Authors note: So this story is officially almost over. This chapter and another once and thats it. Thanks soooo much for those who have supported me and read it through. And thanx to those who have reviewed. This is a short one but please review anyway, But even if you dont, please continue to read. Its almost over, and Ian is already gone. The last two are gonna be moving so be ready, and now without further adue, I give to u "Never Be's"

Never Be's

(DOCTOR CARA'S POV)

The rain is coming down hard on this dark day in Moscow. And I'm standing at the back of a funeral service. The Funeral Service for one Lonny Christof.

Spencer is by by the priest and casket, standing next to a tall dark haired man and a sobbing 13 year old. My oldest Demolition boy is crying softly, a hand perched on the sobbing childs shoulder, while the other holds an umbrella above them. Sheilding them from the rain, though I know that he wishes that he could sheild them from the pain as well.

Bryan and Tala are side by side behind them. Close enough for support, but far enough away for respect. They hold hands as friends now, and asked to be here for their oldest brother. And I am here for them all. And in this cemetery I think of things that will never be again.

Never again will there be a Lonny Christof. Never again will there be BryanXTala. Never again will there be four Demolition Boys standing together as one. And while there are many negative, there are many positives as well. Never again will Borris or Voltaire hurt my boys. Never again will young Carlo do without his brother Tala. Never again will Spencer do without Paul and Polly. Never again will Bryan hurt another person.

I stand solehm as the preist says his final words.

"17 years ago I did the service for Rosa Turnivov. A woman that went to young, and at the service was our dear Lonny, who was lost in this world all alone in the darkness. And Here we are now. Lonny lived a long and happy life though it was cut short, And has a wonderful husband and son and nephew to carry on in her place. She was a loving, and caring person. And while this wonderful person is in the darkness once again, Her loving and Caring heart is destined to find the light where she'll wait patiently with Rosa to see the rest of her family once again. The love and care she showed carrying on the hearts she left behind. May you rest in peace Lonny."

And with that the service ended and I watch as Spencer, Paul and Polly place pink roses on the slowly lowering casket, and everyone disperses from the Cemetery. Even Paul and Polly, leaving My boys by the grave. I wait patiently as they say a prayer, before they are ready to leave themselves. I linger a moment making my way to the grave marker. Reading the words printed there.

"Here lies Lonny Christof. A loving Wife, Mother And Aunt. She Loved, Lost, And Loved some more. And Her love will go on forever."

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Notes: This is Doctor Cara Shernovov and I am happy to say that the remaining Demolition Boys are in the final Stages of their recovery. For today Ive asked them to write down things that will never be for them again. They will take their peice of paper and put it in the ground beneath the roots of a pine tree they will plant atop it. Its a tradition amongst my patients to do this. To let go of the things in their life that will never be again and move forward to things that can and will happen for them. I myself wont see the things they write, But I'm hopefull that as they put these "Never Be's" Into the ground, they can start over and move forward to their new lives.

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Tala's Never Be's

1. I'll never again be Borris's Puppet or Cyborg to use and control

2. I'll never again be tortured and abused the way I was as a child

3. I'll never again be the same person I was, I'll be better

4. I'll never again feel so alone that all i wish for is death and darkness to take me

5. I'll never again let anyone hurt my brothers and team

6. I'll never again let myself hurt someone for the sake of others

7. And most importantly I'll never again give up. I gave up once, and now standing before a long road I see a sense of hope and light. And I wont give up the chance I have been given.

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Spencer's Never Be's

1. I'll never again be without a family to love and cherris besides my brothers

2. I'll never again be a Puppet to Borris and Biovolt

3. I'll never again lose someone in anothers pursuit to power

4. I'll never again feel like a monster in my own skin

5. I'll never again sad and lonley in this world

6. I'll never again hurt others or myself out of pain and grief, its not worth it

7. And I'll never allow the generation after me to go through what i've been through. Life is hard and long, and while things will only get longer and harder for me I know I can get through it, with my family with me.

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Bryan's Never Be's

1. I'll never again be forced to hurt others

2. I'll never again hate myself

3. I'll never again allow others to hurt or use me or my body for their own selfishness

4. I'll never again be so low that all I wish for is pain and death

5. I'll never again feel like a monster who can only hurt and cause pain

6. I'll never again be tainted

7. And I'll never again be the same person I was before. I've grown and changed, and while times will get hard for me and my recovery will be long, I know i'll be alright.

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Notes: I watch from the window as my boys plant their "Never Be Tree's". Each wears a solehm expression as the task is done as they look up at the now clear and bright sky. They have come a long way. And they will never be again the same boys that came to me nearly 9 months ago. They have grown and changed. They are free now and hopeful for a bright future together. And the things that will never be for them again are burried safley in the ground forever, where they'll stay while 3 new boys will walk away from these things forever.