, pull on my shorts, walk to the back door and knock. BANG! BANG! BANG! Two minutes later she throws the back door open and freezes, looking sort of pissed.
"Jacob! Why are you trying to break down my damn door!?"
Our eyes meet, a wave of possessiveness and jealousy washes over me. Unable to control my body, I reach forward, grab Scar by her upper arms and do what I've longed to do, since the first day we met. I kiss her. She relaxes her body against mine and returns the kiss. Scar pulls away seconds later and lays her head on my chest.
"Why did ya do that, Jacob?"
"I wanted to, your not mad are you?"
"No, Jake I'm not mad."
"Good."
"Jacob?"
"Yeah, honey?"
"Ya still haven't told me, why ya were tryin' to break down, Charlie's back door."
"Um."
"Well Jake, I'm waitin'."
Ah, what the hell. "Honey, what was that little performance all about a few minutes ago." She jerks herself free from me and glares at me. I swear, I hear a growl come her.
"You were watchin' me?"
"Yes"
"Why, tha fuck would'cha do that Jake!?"
"I need to protect you."
"You need to protect me. From what, the trees? Cause that's all there is in the back yard."
She says with a wicked little grin, which pisses me off. I know damn well she knew that bloodsucker was there watching her. I'll bet money she was doing it for him. Even though that thought pissed me off more, I still loved the show.
"No Scarlet I'm not protecting you from the fucking trees, look it doesn't matter just know that I'm watching." I turn to leave than stop and turn back to her.
"Stay away from Jasper Hale, he's dangerous." I'm almost at the tree line, when Scarlet stops me dead in my tracks.
"Jacob I'm sorry, I really do care about ya but I can't keep away from Jasper." That goes right through me. I'm livid, I run to her and start screaming.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T DO THAT, I FORBID IT! STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM HIM, UNDERSTAND!" She just shakes her head no.
"You can't forbid me Jake and I can't stay away from Jasper, please don't ask me to."
I begin to shake, but I clam myself just enough not to phase. This is Bella all over again, but worse my imprint the one made for me, is choosing a bloodsucker over me NO! NOT THIS TIME! I decide to do something about it.
"Fine you won't stay away, I'll make you stay away!" I grab her and toss her over my shoulder, and run for La Push
"Jacob put me down!"
"NO!"
"Please put me down."
"Damn it Scarlet, I said NO!"
"JACOB BLACK, I SAID PUT ME DOWN! NOW!"
I do as she says and put her down, then back away from her. My wolf's upset, he like me doesn't understand how she can give us an alpha command when she's not even a wolf. She quickly spins around and takes off in the direction we had just came from, I follow. Stopping a few feet away, she turns and looks at me.
"Leave me alone Jacob! Go away!" She walks away and I fall to my knees. I can't stop myself from crying.
"It's happening again." She stops.
"What's happenin' again?"
"Bella." She comes to me.
"Jake what are you talkin' about? What does my cousin have to do with this?" Should I tell her? YES!
"I was in love with her, I gave her my heart and she crushed it, by choosing that bloodsucker over me." I sob even harder.
"Now it's happening again I'm being looked over for a fucking leech." I start to get pissed off even more, than I already am.
"Why? What the fuck does these dead bloodsucking parasites got that I don't?" I look at her and she's crying now. I'm not sitting here and watch her cry, cause it hurts her to tell me, she wants him more!
"I get it." I get up and walk off.
"Jacob wait! Please!" I stop and stand there, she walks over and stands in front of me. I hang my head, I can't look into those eyes and know I can't have her.
"Jake look at me." I continue to look at the ground.
"Jacob please look at me." I feel her soft beautiful fingers take my chin and lift my head, she smiles.
"Jacob do you love me?"
"Yes with everything that I am."
"Then you have to trust me. When the time is right, which I promise will be soon, I'll tell ya tha truth about everythin'. For now though, know that I am not choosin' Jasper over you. I promise I'm not."
"Why can't you tell me now? If it involves me I have the right to know."
"I'm sorry Jake, but I can't." I've had enough of this, I be damned if I let myself get treated like shit again, by the woman I love.
"Ok Scarlet, I understand, but know this when you're ready to talk I won't be here to listen."
"Jake plea...
"NO! I'm done Scar, I can't take this shit no more, I can't take the woman I love keeping secrets from me, anymore."
She doesn't move , she doesn't speak, she doesn't do anything. I sigh and start walking away again.
"JACOB! STOP! Please come with me and I'll tell ya what ya want to know."
Scar's POV
What should I do? Tell'em don't tell'em. If I tell him that means I have to tell Jasper and I haven't gotten him from the pixie yet that's what the fuck I've been waiting for. Why the fuck does he have to be so difficult? Why couldn't he just wait a while longer, till I got Jasper? Then I would have told them both! My decision's made for me when he starts to walk away again, I have a bad feeling if I let him go, I won't see him anymore.
"JACOB! STOP! Please come with me and I'll tell ya what ya want to know." He stays rooted to the spot, I sigh then go over and take his hand.
"Please Jake, I'm not liein' to ya, I will tell ya what ya want to know, but ya have to come with me." He sighs then looks down at me.
"Ok, Scar I'll come. Where are we going?" I smile.
"Change first." He walks into the bushes and comes back as a wolf. He walks to me and lowers his head, so that I can pet him.
"Jake you're so beautiful, can I get a lift?"
He lays down so that I can climb onto his back. When I'm on I tell him where to go he isn't happy at all, but we go where I want to go. Riding on top of Jake is awesome, I feel so alive the speed is so exhilarating, I don't want to stop. I hope bringing all this out now doesn't scare them off. I'm in love with both my guys and I can't be without either of them, I want to keep my Vampire and my Wolf. I can't help what I do next, I lay down on his back at the nap of his neck and kiss him, then whisper.
"Can I keep you?"
He barks and I smile. I have my answer, when we arrive at the Cullen's I climb off Jake. He slides back into the trees, moments later he's standing beside me dressed and looking very confused.
"Scar what the hell are we doing here!?" I smile.
"You're fixin to find out." I head for the door, knock and wait. Bella opens the door.
"Scar? Jake? What are you doing here?" I grin at her.
"Is Jasper home?"
"Yes, would you like to come in while I get him for you." She opens the door further.
"Thank you, Bella."
She shows Jake and I to what looks like the family room, then blurs out of sight. While we wait, I run what I'm going to say thru my head over and over. I feel that this isn't goanna go so well. Why would they want to share, they're suppose to, but that doesn't mean they will.
"Scar?"
I know that voice anywhere, I turn and there he stands in all his glory, looking sexy as fuck! Oh please don't let this go wrong.
"Hey Jasper."
"What are you doing here, and why is that mutt here?"
Ok now that pisses me off three days and I"m already sick of the name calling and it's Jake doing most of it.
"Jasper please refrain from callin' Jake a mutt or dog." Then I turn to Jake.
"And you quit with the leech and bloodsucker got it." They both nod.
"Ok good, now Jake you want to know why we're here?" he just nods.
"Alright we're here because the secret I've been keepin' involves him to." I point to Jasper.
"I don't understand." Jasper says.
"You will."
I tell them the story of the werewolf queen that disappeared thousands of years ago, they sit there stone faced. "So now you fast forward a few thousand years to ten months before I was born, my parents well my dad was visited by the wolf queen's spirit." I watch they still don't move so I keep going.
"She told him that it was her time to be reborn, that he and his mate were the ones chosen to be her parents, to guide her till she took control of her destiny." Jasper finally speaks.
"So yer tellin' us, yer this queen reborn." I nod.
"Yep, that's exactly what I'm tellin' ya."
I look over at Jacob and wait for him to say something, after a few minutes he does and I release the breath I'd been holding.
"What the shit does that have to do with, what you promised me in the woods!?" Jasper growls.
"Why tha fuck were ya alone in the woods, with my mate!?" Jacob gets in his face.
"YOUR MATE! I don't think so fucker she's MINE! I imprinted on her!"
"Fuck you Jacob Black you couldn't have Bella so you jumped on the closes thing! Which happens to be MY MATE!"
They are nose to nose growling and snarling at each other and are getting louder. If I don't stop this soon they'll tear down Carlisle and Esme's house, plus I'm getting a fucking headache from all the noise.
"ENOUGH!" I shout, they stop and look at me.
"SIT DOWN!" Jacob quickly sits down, Jasper on the other hand does not which pisses me off. I glare at him.
"I SAID SIT DOWN NOW!" He sits down. I feel the change, something shifts. I feel the power, my power. I'm getting stronger, in less than a month I will have my full powers and be able to transform. I watch both my mates, neither has said a word.
"You stupid block heads that's why we're here, you didn't let me finish the story! Can I continue or will there be another dick measurin' contest?"
I take their silence as the go ahead. "The queen has two mates, one vampire." I point to Jasper.
"One wolf." I point to Jacob. Jacob opens his mouth, but can't speak so Jasper speaks for the both of them.
"Both of us are yer mates?"
"Yes."
No one says anything after that, after a while I stand. "Both of ya need time to think this over and talk about it. If ya decide ya don't want me I'll understand, but I want ya to know I'm in love with the both of ya and want ya both very much and I don't want to do this without ya. I'm leavin' ya know where to find me when ya have yer answer."
I walk for the door just when I get there I stop and turn to Jake. "Remember what I asked on the way over here?" He nods.
"What was your answer?" Tears fall from his eyes.
"Yes" I smile slightly.
"Remember that." Then I leave and send up a silent prayer. God please let them accept this I know it's messed up, but now that I have them I can't make it without them, please god let me keep them, please.