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Sebastian finished his shower and got changed. He took a few moments to compose himself after getting dressed and peered out the door. Blaine was reading a book, the cover recognisable to Sebastian. As Sebastian moved closer he saw the 'Male pregnancy' page open. He coughed behind and Blaine's eyes met his.

"Interesting reading" Sebastian asked
"Yeah astounding" Blaine answered
"Do you find the idea disgusting as so many people do"
"No. I was actually wishing all gay men could have this opportunity you know? I would have loved to have been pregnant with Kurt's child, and I like to think he would have been happy with mine, You know sharing a couples DNA. No surrogate" Blaine answered "I wonder how many men this affects? I mean it must be hard when they start to show, society isn't great at accepting people who are different"
"Yeah must be difficult" Sebastian murmured
"Did you ever want children?" Blaine asked
Sebastian stayed quiet for a second before shrugging his shoulders
"I think you would make a good Dad, they would be driven, and you would be protective" Blaine answered
"You don't even know me Blaine" Sebastian answered
"Not as well as I would like to though, but you strike me as someone who would be protective. I don't know why I know, but I just get the feeling you would protect the child"
"You give me too much credit" Sebastian asked
"Maybe people don't give you enough credit" Blaine countered "Ever heard the saying 'we accept the love we think we deserve?' "
"No" Sebastian answered
"I think it's true to other areas. You accept the praise you think you deserve. What happened Sebastian, with you and Hunter?" Blaine asked
"We parted ways, it just wasn't working anymore" Sebastian answered evasively
Blaine looked sad for a minute, before answering
"I guess I shouldn't have expected full honesty, but something less vague would be helpful. What happened Sebastian?"
"Hunter was cheating on me. I left him. End of story" Sebastian answered
Blaine still got the feeling there was something more, he could sense Sebastian was holding something back and it saddened him that he couldn't be honest about everything
"Sebastian" He said leaning forward to touch his arm, Sebastian quickly pulled away almost flying to the other side of the room
"Just leave it alone Blaine. I don't do it and I don't talk about my feelings. "
"I'm sorry to pry. I wish you could be open with me" Blaine had learnt a long time ago Sebastian didn't do subtle. "Why are you so afraid to let someone in?"
"My trust was violated. Surely you know what it's like to have your trust violated...oh wait no you violated Kurt's trust all those years ago!" Sebastian knew he was aiming to hurt but he wanted to push Blaine away. Blaine looked heartbroken for a minute.
"That was a life time ago. It had nothing to do with you. I showed remorse for it. Maybe Hunter is feeling the same. Did you give him a chance to explain before storming out" Blaine answered angrily, his voice slowly rising as he started to lose control of his emotions. A far off bit of his brain noted Sebastian was moving away from Blaine. Blaine took another few steps forward and pulled his hands up to run them through his hair in frustration and Sebastian's hands came up in front of his stomach but decided to still fight
"Like Hummel gave you a chance to explain and yet the gullible idiot took you back. I won't make that mistake! I would never get back with someone who cheated on me" Sebastian answered angrily
Sebastian saw tears form in Blaine's eyes and felt momentary guilt that he had put them there. He saw Blaine struggling, Blaine clenched his fists, appearing to control his feelings. Sebastian imagined the nail marks that would be left. He realised in the moment that Blaine had no idea what happened with him. He was reacting to the feelings. Sebastian took a step forward and tentatively lay his hand on Blaine's shoulder, feeling the tenseness. Blaine whirled around quickly to create a barrier between Sebastian and himself. In his haste he hadn't realised how close Sebastian was to him, accidently hitting Sebastian in the arm as he pulled away. Sebastian taken unawares momentarily lost his balance, but Blaine's hand steadied him before he could he could fall but this alone caused Sebastian to start shaking 'Hunter stop!' Blaine heard murmured. Once he realised Sebastian wasn't going to fall he briefly let go. Sebastian fell to the floor, arms protecting his stomach and just kept repeating 'I'll be good Hunter, don't hurt the baby. I'll be good.' Blaine listened confused for a moment before putting the pieces together. Knowing not to touch Sebastian he kept talking to him
"Sebastian it's just Blaine. You're safe. It's OK. No one can hurt you. You're safe. Sshh" Blaine continued this quietly for a short while longer before noticing Sebastian slowly coming to earth. Tentatively he touched Sebastian's should, Sebastian barely flinched so Blaine took it as a good sign and helped Sebastian to his feet and led him to the sofa. Sebastian followed blindly. Once he sat down, Blaine got him some water. He waited till Sebastian was able to hold the glass before taking a seat on the floor below Sebastian.
"Hi, I think you had a panic attack. Sebastian, talk to me please. What happened?" Blaine asked, his eyes pleading to understand what had just happened
"Hunter...he wasn't only cheating...He had a mean attitude, determined to get what he wanted. He got me. He didn't want to let me go...but he didn't want to keep me...he didn't want to love me...I think he loved the idea of having me...the control" Sebastian answered slowly and Blaine listened intently
"I guess your a little confused...this is so hard Blaine...I can't...I..." Sebastian couldn't finish and looked down at his hands
"What's hard Sebastian?" Blaine tried to understand
"I like to be in control. He took that away from me, slowly. I don't ask for help, I can't...I've never been shown how, a Smyth never asks for help."
Blaine took a moment to think through the events he knew about. Sebastian's reactions to things like the hand movement. He shivered and remembered the raised arm, raised voice, Sebastian's fear..
"He hurt you didn't he Seb? Physically?" Blaine said his eyes misted between tears and anger
"It was my fault, I didn't live up to what he wanted, he wanted a perfect husband and I am by far the perfect partner, I mean I wasn't able to complete law school, I couldn't hold down a decent a job, I couldn't even keep the house tidy..."
"Seb that's not fair. What has he done to you..."
"I did it myself. I am useless. Ended up just like my mother, well you know how the circle repeats itself but at least she was able to keep the house tidy, I couldn't, I mean Hunter provided everything for me, my phone, the food, the house, he kept explaining that why I was useless and unable to keep a job, he still loved me and told me to stop looking, he would take care of me, and then..." Sebastian broke off
"Seb, I am sure there is a reason why you couldn't. You are smart, determined, handsome...you're just a bit lost. Hunter didn't appreciate that and I am sorry, I know you want no pity"
"Your damn right I want no pity, Hunter said I didn't deserve any pity, I got everything that was coming to me. I had everything I wanted, then I ruined it, I mean how was I supposed to know I'd end up being pregnant, I mean I didn't think men got pregnant, then I ruined it, he kicked me out, he had, had enough of me and didn't want a screaming, crying brat ruining his style.." Sebastian took a moment and realised what he had just revealed to Blaine
"Pregnant? Sebastian your pregnant..." Blaine echoed
Sebastian gasped with shock. He had just told Blaine the biggest secret and now he would just wait for Blaine to run.