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WARNING: Yaoi, smut (kinda), sex, cursing.

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Chapter 10: 14 days

First Day

Wow Levi is actually blowing up my phone.

Ass-vi

Eren. This is my 20th text to you. I really just want to talk.

To: Ass-vi

New phone. Who's this?

Ass-vi

Petty much. At least you replied. I just want to talk, can we meet up.

To: Ass-vi

I'm not ready yet.

Second to Fourth day

"Eren, you switched classes?!"

"It's only two classes and those were the two with Levi."

Armin looks at Mikasa.

"Mika. What's...what's Levi's husbands name."

"I don't think you need to know Er-"

"Tell me.."

"I just know they call him Ma-chan"

"Is-isn't that Japanese?"

She nods.

I sigh. My phone is starts vibrating and I close my eyes already knowing who it is. Mikasa grabs my phone and answers it.

"Mikasa!"

"Listen to me clearly you fucking kebler elf. My brother doesn't want to speak to you okay? So fuck off. Stop calling his phone!"

I thought she was gonna hang up but on the contrary.

"So you called him to apologize and ask if you can be friends. For someone who is suppose to be that fucking smart you sure are a fucking dumb ass. I won't say this in a nice way ever again. You are a small shitty little person for doing this to Eren and you don't deserve him as a lover or as a friend. Now leave him alone." And just like that she finally hung up on him.

"That was sort of harsh Mikasa." Armin says with wide eyes.

I can only just blink at her.

"It had to be said Armin." I say suddenly.

Fifth to Eighth Day

I was walking out the restaurant from working an early shift. I walk down the street to go catch the bus but as I am I see a guy with long hair. If I didn't notice his flat chest I would have thought he was a girl. The guy was clearly waiting for someone. I don't know why I'm being nosey but then a raven haired man with steel grey eyes, a grey sweater, with black skinny jeans walks out the store with two drinks in his hand. Walking over to the guy with long hair kissing his cheek.

"Levi..."

I thought I whispered it but steel grey eyes looked wide in shock right at me.

"Eren!"

No no no no. The bus comes up and I hurry and jump on it.

Fuck fuck fuck!

Ninth to Twelfth Day

Work and my classes have got a little hectic. I have two projects due and an essay. I haven't seen or been thinking about Levi. I've been avoiding everything about Levi. Anything that starts with L's. I can't even look at Levi jeans. I've been avoiding everything and all things to do.

I'm not over him. I know that, and it might sound dumb as fuck but I'm just ... I paused my feeling for him. If that makes sense. I just paused everything about that.

Now it's just this numbing feeling. I know it's there but I'm not falling into it. I just wanna finish these projects then go the hell to sleep. Yeah.

Thirteenth Day

"Excuse me." Someone says tapping me on my shoulder. I turn to face the person and I almost drop the tray I'm holding in my hand. I put it down.

"Um ye-yes?"

"Oh I'm sorry! You seem busy, I can wait." He smiles at me.

"Uh...n-no I'm-I'm going on break in a minute. C-can I help you?"

"I'm Masumi. Or actually I'm known as Ma-chan"

I just blink at him.

"You're Eren right?"

I just nod. Why is Levi's boyfriend at my job...

"I just wanted to meet the person who my husband seemingly can't let go."

"E-excuse me?"

"You're all he talks about. He's not in love with you or anything but for some odd reason he can't or won't let you go. At first it was cute. Now it's just annoying."

"I-I..."

"Oh you don't have to say anything. But I did want to ask you something."

I just nod my head because I can't even gather words to come out my mouth now.

"Levi said you guys were together for five months. Did he tell you I was fully back here for a month?"

"W-what?"

"I came back the middle of March. Did he not tell you that. I seen him several times. He even took me out on a date...hm I think the 30th"

Levi...took him out...on my birthday. Is..that's the reason he couldn't hang with me that night.

I'm pretty sure my mouth is open because he just smiles at me.

"So you really didn't know. Ha! That is so like him with his toys."

"Wh-why are you telling me this?" I finally asked.

"Because I want you to understand Levi will never be yours. Or anyone else's for the matter. But I need him to forget you. You going to school there isn't really helping. Well you living here isn't either."

"Wa-wait are you telling me...to leave?"

"Well..I'm not telling you because I'm sure you're the type even if I forced you, you wouldn't back down, but it didn't hurt to try." He looks at me again with this big smile on his face. "Oh well! I have to go, Levi's picking me up down the street in 5 minutes."

Before he completely leaves though he says it loud enough for only me to hear.

"I'll see you around Eren-kun"

At this point I'm really reevaluating my Levi's hu-husband... Levi is married, everything he said to me. Everything he did for me. It really wasn't for me. It was just to pass his time.

"He broke my heart, I don't think I will every forgive him for it."

Bullshit Levi. You forgave him.

Fourteenth Day

After yesterday I have to let Levi know how I'm feeling and what's going to happen from here on out.

So when he texted me today, I told him I'll meet him at the park.

I'm just standing around waiting for him. Until I heard a low sexy smooth voice from behind me.

"Oi."

Why did he have to look so good today. His bang was covering one side of his face, his grey beanie hanging off. He even changed the color of his gauges today. A tight dark red t-shirt and black skinny jeans rolled up at the bottoms. With black and white converse. I mean I know black is his signature color but damn.

Ugh no. Control yourself Eren!

"So...I'm here." I say trying not to look him in the eye.

"No shit. You said you had to tell me something."

"You wanted to see me."

"I did. I just wanted to tell you I'm sorry."

"Your boy-husband. Came to my job yesterday." I blurted it out.

"H-he did wh-what?"

"He...told me mostly everything you didn't. I..I have to say this or I never will. He said that he was here for a month, a full fucking month. You ditched me on my birthday to spend with him. You didn't even think to tell me. You told me he broke your heart and that you couldn't ever forgive him. Yet we haven't been broken up a month and you're fucking him. I...I fell for you... I have to forget about you because If I don't I'm going to turn out like you."

He just looks at me a little hurt but much more in shock.

"You sat here and crawled right back to him even though he left you. I'm not going to be like you. I refuse. Everyone sees you as this asshole person but I knew you were much more then that. I knew you had a fucked up past but I didn't care for your past because it doesn't really define the you now. Or so I fucking thought. The one thing I asked was for you not to lie to me. You hurt me. Bad. You hurt really bad because...because I know that I love you. Am-an I in love with you...probably. I'm blocking out those feelings though. I want to get over you. But here's what you need to understand Levi."

I take another deep breath and steps closer to him. I get so close to him our noses are touching. I put my arms around his neck and whisper into his ear.

"I don't want to let you go, even though you lied to me. You are the sexiest man alive and despite what everyone says I want you Levi. I know you don't want me, understand that when he breaks your heart I'll be here. Not to be your rebound, but when you want something actually real. I'll be here."

I pull back a little and press my lips to his just for a brief kiss then pulls back letting him go. I smile at him and I turn around to walk away , making my ass and hips sway as much as I can without looking dumb.

I laugh to myself. Armin and Mikasa are going to kill me but oh well. I know what I'm doing and I know what I realized. Levi is mine. All fucking mine.

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