It was long past midnight.
The moon shined from the window in the corner of the room. Their kisses lead them where their feet followed, straight to Roman's old room. Dean started to think back to the many memories he had here, how happy they used to be living together. Even their bad moments were feeling like happy memories as Roman kissed him. And oh what a kiss it was. So sensual, yet possessive. So uniquely Roman. Dean hasn't felt passion like this in years, no one could scratch that particular itch like Roman could.
No one did it for him like Roman.
Dean was placed on the bed, hitting the pillows gently, he giggled. He looked up at Roman as his ex started to take his shirt off. Beautifully tanned skin came into full view. Dean scanned his tattoo that now went down Roman's arm with a soft lick of his lips. He had abs for days, and his long black hair had been released from it's confinement, falling down Roman's back like a tsunami of noir perfection. A chill ran down Dean's spine, when he decided to sit up, and help Roman out of his pants.
His nervous hands fiddled with the belt buckle, but once he looked into Roman's gray eyes things were calm again. His slacks dropped with the pop of the button and in 30 seconds flat, Roman was almost all the way naked. Dean released a breath that resembled a moan when Roman steps out of them, moving closer to the bed. Their hands connect and so do their eyes as Dean places soft kisses near Roman's hip bone. Up, his teeth nibbled Roman's sensitive skin, taking healthy bites of his abs and back down towards his belly button where he licked around it, then softly sucked, smiling up at him.
"Dean.." Roman was in a trance. Dean's lips and teeth were all over his body, claiming and marking him as his own. He didn't want to wait anymore. He pulled on Dean's shirt and Dean got the hint, lifting his arms to help take it off, leaving it on the floor with Roman's clothes. "Pants too." Roman said with a smile.
Dean nodded and then unzipped his jeans, taking them off one leg at a time, before they ended up in a pile with Roman's. "Get over here." Dean demanded, pulling Roman down on top of him. Roman fell, and landed gently between Dean's legs. He fit comfortably, his thick cock covered by his briefs sat snug against Dean's, so Roman grinded, with one hard thrust, making Dean moan out at the feeling.
"You don't play fair." Dean said with a kiss. His big hands cupped Roman's ass and held it possessively, effectively grinding their dicks together even more.
"When have i ever?" Roman smiled, and rolled his hips, causing yet another breathy moan from Dean. "How long has it been since you've had gay sex?" Roman's hands were on either side of the pillow, framing Dean's face as they stared to dry hump each other.
"Mmm." Dean grabbed hold of Roman's briefs and pulled them down half way so that they were framing his ass. He squeezed the bare cheeks in his hands, kneading them, between his fingers, "I haven't been with a guy since you."
Roman stilled when Dean admitted that. He looked down at Dean, mouth open slightly as he shook his head slightly in disbelief. "What do you mean you haven't been with a guy since me?"
Dean opened his eyes and sighed softly, "After i ended it, i just.. couldn't.. No one touched me like you do. I couldn't imagine being with another man when i constantly thought about you. So i just dated women. After a while, i settled down with Renee and that's all she rode i guess." Dean lifted his hand to push some hair out of Roman's face. He tressed through the thick black locks and kept his fingers there. Softly he nuzzled his nose with Roman's, leading him in for more kisses.
"I don't want to hurt you." Roman warned, as Dean's tongue slid in and out of his mouth, "We don't have any lube or anything, and it's been a long time since you've had gay sex.." Roman sucked on Dean's bottom lip. "You remember how big i am. Even if i eat your booty like groceries you still won't be lubed up enough for my cock."
"Roman c'mon, you fucked me raw in the middle of a park, against a tree at 12 am on my birthday. I wasn't lubed up then, and yes it fucking hurt like hell, but it felt great too, because it's you." Dean noticed Roman blush it made him smile, "Just because i got off the bike, doesn't mean i don't know how to ride still. Trust me.. I still know how to ride." Dean smirked, putting his hand behind his head on the pillow.
Roman blushed at the memory. He lifted up off of Dean, eyes trained on him as he pulled Dean's boxers off painfully slow, letting his hard cock flop out, standing at attention for him. Roman licked his lips, damn. He forgot how beautiful his cock was. Pinkish tan, with a red tip that was oozing precum. Dean always was hairless down there, except for a few blonde pubic hairs which he trimmed.
Such a primadonna.
"First. I'm gonna put your dick in my mouth." Roman started to say, fitting between Dean's legs so that he was eye level with his erection. "Then I'm gonna give you the best blow job you've probably had in three long years. After that, i'm gonna get up, and you're gonna suck my dick until the exact moment i feel like turning you over, and pounding you until you come over and over again."
"Fuck, Ro." Roman laid out between his legs, all ready to take his cock right into his glorious pink mouth when..
"When a mannn loves a womannnn!" Dean's phone exploded to life with a phone call. He looked over to his jeans on the floor. He knew it was Renee. That was her ringtone. Roman looked towards the sound too, then sat up on his heels.
"Are you going to answer that?" Roman asked, pushing all of his luxurious hair to the right side. It swept across his abs lightly, making Dean bite his lip.
"I don't want too." It almost came out in a childlike whine. He knew if he answered that phone call, in seconds Roman would rethink what they were doing and leave before Dean got a chance to kiss him again.
Roman frowned, hopping gently to sit on the edge of the bed. He sighed softly, knowing it was Renee, Dean's fiancee calling. Seeds of doubt ran through him as Roman started to realize what he was about to do, "She's your fiance, Dean. You love her. Don't ignore her for me." He saw Roman stand up, and start to put on his clothes. Dean watched him almost sadly, sitting up now too.
"Ro.." Dean got up quick, stopping him from putting his shirt back on. He kissed his back softly, leaving feather light kisses across Roman's soft muscles, making the samoan man breathe deeply. "Please, don't go." Dean whispered, hugging Roman's back to his front, embracing him while his erection softly dug into Roman's back.
"We both know this isn't right, Dean. I can't just sleep with you. I'll hurt Seth. You'll hurt Renee." Roman turned his head to capture Dean's eyes and he gave him a kiss on his lips.
"Stay." Dean wasn't looking for rights or wrongs. He wanted Roman to hold him, be with him. The night wasn't over until Roman decided to stay.
"You know this isn't smart, Dean." Roman tried to sound like he was contemplating still. But his forehead pressed with Dean's and he grabbed onto his hips, squeezing, imprinting on Dean's once again.
"I know." Was Dean's only reply, right before he grab hold of Roman's face, and kissed him softly.
Seth woke up the next morning and head was pounding. Goddamn. How much did he have to drink last night? Most likely too much because the young teacher didn't remember anything. He scratched the side of his head and yawned, wondering if he should eat breakfast before or after he brushes his teeth. He looked to the side of him, and saw someone move deep under his covers. Seth smiled, thinking that it was Roman. He probably came home last night after talking with Dean and realized that he and Seth were meant to be.
"Ro baby?" Seth fit next to him comfortably, wrapping his arms around him. "What time did you get in?"
When Roman didn't answer, Seth pulled the covers back and it revealed Randy Orton, not Roman who was sleeping naked underneath his covers... In Seth's bed. Seth screamed loudly, his horrid yelp causing Randy to wake up.
"Seth?" Randy turned towards him and in shock, Seth fell off the bed. He pulled most of the sheets with him, then ran into a corner of his room with them wrapped firmly around him.
"RANDY!" Seth screamed... "W-what are you doing naked in my bed?" Seth was trembling, he didn't remember anything last night except dancing with Randy and then blacking out. He had no recollection of anything but the bar where they were talking about Roman and having fun. "What happened last night?"
Randy sat up on the bed, exhaling sharply. "You don't remember anything that happened last night?"
Randy's insides were screaming. Seth didn't remember. Fuck. He didn't remember anything.
"I remember dancing with you then.. Nothing else. Why are you naked? Please tell me we didn't have sex?" The plead from Seth's voice caused Randy to reevaluate how he was gonna answer the question. If he told him the truth, it wouldn't look good because Seth didn't remember.
So he had to lie.
"Uhh no. Actually we came into the apartment after you kissed me twice and then while we were in your bedroom, you started stripping and i thought we were going too but uhh.. You fell asleep before anything could start." The lie came out of Randy's mouth so easily. He couldn't tell him about what happened last night. He couldn't explain to him that they made love.
Fuck. He should've just went home.
Seth felt blood rushing back through his formerly stiff body. He was so worried he cheated on Roman and ruined everything that he had with him. Seth put the sheet around him completely and nodded, looking around nervously. "Okay good. Look Randy, I don't remember what happened but.. If i came onto you last night.. I'm sorry. I was drunk and worried that Ro-"
Randy stopped him from finishing that sentence, "Hey, you don't need to explain yourself. I understand. You love him." Randy got up and when he did, Seth got a look of his body. Tight clean abs clenched, tattoos flexed against his muscles and Seth found himself biting his lip. He was currently regretting breaking it off with Randy before he met Roman. They didn't compare to each other at all. But Randy was definitely a looker, in and out of clothes. He put on his clothes, and Seth manged to pop on some tight briefs too.
"Thank you for understanding Randy. You're so sweet." Seth went in for a hug but what he got was something more. Randy picked him up off his feet and held him tight at his back. Seth smiled, breathing in his scent in the crook of Randy's neck before he set him down on his bare feet, with a smile.
"Take care of yourself gorgeous." Randy whispered as he cupped Seth's face, giving him a kiss on his cheek. Seth's face flushed as he watched Randy leave.
He was such a good man.
Seth decided that he should call Roman since he hasn't contacted him all night. He was about to pick up his phone to call when someone rung his doorbell. Seth put on some sweats before he ran over to the door to go answer it. He swung the door open without looking through his peekhole first and..
"Renee?" Seth was shocked to see Renee standing in his doorway.
"WHERE THE HELL IS DEAN?"
Lips softly smacked against lips for the last time in an hour. They finally opened their eyes, smiling when they stopped kissing. "I think my lips are bruised. We've been making out for over an hour." Dean whispered, wrapping his leg in Roman's. His body fit partially on top of him, so Dean got a good look of the gray crystals Roman called eyes. His thumb spread across both of Roman's lips, causing a soft bite from his samoan. Dean let out a sexy laugh, pecking Roman's lips again.
"It's almost seven am." Roman looked at the clock. Their talk and almost seduction lasted all night. They didn't get to make love but somehow he didn't care. What they were doing now was way more intimate than a quick fuck could ever be. "I gotta go see Seth." Roman tried to get up, but Dean laid fully on top of him now. Their dicks pressed against each other, making Roman groan at the feeling.
"We haven't even gotten to the best part yet." Dean started kissing down Roman's body, taking soft licks of his pecs, and abs. Roman watched him go down, until he was right between his legs. "It's been a long time since I've sucked a cock." Dean licked his lips, at Roman's semi-hardness. Tan, pulsating thick perfection waiting to be put into his mouth. He loved that they were connecting again, but his body craved Roman. He craved him more than anything.
"Dean stop." Roman sat up, moving out of Dean's embrace. He sat crossed legged on the bed, sighing. "This is so wrong and fucked up of us. You know that?" Roman said as he finally let the guilt get to him.
"What?" Dean was confused. Were they not just making out a couple of seconds ago?
"It's wrong Dean. We have people in our life we care about-" Roman was cut off mid sentence.
"Are you kidding me Roman? Now all of a sudden it's wrong?" Dean was annoyed. He got up off the bed angrily and started putting on his jeans. "You fucking kissed me back. We made out for hours in this bed, and now you wanna chicken out? Coward." He buttoned his pants and then looked for his shoes.
"I know." Roman felt so guilty. "But i can't just.. sleep with you. I can't hurt Seth like this. Do you want to hurt your fiancee? The woman you claim to love? Kissing is one thing.. but the moment i put my cock in you.. You're saying goodbye to your cushy life. Bye to the woman you love.. everything for me."
"You say that like it's a bad thing!" Dean yelled frustratedly. "Once upon a time i would've given up everything for you. Literally everything! I tell you i love you and you're just as scared as i was back then." He popped on his shoes vehemently. "This isn't about right and wrong. This is about Seth. You can't fucking admit that you love him and can see yourself with him somehow. That fucking twink who stole you from me wins."
"Stop calling him names." Roman got up off the bed and he and Dean met face to face. "Maybe this is about Seth. Maybe i love him! Is that what you wanna hear? I fucking wanted to leave and you wouldn't let me. You pushed me in with lies, saying that you loved me. That you could ever love me!"
"I FUCKING LOVE YOU." Dean screamed in his face. "Don't you dare say i don't. I loved you more than anyone. I love you Ro. I love you! How many fucking times do i need to say it?"
"Until you ACTUALLY mean it." Roman spat back, turning to put on his clothes too. "You say you're ready to give up everything for me. But i KNOW you Dean. Better than you know your damn self. As soon as i give my heart to you again, you'll break it. That's all you know how to do. Hurt the people that care for you the most." Roman knew that was a low blow. Fuck. He shouldn't of said that.
"Fuck you Roman!" Dean didn't want to see his eyes fill with tears. Roman hit him below the belt. That shit wasn't okay. "You're right.. coming here was a mistake." He put on his t-shirt then headed for the door.
"Wait! Dean i'm sorry-" Roman didn't get a chance to finish, since the door was now slammed in his face.
"Dean isn't here... Why are you screaming?" Seth asked Renee after she let herself in. She was pacing back and forth in his living room, biting her nails.
"Sorry it's just.. He hasn't come home at all. I figured he could be here with you since he's either with you, me, or working that's his only routine. Right? That's all he does." Renee was talking to herself more than she was Seth. She ran a finger through her frustrated blonde hair then suddenly stopped, looking at Seth.
"Renee honey.. Dean's probably at the office, you know he's a workaholic." Seth reached in to try and comfort her. When he rubbed her shoulders he could feel Renee trembling. Seth never seen her like this before. She usually always keeps it together, and now it seemed like she was on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
"Sweetie you're shaking." Seth tried to hug her, fitting her close to his body. "Are you sure you're alright?"
"No I'm not." Renee pulled back gently, "Seth i need to ask you something and i want you to answer me honestly. Please?"
"Anything." Seth agreed.
"Tell me about Dean's past relationship with Roman Reigns?"
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Roman turned the key in the door to Seth's apartment. He entered and things were eerily quiet. He placed the key back in his pocket then went to go check the room. Seth wasn't there. He looked all over the place, he wasn't home. Roman sighed. He went to get a soda from the fridge and then sat on Seth's couch. His nervous hands fiddled with the cushion. Roman knew he fucked up. He and Dean took everything a little too far, to the point of no return. He stayed up with him, they touched, made out, grinded. It took all the will power he had in him to not fuck Dean then. And now? He felt like shit. No doubt, he hurt Seth and since Roman was all about honesty he was gonna tell him everything. Roman looked down at the soda in his hands, he gripped the can tight, squeezing a bit. Losing Dean was hard enough, and now he was about to lose Seth too. It all just... made him angry, sad, guilty.
He was deep in his thoughts when Seth came in with groceries. He put them on the counter and then looked over, seeing Roman there sitting on his couch. Seth was smiling when he first saw him, then he noticed the look on Roman's face. A guilty look. He knew that look too damn well. His heart raced, but he kept his calm. "Hey."
"Hey." Roman said back. He waited for Seth to come to the couch and when he did, Roman put the soda down so he and Seth could talk. "Seth.. I have something to tell you and you're probably gonna hate me forever after i do so here." Roman put Seth's key on his coffee table then pulled Seth in for a soft kiss. He heard Seth moan against his lips then they pulled away softly. "I just needed that. Since this might be the last time you let me kiss you."
Seth was worried, but he was no fool. The way Roman was acting.. He already knew what was happening,"You slept with him.. didn't you?" Roman watched as Seth's chocolate eyes filled with tears and when he saw him cry, he wanted to die right then and there.
"No. But i almost did." Roman said honestly. "We kissed, got naked. I might as well have cheated but i didn't. It doesn't really mean anything. I'm still weak scum. But i never wanted to hurt you." He put his hand on Seth's cheek, wiping away a tear. "But i have and i can't take it back. I know i've lost you and I'm sorry that i roped you into this tangled web. You deserve so much better than me." Roman looked away with tears in his eyes. Seth hasn't said anything. He was ready for a slap or a scream. Yet all he got was Seth crying as he looked back at him. Roman figured he was disgusted by him and to be honest he didn't blame him.
So he got up and decided to leave.
"Roman wait.." Seth stood up and sniffled, watching Roman stop at the door. He turned around, waiting for the verbal lashing from Seth. Instead, Seth ran to him, and kissed him hard on the lips. Roman was taken aback by the kiss at first, but it didn't stop him from kissing him back, pulling Seth's body flush against his.
They began ripping at each other's clothes, in anger and in heartbreak and soon, Seth was pushed against the wall. Roman's boxers dropped and slowly he lifted Seth in his arms. Their kisses got sloppy as Roman quite literally ripped Seth's briefs and lined his dick up with Seth's entrance. Seth gasped against his lips, crying out at the pain of Roman's thickness without lube. His arms felt loose around Roman's shoulders and with a never-ending gaze, Roman's started thrusting hard, deep, quick inside of him. Their eyes stayed on each other when Roman grabbed at his thigh, pounding into him harder. The wall shook as Seth got fucked, and Seth's screams could be heard in the hallway. His head fell to Roman's shoulder, neither of them were gonna last long. With a few more strokes, Roman was cumming inside of him, filling Seth up. Seth's body shook slightly from the orgasm, the vibration mixed with Roman lit him a flame. He panted against soft tan skin, kissing Roman's shoulder blade softly.
"I'm so sorry." Roman ran both his hands through Seth's hair, fingers laced in the thick brown locks, forcing eye contact between them.
"Are we over?" It was a weird question to ask him while still inside of him, but he had to know. He didn't know if his heart was prepared to lose Dean and Seth in the same day but Roman had to mentally prepare for whatever was the outcome.
"I honestly don't know." Seth failed to mention that he drunkenly kissed Randy, so he wasn't completely innocent in this, but it was different wasn't it? Dean was the one guy Roman truly cared for. Loved, once upon a time. It was different because this was Dean. Not some random dude on the street.
Roman released his hold on Seth's hair then slowly he felt him pull out. The pain shot through him at the loss of cock and Seth rubbed his ass, hoping that he wouldn't be sore in the morning.
They got dressed in silence. The air between them was a mixture of tense, awkward and sadness. Roman gulped, then walk towards the door again. This time Seth followed him, opening his door for Roman. "One last thing.." Roman leaned in and kissed Seth slowly, sucking on his sweet, soft lips. Seth got lost in the kiss, tip toeing just enough so that their lips met perfectly. The moment was over before it even got a chance to really start, and Seth opened his eyes to see Roman staring back into his with the most sullen look. He hated that they were hurting but he needed time. Roman understood that.
"Call me when you made your decision." Roman held his face, caressing it softly.
"I will." Seth said back. He felt Roman touch his lips and all he wanted to do was tell him to stay. He wanted to go back to Wednesday movie nights, and date nights. He wanted sweet morning kisses. Early morning runs and late night love making. Anything but the pain he felt right now. Anything but hurting. The last finger lingered longer than Roman intended and before Seth knew it, Roman was gone.
Seth closed his door back and then he broke down. He slid against his door down to the floor and began to cry.
A/N: They were so close... But i guess they haven't come full circle yet. Randy's keeping huge secrets. Is he a love struck fool or just wants Seth to remember on his own? Think Seth will forgive Roman? Now that Dean's away from Ro... Is the wedding still on? Hmm. -Melle.