I see nothing. It's been about 5 weeks since Rueben died. Lukas hasn't gone anywhere. He hasn't been eating anything. The nurse is coming at hour intervals to give me some medication with a name I don't know. The whole Order of the Stone came, including Soren. They were chatting and remembering the time when Gabriel was sick. Once, I felt someone grabbing my arm. It was a miracle. I never knew who it was.
The door creaked open and slammed the wall.
"Your petty girlfriend get hurt?" A girl coldly joked.
"Maya, stop," Lukas replied, his voice was impatient, his tone filled with anger.
"Oh, Lukas," Her footsteps echoed in the silent room. "Don't you think it might be time to, you know, let go?"
"No, when she wakes up, I want to be here, so she can see how happy I am."
Her icy laugh filled the room. My blood boiled. I wish I were up and awake so I could give her a piece of my mind.
"You should look at what you could have," her voice was deep.
"Get out," Lukas muttered something I barely heard.
"What?" Maya sounded as though she were hurt. "I said get out! That means now!" Lukas was angry, his voice getting louder.
"I brought flowers, but not for your petty date," I couldn't understand how Maya is staying calm.
"Get out!"
Silence filled the room. The door softly closed. I want to get up, so badly. We stayed in silence for a moment. Suddenly, I heard the rustling of papers and Lukas uncapping a marker. He sat quietly, reading, on what I couldn't see. My usualy beeping on my monitor sped up. Whatever Lukas was holding dropped and he started yelling.
"Help! Someone! A doctor or something, please!"
My hands had feeling, but no control. For the first time since I fell, my eyes opened. I could see! I saw the ceiling and then shook violently. I saw Lukas' blurred hair and his face.
"Oh no, no, no!"
I was having a seizure, scared and frightened. The nurse pushed something under my head, I'm guessing a pillow.
"Stand back!" she screamed at Lukas, who was inching forward.
I tried to restrain myself, but my body was shaking. He stepped closer and closer, barely avoiding anything. I opened my mouth.
"Lukas! Get back!" my voice was cracking after not being used. I could barely recognize it.
"Jesse, I can't do that!" Lukas was putting himself in danger. His eyes determined but his body asleep.
"I don't want you getting hurt!" I pleaded, my voice regaining strength.
"I don't want you to leave me again," his eyes begged me to hold on.
I already felt my body falling asleep at a rapid pace.
"Lukas," the feeling was at my hips,"I really," I gasped, it taking my lungs,"love," my shoulders lost feeling,"you." I finished, my eyes closing.
Darn it! I could have escaped it all, get out of this hospital bed and went somewhere far away. I could have felt and see. I hate myself, for almost hurting Lukas, for not getting up, and for getting hurt in the first place!
"Jesse, I don't know if you can hear me while asleep, but were going to get you out of this," Lukas said on the verge of breaking.
"Because if I know one thing, it's that I love you."
The door creaked open and slammed the wall.
"Your petty girlfriend get hurt?" A girl coldly joked.
"Maya, stop," Lukas replied, his voice was impatient, his tone filled with anger.
"Oh, Lukas," Her footsteps echoed in the silent room. "Don't you think it might be time to, you know, let go?"
"No, when she wakes up, I want to be here, so she can see how happy I am."
Her icy laugh filled the room. My blood boiled. I wish I were up and awake so I could give her a piece of my mind.
"You should look at what you could have," her voice was deep.
"Get out," Lukas muttered something I barely heard.
"What?" Maya sounded as though she were hurt. "I said get out! That means now!" Lukas was angry, his voice getting louder.
"I brought flowers, but not for your petty date," I couldn't understand how Maya is staying calm.
"Get out!"
Silence filled the room. The door softly closed. I want to get up, so badly. We stayed in silence for a moment. Suddenly, I heard the rustling of papers and Lukas uncapping a marker. He sat quietly, reading, on what I couldn't see. My usualy beeping on my monitor sped up. Whatever Lukas was holding dropped and he started yelling.
"Help! Someone! A doctor or something, please!"
My hands had feeling, but no control. For the first time since I fell, my eyes opened. I could see! I saw the ceiling and then shook violently. I saw Lukas' blurred hair and his face.
"Oh no, no, no!"
I was having a seizure, scared and frightened. The nurse pushed something under my head, I'm guessing a pillow.
"Stand back!" she screamed at Lukas, who was inching forward.
I tried to restrain myself, but my body was shaking. He stepped closer and closer, barely avoiding anything. I opened my mouth.
"Lukas! Get back!" my voice was cracking after not being used. I could barely recognize it.
"Jesse, I can't do that!" Lukas was putting himself in danger. His eyes determined but his body asleep.
"I don't want you getting hurt!" I pleaded, my voice regaining strength.
"I don't want you to leave me again," his eyes begged me to hold on.
I already felt my body falling asleep at a rapid pace.
"Lukas," the feeling was at my hips,"I really," I gasped, it taking my lungs,"love," my shoulders lost feeling,"you." I finished, my eyes closing.
Darn it! I could have escaped it all, get out of this hospital bed and went somewhere far away. I could have felt and see. I hate myself, for almost hurting Lukas, for not getting up, and for getting hurt in the first place!
"Jesse, I don't know if you can hear me while asleep, but were going to get you out of this," Lukas said on the verge of breaking.
"Because if I know one thing, it's that I love you."
(Sorry for the short chapter, I had to make one of these and I wanted to post something! Last I checked, in January there was a total of 1,542 views! I'm so happy about this! You people really make my day! Now a whole new month to get started on. Hope your Febuary is filled with the loveliest times!)