Being on a private jet was a cool experience. You didn't have to queue ages for the toilet and you could even have a shower on board if you wanted to. The best part, though, was the luxury leg room. I reclined my seat, kicked off my shoes and stretched out, enjoying the spaciousness of it all. Almost everyone had fallen asleep, so the plane was quiet. Nathan seemed to be listening to something on his iPhone, his fingers drumming in time to the beat on the arm of his reclined chair. My e-mail notification bleeped, telling me that I had a new message.

Hi Lucy,

Hope tour is going well! Cameraman has said you've been busy exploring Paris the last few days. Don't suppose you have any videos we can use for your Tour Vlog for the Paris segment? Trying to edit it together now and it would be nice to see a bit of actual Paris!

Darren

I flicked through the content on my phone, finding first the photos I'd taken from exploring Paris. There were a few videos there, too. The view of the Paris Skyline, panned around, Daisy and I joking around in front of the Eiffel Tower, and then a video of Nathan and I laughing from the top of the Eiffel Tower, when Daisy had pressed the button by mistake. Then there were the Disney videos, where Nathan had filmed Gaston flirting with me and Matt had filmed us walking towards Cinderella's castle and then filmed us on the Indiana Jones ride. I replied to Darren, quickly sending the photos, and then decided I'd upload my Disneyland photos to the 'Hold Back the River Tour' photo album on my Facebook. I chose one photo from yesterday, of Nathan and I laughing in front of Cinderella's castle, and quickly uploaded it to Instagram.

Had the most amazing time at #disneylandparis with one of my best friends yesterday. Thanks nathanjones for a super surprise!

Immediately, the comments rolled in and I closed Instagram without reading them. It was crazy. I remembered the days of only having ten followers, and they were all people I knew. Now people from all over the world were commenting me and leaving me personalised messages, hoping for a response. I put my phone away and, before I knew it, I fell asleep.

We didn't get time to explore Antwerp, which was a shame, as I'd watched the beautiful city from inside the car as we drove to and from our hotel, back and forth to the arena. With its quirky buildings and fairytale castle, I imagined how beautiful it must have looked at Christmas time. But there was no time to explore it as we flew to Amsterdam the following morning.

Amsterdam was just how I imagined it would be with its canals, narrow buildings and a lot of people exploring the city by bicycle. Our hotel was right in the city centre, and it was full of character. What was weird, however, was the fact that you could almost see right into the bathroom because the walls were covered by glass panels. Daisy and I promised that we would give each other our privacy as much as possible, which was also tricky when you were sharing a double bed.

'So what do you say we all go out later?' Jake suggested as we headed back to our hotel for dinner that night before our performance. 'We are in Amsterdam after all.'

'I'm in.' Daisy smiled.

'And me.' Nathan said with a smile. 'We've not celebrated tour yet, might as well make the most of it.' He turned to me. 'What do you think? Are you in?'

'Like Jake said, we are in Amsterdam. Let's just avoid the Red Light Distract, hmm?'

'Spoilsport.' Nathan winked.

The Heineken Music Hall seated 5,000 guests so it was not the biggest venue I'd played it and the thought comforted me. The crowd were as wild and interactive as they had been at the previous two arenas and they left me buzzing with excitement. After my 'I really like you' duet, which was getting a crazy number of hits on Youtube, I headed back to the dressing room to get ready for our night out. I had a quick shower, washing away the sweat from the stagelights, and then I changed into my black strapless peplum playsuit, which made my legs look stupidly long. I ran a brush through my straightened hair and touched up my make-up, getting rid of the smudges. Then I slipped on my leather jacket and black shoe-boots checking my look in the mirror; it was perfect. Moments later, Daisy walked into the room in a tiny, tight white dress with huge black platform shoes. Her hair was curly and her make-up was sexy.

'Wit-woo.' I winked at her and she blushed.

'Do you think Jake will like it?'

'He's not going to be able to keep his hands off of you.' I replied with a smile.

'I love your playsuit.' She complimented. 'Is it new?'

'Yeah, Amanda got it for tour but I thought I might as wear it out tonight as I've not worn it yet.'

'You need some bling, where's that necklace you were wearing onstage earlier?' She rummaged in my bag and pulled out the pearl statement necklace, fastening it around my neck. 'Much better.'

'So where do you think we're going?'

'Not a clue. Nathan's sorted it apparently.' Daisy shrugged. 'I just hope it's somewhere good.'

We headed straight out after the concert, with the car taking us to a huge club called Jimmy Woo. We were, of course, on the guestlist and we walked straight inside, past a few screaming girls who had recognised Nathan. The club had an Asian theme to it with Asian-inspired decor all around. In the main room, there were suede-seated booths and a large dancefloor. Then, tucked in the corner, was a booth roped off, with a large wooden table and red sofas scattered behind. The security guard spotted Nathan and opened the room, smiling in greeting as we walked inside.

'Vip?! Sweet Nate!' The back-up singer, who had been hooking up with Jesse, said, grinning. She sat down beside Jesse, stroking his leg. It was pretty uncomfortable. There were ten of us out in total; my bandmates, Nathan's bandmates and then Nathan and I. Everyone had wanted to experience a bit of Amsterdam nightlife. The two managers and some of the other crew had gone elsewhere, as Jimmy Woo was apparently a very exclusive club. Not that it was hard to get in when you had two Top 10 music artists in your group. Nathan ordered the first round of drinks with our person waitor and then he took a seat beside me.

'I feel like an A-lister.' I laughed, looking at the skimply dressed girls gawping at my good-looking friend.

'You are an a-lister. Everyone wants to be your friend.' He said with a crooked smile. The waitor returned with our drinks, placing them on the table. Nathan passed me a cocktail. 'Here you are.'

'I don't even need to ask what's in it.' I replied with a smile. 'Because you always know which drinks to order for me.'

'It's a gift.' He clinked his glass against mine, drinking his cocktail. 'Mmm this is good.'

'So is this.' I said as the fruity flavours exploded in my mouth. 'Try some.' He passed me his drink and we swapped, taking a sip of each other. 'Mmm you really know where to go for the best cocktails.'

'Tripadvisor is my secret.' He grinned, nudging me with his shoulder. He glanced over at the dancefloor, where two girls were snapping pictures. 'Uh oh, we're about to make the papers again.'

'I'm past the point of caring.' I shrugged. And I was. What did I care when I had stopped thinking about my ex every second of the day and I'd been feeling less and less bothered everytime a new photo came out of him leaving a party or a club completely drunk and with a supermodel. It didn't matter anymore. I was moving on from it and I was actually feeling happy again.

Fifth Harmony's 'Worth it' came blaring through the speakers and Daisy grabbed my hand, pulling me to my feet. 'Come on, we have to dance!' She squealed. I shot Nathan an apologetic look as my red-headed friend pulled me onto the dancefloor, twerking and grinding into the music. She was a good dancer, I'd give her that. We danced together, twirling each other around and shaking our hips in time to the music, and then the song was over and I groaned as the intro of 'Love me harder' played.

'I love you and all,' I said to Daisy, 'but I'm not dancing with you to my own song. That's just weird.'

I leaned over the red velvet rope. 'Jake, you're up.' I knew he wouldn't complain. His eyes had been fixated on her whilst we were dancing and I'd noticed Nathan occassionally glancing our way as well. Jake stood up, walking over to Daisy and dancing with her as I sat back down beside Nathan, drinking some more of my drink. 'I'm never going to get used to that.' I told him, shaking my head. A few of Nathan's band members stood up, making their way towards the dancefloor and I shuddered as I caught Jesse and back-up singer girl getting off.

'That's pretty gross.' Nathan commented, downing the rest of his drink. I did the same and he pulled me to my feet. 'Let's leave them to it.'

The DJ changed the song, mixing it into Jason Derulo's Want to Want Me and I started to dance as we reached the dancefloor, moving my hips in time to the music. 'It's too hard to sleep

I got the sheets on the floor

Nothing on me

And I can't take it no more

It's a hundred degrees

I got one foot out the door

Where are my keys?

'Cause I gotta leave, yeah.'

Nathan surprised me by grabbing my hand, twirling me around. 'In the back of the cab

I tipped the driver ahead of time

Get me there fast

I got your body on my mind

I want it bad

Ooh, just the thought of you gets me so high, so high.'

He pulled me in, towards him, placing his free hand on my waist and my heart fluttered as my skin burnt at his touch. 'Girl, you're the one I want to want me

And if you want me, girl, you got me.'

I placed my free hand on my shoulder and sucked in a deep breath as his eyes looked into mine. 'There's nothin' I,no, I wouldn't do, I wouldn't do

Just to get up next to you

Girl, you're the one I want to want me

And if you want me, girl, you got me

There's nothin' I, no, I wouldn't do, I wouldn't do

Just to get up next to you

Just to get up next to you.'

He spun me around again and I couldn't help wondering where he'd got his dance moves from. 'You open the door

Wearing nothing but a smile, fell to the floor

And you whisper in my ear, "Baby, I'm yours."

Ooh, just the thought of you gets me so high, so high.'

He pulled me back towards him, closer than we had been before, our chests against each other and I had an overwhelming urge to kiss him but I stopped myself. Did I want to ruin our friendship? Did I want to risk breaking my heart when I was finally starting to feel like myself again? No. 'Girl, you're the one I want to want me

And if you want me, girl, you got me

There's nothin' I,no, I wouldn't do, I wouldn't do

Just to get up next to you.'

He turned me away from him, so that my back was against his chest, my hips moving in time to the music as he placed his hands on them. I'd missed the warmth. And his touch seemed to send electric shocks through me. That's how we spent the rest of the dance, dancing like that. Then, I turned back to face him, looking into his eyes, one of his hands moving up to caress my cheek. I looked at him, lost in the moment and then Daisy grabbed me from behind, bringing me back to reality.

'Will you go to the bathroom with me?' She asked and I resisted frowning.

'Yes.'

She dragged me off to the ladies toilets and I was surprised we were the only people in there. She disappeared inside the cubicle and I looked at my reflection in the mirror. My cheeks were flushed pink and not from heat.

'Can Jake stay in our room tonight?' She was asking from inside the cubicle.

'Are you seriously talking to me whilst you pee?' I asked her, shaking my head (not that she could see).

'It's a serious question.'

'Then where am I meant to sleep? We have a double bed and I don't particularly fancy sharing that with the two of you.'

'You can go and share with Jesse?' She suggested. 'Although I've not seen him in a while. Maybe he's already gone.' The toilet flushed and the cubicle door unlocked, my friend stepping out of it. 'Maybe you can share with Nathan? You guys were getting pretty cosy.'

'Until you interrupted.' I pointed out.

'Sorry.' She slurred and I knew she had definitely had more to drink than me.

'It's okay, I'm kinda glad you did. Are you drunk already?'

'I had whiskey at the concert.' She grinned and I shook my head.

'Pisshead.'

'You love it.' She beamed. 'But please Luce. You'll be the best friend ever.'

The rest of the night sped by but I didn't dance with Nathan again, as he seemed quite happy chatting to his friends and posing for photos with random people. I'd been in my fair share of selfies too by the time we left at around 2am. Our hotel was only around the corner, but Matt still sent a car to pick us up and he ushered our group out of the nightclub. We reached our hotel floor and I shook my head at my making-out bandmates, pressed against my door.

'Ew, gross.' I commented.

'They're cute.' Nathan laughed from behind me and I was surprised he was still there.

'Not when they're doing that.' I frowned. 'Uhm guys, am I allowed to get some sleep tonight?'

'Please can Jake stay in here.' Daisy pleaded, giving her best Puss in Boots impression.

I rolled my eyes. 'Eugh fine. Just let me get my stuff and then I'll go and ask Reception for another room.'

'Don't be ridiculous, you can share my room.' Nathan said and Daisy wiggled her eyebrows suggestively. I wish I'd had something to throw at her.

'No really, it's fine.'

'It's 2am, just share my room without making a fuss.' Nathan nudged me with his elbow and I remembered he was stubborn, possibly more so than me. I wasn't going to win this argument.

I gathered up all of my belongings and my case, following Nathan to his room further up the hallway. Nathan swiped the key card in the door and then held it open for me as I dragged my suitcase and belongings inside. It was only one night. One night wouldn't hurt, would it? His room was the same as mine had been, but there was a wonderful view of the Amsterdam city from the window. I looked out on the canal below, surprised by how many people were still out walking under the streetlights.

'So when I've had five number one singles, two albums and won a few awards, will I get the room with the view when I go on tour?' I asked with a playful smile.

'Absolutely.' He nodded with a grin. 'You can use the bathroom first.' The bathroom with the clear-panelled walls, I reminded myself. He must have known what I was thinking as he added, 'I'll people-watch out of the window whilst you get sorted.'

I changed into my satin pyjama shorts and matching vest top quickly, deciding it was best to keep my underwear on underneath. Then I fixed on my wrist support and took off my make-up, glad he'd seen me with a bare face before. I finished by brushing my teeth and then I crept out of the bathroom. He turned to face me almost immediately, his eyes wandering over my body and then, without saying anything, he slipped into the bathroom. That night, he fell asleep first, his arms wrapped around my waist protectively. It didn't take me long to fall asleep too.

We'd explored Amsterdam the next day, our group hiring bikes and cycling around the city. Then we'd jumped on the jet to Oslo and then Stockholm the day after that. I'd never been to Sweden, and it was another place to check off the list. We kicked off April in Frankfurt and then, the following morning, we headed off to Milan, where we were planning on spending a couple of days as the concert wasn't until April 3rd. When we arrived in Milan at lunchtime on April 2nd, I was surprised that it was 13 degrees, surprisingly warm for that time of year. We checked in at our hotel and after getting changed, I headed out for lunch with Nathan and my bandmates. We all spent the afternoon exploring Milan and its incredible architecture. Then I headed for my four o'clock appointment at Luisa , an Italian designer boutique, with Eric.

'It's a pleasure to meet you!' The girl said as she greeted us. She turned the sign on the door to 'closed' as we stepped inside. 'I have some wonderful pieces picked out for you.' Luisa was an upcoming Italian designer and she had chosen some pieces from her Spring/Summer collection for me, which was pretty cool. Eric, of course, had tagged along to make sure that whatever I ended up choosing matched the 'image' he claimed to have created.

'You look like you're wearing a dead animal.' My manager tutted as I stepped out in a navy one-shoulder dresss with a feathered skirt. I looked at the sales assistant, apologetically. Yes, it was awful but he could have found a more polite way of saying so. Many of the other dresses were 'too shiny' or 'too long' or 'unflattering' and I felt bad for the lady who had chosen these for me. I tried on a white dress with floral pattern; it was tight and had a plunging neckline. Of course, Eric liked that and said we would take it. Then there was a short pencil skirt in the same print, which he added to the tab.

I looked at the final dress hung up in the dressing room. It was gorgeous. It was a red skater dress with a sweetheart neckline and thin cross-over-back straps. I slipped it on and looked in the mirror. It was gorgeous. Girly and sexy at the same time. I opened the curtain and gave a twirl, feeling like a princess.

'That's perfect!' The sales assistant clapped her hands together. 'I'm going to call it the May dress!'

'It's lovely.' I smiled. I looked at Eric and he nodded, making me squeal. Now I just needed somewhere to wear it.

When I got back to my hotel room, there was a note from Daisy.

Gone out for dinner with Jake. See you later xx

I sighed. Dinner for one then? There was a knock at the door and I carefully laid down my dressbags of new clothes before opening it.

'Hey.' Nathan said, giving me the cute smile that was starting to turn me into one of the fangirls.

'Hey.' I replied, trying to sound casual.

'No Daisy?' He glanced at my empty hotel room.

'She abandonned me for dinner with Jake.'

'Good.' He grinned.

'Good?' I raised an eyebrow.

'Yep. It means you can't turn down my dinner request. I'll be back in thirty.'

Nathan walked down the corridor to his room and I refused to stop the smile playing on my lips. I closed the door and looked at my dressbag on the bed, thoughtfully. I already knew what I was wearing. I left my hair in my natural curls, applied my usual eye make-up and checked my outfit in the mirror. My dress was gorgeous and looked great with a pair of Jimmy Choos. I slipped on my leather jacket, which added some edge to my look, and then I fastened a vintage necklace around my neck, one which had once belonged to my nan. The knock on my door came right on time and I grabbed my bag, before answering it.

Nathan looked cute as always, even more so in his jeans with a white shirt, tie and a jacket. He looked at me, his eyes sparkling in the hallway light. 'You look beautiful.' He whispered, his voice sounding nervous.

'You look very handsome.' I replied, biting my lip nervously. He smiled as I walked past him, closing the door behind me.

Nathan took me to a jazz club, which surprised me. I had no idea he liked jazz. We had dinner and I relaxed a little as I drank a glass of wine. The jazz club was half-restaurant, half-bar, with a large dancefloor area at the front. The jazz band played instrumental music whilst we finished our dinner and spoke about our plans for Easter.

'I'm going to go and see my family over in Michigan.' I said in response to his question.

'I've never been. Is it nice?' He asked, curiously.

'It depends on the part. Detroit's okay, but where my family live is a lot nicer. There's lakes and woodland to explore. Its lovely and peaceful.'

'Sounds it' He smiled, genuinely.

'So what are your plans?'

'Roast dinner with my parents, sister, brother, brother's wife and my nieces.' He replied. He finished the last of his glass of wine. 'We do it every year. There's even an Easter Egg hunt.'

'Sounds lovely.' I said, returning the smile. The song changed and a man walked onto the stage, adding lyrics to the music. A few couples moved to the dancefloor and Nathan turned his head to see what I was looking at.

'Would you like to dance?' He asked, flashing me his signature smile once again.

'Maybe when my food has gone down.'

I didn't have a choice in the matter half an hour later. Nathan had paid the bill, despite my refusals, and he pulled me onto the dancefloor. With a glance, I realised we were the youngest people there. The song ended and everyone politely applauded the band as the next song started up. Nathan took my left hand in his, placing his other hand on my waist. I placed my right hand gently on his shoulder and he smiled as we started to move to the song.

'Come fly with me, let's fly, let's fly away

If you could use some exotic booze

There's a bar in far Bombay

Come fly with me, let's fly, let's fly away.'

After a few more upbeat songs, with Nathan twirling me around, the pace slowed down and I recognised the Michael Buble introduction.

'Close your eyes

Let me tell you all the reasons why

Think you're one of a kind.

Here's to you

The one that always pulls us through

Always do what you gotta do

You're one of a kind

Thank God you're mine.'

Nathan's face softened as he pulled me closer, so our chests were against each other as we gently swayed in time to the music.

'You're an angel dressed in armor

You're the fair in every fight

You're my life and my safe harbor

Where the sun sets every night

And if my love is blind

I don't want to see the light.'

I looked up at him to see his eyes were on mine, as if he was trying to read my expression.

'It's your beauty that betrays you

Your smile gives you away.

Cause you're made of strength and mercy

And my soul is yours to save

I know this much is true

When my world was dark and blue

I know the only one who rescued me was you.'

He gave me a small smile and surprised me as he started to sing along to the chorus,

'Close your eyes

Let me tell you all the reasons why

You're never gonna to have to cry

Because you're one of a kind

Yeah, here's to you

The one that always pulls us through

You always do what you gotta do baby

Because you're one of a kind.'

He led us around the floor, spinning me outwards and the gently back towards him again.

'When your love pours down on me

I know I'm finally free

So I tell you gratefully

Every single beat in my heart is yours to keep.'

His hands caressed my waist, his breath on my neck, and then he was turning me back towards him and I was desperate to close the gap between our lips, although the thought did scare me. Instead, he started to move me in time to the music again, leaving me longing for more. 'So close your eyes

Let me tell you all the reasons why babe

You're never going to have to cry baby

Because you're one of a kind

Yeah, here's to you

You're the one that always pulls us through

You always do what you got to do babe

'Cause you're one of a kind.'

He sang softly in my ear, sending goosebumps all over my body. 'You're the reason why I'm breathing.

With a little look my way

You're the reason that I'm feeling

It's finally safe to stay'

I looked into Nathan's eyes and in that moment I knew I was over Ed. But did I want another relationship that would only lead to hurt?

'Shall we go?' Nathan whispered, breaking my thoughts as the band started to play a song I didn't recognise. I nodded and he reached for my jacket, carefully helping me into it like a true gentleman. He slipped into his own jacket and took my hand, leading me out into the cool Milan air. We cut back through the city by foot and I admired the beauty of the city even at night. We reached Milan Duomo and I paused, looking up at the jagged architecture of the cathedral, which was lit up.

'Our world has so many magical cities.' I whispered as I snapped a photo of my phone. Nathan didn't say anything. I glanced over at him, turning to face him, and I realised he was looking at me. I blushed, looking downwards, and then his hand gently caressed my cheek as he moved closer to me.

He closed the gap between our faces, his lips brushing against mine in a kiss that gave me butterflies. He pulled back, resting his forehead against mine. 'I've been wanting to do that for a long time.' He whispered, his eyes looking deep into mine.

'Why didn't you?' I whispered back, resisting the urge to kiss him again.

'I wanted to give your heart a break.' He replied and I knew what he meant; time to get over Ed.

My lips turned upwards into a smile and I closed the gap between us again, kissing Nathan Jones in the Milan moonlight.

We were greeted by paparazzi when we got back to our hotel and Nathan squeezed my hand, reassuringly, as we walked right through them into reception, completely ignoring them. He kissed me goodnight at my door and I leaned against the door with a content sigh after I closed it. Daisy glanced over at me with a raised eyebrow. 'You're flushed.'

'I'm not.' I lied, shrugging off my jacket and kicking off my shoes.

'Mmmhmm.' She said, sounding unconvinced. 'Nice dress. I bet Nathan liked it.' My cheeks turned redder and her jaw dropped. 'You guys went on a date, didn't you?'

'No.' I squeaked, realising I was a bad liar.

'Spill.' She crossed her legs and patted the double bed beside her. 'And before you try and get out of it, you did this to me in Paris, remember?'

I sighed, sitting down on the bed beside her, throwing a blanket over my bare legs.'We went to a jazz club.'

'Details.'

'I had seafood pasta?'

'Not the dull details.' She tutted. 'I'm guessing there was dancing.'

I nodded. 'There was.'

'And he's a good dancer.'

'He is.' I smiled at the memory of his hands on my waist as he sang to me. 'He was singing to me as we danced.'

Her eyes lit up. 'I knew you guys were more than friends! You're just too cute together! Did you kiss?' I blushed again and she grinned. 'Details!'

After Daisy had heard all of the details and was satisfied, I changed into my pyjamas and fell asleep straight away, a smile on my face. Social media the next day were showing the pictures of Nathan and I hand-in-hand, arriving at the hotel and I smiled. They would have been far more exciting if they had seen what had happened ten minutes previously. Now those would have been some photos worth seeing. After breakfast, we all headed to the venue, Eric wanting us to get in as much practice as possible before the show. I sat myself in my dressing room, waiting to be called, singing my new song, the one I had finished writing when I was in Paris. Daisy played it on guitar for me as I sang, a smile on my face.

'I can't sleep tonight

Wide awake and so confused

Everything's in line

But I am bruised

I need a voice to echo

I need a light to take me home

I kinda need a hero

Is it you?

I never see the forest for the trees

I could really use your melody

Baby I'm a little blind

I think it's time for you to find me

Can you be my nightingale?

Sing to me

I know you're there

You could be my sanity

But bring me peace

Sing me to sleep

Say you'll be my nightingale.'

'New song?' Eric interrupted, walking into the dressing room without a knock. Daisy stopped strumming and looked at him in surprise.

'Yeah.' I shrugged, grabbing my bottle of water.

'It's good. Why haven't you been performing it?'

'I've only just finished it really.' I replied, honestly. I'd written it about Nathan, hence the singing to sleep. He always managed to get me to sleep relaxed and calm, without a single nightmare.

'Well you're singing it tonight. We'll scrap Believe in Me. I like this one better.'

'I've not sang it with the band yet.' I said, nervously.

Eric turned to Daisy. 'Do you know it?' She hesitated and then nodded. 'Acoustic number it is. Soundcheck in five.'

The new song went down well that night and I'd shaken things up by starting with Skyscraper and ending with Heart Attack. Eric gave me a nod of approval and I disappeared off to the dressing room, changing out of my dog-tooth skirt and black crop top and throwing on my white lace crop top and baby pink skater skirt for the 'I really like you.' cover. I slipped on my Jimmy Choos and my phone buzzed; an email.

Cuz,

Missing you like crazy. Please tell me you've booked your flights for Easter? Your 'rents and I can't wait to see you. And what on earth is going on with Nathan Jones? You guys are all over the internet looking cute together. Is something going on? Please spill.

Love you and good luck tonight- Milan right?

Wills xxx

I shook my head and smiled. My cousin never had been one for subtlety.

Missing you too. Yes all booked so will send you the dets and you can pick me up from the airport. Milan is great! As for Nathan and I... well I'm not sure what to call us but he took me out last night dancing and then we may have kissed... may being we did. Not seen him today though so not sure if it was the wine and the magical atmosphere?

Will keep you updated,

Lu xxx

I logged into Facebook, quickly checking my newsfeed and I smiled at a new event.

Daisy Harman is in a relationship with Jake Watts.

About time too, I thought to myself, the smile twitching on my lips. I scrolled down, pausing in surprise when I saw that Nathan had updated his Profile Picture to the one of us in front of the Eiffel Tower, where we was spinning me in our dance routine.

'Five minutes, Lucy.' The stage manager said, interrupting my nosing.

'Okay, I'll be right out.' I tucked my phone into my bag and headed back to the wings.

There was something different about our duet that night. I wasn't sure if it was because we'd kissed, but we were more relaxed and more touchy-feely in our performance, singing the words as if they had meaning. They did. The crowd applauded as he kissed my cheek, as normal, except this time he whispered, for just us to know, 'You look beautiful.'