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WARNING: Yaoi, smut (kinda), sex, cursing.

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Chapter 11: Ass-vi

"Armin isn't talking to me."

"That's my fault?"

"Yes! Because I kept your fucking secret, the one you so begged me to fucking keep Levi."

I've seen Erwin mad but never this mad.

"You didn't have to keep it. Maybe it would have been easier."

Erwin shakes his head. "You don't get to do that Levi, not at fucking all. I thought you were smart enough to let him go. I thought you wouldn't drag Eren down, but you did. You put false hope into his head. Not only did you do that but you did exactly what your so called 'husband' did to you."

I can see him breathing hard trying to calm down.

"I could lose my boyfriend over keeping this big of secret and the fact that you hurt my boyfriends best friend just makes it 3x worse."

"Aren't you suppose to be my best friend!" I yell at him finally..

"Yes! And I told you when I first found out to tell Eren, you kept telling me you would and promising me that you would. Yet you kept dragging it on! Levi you told me, you told him! I believed you! Then Armin calls me and tells me that you basically didn't. Mikasa fucking knew."

We stare at each other for a minute. Damn him. I'm an intimidating person I knew this about me, but the fact there was someone more intimidating then me staring right at me, like hell I was going to back down though.

"Levi, get your shit together. I know your past. Hanji knows your past. You are going find yourself alone if you jeep this shit up. I am your best friend Levi and I would never turn my back on you but you are not going to see what the fuck and who the hell you're going to lose if you keep it up. So as of right now Levi, I'm done with you."

He just turns around and leaves. I sigh to myself. Flopping down my couch. Fuck.

Ma-chan is straddling me while we're making out on the couch. Honestly I'm not into it. I really don't want to be kissing him. I don't know where his mouth been and who it's been on. Wait. When did I think this got disgusting with him?

Some how my mind started drifting to beautiful blue green eyes.

Why am I thinking of Eren at a time like this.

My mind drifts back to the time, we were in the car and he kept kissing on my neck while I was driving. How his soft lips felt on my skin. His hands sliding down my body to my jeans undoing them.

Masumi moans a little, I look at him trying to figure out why. My pants feel tight. Then it dawns on me that's why. Thinking about Eren started turning me on.

Just when I think I'm in the right mind, I start drifting back to when Eren was sucking me off in the car. He gave my shaft soft suckling kisses that drove me crazy. It was so hard to keep my eyes on the rode. He licked on my cock like it was the best fucking thing in the world. What really set me off, was when he deep throat me and kept it there. I had to pull the fuck over.

My pants just feel tighter and I know I have to release but I don't want to fuck Ma-chan. Hmm.

"Babe, le-let's take a break. I want to shower and you know how I am."

He just pouts at me. "Fine, but when you get out I'm just going to make you sweaty again!"

I just smile at him and get up quickly, running into my room then to my bathroom shutting the door and locking it. I turn the shower on and strip myself of my clothes. Letting out a sigh of relief , I climb in the shower.

I start thinking about Eren again. His hands all over me, mine all over him. The way he tries to fight for dominance with our tongues but I always win. The way he looks at me with so much want in his eyes for me.

I grab for the axe body wash and start getting myself all sudsy. Taking a deep breath, turning around and letting this hot water hit my back. My hands linger down over my abs, but as I wash myself Eren still lingers in my head. Remembering the night I told him how I felt, how his green eyes lit up at me...

My brain replays that night. All the groans, moans, whimpers, gasps... I'm no longer washing myself anymore, my hard erect member is in my hand. When did I get hard? When did I start stroking myself? Whatever... I'm not stopping now.

I hear him. His moans, him telling me he wants more. I stoke my rod tighter; mmm just as tight as his sweet , perfect ass.

My breaths are catching up to me, realizing I'm trying to keep quiet but now it's getting harder. My strokes are faster, biting my lip as i imagine his ass backing up on me, making me fill his hole... fuck. I'm so close.

The way he bites his lip, my God his mouth... his head game isn't a joke... fuck I could use his mouth all over my dick.

My rod is about near cumming. Twisting my hand around my tip, my other hand cup my balls and squeeze on them. Shit. My mouth drops open as I feel myself. getting closer, stroking my shaft longer and faster. My abs flex hard repetitively. Fuck I wish I had his mouth to let this fucking load off...

It's coming. I'm cumming."E-Eren". I cum hard enough that it gets all over the wall. Good thing I'm in the shower, easy clean up.

What I didn't know was the fact that Masumi was listening to me right outside the door.

A few days later. I'm standing in my living room trying to get Masumi trying not to slap Hanji.

"Does it look like I care for your opinion you psychotic test tube alien experiment?"

"Oh! I'm fine with being a test tube alien in fucking fact I LOVED to experiment with that. But you shitty excuse for a human on the other hand. Was hell to hot for you this time of year?"

"Excuse me?!"

"You know what Levi. I love you I do. But I'm not sticking around while you're with this ugly smiley titan you call a fucking husband. You should have stuck with Eren."

My eyes go wide as fuck. Did Hanji really just say that.

"Bitch! Levi is my fucking husband. We are fucking married. He is my lover. I have a ring! Not that German son of a bitch who doesn't know anything about Levi like I do!"

"You left Levi! You left him! You left Erwin and me to pick up the fucking pieces! Levi wasn't happy for weeks! You kissed another guy in front of him! Unlike you, Eren did none of that shit! Levi didn't even tell him about his fucking past and Eren didn't push. He was just there even when he went into his fits of fucking whatever. You're an ungrateful son of bitch that deserve Levi. He's willing to give up his friends for you! Yet you sound so fucking jealous of Eren! So guess what! Hanji fucking Zoe is team Eren fucking Jeager!"

I was really surprised at Hanji. I just blinked at her. My ass for once had nothing to fucking say. Wow.

"And you know what Santa's fucking elf. You need to control you fucking wanna be girlfriend here but for a real woman beats his ass!"

"Do it then!"

"Alright! Settle the fuck down now!"

Hanji huffed." Levi, I'll call you later." Hanji stated and stormed out.

Well today was great. I just look at Masumi and sigh.

"Levi...be fucking honest. Do you want to be with him?"

"Who?" I look at Masumi. Here he goes.

"You know who."

"I picked you Masumi."

"Yes, you picked me. Doesn't mean...Levi have you ever forgiven me?"

"W-what.."

"Oh my god. You haven't."

I just look at him and go to put my shoes on. "I'm going out."

I just didn't want to have that conversation with him. Not today, not now. Di-did I forgive him? No, I could not forgive him for breaking me. He broke me.

I don't know why but I found myself walking toward the dorms of the school. Who the fuck am I going to see?

Some how I end up in front of Eren's dorm. Fuck.

I knock on it and look who answers.

"Why are you here?"

"I wanted to see Eren."

I can see Eren trying to peek over Mikasa.

"Mikaaaa! Who is it?"

"Ass-vi"

A-ass-vi? Really?

It sounded like a bunch of things falling and Eren runs over to the door pushing Mikasa out the way and shutting the door behind him.

"Hey, you okay?"

"Yeah, I was just going for a walk and ended up here."

"Le-levi... I wanted to tell you something."

"Hm?"

I really want to kiss him right now. Hold him. Ugh.

"I have a date."

My heart stopped.

"With who?"

"A guy...but if you don't want me to go.." He looks at me expecting me to say no.

"Go on your date Eren. You aren't tied down to me. Have fun."

Before he could even say anything I turned around and left. Why am I so jealous? Why am I so fucking pissed!

I miss him. Fuck who is this speaking right now? This isn't me! When the fuck did I, Levi fucking Ackerman, become so...so...so fucking something. I'm worser than girls in chick flicks right now.

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