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Bella POV

I practically rolled out of bed for work. I walked to the shower still half asleep and climbed in. I turned on the shower and a burst of cold water hit me in the face. Now I was a awake. I washed my hair with my favorite strawberry and freesia shampoo and cleaned off.

I stepped out of the shower and dried off. I threw on my regular, old scrubs on and went to go fix my hair. I dried it with the blow drier and then threw it up in a ponytail. I then went to the kitchen and poured myself a bowl of Cheerios.

I finished my cereal then I brushed my teeth. I grabbed my keys and wallet and left my apartment. I looked at the clock in my truck. 11:00pm. Good. I could take my time getting to work today. I drove slow and ended up parking, at 11:22pm, next to a new car I had never seen before. I went inside and clocked in.

"Bella, how's it going?" I heard Alice's voice behind me.

"Good." I said. "You?"

"Oh, wonderful! I went to that new store in Port Angeles and got lots of new stuff."

"That sounds cool Alice." I said looking for a patients chart. I found it. "I better go." I said holding it up.

"Aww..okay..see ya." She said with a frown.

"I'll see you at lunch."

"Yay!" She said clapping.

I walked downstairs holding the rail so I wouldn't fall, but miraculously enough I fell anyways. I put my hand in front of me to brace the fall, but instead I felt someone strong arms catching me. Who is this? I thought to myself. No one in this hospital is that nice they would just laugh at me. I looked up and saw the man I had seen at the groceries store. He was just as handsome close up. Oh shit. I better move my fat ass. I thought moving away quickly.

"Thanks." I mumbled.

"No problem. I'm Dr. Cullen." He said with a smile.

"Bella. I'm just a nurse." I said.

"Well I better get going. Paperwork and stuff." He said.

"Oh... Bye." I said and we went our separate ways.

I tended to my patient with the usual comments of fat ass, lard ass, and various other names they had up their sleeves.

I walked by the front desk where Lauren and Jane were sitting as usual. Dr. Cullen though was a few feet away talking to a patient.

"Omg. Bella is such a slut." Dr. Cullen walked closer to where we were at. "She was totally trying to get Dr. Cullen."Lauren said.

"I know. Thank god he turned her away. Who would wanna be with that fat bitch anyways." Jane said. I closed my eyes and felt my cheeks heat up knowing he could hear them. I reopened them and walked faster toward the break room, then I changed my mind and went to the locker room again. Instead of eating lunch I sat in silence and waited.

After my break was up I headed back to check my patients. I kept my head down. I didn't want to see him. I had checked most of patients, but on the last one I ran into him in the hall. I looked up waiting for him to say something rude, but he didn't. He just looked at me with sad eyes.

"Sorry." I said.

"Bella. What they said earlier..."

"You think it's true? Well, so does everyone else." I said looking at my shoes.

"No, I don't think it's true." He said.

"Oh..." I said. He placed a hand on my shoulder. "I need to check on this patient." I said. He just gave me a nod and I left.

I checked on this patient longer than necessary to make sure Dr. Cullen was gone. I stepped out into the hallway and I went up to where Alice was. When I got there she got up and we walked in silence to the locker room. In the locker room she spoke.

"Bella, Dr. Cullen told me about what happened today."

"Did he tell everyone in the entire hospital."

"No, Bella and he's just trying to be nice." She said.

"Well it's none of his business. It happens to me all the time. Anywhere I go." I said grabbing my keys and wallet out of my locker.

"That's the point. It shouldn't be happening." She said.

"Ok." I told Alice and walked out of the room. I clocked out and then left. I went home and did what I hadn't done in years. I cut myself. I felt such a relief. A relief that isn't good, but at the same time is good.

Ever since I was a kid people calling me names and physically abusing me had happened. My father was the first one who started it, then from there on it seems like it should happening all the time. I felt like I wasn't worthy of anything in high school. I cut myself and would drink to try to drown everything out, but then I almost killed myself by accident, cutting too far one night, but I didn't care I still did it anyways. Then I stopped one night after a nurse came and spoke to us at school about her job. Right then and there I knew what I wanted to be. So I stopped all the drinking and cutting and just blocked everyone out who bullied me. It was hard, I did slip up a few time, but I did it.

I was snapped out of my thoughts when I heard a knock on my door. I opened it to see Dr. Cullen.

"Oh, Bella you live here. " He said. I nodded my head.

"I was just wondering if..." He looked down and noticed my arm covered in blood that I had forgotten about. "Bella." He said stepping in to apartment and taking my arm. I felt numb and unable to speak.

"Bella, why did you do this." He said closing the door and taking me to the sink. He washed my arm off. " I'll right back." He said and dashed across the hallway to his apartment. I let a few tear slip.

He came back with a first aid kit. He grabbed some gauze, medical tape, antibiotics, and stuff to clean the cuts. He led me to the couch to sit down. He cleaned my arm and put gauze on it. He then got up and went to put everything away. I sat there looking down at my arm with tears streaming down my face. He came back in and I tried to wipe away the tears.

"Bella." He said as he set down next to me. "Don't cry." He said holding me."Its okay."

I looked up and saw that he really cared. That made me cry harder.

After a few minutes my tears dried up.

"Thank you." I said.

"No problem. If you ever need anything just come talk to me." He said holding my hand.

"Ok, thanks." I said with a breath of relief.

He stood up and so did I. I walked with him to my door.

"Would you like to go to dinner with me on Saturday." He said.

"Oh...yeah I'd love to go." I said.

"Good. I'll pick you up at 7. He hugged me once more before he left. Before he went into his apartment I spoke.

"Thanks again Dr. Cullen. I'm sorry you had to see that."

"It's fine and call me Carlisle. Besides Bella sometimes we need someone and I think that's what you needed tonight."

"Ok, Carlisle and you can call me Isabella." He nodded.

"Goodnight Isabella." He said.

"Goodnight."I said and I closed my door.


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