Ch. V: I have three things to tell you.

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"You don´t know who her father is?" he frowned.

Donna slowly shook her head, tearing up as she watched him stand up. Not speaking a word, he grabbed his jacket and headed to the door. Her face transfixed as she stood up too, following him.

"Baby, please…" She whispered, grabbing his arm softly, with a painful distress in her voice.

"Donna, let me go" he demanded, shaking her hand away.

"You promised. I beg you, don´t leave me" she pleaded, crying her heart out as he closed the door behind him and walked away "You promised you wouldn´t leave me" she continued sobbing, letting herself fall to the floor and sitting over her legs. For several minutes, Donna sat there, her chest falling and raising as she drowned in her own ears, unable to hear anything else but her sobs and the love songs that were meant to be from him to her still coming from the CD player.

Donna cried until she ran out of tears. And when the rain of her crying came to a stop, an overwhelming anger engulfed her. Because she trusted him something she hadn´t trust anyone before and all he did was running away, discarding her like crap.

"How can you do this to me? I hate you! You fucking lying bastard! You broke my heart once and you just came back to destroy it again! Don´t you know I have feelings? Don´t you know I bleed? Or am I just your slut… a puppet you use to make you squirm" standing up, she grabbed the vase with the bucket of flowers from the night table and threw it against the very same door he just crossed to leave. The crystal shattered loudly, with a roar that physically hurt her, as she watched the shinning pieces fell to the floor and the rose petals sadly tore and bleeding between them. Those flowers were so beautiful. They meant so much to me. But they are nothing. I´m nothing but a reckless stupid slut. The last song of the CD came to an end. Silence expanded like a shadow devastating what was left of her soul.

Donna laid again on the bed, shaking, out of her senses from pain. It just can´t be real. Life can´t be so cruel. Leaning down, she buried her head in the covers and started crying again, loudly and uncontrollably. She was physically shaking and her mind was blocked from everything except her pain; she couldn´t think of following him of either leave the boat and leave him behind forever. It was over. And for the first time since she found out she was pregnant, Donna Sheridan felt again she had no reason to live.

"There will always be the Villa" she mumbled to herself with a shaky voice "There will always be the Villa"

She was starving. She was thirsty. She was extremely tired. And her exhausted body couldn´t make a move. Breath by breath, Donna finally calmed down. She was hit as a rock rack, the soul-shattering angst and hurt having drained her body into physical exhaustion.

She closed her eyes and the gloomy fog of a restless dream surrounded her.

Sank between her nightmares, she curled up into a ball, shuddering, still crying in her sleep.

"Please… come back… Please, don´t leave me… You promised… You´re breaking my heart…Don´t you know that I gave you my heart lock? It was given and can´t be returned!... You… are… killing… me…"

Trapped in the depths of her black despair, Donna slept all night long. Not having a minute of rest. Not having a second of peace.

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Slamming the door shut, Sam quickly walked away from the room. He didn´t want her to follow. He needed time to think and he was afraid if she did so, he wouldn´t get to it, because they would either broke up or end up tangled together. And he didn´t want any of those at the precise moment.

Walking straight into the kitchen, he poured herself a measure of scotch. Pure and on the rocks. He downed it all in a single sip and placed his glass down, running his hand through his hair. It wasn´t enough. He took a second one the same way. A third one… and a fourth one.

Sam sighed and sat down, dizzy and shaken, it wasn´t a good moment to say he was thinking straight.

He couldn´t get off her mind the sweet face of Donna when she smiled and the angst in her voice when she was begging him not to leave.

God, I love you woman. I need you. Why did something like this had to happen? Why can´t we just be happy? Is this just meant to be? You and me, never?

He started crying too, still thinking of her, and not even trying to fight the thoughts crossing his mind. He remembered her clear, carefree laughter, the delicious softness of her fingers intertwined with his, her charming smile, the lovely tone of her voice, the sweetness of her lips, the perfect curves of her body, the sultry flavor of her skin… and the amazing feeling of knowing himself inside of her.

He had met many women in his life, he very well knew he was wealth and highly attractive. And he also knew none of them would be left unsatisfied beneath his sheets. But none of those many ladies could never ask him to give her his heart. Only one woman could ask for that.

It was stolen in Greece by a pair of beautiful green eyes and he would never get it back. No matter what was in her past, he would have to take it and move on. A thousand times had she said she loved him too. She only wanted him to have her and love her for who she really was, to know there wasn´t secrets between them. He could imagine how hard it would have been for her to tell him something that obviously was her darkest secret, the thought that tortured her all day long. And having him doing exactly what she dreaded… hurting her, leaving…

I´m a bastard. I left her all those years ago, alone and brokenhearted, it was my fault she turned to someone else… because I wasn´t there. I loved but betrayed her. He passed up and down, still running his hand through his hair. The alcohol was starting to numb his senses and made his steps tremble. She is perfect. Why would I ever leave her? This is all my fault. I hope it´s not too late.

He sighed and slowly made his way back to the bedroom, unsure if he would ever deserve her forgiveness. The door cracked open and the light illuminated the broken glass before his feet and the rose petals splattered around. He took one of the flowers, the only one remaining in one piece and then his eyes laid on her. His heart hurtfully sank when he noticed the tears soaking her cheeks, the horror and sadness mixed on her quivering lips and her contracted eyes, the tension of her delicate hands tightly grabbing the blanket.

"Sam… Sam… I´m so sorry… I love you…"

His jaw dropped open as her face turned, as if he had slapped her and more tears drenched her skin.

"A slut? T-tha´s all I am for you? Oh God, Oh God, I don´t know you anymore"

Sam turned off the lights, so only the lit up candles enlightened the room. Still watching her-even when she was sad, she looked so beautiful-, he took his shoes, pants and shirts off and walked to the bed, getting into the covers and laying next to her. He gently pulled the covers further up over them and kissed her eyelids softly, careful not to wake her. Donna flinched when his lips touched her, but she slowly calmed down, tenderly cuddling up to him between his arms. He ran his thumbs over her cheeks gently, washing her pain away and stroked her hair lovingly, until her breathing calmed down and she relaxed.

"I´m so sorry, sunshine. You´re not a slut. I would never hit you, I love you so much"

Finally, her nightmare was over.

He smiled, still running his fingers over her curves, so lightly she could barely feel the delicate flutter of a butterfly´s wings. Until he drifted off to sleep too.

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Donna yawned and rubbed her eyes, as soon as the early morning sunlight reached her face. The sound of the door closing after Sam the night before was the first thing coming to her mind. For some reason she couldn´t figure out, her body felt extremely relaxed, quite strange for a night she had fallen asleep crying and drowned into a restless sleep.

"Are you awake, sweetheart?" he whispered onto her ear, his eyes still closed. And then Donna suddenly realized she was wrapped up in his arms.

"N-no" she gulped.

Okay, if he´s back in here hugging me I take it I´m forgiven… But I don´t know what to say. How could he hurt me like that? It´s not fair! It´s all his fault because he left me!

Grinning, Sam slid her arms further up her body, cupping her breasts in his hands, and kissed her neck, trailing his kisses down. Her body jolted as he pulled her closer against him and caressed her skin, until Donna moaned and, unable to resist the urge, she tilted her head back and kissed him passionately. He responded, tangling his tongue with hers and grazing her nipples with his fingers.

When the second moan escaped her lips, Donna had absolutely surrendered to his charms and his skillful ministrations. Never breaking the contact with her lips, he unbuttoned and removed the shirt from her body.

Sam broke apart slowly, which caused Donna to groan, deeply unimpressed, as his lips travelled the way down her neck to her shoulder and his hands descended to her hips, tangling his fingers on her underwear and pulling the slip down. He kissed her again, as her hands reached behind her flinching body to pull his boxers down too.

"I need you" she breathed between kisses "I want you deep and hard"

"How much?" he questioned caressing her thigh and never breaking apart from her lips

"Oh, God" she moaned loudly when she felt his hand rubbing her intimate parts "Fuck... me"

"Oh, Donna" he moans too, carefully filling her.

For a moment, none of them moved, just getting used to each other and enjoying their deep lustful kiss.

"You feel so good treasure, you taste… so good" he whispered, nibbling on her earlobe and gently starting to move.

A long time ago lost in the pleasure, she wanted nothing more than be pleased. With a loud moan, she started to move too, amazed of how good he was with his hands and taking in every new sensation he was making her feel.

"Go deeper baby, this feels so so gooooood"

He increased the speed of his moves, pulling her closer.

"I´m gonna make you cum honey as no one ever did before"

"Oh, yessss" she moaned loudly, turning her head back again to kiss him passionately "Make me come for you, make me scream out loud"

"I will honey, I will" he mumbled between kisses, moving to reach deeper.

"Oh, Gooooood" she groaned, squirming when his hand started rubbing faster.

And then, her climax erupted through her as a burning fire, feeling her senses with an incredible pleasure and relaxing her in his arms, as he also reached his own satisfaction and released himself into her.

They both collapsed down, relaxing to get their breath back. He held her close against him, running his hand up and down her belly delicately.

"Morning sweetheart" he smiled kissing her shoulder.

"Morning" she answered coldly and left the bed, dressing up again in her extremely flattering outfit.

Open mouthed, he watched her up and down, not saying a word, mesmerized by her mermaid moves.

"Stop staring at me Sam"

"Where are you going Don? What´s wrong?"

She zipped up her dress and turned to face him.

"Do you think just because you fucked me everything is alright? It´s not Sam. I´m not gonna do this if you´ll act like this every time there´s something you don´t like. Do you know how much it hurts? I cried myself to sleep. What is love without trust? I love you… but I don´t think you love me at all" she hissed.

"Donna, baby, I´m, I´m…" he stuttered, running his hand through his hair.

"Save it" she muttered and slammed the door shut after her.

"Shit" he cursed, dressing back up in a minute and running after her "I deserve this"

Donna´s phone rang and she immediately recognized Sophie´s number. She took the call and leaned against the border of the boat, just as Sam came over from behind her, stopping when he saw the phone and still unnoticed by her.

"Hey sweet" she sighs.

"Why so sad mama? What happened?"

"Well… Not exactly what I was expecting"

"What do you mean? He left you because of… me? Did you say no?"

"In some way, both"

"Both? How?"

Donna sighed and tear up

"Well. I told him… and he left. And he was so rude with me… And I just cried myself to sleep, heartbroken. You know how I am and you know how I really love him"

"Yes, I know mama. I´m sorry. I was… so happy for you. I really wanted to see you getting married and happy"

"I know"

"So he just left you? I can´t believe it. He´s a jerk. All of this is his fault and he just leaves?"

"He didn´t actually leave… he was laying next to me this morning"

"And?"

"And… well… you know… we…" she blushed, giggling, the single thought of a happy moment with him making her smile.

"Oh, God… I don´t need details mum. Then what is wrong?"

"I left after that"

"You left after doing it with him? How is that reasonable?"

"The only reason I did it is because I can´t resist him… I don´t know what´s wrong with me but it´s like I just… surrender. He is so good" she sighed, just to hear Sophie giggling "What is so funny? I´m suffering here"

"Mum, don´t be silly. Go and get your man. You love him and he loves you"

"So I just have to stand knowing he will leave when there´s something he doesn´t like? He doesn´t love me at all… I´m nothing but his slut. And I can…"

"You are so stubborn mama"

"I am not…" she started, when Sam wrapped his arms around her waist and kissed her neck.

"I´m not gonna leave you woman. Never again. I just needed to think. I´m sorry I didn´t make myself clear"

"I´ll call you later baby" she whispered to Soph and hung up.

He turned her around in her arms and placed a soft kiss on her lips

"I love you Donatella. I always will. And you are not a slut, but yes you are my slut because I´m the only one who can get you baby"

"Really?"

"Yes, really. I am here for you now and I always will. I´m not leaving you. You are the light of my eyes"

"I love you too" she tear up "So much. I´m… sorry"

"No, I am sorry, I should have never acted like that with you, my queen. I promise I never will again. I just got jealous… because I want you to be only mine. I never wanted to hurt you"

"I am yours" she smiled sweetly, pecking his lips "I always was. You have no reason to be jealous. I love being your slut after all"

"Can we get back inside then? I think we left something unfinished"

"Unfinished?" she smirked.

"Oh, yes, as much as they fit you, I want you out of those clothes as soon as possible"

"You are such bad, bad man, Carmichael" she giggled, squealing when he lifted her up in his arms and pressed a passionate kiss to her lips.

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Later that day, Donna was lazily laying over Sam´s chest, smiling as he delicately rubbed her back and stroked her hair.

"I wish moments like this could last forever"

"Yes, I know"

Donna smiled and looked up at him.

"I love you"

"I love you too"

"So baby, did you think about…" Donna started when her phone beeped.

You okay mum? Soph xxx

Yes, princess. We did it again and this time I didn´t leave ;)

Oh, God mum. You´re addicted. Well, at least I want a sibling.

God, Don´t scare me. I´m too old.

You´re not, so get yourself onto it (Urgh, why did I say that?)

Oh, I will. He´s so good

Please don´t start…

You did. It´s not my fault if he´s soooo good making me climax

Oh, God!

Donna giggled and put her phone apart.

"Who was that?"

"Sophie, saying we should be doing it again"

"I do love her ideas" he laughed, kissing her deeply. Donna intertwined their hands together and replied forcefully, feeling the butterflies inside start to unwind again.

"I will love to please you baby, but first, I have three things to tell you"

"Tell me? What? You can tell me anything my love"

"I know" She smiled and kissed his cheek, moving to lay beside him and wrap her arms around him, leaning her head on his shoulder and looking into his eyes, smiling again when she felt comfortable enough.

He also wrapped his arm around her, pulling her closer and pecked her lips lightly.

"So what was it, honey?"

"First one: I´m sorry"

"Sorry about what? I am sorry for the way I treated you and for making you suffer. You only deserve the best. I´m sorry for all the time we missed"

"I´m sorry because I had to pull you away when everything I have always wanted since I saw you again was jump into your arms. For making you wait"

"Well, having you in my arms is great" he smirks.

"Second thing: I love you. I love you so much you will never know how huge my love really is. I love you with my body and soul"

"I love you too my beautiful. Even more"

"I know" she blushed "But I´m hardly beautiful"

"You are the most beautiful girl I ever met"

She smiles sweetly and blushed further.

"And? What´s the third thing?"

"Yes, the third thing" she smiled looking into his eyes and intertwining her fingers with his.

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