CHAPTER FOUR
'KILLIAN JONES' I read on his grave that my family set up so I could have somewhere to go, "Killian, what should I do, I'm pregnant but I can't do this without you, this baby, our baby is our future, it's not fair. Gold tricked us all. I have to get you back, there must be some way to get you back, Gold better bring you back" I marched away from there and head straight for Mr. Golds pawn shop.
"Well, hello Ms. Swan, what can I do for you?" Mr. Gold asked as I walked right up to him. "Killian, you bring him back!" I demanded. "Pardon me, dearie?" "You tricked us all. It's not fair to him to lose his life for your selfishness" If looks could kill he would've exploded at that moment. "I'm sorry. Miss Swan. I know love is a terrible thing to lose but I can't bring someone back from the dead, just like I told you when you came in the first time following the whispers" He replied. "Yes, you will" I took a deep breath "I'm pregnant" I could see the shock on his face. "Oh, congrats!" "You're going to bring back his father" I demanded, again. "His? It's a boy?" He looked at me confused. "Not the point, bring him back or I'll go straight to Belle with what I know" I said keeping eye contract with him, not letting him know the pain in the stomach had returned. "I can't just bring someone back from the dead, dearie, you know that" He replied. "But he's not just dead, he's in the underworld, so bring him back" I said, "If you're very serious about this, all I can do is help you get there and to get back, finding him will be completely up to you." He said, I took a deep breath, finally, we're getting somewhere. "We leave tonight" and then I walk towards the door. "Oh, Gold, you can't tell anyone I'm pregnant" I say not looking at him but waiting for his response. "I understand" he responded so I left the shop and headed toward Mary Margaret Apartment.
'Can I do this?' I thought to myself. 'Go to the underworld and bring him home while pregnant, what if something happens to the child, I'll never be able to forgive myself. But I need to get him back'. I take a deep breath and enter the apartment, Mary Margaret ran up to me, "Emma, I have all the stuff, you need to take care of yourself, it's not just you any more." She tried whispering to me so no one else would hear. "No, I know that and I'm going to get him back"I said. "What?" She asked me, no longer whispering. "I'm going to the underworld and I'm going to get Killian back and we will have that future together."I said trying to stay strong. "Emma," Mary Margaret whispered so David wouldn't hear. "You can't go to the underworld. You're pregnant."She said. "I know I'm pregnant but I can't lose him, I will get him back, and no one else is to know I'm pregnant they will find out after. I need to get hook first. He's the first one. I'm going to tell that I'm pregnant."I told her. "Emma, you can't seriously tell me you're going to the underworld" Mary Margaret repeated even more shocked. "What?" David shouted and walked into the kitchen area. "What do you mean you're going to the underworld?" David asked. "I'm getting him back, its not fair to him, Gold tricked him to get the power, he gave up his life for nothing, so I'm getting him back" I said as Henry entered the area. "You know, Emma, only the same number of people can return as however many went through. You can't give into the darkness we just got you back" Mary Margaret pleaded. "I'm not giving into the darkness, I'm giving into love, you two share a heart and so will we" I replied. "Emma, are you sure?" David asked. "Yes, I'm getting him back, Golds going to help me, I'm going to the underworld tonight" I said. "Well, we're coming with you" David said. I nodded and started to make my way to the door when Mary Margaret followed me into the hallway. "Emma, if we're going to do this, you need to promise to take care of yourself and your baby, take your prenatal vitamins, even when we're in the underworld!" Mary Margaret pleaded. "How am I going to do that without telling anyone? I can't carry around a bottle of prenatal vitamins without anyone noticing" I replied. "Throw a bunch in a little container or something, I don't care, I think people should know but I just want you to take care of yourself and your baby" Mary Margaret told me. "Yes, mine and Killians, and I'm not telling anyone until I tell him and bring him home" I said. "Okay, fine" Mary Margaret replied as she went inside the apartment and I walked off to get ready to save the man I love.