Chapter 3
Natalie bit her lip nervously as she watched Allie sift through her closet and place outfits on the bed. It was eight in the evening and almost time for her to meet Marcus and Didyme in the mansion. She walked over to Allie as her nerves started to get the best of her.
"You don't have to do all of this for me. In fact, we can just call the whole thing off," suggested Natalie as Allie held an outfit out in front of her.
"My favorite color is purple, what is yours?"
"Black is fine."
"Natalie, you are meeting new people, not going on a heist. You can wear something that doesn't make you blend in," giggled Allie and Natalie groaned.
"What does someone wear to meet the rulers of the vampire world? That is like meeting a president or prime minister. By the way, I have shapeshifted into both, not as glamorous as you would think."
"Marcus and Didyme are great. They have a natural way of putting people at ease. You will also get to meet Carlisle and Esme. I know they are excited to meet you."
"How many people are there in these covens exactly?"
"Well, you have met most of them by now, but you still need to meet Josh's grandmother, Sue, and her husband, Charlie. He is Bella's dad. Seth and Kaya will be back from Spain tonight, so you will get to meet his uncle. Oh and eventually, you can meet the pack, which means you will meet my dad, the alpha."
"If I didn't have impeccable memory, my head would be caving in right now," whined Natalie.
"But you do, so it isn't. Here, you should wear this. I know you don't like dresses, but every girl should have a little black dress when they want to make an impression. Go try it on."
"Do I have to," she whined and Allie rolled her eyes.
"Do not make me have to go get Alice. She always gets her way and would be far pushier," warned Allie.
"Fine," grumbled Natalie. She darted into the bathroom and quickly changed before reappearing in front of Allie, who let out a low whistle.
"This is definitely a good look for you," complimented Allie.
"Really," asked Natalie skeptically.
"See for yourself," suggested Allie and Natalie looked on in shock as she stared back at her reflection in the mirror on the wall.
"Wow, this is beautiful."
"It is beautiful on you. Alice bought this for me. It was for a party, but I decided on a purple dress I liked better. You can have it. I think it was made for you." Natalie turned to face her, but stared down at her feet.
"Allie, why are you doing all of this for me?"
"Doing what?"
"Come on, the surfing advice, the clothes, the family rundown. What is in it for you?"
"Why does something have to be in it for me?"
"Because that is how people work. No one does anything without a cost and in my experience, a pretty steep one. There was a time when I didn't think that way, but I was a naïve little girl. I know the way the world works."
"Does your world include shapeshifters and hybrids and islands and stealth jets?"
"Just one shapeshifter, so no," admitted Natalie.
"Mine didn't either before I met Zach, so I had to learn how to adapt. I am still learning, but luckily my power allows me to adapt quicker than most. You want to know what is in it for me?"
"Yes and please be honest."
"It is nice to have someone around that is still trying to figure this out too. I might be more settled in than you are, but I am still trying to see what I can contribute to this amazing family. I know what it feels like to be overwhelmed and scared. The first time I went to a Cullen party, I was a human and terrified. I was also insanely jealous because all of the vampire women were enamored with my mate, but that is beside the point."
"He is quite charming," admitted Natalie and Allie arched an eyebrow at her.
"The possessive newborn in me is irked by that observation."
"Relax, newborn, he isn't my type. He has the whole boyish charm thing, but I like my guys tall, dark, and handsome. The curly hair and dimples are adorable, but Josh has a rugged manliness to him." Allie guffawed.
"Josh, you mean the guy that is probably primping and fixing his hair in the mirror as we speak?"
"Hey, I like his hair."
"So does he," teased Allie and they both laughed.
"Well, all I know is that he turns into an animal. You don't get more rugged than that."
"I will take your word for it. So, are you ready?"
"No, but it is now or never. Thanks for helping me find something to wear. I am used to packing light."
"Another great perk about being around this family, the shopping sprees. You will never have to worry about finding an outfit again."
"Shopping sprees cost money," reminded Natalie.
"True, but that should be the least of your worries. It took me some time to embrace that idea, but I will give you some more advice. Either accept that Josh is going to shower you with gifts because in his mind money is no object or have Alice sit you down for a lecture about why that is the case."
"She is so small, yet I feel like I should fear her."
"Follow that instinct, but you are lucky because she has a soft spot for Zach and Josh. She will go easy on you."
"What about Josh's parents?"
"Get in good with Leah and Rose and you are golden."
"So it isn't just some running joke that I am not in on. Rosalie is actually like Josh's second mother?"
"Yes and she is fierce. My future mother-in-law can be very kind, but also very terrifying. Leah is the same way. Stay on her good side and you are fine."
"Good to know," said Natalie and Allie checked her phone.
"Alright, the boys are going to wait for us on the balcony of the mansion. Let's find you a pair of heels and get out of here. Oh, what about these? They are bit snug for me, so they should fit you." Allie tossed her a pair of heels and Natalie smiled as she slipped them on.
"Okay, this is crazy. I can't believe we our only one shoe size apart and I can actually fit into your dresses."
"My friend Mia and I were the same size in everything. It was perfect because it was like having two closets, mine and hers. We always got ready together for big occasions."
"Where is she now?"
"We grew apart when I graduated high school. I moved to California and I think she resented me for leaving her behind. By the time I came back, we were just two different people."
"That must have sucked."
"It did, but I have gained so much more than I ever expected when I met Zach. I spend most of my time with him and Josh, but there are a lot of people to hang out with. Alice is fun to shop with. Rose is going to teach me how to give a car a tune up when we get back to the island. Carlisle and I talk about medicine. I am horrible at chess, so Jasper promised to teach me. Emmett is fun to wrestle with, especially since he is obsessed with being the only one to beat me. Seth is Zach's big brother and he and his mate, Kaya, are really fun to hang out with too. Esme is the kindest person I have ever met. Everyone goes to her for comfort. Those are just some of the people that come to mind. It is a big family with a lot of personalities and so much fun. Now, maybe I can add you to the list if you would just choose mate instead of focusing on Josh as your protector."
"Subtle, you have obviously done this before," teased Natalie and Allie shrugged.
"Maybe not subtle, but hopefully it gets the job done. We both know how you feel about him. You just have to tell him."
"Oh we do," challenged Natalie.
"I saw the way you were watching him in the water today. You look at him like I look at Zach."
"No, no, no, you drool over Zach. I don't look at Josh like that."
"Hey, I do not drool."
"Gaze, long for, swoon over, you can choose the words, but it all means the same," teased Natalie and she laughed when Allie tossed a blouse at her.
"You know, for someone that says she can't do this socializing thing because she is such a loner, you are pretty good at it. Dare I say you are having fun here?"
"I am about to meet the Volturi. Let's say I am mildly entertained due to the festivities of the day, but still suspicious of my surroundings."
"I'll take it," said Allie as they darted out of the villa and headed for the mansion. Josh and Zach were waiting for them on the balcony, along with Rosalie, Emmett, Jacob, and Leah. Allie giggled when Zach nuzzled her neck.
"That took too long. I missed you," he whispered to her and she tenderly kissed him.
"Get a room," said Josh and Rosalie groaned.
"Parents are present," reminded Rosalie, causing Zach to hug his mother.
"Sorry, mom," he chuckled.
"I suppose I will have to get used to it since you will be newlyweds soon," conceded Rosalie.
"He is definitely our son, babe," boasted Emmett as Rosalie rolled her eyes. Josh held out his hand to Natalie.
"Forgive them, they can't seem to help themselves. You look absolutely stunning tonight."
"Thank you. I wanted to make a good impression since my fate rests in the hands of the Volturi tonight," she informed as he hugged her. Carlisle and Esme walked outside with welcoming smiles.
"Your fate is not in jeopardy. You have my word," said Carlisle. Natalie gulped as they approached and Esme smiled warmly at her.
"Please don't be nervous. This is simply a meeting of the minds. We haven't been formally introduced," said Esme as she gave Josh a glance and he smiled sheepishly.
"Sorry, Esme, how rude of me. Natalie, I would like you to meet Esme, one of my grandmothers," introduced Josh and Esme beamed with pride at the words. She hugged Natalie and kissed her cheeks.
"Welcome to the family," said Esme and Josh blushed as Zach snickered.
"Way to embarrass him, grandma," chuckled Zach as Josh placed his face in his hands.
"It is true," assured Esme with a wink and if Natalie were human, she would have blushed.
"Anyways, uh, this is Carlisle. He is one of my grandpas," introduced Josh and Carlisle gave a bow to her before shaking her hand.
"It is a pleasure to finally meet you, Natalie," greeted Carlisle.
"Likewise, I was told if I was ever honored enough to be in your presence, I should say hello from an old acquaintance, Haines Montgomery."
"Aw yes, Haines, the historian from Leeds. It seems like a lifetime ago since I last saw him. Esme and I were just married and traveling through the British Isles. How is the old man?"
"I helped him transfer all of his historical documents and records to digital copies for a database. He still frequents the Isles."
"The vampire world is quite small sometimes," said Carlisle with a warm smile and Natalie nodded in agreement.
"Yes, it really is," agreed Natalie.
"Are you ready to go inside," asked Josh and Natalie slipped her hand into his.
"You will be with me the whole time, right?"
"Of course and we all will if that is what you want," said Josh. She looked at the rest of the group and sighed in relief.
"Yes, I would like that. I know you trust them, but I am still not sure," admitted Natalie and Rosalie winked at her.
"It took me time to trust them as well. You aren't the only one that was ever crossed by the Volturi. People can tell you they are different, but that is something you are going to have to accept for yourself," said Rosalie as everyone entered the mansion. Natalie pulled Josh closer to her and he wrapped an arm around her as they descended the stairs into the lower level of the mansion. They walked down a long hallway and Natalie watched curiously as Josh and the others greeted Alexander and Lena, who were waiting for them.
"Alexander, Lena, this is Natalie," introduced Josh and Alexander bowed his head to her.
"It is nice to finally meet the chameleon that has been the topic of discussion lately. You are a difficult woman to find," said Alexander.
"Chameleon, that's what Aro used to call me. Did you work for him too? I never saw you during The Program," questioned Natalie and Alexander frowned in confusion.
"What program," he asked and Lena groaned.
"Please tell me those rumors were not true," muttered Lena.
"What rumors," asked Alexander.
"The Program was real," called Marcus as he and Didyme glided down the hallway toward them. Natalie stiffened, but it dissipated as the couple approached her. She was stunned into silence when Didyme greeted her with a hug and kiss on each cheek. She felt the tension leave her body and a small smile crept onto her lips as Didyme beamed with happiness.
"We are so happy you are here. We have heard so much about you. How was your day," asked Didyme.
"Better than I expected. Josh showed me how to surf," replied Natalie and Didyme giggled.
"Wonderful, I am surprised he didn't take you for a spin on one of the yachts," said Didyme.
"Maybe tomorrow," chuckled Josh as he hugged her. Natalie frowned in confusion at her sudden sense of elation and Marcus gave her a knowing smile.
"It is quite impressive isn't it? My mate's aura never ceases to amaze me. It can make even the most melancholy person downright exuberant," informed Marcus.
"I do my best to control it, but it is even more potent when I am excited to meet someone," confessed Didyme.
"You are excited to meet me? Why, because of my power," asked Natalie.
"Of course not, I have seen many abilities in my existence. I am excited that Josh finally found his mate," said Didyme and Josh blushed bright red.
"Didyme," he groaned and Esme giggled.
"He doesn't want us using the 'm' word," whispered Esme and Leah sighed.
"He isn't the only one," grumbled Leah. Natalie cleared her throat.
"I am sure there is another reason you wanted to meet me as well. Maybe something to do with nuclear codes," suggested Natalie, who was trying to ignore the awkward subject of imprinting and mates.
"Yes, of course, right this way," said Marcus as he led the group into the surveillance room. Allie immediately hugged Gavin when she saw him standing in front of a computer.
"What are you doing here? I thought you were in Volterra," asked Allie as Gavin and Zach shook hands.
"I go where I am needed. Marcus and Didyme need me here tonight. Besides, I wouldn't pass up the chance to meet the hacker. Natalie, right," asked Gavin and Natalie waved awkwardly at him.
"That's me," she mumbled and he pointed to his computer.
"Your programming skills are stellar. It took me hours to figure out your plan once I cracked your signature coding. I am impressed," commended Gavin.
"Thanks," said Natalie and Marcus scanned over the maps on the massive screen in front of him.
"It seems you have made quite an impression on many of us. The United States, North Korea, Russia, and Iran, all compromised because of your hacking," said Marcus and Josh frowned at Natalie.
"Iran, you said you turned back to come see me," said Josh.
"I did, but after I saw you that night, I went there to access the last codes," she confessed.
"You didn't tell me that. You didn't tell me any of that," he mumbled.
"It is the right thing to do, Josh. The humans can't have that type of technology," she defended.
"And who are you to decide that," he argued.
"So then who should decide that, the Volturi, Aro, the leaders of those countries? Who should decide the fate of the world," challenged Natalie.
"I understand your concern, but exposing our world doesn't protect humans and you almost did that on your quest to get those codes," informed Marcus.
"That is all you care about, right? Who cares about humans as long as they don't know about vampires," she questioned.
"We care, but we are subtle," reasoned Didyme.
"Does your subtlety include allowing the humans to threaten nuclear war on a regular basis? At what point did you plan to act? The technology is far too powerful now. These are not a couple of cities in Japan we are talking about anymore. The weaponry is stronger, faster, and far more advanced. Humans could wipe out the entire world because they don't know how to coexist. What happens then to your plan of staying hidden," she asked and Alexander crossed his arms.
"Our plan keeps the world safe," argued Alexander.
"And balanced," added Lena.
"How balanced was it under Aro? His reign seems meek compared to the damage the humans could do by simply inputting a code," argued Natalie and Alexander rolled his eyes.
"Contrary to popular belief, we actually do a great deal for humans and take no credit for it. Lena and I have personally stopped drug lords, human traffickers, serial killers, pedophiles, the worst of the worst. What have you done besides impersonate people and play with your computer," challenged Alexander. Before Natalie could respond with a flippant comment, everyone in the room relaxed. Didyme took in a deep breath and exhaled slowly, causing everyone else to do the same. She gazed into her mate's eyes and smiled at him.
"Maybe she has a point, but was simply misguided in her attempt. We protect those that cannot be protected. Isn't it our duty to make sure our world is protected from impulsive humans," asked Didyme and Marcus kissed her forehead before turning his attention to Gavin.
"You have studied her system. Will it work," asked Marcus and electricity poured from Gavin's hands as he touched his computer.
"The system is in place, but it needs to be activated. She couldn't access the codes remotely like I can, but managed to hack the systems anyways. I can act like a server, create a network, and activate the coding," revealed Gavin.
"Natalie, what happens if your system is activated," asked Didyme.
"To the human eye, nothing. Contrary to popular belief, I did take into consideration what exposure would mean for everyone. It will work just like the systems the governments have in place. However, if they ever try to launch a warhead at someone or use the codes, it will switch the code and reset the system. They will never be able to actually detonate a warhead," explained Natalie.
"Gavin, do you agree with that assessment," asked Marcus and Alexander stepped forward.
"Sire, with all due respect, we are trusting her with the fate of the world. Is that wise," he questioned and Marcus patted him on the back.
"No, we are not. We are trusting our instincts and Gavin's. He knows her codes and far more now," assured Marcus and Gavin smiled at Alexander.
"No one can pull a fast one over on me, Alexander. When it comes to computers, she is a novice compared to me," boasted Gavin and Natalie smirked.
"Still standing right here," she mumbled and Gavin shrugged.
"The truth hurts. Your ability is to be a chameleon and your code resembles that. It blends in with the others. My ability is to be an actual system. I can detect what the humans never can. That's why I know it will work," informed Gavin.
"Then do it," instructed Marcus and Gavin gave a curt nod as he focused on his computer. Everyone watched in silence as he accessed satellites around the world. A bright smile appeared on his face when he was finished and he stepped back from his computer.
"Done," he declared.
"Wait, just like that? You are finished," asked Natalie and Gavin nodded.
"Like I said, you are a chameleon. I am a system. I got skills," boasted Gavin and Allie high-fived him.
"That you do," agreed Allie. Gavin handed Zach a small device.
"Hey, while I am here, I wanted to give you this phone. That way you can call me anytime you need the latest cheat codes or want help with a mission. It is a completely secure line and untraceable. Congrats on getting to quadrant three on Warzone, by the way. The three of you are the leaders in the game right now. How did you get past the Pseudo Zone of quadrant three so fast," asked Gavin.
"Actually, that was all Allie. Josh and I just followed suit. How did you know about that," asked Zach.
"Are you kidding? I keep up with all the games. How do you think Alexander got all those cool games in the stealth jets? I'll let you know when the new Warzone comes out. The programmers are almost finished with it."
"That would be awesome. Thanks, Gavin, that is really cool of you," said Zach and Gavin waved him off.
"No problem, my mate is a huge gamer, so she thinks it is cool that I know Zach McCarty Cullen and his family. She is stuck on quadrant two. She refuses to let me hack the system to help her either."
"Tell her there is a secret passageway under the city. It takes you past the first wave of the army and lets you surprise the next," advised Allie and Gavin smiled slyly.
"You take out games like you take out missions, underground, very cool," chuckled Gavin and Emmett raised his hand.
"Yes, very cool, so why wasn't I told about this secret passage? I am stuck on that quadrant too," asked Emmett and Allie smiled sheepishly.
"We kind of wanted to beat you first before we told you," confessed Allie as Zach snickered and Emmett playfully glared at his son.
"Really, baby boy, betraying your own father," he asked and Zach laughed. Carlisle shook his head in amusement as he clapped Marcus on the back.
"Well, my friend, it seems another crisis has been averted. Is everything cleared up here," asked Carlisle as he glanced over at Natalie. Marcus glanced at her as well before looking at Didyme, who giggled as she nodded. She walked over to Natalie and kissed her cheeks.
"Thank you for coming to speak with us. We understand why you were so concerned about the nuclear warheads and hope we have reached a resolution that everyone can be happy with," said Didyme and Natalie slowly nodded.
"So does that mean I am free to go and won't be hunted down the moment I leave this island," she asked and Didyme winked at her.
"Of course and by the way, welcome to the family. I am sure you will be a welcomed addition to it for Josh," said Didyme and Natalie gulped. Josh laughed nervously.
"Okay, we're going to go before anyone else can embarrass me. Come on, Natalie," he announced and Didyme laughed. Marcus grabbed two bounded journals from a shelf.
"Before you go, we figured you might want these. They are notes that Aro kept about you and are quite personal. Didyme believes it should be up to you to decide what you want to do with them," explained Marcus as he handed her the journals. She opened one and sifted through it.
"This is about The Program and my time in it," she said in shock.
"Okay, seriously, what is The Program," asked Alexander and Marcus smiled sadly.
"It was something that Caius created for Aro. I vaguely knew about it, but it was during some of my darkest days. When Aro realized that the Cullens could be a threat to him, he became even more obsessed with collecting powers. Caius took it upon himself to create what he called The Program. He searched globally for at-risk youth, vulnerable minds, and helped Aro assess if they would have abilities as vampires. The ones that did were brought to Volterra and changed," explained Marcus.
"That is horrible," said Esme and Rosalie eyed Marcus carefully.
"What happened to The Program after you killed Aro," asked Rosalie.
"Aro was an extremely paranoid man. He put a fail-safe on The Program. In his mind, every vampire created from it was one of his collections. When he died, an alert was sent out to the guards watching over those vampires and they were immediately eliminated. By the time Didyme and I returned to Volterra, The Program had been completely wiped out, along with all of its participants," confessed Marcus.
"That could have been me. I was days away from being killed and I didn't even know it. If I wouldn't have escaped when I did…..that could have been me," said Natalie and Josh pulled her into his arms.
"Why weren't we told about this," asked Alexander and Marcus sighed.
"Cleaning up the evil that Aro caused and trying to stabilize the group was hard enough without bringing such a dark topic to light. We thought it would do more harm than good to mention it at the time," explained Marcus and Lena nodded in agreement.
"Volterra was a war zone after Aro died. It was hard to know who to trust and what guards were actually loyal to the two of you. The last thing we needed was to have that tear us apart even more than we already were," said Lena.
"So you two were part of the original Volturi under Aro," questioned Natalie and Alexander gave a curt nod.
"I was trained by Demitri, but I knew Aro was a madman. There wasn't much I could do about it though. It was either fight for him or die. I had too much to live for," said Alexander and he pulled his mate close to him.
"The Cullens and Marcus saved us from Aro and we vowed to protect them in return," explained Lena.
"Which means if they find you worthy, we will protect you as well," informed Alexander and Natalie frowned in confusion.
"Protect me, I thought you wanted to stop me. You didn't seem fond of my mission to deactivate the warheads."
"My job is to keep my mate, the Volturi, and my friends safe. That is my duty and I take it very seriously. You exposed yourself to humans and Gavin had to cover your tracks. That put my mate, the Volturi, and my friends in danger, so yes, I was skeptical of your intentions."
"So I guess that means you don't find me worthy of Josh either," she mumbled and Alexander glanced over at Josh. Lena nudged her mate and he sighed.
"I think you were misguided, but I cannot blame you for that. I also think you are very brave," he confessed and Josh smiled as Natalie looked up in shock.
"Brave," she questioned.
"You were able to do something most have never done, escape Aro. Instead of using your ability for personal gain after you were free, you tried to use it to save the world. You are brave and quite noble. In my book, that makes you worthy, if you two decide to become mates, of course," said Alexander and Leah groaned.
"There is that word again," she grumbled and Josh rolled his eyes.
"Okay seriously people, are you trying to embarrass me," exclaimed Josh as Zach and Allie laughed. Josh slipped his hand into Natalie's and pulled her toward the exit, but she stopped him.
"Wait, one more thing," she said to him before walking over to Marcus. He was surprised when she hugged him.
"Thanks for killing Aro. You saved my life, even if by doing so you put it in danger too," she said before leaving with Josh. Marcus nodded with a bright smile.
"I like her," said Marcus and Carlisle chuckled.
"I do too," agreed Carlisle, while Esme and Didyme whispered back and forth to each other.
"They are so cute together," giggled Esme and Leah rolled her eyes.
"Okay, can we not start picking out china patterns just yet? We don't even know if she will choose to be his mate," said Leah and Rosalie smiled knowingly.
"They are mates. Trust me on that. Think of it this way, Leah. We can pick out china patterns, together," teased Rosalie and Leah glared at her.
"I really hate you sometimes," grumbled Leah as she, Rosalie, Emmett, and Jacob walked out. Gavin smiled slyly at Carlisle.
"So are you guys trying to see how many family members you can fit on your island or just trying to build an army," asked Gavin and Carlisle chuckled.
"Technically, she will be an addition to our extended family. She will be a Black, not a Cullen," informed Carlisle.
"But if she and Josh end up on the island, will it even matter," asked Gavin and Carlisle looked over at his mate.
"I suppose that is a good question. Will they be on the island with us? I thought they would return to La Push," said Carlisle and Esme scoffed at her husband.
"Really, Carlisle, Josh has two rooms already. Do you really believe he would not demand a cottage? He already has a yacht," reminded Esme and Carlisle's eyes widened.
"We might need a bigger island," he whispered in shock as realization dawned on him and Esme kissed his cheek.
"We have plenty of space, dear. Alice and I already surveyed a plot of land close to Zach and Allie's cottage when we first created blueprints for it. If Josh wants a cottage on the island, he will most certainly get a cottage on the island," assured Esme and Carlisle hugged his mate.
"Spoken like a grandmother ready to spoil one of her grandkids," he teased as they exited the room with Marcus and Didyme.
Josh sighed when he saw Natalie sitting down on the dock and peering out at the water. It was a cool, breezy night and the waves were crashing into the shore. Clouds swirled above them and the moon flitted in and out of the overcast sky. Josh sat down beside her and intertwined their fingers. He waited patiently for her to speak.
"They are all dead and I didn't even know it, every recruit, dear one, whatever he wanted us to be called, all dead, except for me."
"I am sorry you had to find out about it like this, but you said it yourself. Aro killed anyone that he considered too powerful. He would have kept the rest of you under his grasp or killed you for resisting. He was an evil man. That part is nothing we didn't know."
"It is just a bit of information overload for me at the moment. A lot has happened today."
"Does that mean you won't meet two more people?"
"Two more," she asked and he smiled sheepishly. She racked her brain trying to think of who else she needed to meet and nodded as realization dawned on her.
"Seth and his mate, your uncle and Kaya, right?"
"They got back when we were inside. I promise you will love them. Everyone loves Seth and Kaya is Nahuel's baby sister," he said as they stood up. He waved at Seth and Kaya as they headed toward the docks and Natalie put on her best smile. She giggled when Seth hugged her.
"So you are the woman that has stolen my nephew's heart," said Seth and Josh groaned.
"Is there a sign on my back that says embarrass me today," asked Josh and Kaya hugged Natalie.
"How are you holding up," she asked and Natalie sighed.
"Pretty good, just a bit…."
"Overwhelmed," said Kaya with a nod of understanding.
"Exactly, so how was Spain," asked Natalie.
"Great, but we missed everyone. Are we the last people you have met," asked Seth.
"On this island, yes," she giggled.
"So then, what's the verdict? Are we as crazy as you thought we would be," he teased.
"Everyone is quite welcoming and friendly."
"How much has the pixie pestered you since you arrived? Are you still blocking her visions? That makes her extra spastic," chuckled Seth, but his laughter halted when Natalie frowned at Josh.
"What is he talking about? Blocking what visions," asked Natalie and Josh laughed nervously.
"I was going to talk to you about that a little later. I didn't want to put more on your plate than necessary," defended Josh.
"Oh boy," mumbled Seth and Kaya cleared her throat.
"Uh, we're a bit jet lagged, so we will catch up with you later. Good luck, Josh," called Kaya as she and Seth quickly got out of dodge.
"So when were you going to tell me about this? Is that another reason you wanted me to meet everyone?"
"Yes…well no….I mean yes, but it was a secondary reason. Alice will be just fine. I wanted you here because I love you and I want you to feel comfortable being around me and my family."
"Love, Josh, we barely know each other," she shrieked.
"That doesn't mean I don't love you."
"This is about that weird imprinting thing, right? It makes you love me. You have no choice in the matter!"
"Look, I can admit imprinting isn't the most ideal thing, but vampire mates fall in love just as fast. You can't tell me you don't feel something for me, something real and intense."
"I don't know what you are talking about," she mumbled as she turned away from him and he smirked.
"Great, so now your guard is back up? What do I have to do to show you that I am good for you," he exclaimed.
"Did you ever think that maybe I am the one that isn't good for you," she shouted back and he sighed.
"What are you talking about?"
"Josh, think about it. Everything I touch withers away. My family, my life before Aro, my life after Aro, everyone that comes into contact with me ends up dead. I know that your family is amazing, okay? You all do amazing things and real good in this world. What if I destroy that?"
"Natalie…"
"My answer is no," she shouted and he gulped.
"No to what?"
"To being your mate, to having you be my protector, I get to choose, right? You said I get to choose."
"Natalie, please don't do this," he said as tears filled his eyes. She couldn't bear to see him look so pained and turned away from him again.
"As your imprint, I want to be left alone. I want to go," she whispered and he gritted his teeth in anger, but gave a curt nod.
"Then go," he said. She ran toward Zach and Allie's villa to gather her things and he crumbled to the ground. His legs felt too heavy to stand any longer and sat in stunned silence at how quickly things fell apart.
Natalie frantically took off the dress Allie gave her and changed back into her clothes. She stuffed the rest of her belongings in her backpack and slung it over her shoulder as she headed out of the villa. Allie crossed her arms as she stood in the doorway, impeding her exit.
"Wow, took you that long to run? I guess it really is your second nature," said Allie.
"Get out of the way, okay? I really don't want to fight right now. This is for the best."
"You're a liar and while the newborn in me wants to kick your ass right now for hurting Josh, I know you are hurting yourself too. Why are you doing this, Natalie?"
"He deserves better," she whispered and Allie slowly nodded.
"Oh, so this is about you, not him."
"Of course it isn't about him. Look around you, Allie. This life isn't for me. He needs someone that can be good for him, someone that can be worthy of all of this. I don't even know why you care so much anyways. Josh will find someone else."
"I care because I actually thought you and I were becoming friends," confessed Allie and Natalie looked down.
"You don't want a friend like me and Josh shouldn't want me as a mate," said Natalie and Allie smiled smugly as Alice and Jasper appeared at the door. Natalie frowned in confusion and Allie shrugged.
"I was just keeping you here until she could come talk some sense into you. I suggested knocking some sense into you, but apparently that would be unnecessarily violent. Have fun with Alice," sang Allie before leaving and Natalie rolled her eyes.
"So let me guess, you are going to give me a stern talking to and Jasper is going to manipulate my emotions?" Alice planted her fists on her hips.
"Don't you take that tone with me, Natalie Daveed. You may be able to block my visions, but I am still very perceptive. Josh is your mate and you don't run from your mate. Unless you are Edward and brooding is your natural state. Please don't tell me we have another Edward on our hands. Jazzy, I just can't take…."
"You're losing her, darlin'," warned Jasper.
"Oh, right, I will tell you that long, dramatic story later. You love Josh. I know you love Josh and you know it deep down, so why in the world would you let my visions be the issue that breaks you up?"
"It is just one thing after another. I don't even know how I am blocking you. All I know is that I curse everything I touch," explained Natalie.
"Oh, so this is like a Keegan issue. Keegan, I should have seen that one coming, Jazzy. They both were hunted because of their abilities, had rough childhoods, it makes perfect sense. Keegan wanted Zafrina right away though so…."
"Alice, darlin', again, you are losing her," warned Jasper and Alice threw her hands up in exasperation.
"Well she shouldn't be so easy to lose. Look, Natalie, you aren't cursed. You are a survivor. You survived your childhood. You survived Aro's crazed program and as far as my visions go, that is just a matter of learning how to harness your power," explained Alice.
"How can I harness something that I don't even know I am doing?"
"You think we always knew the extent of our powers," asked Jasper and Natalie shrugged.
"I guess not," she mumbled.
"I understand where you are coming from, probably more than my mate does. You are not cursed. Eleazar and I talked about your abilities. You are a chameleon and you act like one when it comes to Alice's visions as well. You blend in with your environment and you make yourself disappear. You don't realize it, but you make others disappear with you when your paths cross. Your power will stop affecting Alice's visions once you put your guard down and start to trust yourself and us."
"That is a lot easier said than done," said Natalie.
"I know because you don't trust yourself. You don't trust that you are good and I know why," said Jasper.
"Care to explain it to me because I don't."
"Because of Aro," he informed and she took in a shaky breath.
"I don't know what you are talking about."
"Really, because your emotions are saying something else?"
"You are manipulating them."
"No, I'm not. I'm not here to manipulate your emotions. I am here because I know what it is like to think you are like the evil that created you just because their venom runs through you," he revealed and Natalie sobbed tearlessly.
"How can anything good come from someone so evil? He made me a vampire. He killed so many people. There is no way I can be good when I come from that."
"You don't come from Aro. We take parts of our human selves with us into this existence. Your abilities stem from you, not Aro. Your morals and decisions are yours. I had to learn that the hard way. The woman that created me was evil. She wasn't as evil as Aro, but she made me do horrible things as a newborn. I escaped though and I found Alice. That's when I realized that I can make my own choices. It doesn't matter who created you. It matters what you do. You aren't Aro and I am not Maria," he explained and Alice smiled sympathetically at Natalie.
"I know our family can be intimidating at times, but we all have pasts. Trust me, some of them are far darker than others, but we all survived them. The question is, can you overcome your past to be part of something better with Josh? No one can answer that for you, but I think you already know the answer. It is part of your instinct as a mate," said Alice.
"Why do people keep talking about mates? How am I supposed to know if Josh is my mate?"
"Because of the mate bond, it has already been created between the two of you. I can feel it because of my ability and everyone else sees it because they know what it feels like. You want what is best for Josh. You are protective of him and you already know that this existence is better with him in it. My existence is nothing without Alice and I knew that the moment I saw her." Alice gazed lovingly into his eyes and sighed happily before smiling at Natalie.
"Now, put down that backpack and go get your mate. He is heartbroken at the moment and I can't bear to see him like that," demanded Alice and Natalie placed her backpack on the couch. She darted from the villa and Jasper winked at his mate.
"See, darlin', you don't need your visions."
"Let's not get ahead of ourselves, Jazzy. If they don't come back in the next few days, I am going to have a meltdown," warned Alice before marching out and Jasper sighed.
"Oh boy," mumbled Jasper as he followed his mate out of the villa.
Josh picked up a stone from the beach and hurled into as far as he could into the sea. Natalie took in a deep breath as she made her way over to him and he glanced at her over his shoulder.
"No need to say goodbye. I think it is just best if we make it a clean break. You've done enough damage," he practically growled and she slowly nodded.
"That is true. I have already done enough damage to you and it kills me to know that. I guess that's how I know you are my mate." He spun around to face her and she smiled at him.
"What did you just say?"
"I have to say all of that again," she asked with a giggle and he grinned as he pulled her into his arms.
"Just the last part," he whispered against her lips.
"I lied before. I was scared, but my answer is yes. I choose you and as your imprint, I need you as my mate. That happens to scare the hell out of me, by the way." He chuckled.
"Yea, I know the feeling," he agreed before tenderly kissing her.
Later that evening, Alice rubbed her temples furiously as she tried to focus on her visions. Renesmee glanced at her parents as the three of them watched Alice pace back and forth in the mansion. Edward grabbed Renesmee and Bella's hands and chuckled as the three of them communicated telepathically.
I am worried about her, daddy.
I am too, Edward. Natalie has chosen Josh and Alice still can't see anything.
I don't think it works like a spell that is broken by a kiss. This isn't a fairy tale. Natalie has to put her guard down completely and she isn't ready to do that yet.
Well, she better do it soon or Aunt Alice is going to lose it.
"Will you three stop judging me," shouted Alice and Edward did his best not to laugh at his sister.
"Alice, we aren't judging you. We know you are concerned, but it is going to be okay," comforted Bella as she hugged her sister.
"Oh, don't even try to comfort me right now. Do you know how many of my visions are blocked now because she has decided to be with Josh? I can't even see Zach and Allie's wedding anymore because she is there! That's great, really, I am happy for her and Josh, but this is getting ridiculous!"
"Aunt Alice, you have been blocked before and always manage to come out just fine. Come on, Jake, Seth, Josh, and Zach built a bonfire for all of us and everyone is down there enjoying it. How about we just go relax and enjoy our time together as a family," suggested Renesmee and Alice huffed.
"How can I relax when I can't see," wailed Alice and Bella wrapped an arm around her.
"Think of it like this. Natalie is at the bonfire, which means she will get to know us better. The better she knows us, the more likely she is to put her guard down around us," suggested Bella and Alice perked up.
"See, I can work with that. Come on," urged Alice as she skipped out of the villa and Bella winked at her daughter.
"Different approach, same result," said Bella and Renesmee giggled as she followed her parents toward the beach. Nahuel hugged her when they arrived.
"About time you four joined us. I was starting to think you weren't going to be able to get Alice out of the house. Jasper said it was a long shot," said Nahuel.
"It was touch and go for a minute. Did you have a good time catching up with your sister," asked Renesmee and he happily nodded.
"She brought us back some chocolate," he informed as they sat down on a log by the bonfire. Rosalie nudged Leah and nodded over to where Josh and Natalie were talking with Zach and Allie. Their fingers were laced together and Natalie was tucked into his side. Leah rolled her eyes, but smiled nonetheless.
"So you have never been to the states," asked Zach and Natalie shrugged.
"I went for a few days, but only to map out the Pentagon," replied Natalie.
"I am going to take that as a no since it involved criminal activity. You haven't lived if you haven't checked out the Pacific Northwest," said Zach and Josh nodded.
"Of course, we are a bit biased because it is our home," admitted Josh.
"The boys are right though. You should come back to the island with us. We can even leave the boys behind for a bit and go shopping," offered Allie.
"I don't know," said Natalie and Josh pushed out his bottom lip in a pout.
"Please, for me," he begged and she groaned.
"Fine, but only because you asked so adorably," she said before kissing him sweetly. Allie and Zach pretended to gag and Josh smiled smugly at them.
"Time for you two to get a taste of your own medicine. Get used to it," he teased as he pulled Natalie closer to him.
"You know, now that there are four of us, we should try out that four player mode of War Zone," suggested Zach and Josh perked up.
"That sounds awesome. Do you want to play," he asked and Natalie smiled sheepishly.
"Actually, I have never played a video game before," she confessed. Josh, Zach, and Allie's heads snapped in her direction.
"Excuse me," asked Josh.
"Wait, no, you must mean you have never played that game before, right," asked Zach.
"No, I haven't played any video games before. I didn't have them growing up."
"So, are you saying you are a video game virgin," asked Josh.
"I don't even know how to respond to that," laughed Natalie and Josh smiled mischievously at her.
"Then I will take that as a yes. Come on, it is time to take a walk on the dark side," he announced as he stood up and Natalie slowly nodded. The four of them headed toward the villa and Josh pumped his fist.
"I am about to show my girlfriend how to play video games. This is going to be awesome," he boasted and Allie frowned.
"Why do I feel like I have stepped into some weird fantasy Josh has? If this starts to get creepy, I am leaving," warned Allie and Zach's booming laugh echoed around them. Natalie nudged Allie.
"Only if I get to leave with you, I am not sure what I just agreed to," said Natalie and Josh groaned.
"Don't ruin this moment for me. You are going to love it. You can even use my controller."
"Is that a big deal," asked Natalie and Josh huffed.
"Um, it's green and has my name on it," stated Josh as if it was the simplest thing in the world.
"That means yes," whispered Allie and Natalie slowly nodded.
"Okay, then sure, thank you," said Natalie as the four of them disappeared into the villa. Leah groaned and rested her head on Jacob's shoulder.
"She is already fitting in with them," she whined and Jacob laughed.
"Why is that a bad thing," he asked.
"Because first she is fitting in and then they are completely inseparable and you know he is going to propose as soon as she will allow him to. He is your kid. He is that overzealous," complained Leah and Jasper grinned.
"Well, they are emitting pretty strong feelings for each other at the moment," admitted Jasper.
"Why do I need to know that? Why did you have to say that," whined Leah and Alice began to pout.
"At least someone's ability works around her. Let me be very clear, if I don't start seeing some visions around her soon, I am going to meddle, alter, and tamper with any paths I have to make my visions come back," warned Alice, which made Edward smirk.
"So in other words, it will be just another day," said Edward as Alice glared at him.
"Alice, pay your brother no mind, your visions will come back," assured Eleazar.
"Yea, and if they don't, you will just have to cope with being a normal vampire like the rest of us do," teased Garrett and Alice gasped dramatically.
"How dare you say that to me? Esme, are you going to let him say that to me," she asked and Esme winked at Garrett.
"This is a very difficult time for Alice. Let's not make it worse," said Esme and Kate giggled.
"Wow, Alice, you really are a mama's girl," teased Kate and Alice stuck her tongue out at her.
"And apparently a two year old," added Zafrina, causing the others to laugh as Alice huffed.
"Hey, I like being a mama's girl. This is nothing new. If I can't fix something on my own, I tell Esme and she fixes it. That is called be resourceful! Besides, I am not the only one. Edward is a total mama's boy and Rosalie is a daddy's girl, even though she tries to act like she isn't," informed Alice.
"I am not a daddy's girl," argued Rosalie and Alice rolled her eyes.
"Oh please, you are the worst type of daddy's girl, a daddy's girl that tries to pretend she isn't one," accused Alice and Carlisle hid his smile behind his hand. Rosalie narrowed her eyes at her sister.
"I have no clue what you are talking about. I have a healthy amount of respect and love for Carlisle, but I am no daddy's girl. Tell her, Em," declared Rosalie and Emmett looked up at the sky.
"Wow, it is a clear night. Is that Jupiter?"
"Emmett," she shrieked as Alice smiled smugly at her.
"Face it, Rose, you are a daddy's girl. When Carlisle was against you and Zach about Merek, it hurt your feelings," accused Alice.
"That was different. I wanted him to accept his grandson's decision."
"You also wanted him to be on your side because you hate when he isn't. I don't know why you are pretending. You should just embrace it and you know Carlisle loves to hear it," explained Alice and Rosalie glanced over at Carlisle.
"Is that true," she asked and he shrugged.
"I know you don't like to be teased about such things, so I try not to push it," he informed and Esme smiled at her.
"But it is nice to know how loved we are by our children. We have special bonds with all of you and they are each different," said Esme. Emmett whispered in his wife's ear and she groaned, but nodded.
"Yes, I suppose that is true. I love hearing that Zach and Seth are mama's boys. I suppose it did hurt when Carlisle was against our decisions with Merek at first. I may be a bit of a daddy's girl," conceded Rosalie.
"A big one," added Alice and Rosalie smirked.
"Don't push it," she warned, which made everyone laugh. She sat down beside Carlisle and hugged him. Esme smiled as Carlisle kissed the top of Rosalie's head.
"Does this mean I have to defend your honor more when you fight with your siblings," he teased and she giggled.
"No, I will leave that to Esme. She is a great mediator," teased Rosalie and Esme groaned.
"I don't know. Sometimes it is hard. I thought World War III was going to break out when you and Edward decided to conspire against Alice," admitted Esme.
"You mean when they decided to become shoe serial killers? That was not funny and you two should still be ashamed of yourselves," scolded Alice as Rosalie and Edward winked at each other.
"I still stand by that decision," said Rosalie and Edward smiled crookedly.
"Totally worth it," agreed Edward.
"Must you two kick me while I am down," wailed Alice and Jasper hugged his mate as he tried not to laugh with the others.