Lying back and closing her eyes, she felt the weight of a body on top her. Her hands landed on the back of Arizona's shoulders and then made their way down to her lower back. She opened her legs slightly to allow her partner to slip a leg between them. When she opened her eyes she found the blonde looking down at her with a sleepy smile on her face.

"Are you okay?" Callie asked.

"Why wouldn't I be?"

"That rumour Mark brought up."

"There's always rumours going around that hospital."

"Rumours about you cheating on your girlfriend?"

Arizona sighed as she leant her head on her hand. "I know what happened with me and you. I never slept with you before leaving Jasmine. Everybody else can go to hell."

The brunette smiled and kissed her.

"I guess I did cheat in a way." She continued.

"I don't think that kiss counts darling."

"No but I was in love with somebody else for the last month of our relationship. I thought about you constantly when I was with her. I..."

"In bed?" Callie interrupted.

"What?"

"Did you think about me when you were we in bed with her?" She smiled but Arizona was serious.

"Don't Calliope."

Callie ran a hand through her fiancé's hair and spoke again.

"You did nothing wrong Arizona. We met and I tried but you told me that you had a girlfriend and like you said nothing physical happened between us until after you left Jasmine. Jasmine who cheated on you."

"I wanted to. I wanted to so badly." The surgeon ran a finger down Callie's cheek, jaw and neck until her hand rested on her chest.

"You wanted to what?" She played dumb as she sat up on her elbows and leaned her forehead against Arizona's, so that their lips were an inch apart.

"I guess I thought that you'd do it. You'd make the move and once you had I wouldn't stop you. That first night we met I knew that if you kissed me I wouldn't stop you. I'd have been another one of your strangers."

Callie glanced down at her lover's lips and then back up to her eyes. "Thank God that didn't happen."

"You'd have screwed me hard and then forgotten about me." She responded matter-of-factly.

"I'm not so sure." Callie paused to kiss her, "But it didn't happen like that. You didn't let me kiss you and regardless of all my issues I wasn't gonna push you because that was just a bad idea. She cheated and you stayed even though you were unhappy. You had to walk away." She said as she lay back down fully and put her hands behind her head.

Arizona began kissing the portion of her chest that was exposed by her tank top and Callie's head rolled to the side as she moaned softly.

The leg between hers pushed a little more than it had been on her centre.

She decided to push.

"Doesn't mean that you weren't all I thought about Arizona."

The lips moved up to her collar bone as she continued.

"You were all I thought about."

When Arizona was above her fully and sucking on her earlobe she made her move. Before Arizona knew it she was on her back with her hands held down on the pillow.

Callie pushed her weight up slightly so that her face was just out of reach of Arizona's lips. When the blonde leaned up she pulled away and every time she did the way their legs were now entwined meant that both had a shot of pleasure. They continued this little dance until Callie spoke.

"I thought I wasn't getting any?"

"You're not, we're just kissing. That's what you wanted earlier right? For me to just kiss you." She whispered. Her voice wasn't able to do much more. In truth she was desperately aroused.

Finally the brunette lowered her head and their mouths connected. She was all too happy to let Arizona's tongue do as it wanted when it was suddenly in her mouth. Honestly she could do this forever.

"You were all I thought about." Callie repeated in what was almost a growl as her hips began to roll and she kissed her again. She could feel what was happening between their entangled legs and knew Arizona could too. "No matter what I was doing."

Her partner took a sharp breath and squeezed her hands tighter. Looking up Callie saw Arizona's knuckles were white as she held on.

"It was you no matter who I was doing." She whispered before kissing her fiancé's neck.

"Calliope?" She whined and Callie slowed down the movement of her hips.

She let go of Arizona's hands and brought one of her own to her lover's face, stroking a thumb across her cheek.

"You wanna stop?" She asked, kissing the surgeon's forehead.

Arizona brought her newly freed hands to Callie's ass and began guiding a rhythm which Callie gladly followed. She kissed her and spoke three words.

"Tell me more."

At the same time she started pushing her hips up to meet her partner's and caused her to curse.

"Fuck. I love you."

After another kiss she spoke again.

"I tried to distract myself. I tried so hard but there was only you. Kissing you. Touching you ." Callie snuck a hand under Arizona's Tee shirt and moved it up her stomach, stopping on her chest. "Your soft skin."

Somehow the blonde was able to push her lover back so that they were both sat up. She felt the skin on her neck break out into goose bumps as Callie's lips were by her ear.

"Your breast in my hand and your nipple against my palm."

Then both of Callie's hands were under her shorts and on her ass.

"And fuck me did I imagine doing this Arizona. And this." She continued as one hand moved around and in between them.

The surgeon dropped her hand to the waistband of Callie's shorts but did nothing more.

The brunette went further and found what she knew was waiting for her. After another fierce kiss she spoke against Arizona's lips whilst her fingers played with her. Neither had their eyes open.

"Calliope."

"This was everything Arizona. Everything I wanted. You saying my name with strangled breath. You whimpering and moaning, I could only imagine what that sounded like. And I wanted this." She curled her fingers and Arizona made her favourite noise. "You soaking wet and desperate to cum because of me. I wanted to be responsible for that. It didn't work with other people anymore, it wasn't half as satisfying, so I pictured you."

She slowed her hand. When Arizona realised she stopped moving her hips and opened her eyes and found her fiancé looking at her with dark eyes.

"I don't want you to stop Calliope."

"I know."

"I was joking about the no sex thing and even if I wasn't," Arizona looked down at their laps. "Well after all that if you don't make me cum I'm gonna do it myself" She smiled.

"I wanted that but I knew I couldn't have it."

"What do you think you've got right now?"

"I couldn't have that without having everything I was terrified of. Now I have everything, truly everything. Including the one other thing I imagined over and over." Callie's hand again began to work. "Do you know the other thing, Arizona?"

Arizona moved her hand under the waistband of Callie's shorts and directly to her centre. It immediately met with slick, wet heat and she watched her lover's head drop back. She kissed her neck and checked.

"This?"

"Yes." Came the reply.

The blonde could feel herself losing control and so, with her free hand grabbed Callie's wrist and pulled the hand from her own shorts entirely.

Callie was confused.

Although her expression was simply aroused when Arizona began licking her fingers.

"I don't wanna cum yet." Arizona explained before initiating a hungry kiss just as her thumb met with a swollen bundle of nerves.

"Arizona." It was Callie's turn to moan.

"I'll tell you when."