AN: Well, I really cant seem to let go of this story just yet since my brain totally cooked up this little piece pretty much after I put the epilogue's online. It's a little wink to the alternative ending even though it never officially happened. Hope you'll enjoy it my readers! Please let me know what you thought of it.
PS: There seems to be some confusion as to what the ending to SR actually is, or which chapter it officially is. It's chapter 12, the one with the happy ending. Chapter nr 13 was just if I ever were to make a part two, which there wont. Thank you all!
Asami's PoV
I looked at her, tears streamed down my face. I looked at the love of my life who kissed with another woman. That other woman, was Scarlet… She hadn't recognized me once I'd gotten up and confronted her. She had pushed me away when I kissed her. Told me that she was with someone else. And that someone else happened to walk into the bar where she was working. My heart seemed to stop when Scarlet hugged Korra and when Korra kissed her deeply on the lips and all I could do was watch.
Korra's PoV
I woke up in the middle of the night for a small emergency that concerned my blather. After I paid the bathroom a visit and walked back into our bedroom, I heard Asami's voice. She cried out my name, although her voice was soft. I still heard it. She was tossing and turning in bed. Wrapped up in our bed sheets and tried to fight off her invisible demons. "Asami…?" My own voice was hardly above a whisper but I continued to step closer to our bed and sat down on Asami's side. Close to the edge.
"Korra… Korra…! Please… please… you… you have… you have to remember…!" I frowned at her words and cupped her cheek with one hand. Her trashing only worsened and I decided to wake her up.
"Baby… I'm here. Wake up. It's just a dream." I was about to take her shoulder and shake her body slightly, when she suddenly woke up and immediately sat up straight. I flinched slightly, just because she woke up so suddenly but I recovered from that within a second. Her hands cupped my face but her eyes, it were her eyes that scared me most. The fear that those beautiful Emeralds showed. The absolute terror I saw in them, my own heart skipped a beat.
"Y-you… you're here… you're really h-here…" her hands kept moving from my face, to my neck. My shoulders and biceps. Back to my face and neck. "Please don't leave me…" She begged before she wrapped her arms around my torso and pulled me close. Her face now buried in the crook of my neck and her tears soaked my top. My arms wrapped around her protectively while I stroke her back. Kissing her neck lovingly.
"Sweetheart… I'd never leave you…" I whispered and my heart ached when I heard her heartbreaking sobs. "I'm right here with you…" Her hands clenched into fists and she held onto my sleeping clothes vigorously. She held me in such a crushing grip, that I felt a jolt of pain come from my spine but I tried to ignore it as best I could. I had never seen her in a state like this. Not even when I was recovering from my accident. So I did what I do best. Offer her comfort and listened to what she had to say. Even though what she said made no sense to me. When she would be ready, I would listen to whatever her explanation might be.
She continued to cry for a good ten minutes even though her hold onto me lessened. She eventually pulled back, her hands rested on my neck and her eyes found mine. She still looked at me in disbelief and fear. Like I was some cruel hallucination. She swallowed hard and cleared her throat. "You… said you d-didn't love me… said… you d-didn't… know who I w-was…" She whispered the words and sniffled. I cupped the left side of her face and stroke her cheek with my thumb.
"Would I do this if I didn't love you…? Would I be here if I didn't know you?" I asked her and after a few seconds of pondering over my questions, she shook her head. "It was a dream Asami…" I whispered and kissed her right cheek. "Just a nightmare." I continued and placed a gentle kiss on her lips before I pulled back again. She seemed to have calmed down. "Ask me anything and I'll do it. Anything."
"Make love to me…" She blurted out and my eyes went wide at her request. Not that I mind of course, but it had been very unexpected. "I… just need… I want to feel you… everywhere. On top of me. Around me…" She broke our eye contact and for a moment I thought she'd changed her mind, until she continued. "Inside me…"
I nodded at her words and smiled. "Alright… let me get changed… I'll be right back." She reluctantly let go of me and I moved off of the bed. Walked to our closet, lowered my pants and boxers, pulled out the harness and put it on. I pulled my pants and boxers back up too to cover it all up. I clicked on the small button while I walked back to the bed and settled under the covers where my fiancé was waiting for me. I crawled between her parted legs and lowered my body onto hers. Her lips locked with mine, her hands cupped my face as we kissed but one moved to the back of my head. She held onto my short hair and moaned softly into my mouth when our tongues came in contact with one another.
We only kissed for the first couple of minutes and my hands sought out the hem of her sleeping dress. Slowly I lifted the fabric up to her hips and it didn't took me long to take off her underwear. I tossed it somewhere on the floor while her hands lowered my pants and boxers enough to release what was hidden there. "I love you baby…" I whispered and kissed the area just below her ear. My left hand snuck between our bodies and cupped her sex. She let out a soft whimper when I circled her clit.
She turned her head slightly and caught my lips with her own. Kissing me deeply when she put her hand on mine that was buried between her legs. Her moans increased in volume as both hands continued to massage her sex. She mumbled words between our kisses and whimpers of pleasure. I gently slipped a finger between her folds, close to her entrance and felt that she was ready to receive. She whined in disagreement when I pulled my hand away and wrapped it around the shaft between my legs, aligning the tip with her entrance. I looked up at her. Her eyes open wide and she gave me the slightest nod.
I sank into her but I never took my eyes off of Asami and took in her reaction. I went as slow as possible but I guess it still hurt cause I heard her whimper. She had her eyes closed and bit her lower lip. It was obvious that she was in pain and I was about to pull out when she put a hand on my lower back. Preventing me from pulling out. "No… keep… keep going… please. I need this." She whispered and her other hand cupped my face.
"I don't wanna hurt you Sami… it's been months since we used it…" I explained but stilled my hips as best I could. She shook her head again and insisted that I continued.
"I need this. Please…?" I couldn't help it, I promised I'd do anything and I wouldn't break my word. I gave her a nod.
"Alright… just let me know when it hurts to much." To that, she nodded and pulled me down to kiss me.
I continued to push forward and Asami's respiration quickened the deeper I went. Although her lips never left mine until I was in completely and slowly started to move my hips back and forth. She rolled her hips in sync with mine as we made love this way. Her head rested on my shoulder and mine on hers when her cries of pleasure became louder. I constantly whispered words of love to her. Told her that I'd never leave her. Ensured her that there was nothing in the world that could possibly take me away from her. Told her again and again that I belonged to her. A sob broke free from her chest every now and then. Her nightmare was still hunting her. It was still fresh in her memory but I wanted her to know I'd always be there for her. No matter what would happen.
"I'll always be yours…" I breathed in between the slow thrusts. "I'll never leave you." I said and held onto her for dear life. My body pressed firmly down on hers. "I love you. I'm yours…" I said and gently nipped on the pulse point of her neck. "We'll be married soon…" and with those words, I pushed her over the edge.
Her entire body stiffened while she held onto me. Nails dug into my back and I let out a muffled groan. Slowly but surely, her release passed but I kept going for a few slow thrusts, to let her ride out her climax for as long as possible.
I heard her take a deep breath through her nose that she let escape through her mouth after I laid still on top of her. Kissing her neck lovingly. "I love you Korra…" She whispered and I smiled against her neck.
"I know you do baby… I love you too…" I said and pulled back slightly to look at her.
"Can… you roll on your back? Just, don't pull out…" I nodded and shifted position slightly. I held onto her as I rolled on my back. She helped and eventually sat on top. A faint blush decorated her cheeks when she suddenly lowered the straps of her sleeping dress down to her waist. I gulped and shuddered in delight when I saw her beautiful breasts. My hands rested on her hips and my fingers slid over the silken fabric of her sleeping dress that rested there.
Slowly but surely, she started to roll her hips. This way, pressure was put on my clit as she slowly increased pace. We both took a shuddering breath and she never stopped looking at me. The pleasure I felt now, it was slowly overwhelming me. I moved my gaze to her breasts. They bounced gently each time she moved up and down on top of me. I pushed myself up and sat upright with her on my lap. She never stopped moving when I wrapped my arms around her waist and held her close. Hers moved around my shoulder and neck. Then, we kissed again. Deep. Passionate. I now started to roll my hips along with hers. Pushing us both to the edge we so desperately wanted to reach.
"Mine… all mine…" She whispered after she broke the kiss. Her forehead rested against mine for a few short seconds before she moved her head and her lips latched onto my neck. She sucked. Hard. It was all I needed. My own released washed over me and hers followed suit. Both our bodied trembled violently in the intense after shocks and my fingertips dug deeply into the flesh of her hips.
"Yours… always…" I finally managed to utter and her lips were replaced by her teeth when she bit down on the skin of my throat. Just above the hickey she left and just below my jaw line. "O-oh… s-shit… Asami…" I whimpered pathetically and she slowly stopped rolling her hips. We sat there, perfectly still and just enjoying the moment. She rubbed her cheek against mine and I smiled from the intimate gesture. The pace of her respiration slowly turned back to normal and so did mine eventually.
"You okay…?" I asked concerned and I felt her nod.
"Y-yeah… I… I just… can we stay like this? Just a bit longer…" She tightened her hold around me while I had one arm around her waist. The other just stroke her bare back.
"Of course… I'm in no rush… we can stay like this as long as you want."
"Thank you."
I just smiled and inhaled her scent. My face now buried in the crook of her neck and the mass of her black hair. I love you Asami… so much… you've no idea…
"I'm… my head… I feel so tired suddenly…" She mumbled.
"We can always go back to sleep…?" I suggested but she shook her head.
"Not… not yet…" I could hear the vulnerability in her voice and I kissed her shoulder.
"Do you want to continue…?" She took a deep breath before she answered.
"Yes… you don't mind, do you?"
I pulled back and looked her in the eye. "You didn't just seriously ask me if I mind making love to you, did you?"
Her eyes widened at the realization of her words and she bit her lip. A dark red decorated her cheeks. "Sorry…" I didn't let her finish and kissed her deeply.
"You never have to be sorry. Not with me." I said after I broken the kiss and for the first time since she woke up, she smiled at me. She slowly got off of my lap and turned around to the headboard instead. Her hands placed on the wood.
"I want to feel you against my back…" She said and looked over her shoulder at me.
I removed my top and unstrapped the harness. Tossing them both somewhere near Asami's underwear before I settled close against her beautiful back. "I love you…" I whispered it again, like I had done so many times already that night. But I'd never get enough of saying it, especially after she had her nightmare. I wanted to comfort her. Show her that I loved her. Just like she had done for me.
She shivered in my arms once I wrapped them around her torso. My hands slowly moved and cupped her breasts. Giving them both a gentle squeeze before I started to massage them both. I kept my left hand on her breast while the other moved agonizingly slow down over her stomach. She leaned her head backwards and onto my shoulder. Her eyes closed while she bit down on her lower lip. She held onto the headboard with only one hand while she managed to maneuver the other between our bodies.
"Goddess Korra…" She moaned and when my hand arrived at its destination, hers did as well. For the life of me, I couldn't keep my own moans down when two of her fingers slipped inside me. It was hard enough to focus as it was, but now, she made it near impossible. I tried to keep my moans down and focus on her. It wasn't hard to find her clit at this point since it was swollen and probably throbbing with want. Begging to be touched. So I did. Or better yet, I tried. I rolled my hips to meet her thrusting fingers. My own movements became sloppy to the point I almost stopped. Almost. Asami's free hand joined mine and she helped me get back on track.
"Together…" She whispered and all I could do was nod.
Slowly but surely, we closed in on another climax. My head now rested on her shoulder and she turned hers slightly to look at me. "I-inside… p-push… -ah-.. ahhhh!… p-push th-them inside…" She released a deep moan while she looked at me. Her pupils blown in desire and love. All I could do was obey her request, so I pushed them inside. Her walls clenched down on my fingers the moment I was in. Her mouth cried out my name and I latched onto her neck when my own climax hit me. My teeth sunk into her pale skin right where her neck met with her chest and shoulders. Moaning deeply while her fingers kept going. Coaxing her fingers and hand in my own wetness.
Slowly, we came down from our joined high and I realized what I had done. The bite mark I had given here stood our clearly on her pale skin. I tenderly kissed the spot where my teeth were still clearly visible. "I… I'm sorry…" I whispered apologetic and continued to kiss her.
"D-don't be…" She whispered back and turned her head slightly to look at me. "Kiss me…" So I did. I kissed her lips tenderly. Slow. When she pulled back she licked her lips and pulled her hands to herself while turning around. She faced me and my hands now rested on her hips. She cupped my face and pulled me in for yet another kiss. Deeper this time but still slow. She leaned backwards and laid down on the mattress, pulling me on top. We continued to kiss for a few minutes longer before she broke and nuzzled her face in the crook of my neck instead. Her lips brushed over the skin and ever so often she planted a kiss. I was just happy that she had calmed down. I don't know exactly when it happened, but we both dozed back into a peaceful slumber without any interruptions.
Asami's PoV
It was the fear from last night that caused me to wake up so abruptly the next morning. I gasped out loud and my heart thundered in my chest already. I tried to sit up but strong arms held me down in this position. When I looked over my shoulder, I looked straight into Korra's warm but worried Sapphires. Slowly, I turned around in her embrace. My own arms found their way around her warm torso and I nuzzled as close against her as humanly possible. Settling under her chin, I took a deep breath.
"Morning…" She said and kissed the top of my head. I couldn't help but smile.
"Morning." I mumbled, not sure what to do. Drawing small invisible patterns on the skin of her back with my fingertips. "How are you feeling?"
"Pleasantly sore…" I could hear her smirk and heat rose up to my cheeks. "But, the question is how you are feeling." She continued and I swallowed.
I waited a few moments before I answered and pondered what I was going to say. "I… I'm feeling better. I'm sorry for… well… last night… I'm sorry for freaking out like that." To this, she gently pulled back the slightest bit, rolled me on my back and settled on top of me. Her naked breasts pressed against my torso while she looked at me.
"You are aware I asked you to marry me, right?"
I blinked but nodded. "Y-yes, of course I don't-" She put her index finger against my lips.
"It means I want you. All of you. Nightmares and all. You would've done the same for me if I had been the one who had that dream. I didn't ask you to marry me because I only want the happy days. I'll be grateful for each happy day we share, of course I will. But I want you to share everything with me. Your good days and the bad ones. So if you feel down or sad, I'll always be there to try and help you feel better. To make you smile again. I'm here to stay Asami."
I was speechless while I listened to her words but my heart swelled with love. Tears of happiness broke free and slowly slid down my face. I just continued to smile and pulled her up to kiss her. It was a happy kiss.
"Oh and… I totally wouldn't mind if you wake me up in the middle of the night for some… smexy times…" She said and wiggled her eyebrows. It only ignited another laughter from me and she hugged me playfully. Kissing my neck. I took a deep breath before I explained what I had dreamed about. She listened patiently and nodded every so often. The more I talked about it, the more ridiculously that it sounded. I buried my face in both my hands and groaned. "Ugh… I'm an idiot…"
"I have to disagree, you're many things miss Sato, but not an idiot."
I removed my hands and smirked at her. Before she could even try to dodge it, I threw my pillow at her. She was still laughing when she laid on the floor, cuddling my pillow. "Dork…" I said and peeked over the edge of the bed to make sure she was okay. She sat on her knees and was about to get back up when my eyes fell on her back. I saw the faint pink scars on her spine and the new thin, red lines that decorated her back. I also noticed the dark bruise in her neck. "Oh… my Goddess… did I do that?"
She looked at me with a big grin and nodded. "Totally…" Korra got back on her feet, reaching me a hand. "I'm going for a shower… and since you're pretty much naked already… how about you come join me?" She only stood in her linen pants and I nearly drooled when I looked up at her. My eyes had drifted over her sculpted abdomen first, then her breasts before our eyes locked.
"T-that… sounds wonderful…" I stuttered and took her hand so she could help me out of bed. "Go run the water already… I'll be right there…" She winked at me before she turned around and disappeared into the bathroom. I let my sleeping dress fall down at my feet and let my eyes scan the bedroom floor for a little while. "Where did she… ah… there you are." I bit my lower lip and on my way to the bathroom, I picked the harness off of the floor.
"Babe, you coming?" I heard Korra call out for me and couldn't help but smirk.
"Not just yet… but I will be…" I purred and held onto my invention as I stepped into the bathroom. Closing the door firmly behind me.