So may plan was to never have to put trigger warnings but for some reason my fucked up mind wants to hurt me to precious angels. So warnings for self-harm and mentions of sexual assault. Neither will be described just mentioned.
His happiness matters more. Kai had mentally repeated those words all day. He was so ready, so prepared to throw away his feelings five seconds ago so what's the problem? Aichi's smile. It would sound ridiculous to anyone else. A seventeen year old boy, who has always been so Hell-bent on only caring about himself, is breaking at the sight of this blue haired boys smile. Kai's mind spirals out of control and he realizes it's time.
"Aichi, may I speak with you?"
"Un!" Aichi is so eager to join Kai he forgets one very important thing: the club. "I'll, um, be right b-back!" Forgetting all responsibilities, Aichi trails behind the brunette. He can feel his heart swell in excitement of hearing Kai's voice once again.
"Aichi," Kai says when they enter the hall, "I-"
"I-I'm s-sorry." The older boy's eyes widen at Aichi apologizing. Kai's the asshole. He's the one that fucked up. "I d-didn't think. I... I shouldn't have dated your… ex. You probably still lo-," Aichi pauses taking a deep breath and looks at the ground, "love him… B-but Kai-kun I'm breaking up with him tomorrow!" When Aichi looks back up at Kai a look of determination is plastered on his face. Kai has only ever seen the blue haired boy look this serious before fights. This is it. This is his chance.
"Aichi that's not it… Sendou Aichi I-"
"Aichi you're fighting me now! Come on!"
"Un! Kai-kun may we finish this later? I um have to go back." Aichi smiles apologetically and Kai can feel his heart drop.
"Of course it wasn't really important anyway." As Kai turns to leave he becomes sure of one thing: he's never trying that again.
Kai lays on his favorite bench at the park. Maybe if he naps with the bright sun glistening against his face he can forget the pain in his heart right now. His eyes become heavy and he's almost asleep when he hears the sound of his phone.
Ren: hey aichi w/ u? cant find him at the gates.
Kai's eyes widen at Ren not being able to find the abused boy. Anything could happen to him. Why wasn't he more careful? Fuck. Though the run to the school is fast it feels like years for Kai. In his mind it isn't fast enough. It's easy for him to spot the bright red headed boy pacing back and forth at the gates. His usual cheerful personality is wiped clean and is now covered in fear.
"Kai!" Ren desperately waves his hands at the brunette. "I can't find him!"
They spent three hours walking around town and multiple back and forth texts from Emi until they got the call from Emi.
"He's in the hospital."