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WARNING: Yaoi, smut (kinda), sex, cursing.

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Chapter 8: Am I really doing this?

The way he kisses me now is so different, so happily and lustful. As we make out I guide our way to my bedroom, putting him down on the bed gently, letting our lips slip away for just a moment to breathe. Pressing my lips back in his, so soft, my God I've never noticed before..

I feel his hands moving down past my abs to my pants. Undoing them himself I see he's being just as greedy as I am, it makes me grin. I suddenly grab hold of his hands and pin them over his head. I pull my lips away and watch him bite his soft bottom lip. Pressing my erect member on his through our boxers, rubbing them against each other, he whimpers from the rubbing of the fabric.

Kissing down his perfect jawline to his throat, down to his chest and over each nipple that I'm realizing are so erect. All this teasing I'm doing to him makes him squirm, but I'm done with teasing this beautiful shitty brat. Letting go of his wrists and tugging down his boxers as well as mine till we're completely naked.

Kissing down his stomach, his hands already clenched onto my hair, the lower I get the more his moans time in quicker. Kissing over his erect member, he starts pulling his legs up, my tongue finds his naughty hole and rims it slowly. His moans makes my rock hard member throbbing like never before. I reach for my lube, about to lather my fingers up for him but he stops me. I raise my brow at him and all he does is bites his lips. Tch, shitty brat wants it so bad he doesn't even want me to prepare him. Fine with me so I pour some lube in my hand and put some on my shaft and tip, before I could even remember to put a condom on I'm already inside him.

I drive my rod deeper inside him, his hands grip my hair tightly, thrusting my eager member into him faster. He's letting himself loose, or is trying to at least. I grab his legs and flip him over, getting him on his hands and knees. He looks back at me with his lip held captive by his teeth. I grab onto his hips and drill my rod into his naughty hole so hard and fast. Each thrust makes his moans jagged, his breathing is quicken as he tried to catch it.

I watch his arm and it's under himself. His head down on the bed but his perfect ass is in the air for me. Suddenly feeling something on my balls, like a tug. I look down and see that he's reached under himself to play with my balls as I fuck him. The feeling alone only adds to how much thicker and harder my member is for him. Letting out these groans and his moans echo back to me.

His moan become more louder, realizing he's now stroking himself off as I'm fucking him. I bite my lip and reach under, slapping his hand off his own member, grabbing it in my own hand instead. Stroking him as I fuck his naughty hole and he plays with my swollen balls. His member grows in my hand, his moans and panting get louder seeing he's about to climax.

He starts randomly pushing back on me, the impact of his ass pushing back on me makes my throbbing member start to ooze.

"Fuu.. fuuuck oh my God E.. Eren I'm gonna cummm"

He pushes himself back on me on purpose, knowing I'm about to cum, he wanted it inside because he didn't give me a chance to even try to pull out. I release my load inside his tight warm naughty hole, but my tip hits his prostate. He takes every inch and drop of me inside him as he moans out in so much pleasure. His erect member still in my hand this hole time, his moans reach its point when I did and suddenly feeling his warm cum all over my hand.

I pull out of him and gets up. He looks at me and pouts.

"Oh no no. Get up. Let's clean up, so I can take this nasty ass sheets off and out new ones then we can cuddle."

He pouts some more at me and for some fucking reason I give in. I climb back in bed and he immediately snuggles right into my side. Am I really doing this?

"Levi.."

"Hm?"

"Were-were you serious?"

"About?"

"Falling for me..."

"I..." I take a deep breath and just nod my head because saying anything right now is to much for me.

"Does that mean-like are we...together now?"

I look at him.

"Oh I mean. We don't have to rush anything or something like that but I thought maybe.."

I shut him up with a kiss.

"Yes..." I whisper it

He sits up and looks at me with wide eyes.

"But-what about- what- aren't you.."

I look at him. "I'll delete everyone in my phone."

"Re-really? You're-you're serious about this?"

"I am. I don't know how or when but it happened and now if I didn't make you mine, my head was going to explode."

"Are you.."

"Eren.."

"Ye-yes?"

"I should warn you though... I'm not the lovey dovey type. I don't connect well with others, nor do I care to. I have a lot of shit wrong with me. My-my past is fucked up, I'm a fucked up person. I-I've only known one way for most of my life."

He looks kind of shocked that I'm opening up to him. Why the fuck am I opening up to him? Is-is it because I trust him?

"You can back out you know."

I look at him with the wide eyes now.

"Wh-what?"

"I mean, don't get me wrong I would love to be with you but we don't know about each other, well our past anyway and I know you like having your variety. So I wouldn't be mad if you want to take it back now and act like nothing ever was said."

This is the shit I'm talking about, this shitty fucking brat.

"Shut up. I'm not taking it back. If it's one thing about me I never turn down a challenge"

He just smiles at me and whispers in my ear.

"Leviii. I'm your boyfriend now." He giggles at me.

I hate this brat. I pull him closer to me. I don't know when but we both fall asleep in each other arms.

When I woke up bright green eyes are staring right at me and I raise my brow at him.

"Are you watching me sleep? You're such a fucking creep."

"I couldn't help it, you're so adorable when you're asleep Levi!"

"Shitty brat, did you just call me adorable?"

He smiles and quickly gets out the bed knowing I was about to hurt him but he isn't that fast and I pulled him back on the bed by his waist.

"Levi~! Let me go!" He giggles while I'm tickling him.

"What? I can't understand your language!"

"I'm gonna pee levi! Stoppp!"

As soon as he says that I stop and sigh.

"Shitty brat, you pee anywhere in my room, I'll kill you."

"I don't even doubt you when you say that."

He smiles at me and walks into the bathroom.

I think about what happened last night. I bury my head into my pillow. I can't believe I told Eren what I did. Is this for real? Is this me? Am I fucking sick? I got to be. What the fuck am I going through? I am really gonna be in this exclusive ass relationship with him? I've only been in love once and well that's not some shit I want to dwell on. My god, I hat is happening to me I'm starting to sound like a fucking shitty brat my damn self. Am I really really doing this? No I can't be doing this...I'm fucking doing this. Not talk- I don't want to hurt him.

I should have backed out last night when I had a chance. No if I don't have him , I'm going to blow up or something. I need him. I need him? Who the fuck am I?

"...evi? leeeevi...levii!"

"What?"

"I been calling you for like 5 minutes! You okay?"

"Yeah. Yeah I was...just thinking."

He looks at me, I know he's trying to read me. I get up and slide to the edge of the bed pulling him to me, giving him butterfly kisses on his hips. He looks down at me.

"Levi...I...you...you're my boyfriend now, which means...you're not going to...are...will you cheat on me?"

Fuck , when he looks like that.

"Go get my phone for me. It's still in the living room."

He nods and leaves the room, coming back with my phone and handing it to me. I pat the bed next to me.

"I want you to see how serious I am."

He looks at me then at the phone as I start deleting every single number in my phone. I already know his eyes are wide. The only names I keep are Erwin, Hanji, Eld, Gunther, Mike, and of course Eren's.

"I have no pass code on my phone. I literally don't get on any of my social media accounts but if you want me to put in a relationship on it and with whom I will. I don't know what's wrong with me either but I wanna be with you. I want to be exclusive with you. I want to make this work with you. I-I only said that to one person."

Here I go, rambling at my fucking mouth. I must be sick. Am I really about to open up to my brat? My brat? He's-he is my brat.

"He-he ripped my heart out my fucking chest. I could and will probably never forgive him for it. I will tell you the full story another time but the point is, it's been years but I n-ne-need you." I say that last part on a whisper. He looks at me and smiles so big at me.

He pulls me into a tight hug, kissing me all over my face. I smile at him.

"Oh my god... Levi that's the first I've ever seen you smile. You-you should smile more often!"

I roll my eyes at him.

"Okay, I'm filthy. I need a shower!"

I get up, standing in front of him. He kisses me.

"I need to shower." I tap him on his ass. He smiles at me and starts following me in the bathroom.

"Two showers are never a bad thing."

I shake my head at him and laugh.

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