Accepting Chapter 17
A/N: Thought I should update one more time before the year ends. And special thanks to Awesomeauthoer14 for reviewing like 6 times I'll really appreciate lmao. No one has reviewed that many times in one go before for me. Haha thanks. SO ENJOY MY LAST CHAPTER OF 2015!
No One's POV (Austin)
Do you wish to block this number?
Yes.
With that, he swiftly blocked her number. Along with erasing the messages shared between them. She doesn't want him in her life? Fine. He'll find someone better. And then he scoffed at himself.
Ha. As if he can find anyone better. That's like asking someone to find a zebra. Totally not possible.
Ally... Was the last person who really cared for him. His dad hates him, his mom left, god knows where he stands with Dez now, and now him and Ally broke up.
It feels like no one loves him...
Not that anyone has.
He's been a burden to everyone he's come across. At first he seems like an innocent kid. But underneath, he's nothing but a disgrace.
He glanced at the clock it was almost 8. Next to the clock, was a small box. He sighed. He was gonna give it to Ally. She probably didn't remember but today would have been their one month anniversary. Breaking up was not on the agenda. He reached over, grabbed the box and opened it.
Inside was one of those heart shaped necklaces you put pictures in. He had put their pictures inside the holders. He tapped the button on the side and it popped open. Inside was a pic of him and Ally. Him on the right. Her on the left.
He smiled for the first time since everything went down. But the smile disappeared as fast as it came. The fact he may never have a reason to smile again just... Hurts. Ally was his last hope at happiness.
Now he lost all hope.
But it wasn't like he had any string of hope to begin with.
"So I keep coming back again..." He whispered to himself as he wrote down more lyrics in his book.
All the mourning he's done gave him some pretty good song ideas. So far, he's got the tune, a couple lyrics.
He set the book down and grabbed his once abandon guitar. He hadn't played it in years. He played it with his dad, and then he left, so it gave him a reason never to touch it again.
Until now. It brings him back home. Before everything happened. Before his dad hated him. Before he knew his true self. Before he became a teenager.
Maybe even before he met Ally.
Don't get him wrong, Ally's the best thing that's ever happened to him. It's just. She doesn't care anymore. So why should he?
"Broken pictures on the floor..." He quietly sang to himself.
If no one really likes him, why should he try to get people to like him?
He thinks back to when he started the year, he was a dick to everyone. No one cared. The idiotic cheerleaders fawned over him, Dez was the only there for him, Ally didn't care about his existence, frankly, he doesn't think she ever cared. Her life was better without him.
And oh yeah. He was alone. No one bothered him. He bothered everyone. But no one tried to fight back.
Just the way he likes it.
He remembers wearing his leather jackets and his sunglasses. He hadn't worn them since that day. But that day is long gone and the person involved is gone too. Maybe he should go back to it.
He did like his old style. It made him feel alive. Sure he likes orange, but he hates color altogether. Well for a month he liked color, but now color reminds him of memories he'll never get back.
He's cool with it.
She doesn't care. He shouldn't care. She doesn't love him. He should stop loving her. But he can't.
But he will definitely try to. It will be hard.
He's on his own. He needs to.
He takes a deep breath. And lets it out.
She doesn't love me.
That's what he thought the whole weekend.
On Monday, he gets up and does his normal routine. And then when it comes to getting dress, he pushes all the colors out of his closet. All that's left is his leather jackets, white t-shirts and ripped jeans. He grabs one of each.
As he puts each on, he feels... Different. Like he's back in his old skin. And he kind of likes it. He feels, better. In a sense.
He grabs an apple and heads towards the garage. He overlooks his car and on to a motorcycle sitting in the dark corner. Untouched. He walks over, a removes the dust off the seat.
Dust flies everywhere, leaving him to cough violently. After the dust clears, he brings the motorcycle out of the garage. He smiles. He'll finally be able to ride it.
Grabbing a biker helmet from a rack, he slips it one with ease. He feels his pocket for his keys. After mindlessly searching, he finds an old pair of sunglasses. His smile grows. He glances up and sees the keys aimlessly hanging.
He snatches them and shoves them into the keyhole. It takes a minute, but soon the motorcycle starts up and he'd ready to ride. He slowly drives off the driveway and he's on the road, as he does, he passes by her house. He rolls his eyes. He needs to get over her.
It was a quiet morning for some reason so he was able to make it to school faster than usual. He parks in a motorcycle only spot. He takes off his helmet and chains the bike so no one messes with it. He grabs his backpack and starts walking.
Not even two minutes later, he hears people whispering and feels people staring.
Did you hear they broke up?
Yeah! Brittany told me that he was like with some other girl and she was so pissed she dumped him right then and there.
Finally! They broke up! Ally finally realized he was never right for her!
Hey Austin! How does it feel to be alone? One person snickered.
The last comment made him turn. He eyes a student who's obviously the victim. He stalks towards the guy and glares.
"What do you say?" He growls.
"How does it feel to be alone?" He says smugly.
"That's none of your business." He snaps as he leaves.
"She never liked you anyways." The guy snaps.
He stops.
It takes every ounce in his body not to run and beat the loving crap out of that guy.
"She used you for her own benefit."
His blood boils. He's almost losing. This guy is just asking for a fight.
"She's better off without you." And that's when it hits him. He freezes right then and there.
His blood cools down. His tense body relaxes. His mood drops. He feels dizzy. He feels... Broken. Because he knows it's true. In fact, all of them are probably true. He swallows.
Thank god he's wearing sunglasses.
So it's probably been about 20 minutes since he almost fought that pathetic excuse of a guy. But it wasn't like he was any less pathetic than him.
Not even an hour and he already broke. How pathetic. He just sits there and thinks how much of an idiot he really is. At this point he really doesn't care that class starts in five minutes. Fuck school.
Then he hears footsteps and giggles.
"Ssshh! We could get caught!" He hears a girl say.
"Babe we'll be fine." A guy says lowly.
He peeks from his corner to see the guy and girl not far from him. He can clearly see the guy, the girl... Not so much.
He keeps watching to see if the girl turns and he can see her.
After a couple minutes, she does.
And his heart sinks to the bottom of the earth.
The girl was Ally.
A/N: CLIFFHANGER YAY. Or not yay. Depends if you like cliffhangers or not. If not, then sorry not sorry. I don't have any regrets because. Well I'm a writer. duh. ANYWAY. I HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED THAT AND I HOPE TO SEE Y'ALL IN 2016!
Later!
~BNYC