CHAPTER THREE

Thankfully, since Storybrooke is a small town we were able to see the doctor, get tests done and wait for the results in all the same afternoon. After having a bunch of tests done I sat in the doctors office with Mary Margaret, couldn't even say a word, just staring off out the window. I could see her watching me but I just didn't know what to say, of course I was sick, I've just lost my true love but Mary Margaret just wanted it to be something that we could fix with some medicine.

I hear it again, whispers, I know what happened and it angers me, I tell Mary Margaret. "I hear it" I tell her, "Hear what?" Mary replies "The dagger, it whispers to me" "How is that possible? Killian destroyed the darkness" Mary Margaret looked at me wide eyed. "Gold, how else, he betrayed us all and transferred all the darkness from Killian to him, and he just watched him die." "Emma, how do you know this?" She asked me, I took a deep breath and explained "I heard it after Killian died and I followed it, it lead me to him, to Gold." I could see the look on her face, why, why gold did it, why I didn't tell them but I couldn't think anymore. I said it out loud, Killian was gone and it was too much for me to handle, the pain in my stomach was back.

I just ignored the looks from Mary Margaret and just sat there playing with the ring Killian gave me. I didn't even notice when the doctor came into the office and started talking to us. "Ms. Swan? Ms. Swan?" the doctor asked just looking at me. "Oh, sorry, ya?" I replied looking at him noticing both the doctor and Mary Margaret watching me. "I have gotten the tests back and I have figured out why you've been so sick" 'Uh, because the love of my life just died' I thought to myself "You're pregnant" he says, I stare at him, that got my attention, my mind is racing. "What?" Mary Margaret asks. I look up at the doctor, "what?" "You're pregnant miss swan, congratulations, about two months I'd say but we'll have to do an ultrasound to be sure, here's some prenatal vitamins you'll need to start taking and the front desk will have some information for you about pregnancy and how to take care of yourself with the little bundle in there" the doctor handed me the pill bottle and left. "Oh, Emma" My mother said reaching for me. I looked at the pill bottle, dropped it and ran out the door, I couldn't do this. Pregnant again, alone.