a/n: I do not own any rights to the Pink song quoted within this fic.
I don't want to be precious
I don't want to feel stress
Life is for the living,
But not a living hell
So take it
Take this
Oh, you can have all of me
Take it
Take this
Here, you can have everything
I don't want to be flawless
When I go I want the cuts to show
So take it
Take this
Oh, you can have all of me
Break it
Take it
Oh, fuck it, have everything
Timebomb – Pink – The Truth About Love
Sakura Morimoto, better known to her adoring public as Isis, slowly woke to light streaming in from a skylight above her. She stayed very still, maintaining a calm and steady breathing pattern, just in case her attacker was still nearby. Isis may have been a stripper, but she wasn't stupid…a common misconception that she decided to ignore for the most part.
People are always underestimating me…but I sure as hell am not going down like this! She thought fiercely, glancing around at what she could see right in front of her and what she could hear.
Noise…below me. Either I'm on an upper floor, or there's a basement. From what they told me, it's just one person attacking us…so it's probably him down there. She gnawed on the gag in her mouth in annoyance and gave an experimental tug on the duct tape wrapped around her wrists and ankles before going limp once more.
This room…it looks like a bedroom. She gazed around some more and noticed an old metal bed frame, the bottom legs ragged in some spots. Fuck yes! She listened closely to make sure she still heard noise downstairs, then scooted quietly towards the bed and began rubbing the tape back and forth across the sharp edges.
xxx
Beyond whistled contently, measuring out several different chemicals into various bottles near an open window on the first floor of the abandoned house. All of the liquids were, in theory, incredibly caustic. It's going to be really interesting to see what it does to her skin…I wonder how much it will take to burn straight through to the bone when applied?
He closed up all of the containers tightly as he finished, removing the gloves he'd been wearing to protect his skin and tossing them over his shoulder carelessly. B grinned, satisfied with the day's work, even if it did mean he hadn't yet gone to sleep. That reminds me, I should go check on sleeping beauty up there…she's probably still out, but she'll be due for another dose soon.
Beyond strolled through the empty halls and headed up the creaking stairs, flooring loose below his feet. Shit, no wonder they condemned this place. He thought as he reached the second floor and headed towards the room he'd tossed the young Omega. I wonder if I should wait another day or do it tonight…it's so much fun when they've had a chance to freak out for a few days.
The dark haired Alpha smiled at the thought as he opened the door, his expression turned to a frown as he looked down at the empty floor. He felt a sudden sharp pain as he was hit in the head with a hard blunt object. He collapsed to the floor in a daze. B vaguely heard swiftly moving feet, running down the hall and down the old stairs.
Shit…shit…shit…need to get up…stupid bitch is getting away… Beyond pushed up off the floor, ordering his body to obey him as he staggered, grabbing the door frame to steady himself. He could feel the warmth of blood dripping down his forehead as the sound of the front door opening and closing reached his ears.
Well, fuck… B was furious as he stumbled downstairs, bandaging his head as best as he could to stop the bleeding for the moment, before grabbing the few things he had in the house and taking them out to the car. Need to get out of here before that dumb little slut brings back the cops with her.
He hopped in the car and drove it out from the garage behind the house, red hued eyes full of rage as he headed in the direction of one of the other locations he had prepared in advance. "God dammit!" He screamed, slamming his hand on the dash as he threw a fit.
This is not going according to plan. He thought bitterly. Beyond lit a cigarette from the pack he'd lifted off the Omega the previous night as he drove further along. His head ached, but he knew he could deal with some pain…he understood pain. The thought calmed him slightly.
I guess it's a good thing I have a backup plan…hell, I have a backup plan for the backup plan. A small smile tugged at a corner of his mouth. Yes…I'll just adjust…
xxx
"I don't like it." L stated flatly. "And I think you should move in here. Sayu can stay in one of several guest rooms in the penthouse or have her own suite of rooms on another floor. Whatever you think she'll prefer, but the closer you are, the better we can monitor your safety."
"I'll agree to stay here. I think it'll be good for Sayu to have a chance to spend time around you anyways, right?" Light cleared his throat, before looking L in the eye again. "Unless your plans have changed for when the case ends."
L gave him a warm, affectionate smile. "Nope…you aren't getting rid of me that easily and yes, I think that is an added benefit to her being here as well." Light bit his lip, fighting a losing battle against the goofy grin that was creeping across his face as he gazed into L's eyes.
"Wow…you guys are really gone on each other." Aizawa muttered, catching the last of their exchange as he entered the room. The Alpha paused briefly mid-stride, scenting the air as he walked past them and giving a curious side-long glance at the two men before shaking his head and continuing on. Light rolled his eyes, while L just ignored the NPA detective.
"But I'm not going to take a break from school…or stop going to work. I can't do that to Rem." Light argued. "Besides, none of the other Omegas under surveillance stopped following their regular routine or dancing, why should I?"
L narrowed his eyes. He'd been feeling a strong need to establish his dominance and claim on the Omega all day and he wasn't sure where it was coming from. He'd been brushing it off as being due to B's attack the previous night. The Alpha climbed from his chair, and made his way onto the couch to settle next to Light, much to the younger man's surprise.
He leaned in close to the brunette's ear, taking in the man's intoxicating scent. Fuck, I'm hard... "Because you're mine Light…and I protect what's mine. I'm not going to let him touch you again." L growled lowly, sending a shiver through the young man's body and pleasing the detective immensely. Something was sparking a nearly primal need inside of the Alpha…
Light eyes went a molten shade of gold as he turned them towards the other man. Mmm…those are some nice eyes you're giving me. L thought to himself, running his thumb across his lip as he took in the other man's fiery gaze.
"Is that what this relationship is going to be? Be good my little Omega." The brunette's tone replied mockingly. "Do what I say because I'm your Alpha, my precious Omega. It's not safe, stay at home and bake me some cookies, dear Omega. Don't forget to have my drink waiting when I get home from work sweetie." Light sneered at the man and stood, backing up several steps, as if slightly overwhelmed by the Alpha's presence. It made L want to press himself closer and tear down every wall the young man had. Make him fall apart piece by piece...taste what's at the core of-
"That's not who I am and you know it." Light snapped.
"That's not what I'm asking for and I think you know that, Light." The raven haired man retorted, a frustrated expression gracing his features. Though I wouldn't mind if you made me cookies…
"No way…seriously?!" Aizawa exclaimed, standing from where he was working on a laptop across the room. He quickly walked over to where L and Light were as he spoke on the phone. "Just keep her there, we'll send someone to pick her up shortly. Did she say anything about what happened?"
The two men looked at the NPA detective inquisitively as he listened to whoever was on the other end, grinning at both of them. "Do you have an address? Well, ok, let me check with L and see how he'd like us to proceed. Thanks." He hung up and quickly called over Matsuda and Mogi from their workstations.
"Finally, something positive…Isis managed to escape from Beyond." Aizawa smiled broadly. "She came running into one of the police branches like the devil was on her heels, saying she'd been kidnapped and needed to get in touch with us."
L grimaced. Not too far from the truth on the devil part.
"Anyways, they're transporting her to the main precinct now. Safe and sound….apparently, she hit him over the head with a piece of floorboard she pulled up from the bedroom he was keeping her in." He chuckled.
"She didn't look at the house number while running out, but did catch the street name and could describe the house in general if we want to check it out." Aizawa looked to L expectantly.
B must be pissed. L considered with amusement. "Yes, this is good news. We should retrieve her and conduct a debriefing so we can check out the location immediately. Although I doubt he's still there…it's worth checking out." L looked to the three NPA detectives. "Please take point on coordinating these efforts and keep me informed."
They all nodded and headed out, smiles on their faces for the first time all day. The raven haired Alpha was apprehensive however, knowing that an angry Beyond was dangerous.
He's going to do something to make sure we all know he's still a threat. L glanced over and was surprised to see that Light was no longer standing there. The detective sighed and got up, heading to the bedroom.
xxx
Light heard a soft click as the bedroom door closed, but continued to lie on the bed, staring upward to watch the fading daylight that streamed through the windows play across the ceiling. L crawled on the bed and lay next to him, rolling on his side. The young man felt the man's gaze burning into him as the Alpha's hand found his against the comforter and their fingers interlacing.
The brunette turned his head to meet L's concerned dark eyes, full of questions that Light wasn't sure he wanted to answer. He'd been feeling off all day…emotional and restless. The reality of everything was hitting him like a ton of bricks. Moving to the penthouse, added security, B's threat against my life and on top of all of that…
"How am I going to explain all of this to Sayu?" Light's eyes darted away and went back to examining the ceiling above him. "I knew it was coming…probably would need to be discussed soon, but to know that I really have to tell my sister about everything…even my job..." Light paused and took a deep breath.
"I'm not only worried that she'll be disappointed in me or see me differently, but that is part of it. It's also because I know now that we can't continue on as we have been…" The young man's hand went to his face, covering his eyes, as if that would hide him from the truth somehow…from the memories…
…of the conversations over tea with his mother in the kitchen…
…of the nights when his dad sat at his desk working nearby while the rest of them watched tv after dinner…
…of the displays of affection that would pass between his parents when they thought Sayu and Light weren't looking…
Their home was filled with these memories and a thousand more like them. Now Beyond had added an element of horror to the mix of painful reminders that pushed it all over the edge. Recollections of the previous night would haunt him for a long time and there was one thing Light now knew for sure. "I can't keep living in that house." The brunette's voice came out as a whisper.
"Is that so bad to admit though?" L murmured, raising their clasped hands to his lips and laying a kiss on the back of Light's hand. "It's ok to move forward…to let go of the past Light. It doesn't mean that you're letting go of the love you have for your parents or that you love your sister any less if you tell her you don't want to live there anymore."
Light let out a sigh and rolled over to face the other man, a small smile tugging at his lips. "The great detective L…secretly moonlights as a therapist now?" L snorted, eyes dancing with amusement as he leaned in to place a soft kiss on the other man's lips.
"Not likely…I'm usually shit at emotional…stuff." L gave him a sexy smirk. "I guess you just bring out the best in me." He replied, capturing Light's mouth again as he drew in closer and ran a hand down the younger man's body until it rested on his hip.
The brunette broke away from the kiss with a grin, raising an eyebrow. "Well, that line sure wasn't one of the best I've heard…I mean, really?" Light breathlessly retorted, his body swiftly responding to the man lying next to him.
The younger man found it was nearly impossible not to react, when confronted with this kind of proximity to the other man. Wow, he smells really good right now… "Next you're going to tell me I make you want to be a better man…"
L didn't say a word as his eyes darkened with desire and he slid his hand under the Omega's shirt, travelling upward until his fingertips brushed across the young man's hardening nipples. "No, Light…in fact, you make me want to be a very bad man." He smiled naughtily and the brunette's breathing grew faster, much to his embarrassment.
"Shit, I just love how quickly you respond…it's so hot." The raven haired Alpha whispered against his lips. "Makes me crazy…"
Light blushed at L's words. The other man pushed the shirt up further to allow his mouth access to the pert nubs he'd started playing with. Light panted as he felt teeth pull the nipple taut before releasing it and licking it soothingly.
"Ngh…that's nice…" Light breathed out, looking towards L in a dreamy daze as the raven chuckled and gave the other nipple the same treatment. Shit… The brunette felt arousal shoot through him. Everything feels so sensitive…just like when I'm going into-
Light gasped and pushed L off him, startling the other man as he sat straight up in bed. I took my pill this morning…didn't I? The brunette jumped out of bed and ran over to his bag. No, no, no…this can't be happening now! He pulled out the container and stopped breathing as he looked at the spot that held the day's medication. Shit…
"Light…what are you…? Is everything ok?" L moved to the edge of the bed, a wary look on his face…clearly unsure how to respond to the Omega's panicked display.
With everything going on, am I really surprised that something slipped through the cracks? It was bound to happen, but this…it doesn't just affect me. Light tossed the medication in the bag and turned back to L.
I need to address this now, before I… The brunette felt the hunger beginning to gnaw at him already as he looked at L, who scented the air and let out a small growl. From what Light understood, it wouldn't be long before both of them lost themselves to their instincts…
He quickly returned to L, a look of alarm in the raven's eyes as he was driven back towards the center of the bed. Light crawled astride him to sit in his lap, pressing close as he wrapped himself around the detective's body.
"Light…what is…you smell…" L ran a hand along the brunette's back as the Omega nuzzled his neck, breathing in the heady scent of the Alpha.
Mmmm…so good…god, it's going to be so fucking good. Light bit his lip to hold back a moan, his eyes a luminous golden hue as he leaned back and observed L's confused expression.
"I'm going to say this once, because I want it to be clear and I don't think I have much time before…" Light trailed off, distracted by L's pheromones…his eyes closing as his face took on a blissful expression.
"What are you talking about?" L demanded, worry in his eyes. Light's eyes snapped open at the Alpha's commanding tone.
"I'm going to go into heat anytime now L…I-I can feel it." The other man's eyes were wide with surprise, questioning. "I forgot to take my suppressant today…" Light looked at him apologetically.
"I'm sorry L…" He murmured quietly, averting his gaze. "…normally it wouldn't hit this hard and fast, but since I'm overdue for my heat, it's not taking much to push me over the edge apparently."
Light ran his hands gently along L's throat, massaging the glands there with his thumbs and reveling in the moan of pleasure that spilled from the raven haired male's lips. "I know we never discussed it, but I feel like you need to know that I want you to spend my heat with me. It isn't the heat making me choose this, it hasn't hit yet…I want you here. Is that ok?"
L took a deep breath, inhaling the scent of the Omega's building arousal. "Oh my god Light…" L's pupils were blown out with lust, Light could tell he was struggling to control himself. "I'm not going anywhere." He growled, hands moving to grip the younger man's hips, pulling him tightly against his body.
Light swallowed hard. "G-go tell Watari…that we're going to need at least 4 days of privacy and to have someone who Sayu knows from the taskforce call her and ask her to stay at her friend's house while I'm in heat. She knows the routine…" L nodded, reluctantly removing his hands from the young man's body.
He grumbled as he climbed off the bed, shooting backwards glances longingly at the brunette as he headed to the main room to find his phone so he could call Watari. "…and have him get in touch with Rem…looks like you'll get your wish for this weekend at least, I won't be going to work."
A pleased look crossed L's face before he hid it and hurried out the door. "I saw that." Light muttered.
xxx
"Thank you for coordinating everything Watari." L had never been more grateful for the wise older gentleman, who had already planned for something like this happening at some point. He had an alternate suite of rooms for the taskforce to work and a plan for delivering meals, fresh bedding, and any other necessities with minimal interruption to the couple during Light's heat. He would ask Aizawa to reach out to Sayu and Rem. Everything appears to be in order…
L hung up the phone and headed back to the bedroom. Within ten feet of the door he staggered as he was hit with the most amazing scent. Holy shit…it's like before, but even b-
The door flew open and Light leaned against the frame with a naughty look in his eyes as his gaze raked over L, as if he could see straight through his clothes. A lascivious grin on his face as he winked invitingly.
L's eyes narrowed as he strode forward and picked up the young man whose legs quickly hitched up to rest against the Alpha's waist. Light laughed deliriously into the crook of L's neck as he was carried to the bed.
It's like he's drunk…kind of cute actually. L thought in amusement as he untangled himself from Light, setting him down on the bed. The raven haired male stripped down rapidly, excited to feel the other man's skin against his own as he climbed on the bed to remove Light's pants and boxers in one swift downward pull, tossing them on the floor.
"It's like magic…poof, no pants…" Light chuckled.
Oh, he is too adorable right now… L grinned as he pulled Light to a sitting position and yanked the younger man's shirt up over his head. "You're very efficient at clothing removal today L…I can fully appreciate that at the moment." Light whispered as L completed his task, launching himself forward to pin the man down to the bed and straddle his hips, immediately initiating a slow grind against the Alpha lying beneath him.
Then L scented it in the air, felt it dripping down his length as Light moved against him…the abundant amount of sweet smelling slick that poured from Light's drenched hole to coat the insides of his thighs.
Damn… L growled as he sat up, keeping the young man positioned in his lap while his hands slipped around to pull the taut globes further apart, allowing his fingers to slip between them and explore.
The detective bit back a groan, surprised at just how sopping wet the young man was as he moved his hand to tease Light's entrance. He drew a low moan from the brunette as he tested the puckered ring of muscle by pressing inward. The finger slid in easily to the snug, tight heat and Light whined prettily, driving himself downward to ride L's hand.
He added another finger and began to scissor the two, as Light seemed to grow desperate, scratching at his back. "More…I want your cock..." Light let out a gasping breath and threw his head back wantonly, losing himself to desire. "Oh god…please!"
L thrust both fingers in deep, brushing against Light's prostate. He watched in awe as the younger man came undone, shuddering as he came against both of their stomachs. He's stunning. L thought to himself as Light writhed against his chest, the young man's ass throbbed and tightened around his fingers in a vice like grip and he couldn't wait to feel it around his desperately hard length. Just give him some time to recover, then-
"You…inside…now…" The brunette muttered as he kissed along L's collarbone. "I'm not done yet…not even close. I know how my heats are and it always takes at least two rounds before I can rest at the beginning."
"Let me do a third fing-"
"I'm prepped enough. Fuck me now dammit!" Light whined at him, sucking and nibbling at L's scent gland, the Omega's still hard cock slid against the cum on both of their stomachs as they pressed close to each other. "Please?" L hesitated, still coherent enough to worry about hurting the other man.
And then Light drove him over the edge of sanity…
"I need your knot L." Light whispered as he sucked on the lobe of the Alpha's ear, grinding into the man's lap. "I want you to fill me up with that nice thick cock of yours. Plug me up so tight I can barely stand it…shoot your hot cum deep inside me.
"Claim me…own me…show me who I fucking belong to." Light hissed biting down on the shell of L's ear.
A switch flipped in the detective and the last thought in his head before it occurred was to wonder where Light learned to talk so dirty and could he do it more often.
The Alpha didn't recall making the decision to shift the young man's hips to position him over the wide, blunt head of his aching need…he was just suddenly doing it, thrusting upward as he pulled down Light's ass to enter the deliciously wet heat with a groan.
Light's mouth dropped open and his eyes closed, an expression of sheer ecstasy on his face. "Hngh…so much fucking better than going through a heat by myself…shit…ungh." The brunette slid further down L's length as the Alpha bucked up to meet him, causing the Omega to gasp.
"You've ruined me for anything else during my heat, you know that L?" Light mumbled as his ass finally met the other man's hips and L bottomed out inside him. The raven haired male grinned lazily and gave a roll of his hips, grinding into the other man. "Ahhh…yesssss…" Light moaned as he looked at L with a half-lidded caramel gaze.
"You look so completely wrecked already…I love it." L muttered as he gripped the brunette's cheeks tighter and began to slide him up and down his rigid length, bucking up as he brought the young man's taut ass down to envelope all of him. The Alpha loved hearing Light's breath hitched on every thrust as he reached the deepest part of him, rubbing against the other man's prostate again and again.
L could feel his knot swelling and it was the most unbelievable sensation he'd ever experienced. Light groaned as it filled him up further, movement becoming more and more challenging in the tight channel of his ass. "Touch yourself Light, I want to feel you come while I knot you…"
He bit his lip as he took in the sexy sight of the young Omega reaching between their bodies to stroke himself off as L fucked him hard and deep. Light cried out suddenly, cum painting their bodies once more as he bucked and writhed on the Alpha's cock.
L held him close as that sweet ass pulled his length in deeper and he gave a final thrust as his knot swelled impossibly large, plugging up the Omega as his seed poured out in hot spurts. Mine…mine…fucking mine. L thought, gasping against the younger man's shoulder as he rode out the intense orgasm.
The young man laid his head on L's shoulder with a contented sigh as they sat knotted together. The detective felt a warmth building in his chest. There was nowhere he'd rather be than holding Light in his arms…right now and in the future. Mine…
"You're incredible…absolutely amazing…" L murmured, placing a soft kiss on Light's scent gland. He makes me so happy.
"Mmmm…you're not so bad either detective…" The brunette mumbled, smiling as he lifted his head to gaze warmly at L.
Mine…
Mate…
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