You are the flame in my heart
You light my way in the dark
You are the ultimate star
You lift me from up above
Your unconditional love
Takes me to paradise
I belong to you
And you
You belong to me too
You make my life complete
You make me feel so sweet
I Belong to You – Lenny Kravitz – 5
Tuesday Afternoon
L watched the bits of sun that peeked around the heavy drapes play along the dips and curves of Light's naked body through half lidded onyx eyes. Temptation burned slow and steady as he gazed at the soft tan skin of the Omega's back, L's fingers craved to travel along the trail of his spine until he reached the two small dimpled indents at the brunette's lower back. He'd discovered that they were a perfect fit for his thumbs…ideal when his hands were at Light's hips, holding him close during the countless times he'd taken him in the past several days…
The raven sighed contentedly. He would refrain from surrendering to the desire to touch the other man for now. Regardless of his urges, instincts told him to give his Omega what he needed and that was sleep. After four days, Light was finally out of his heat. His insatiable, delicious, mind-blowing heat, which had only left L wanting more of the golden eyed beauty in his bed. Mine…yes…
Mine…mine…mine…
He'd had Light in innumerable ways and positions, reveling in discovering every possible spot that made him moan and gasp with pleasure…but he had been very conservative in marking his body with outward signs of such a claiming. As such, he felt a lingering call to do so upon the young man's form in an unmistakable way.
Of course there were a few bites, nibbles…little bruising marks here and there, but nothing coming close to what one might consider rough or expect to see on an Omega coming out of a heat with their new Alpha. It had taken a staggering level of restraint on his part while in the throes of passion not to bite down...hard, on several occasions. L just did want to take the chance he'd trigger anything negative during this time for Light after what happened with Beyond's attack on him.
To his credit, the young brunette didn't ask for him to bite…which told him a lot about Light's state of mind on the subject. That even in his heat, the anxiety around the topic wasn't going to be overridden. It had made it a bit easier for L to resist. If Light had been so lost in his lust that he'd begged the Alpha to mark him, he wasn't sure that he'd have the strength to say no. Maybe in the future he'll be more comfortable, but for now, with that wound…
The detective's eye twitched in amused annoyance as he thought about the challenge that the bite at Light's neck had presented over the last couple of days. Finding the opportunity to check, clean and re-bandage the wound had been…difficult, but he wasn't about to take a chance that it could get infected or heal poorly.
The first time he tried to take a look at it, the young Omega had been less than cooperative to say the least, laughing at L and saying they could do that "later" as he pushed the raven on his back and climbed atop him. He'd developed an effective method of working around Light's problematic behavior, upon realizing that the younger man fell into a deep, almost coma-like sleep after a particularly vigorous round of sex.
L simply made sure Light was exceedingly well-fucked to the point of exhaustion when it was coming close to the time he would need to change the bandages…it was really a win-win situation, the detective told himself.
The Alpha really didn't mind taking care of the wound though. There was something about doing it that satisfied a deep seeded need inside of him to see to the overall wellbeing of his Omega. He scooted closer to Light on the bed, careful not to disturb the sleeping man.
I just can't resist seeing him like this… He propped himself up on one elbow and peered over the Omega's shoulder to view his peaceful face, so incredibly innocent at rest. L knew it was silly of him to obsess about such things, but he couldn't get over how long and full Light's dark honey colored eyelashes were, how they fanned out beautifully under his eyes as he slept.
The detective had a goofy smile on his face as he gazed at the younger man and he knew it, but at the moment, he didn't really care. The world could burn down around them and if he had Light safely in his arms, he would happily let it.
The raven leaned in to take a deep breath of the young man's scent, nuzzling his nose at the gland with the barest of touches before pulling away. The young man instinctively tilted his head to the side in his sleep, making it hard for L to resist the pull to go back for more, but he managed to stop himself and laid his head down on the pillow instead.
He pulled up the blanket that had pooled around their waists to cover them both as he wrapped an arm around Light and held him close. The young man stirred slightly, unconsciously nestling back into L's embrace and making a cute little sound that the older man had come to adore.
It's like a cross between a sigh and a hum… L thought as he placed a gentle kiss on Light's shoulder and closed his eyes.
Mine…mate…love you…
Thursday Morning
"Oooh…can I have some more eggs, please? And rice too? Is there any more coffee?" Light asked with a grin as they sat in the dining room eating a late breakfast. L gave him a kiss on the cheek as he got up.
"Yes, dear…" The detective said mockingly, a smirk on his face as he walked to the kitchen to get some of the food that Watari had delivered for them. Light had been eating ravenously since the previous day after sleeping for about 12 hours straight. An Omega's body burned so many calories during their heat from the physical exertion that he'd lost several pounds, but that was fairly typical and he'd told L not to worry when his ribs seemed more pronounced. 'I'll have gained it back in a couple days.' He'd assured the raven haired detective the prior morning.
Light had eaten a little bit and drank plenty of water between waves of his heat as well, because he knew how important it was to speed recovery time. He'd gotten used to the routine of bouncing back from his heats as quickly as possible. To take care of Sayu, to get back to school, to work…
"Rawr…sassy, I like it babe." Light winked at him as he bit off a piece of bacon. L chuckled and shook his head as he started to put together a plate for the younger man. Light watched happily out of the corner of his eye as L went about gathering everything.
"You know I've always been alone after…never had an Alpha to take care of me, this has been pretty nice." The young man quietly admitted.
"You'll never have to worry about that again." L replied with a smile as he returned, placing the fresh plate of food and cup of coffee down before he placed his hands on the arms of the chair to lean in and place a kiss on Light's lips.
Did he really just say what I think he said? Light thought with wonder. His heart sped as he reached up to entangle both of his hands in the other man's wild raven hair, deepening the kiss. When he finally released L they were both breathless.
Light felt a surge of emotions and feelings race through him as he looked into the man's dark eyes. Joy, safety, happiness, longing, contentment, desire, admiration…
…love.
He smiled broadly at L, all of his defenses completely washed away. I wish I could stay in this exact moment with him…forever.
"Mine…" Light whispered without thinking. Pure possessive instinct kicking in as he grabbed the lapels of L's robe and stared into the other man's heated gaze. "Mine…" He repeated more forcefully.
You are mine…
"Yes, yours." L murmured in response, a pleased smile sneaking across his face.
Friday Afternoon
"I've decided I'm not going to tell Sayu everything…" Light sat on the couch, waiting for his sister to arrive after school. Light had messaged her that morning to let her know that Aizawa was picking her up and that he would explain more when she arrived. The young man had recovered from his heat and decided it was time to sort everything out.
L turned from his laptop with a concerned look on his face. "What are you going to tell her? If you don't mind me asking."
The young man gave L much the same controlled, blank expression and body language that he had back on the night the taskforce had come back to meet him in the VIP room. The protective and defensive walls had returned in full force. What are you afraid of Light? What are you really feeling right now?
"I think that the same type of explanation that we gave Rem will probably suffice." The brunette replied, looking down to brush a non-existent speck of lint off his pants. "That I have a violent stalker, who broke into our house and attacked me." Light started to reach up to touch the bandaged wound on his neck before he stopped himself and returned the hand to his lap. "That he's still after me and we are being provided protection until this is resolved."
L nibbled on his thumb as he listened. It's not a bad plan. I had only hoped that Light would be able to stop living buried under so many secrets and lies… "If you think that's for the best, I agree that it would address the matter as far as explaining why you need security to Sayu. However, as someone with a personal interest in your overall well-being…" L smirked at Light, who couldn't help the small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth as he gazed back at the detective. "I think opening up to your sister would lift a huge weight off of your shoulders."
"You're really not as bad at the emotional 'stuff' as you think you are." Light replied with a begrudgingly thankful smile as he stood and walked over to the other man, pushing his legs down from their crouched position so his feet were flat on the floor. The brunette sat down sideways in L's lap and wrapped his arms around the detective's neck.
L let out a huff of laughter, running his fingers up and down along the thighs he was so intimately familiar with now. "And I think you continue to underestimate your ability to bring out the best in me..." The raven haired Alpha murmured before Light drew closer to brush his lips against his. "…and I'm incredibly motivated when I receive a response like this." L muttered as he pulled the amused younger man closer for another taste.
Light's soft laughter was quickly muffled as their kisses grew more heated and L's hands moved to knead and caress his waist and hips, sliding just barely under the Omega's sweater to skim along bare skin. The young man's arms tightened further around his neck and he let out a soft little whine. Soon it felt like everything had evaporated around them. It was just him and Light, nothing else mattered…
"Oh my god! Big bro finally has an Alpha! Yay!" Light gasped, his eyes wide as his head whipped around to the doorway where a grinning Sayu stood with a shocked Aizawa.
"I, uh, tried to let you know that we were on our way up, but no one was answering…now I know why." The NPA detective looked equal parts embarrassed and disgusted by the display of affection in front of him.
L held back a laugh as he steadied the young man in his arms, who would have initially tumbled to the floor if the raven haired male's hands didn't have such a firm grip on him already.
"It's ok…she's happy for you." L whispered in Light's ear, running a hand along his back in an effort to soothe the flustered and blushing Omega, who finally took a deep breath and seemed to pull himself together.
"Could you give us a few minutes Sayu?" Light asked the young Beta with a tight smile on his face. "Detective Aizawa, would you please accompany her to find Watari and see about some tea and coffee for all of us?"
"Ok…I'll go…but don't you try leaving Mister!" Sayu pointed straight to L with a big smile. "I want to know the whole story…" The young Beta was practically skipping as Aizawa ushered her to another room. I like her…very straightforward, no filter…she's the opposite of Light in that way. How funny. L considered this marked difference as the brunette's gold flecked gaze turned back to him.
"I figured we could use a minute to calm down…well you could from what I can tell." Light squirmed mischievously in L's lap, pressing down on the noticeable bulge.
The Alpha bit back a groan and raised an eyebrow at the younger man. "What you're doing is counterintuitive to that goal…"
"Hmm…is that right?" Light grinned in response. "Of course, hearing my sister's voice instantly killed the mood for me. I'll have to remember that…could be useful. Kind of like a cold shower. I just think of my sister and my erection is gone." The young Omega chuckled.
If only I were that lucky. L gave him a wry smile. "Unfortunately I think you will have to physically remove that luscious ass of yours from my lap for that to happen for me."
Light ground himself against the Alpha again and smirked. "Why? Do I affect you that much?"
You know you do…and I see what you're doing now… L narrowed suspicious eyes at the younger man. "Is someone trying to avoid a conversation with little sis? Hmm?" Guilt painted the brunette's visage as he looked into the eyes that always managed to see through him.
"Fine." Light scowled, finally getting up from L's lap to sit on the couch. The other man shot him a grateful smile as the entire situation became much more appropriate for what he considered the first introduction to his Omega's family.
Normally, the detective could care less about what anyone thought about him, but he found himself becoming slightly anxious. L looked to Light as he picked up his phone and the younger man nodded, so he called Aizawa. "Could you bring her back in?"
After some grumbling that he wasn't a babysitter, the other detective hung up and returned with a beaming Sayu who quickly ran over to sit next to her brother. The girl's expression swiftly changed to worry, as she saw the bandage on Light's neck that had been hidden from view when she first came in earlier.
"What happened to you! Did-" The girl narrowed her eyes and glared angrily at L, even going so far as to start getting up out of her seat before Light pushed her back down with a chuckle. "If you hurt my broth-" Sayu started out threateningly. L fought to hide the amusement he felt watching the scene unfold in front of him. Is there such a thing as a Yagami 'sass' gene?
"Whoa there tiger…settle down. He wasn't the one who did this to me." Light gestured to the raven haired Alpha. "That's actually part of what I need to talk with you about…
Friday Evening
"No, sorry…Kira's not here tonight…probably tomorrow." The bouncer at Black Book's front entrance informed yet another customer as they entered.
"They've got some top shelf talent here and all, but I can't fucking wait til he gets back…"
"Have you ever been to one of Kira's post-heat performances? Shit…"
"The place will be packed tomorrow…"
"Should we reserve a table now then?"
Beyond pulled the hood of his jacket tighter over his face as he walked slowly past the line of customers waiting to get into Black Book Friday night, listening closely to the various conversations. His eyes widened further, fists clenching as he eavesdropped on the devoted throngs that were a surprising mix of excited and disappointed at being left without their favorite Omega for another night.
"One of the other Omegas told me that he doesn't have an Alpha, chooses to go it alone-"
"Are you fucking serious? Someone that hot shouldn't be allowed to go through their heat alone, ha!"
"You know he always does something extra special when he comes back to make it up to everyone."
"Why am I not surprised? I can't say I've ever seen Kira give less than 100 percent…"
"Ha…shut the fuck up dude…all you're thinking when you see that fine ass is how hard you want to pound it, not how dedicated he is to pleasing the audience."
"I think I'm gonna pass tonight, head home…he's really the biggest reason I come down here."
Beyond barely resisted the urge to punch someone as he finished passing the line and went round the corner, heading to his car. Once he'd reached the safety of the vehicle he took out the switchblade he had hidden in his pocket, opening it swiftly and stabbing it into the passenger seat again and again…
Are you really having your heat little Kira or are you too afraid to show your face because of what I did to you the other night? Beyond thought in annoyance. As much as he'd enjoyed sinking his teeth into that beautiful neck and having that delicious scent of strawberries envelope him as he pressed against that amazing body, he really needed to determine exactly what was going on... Is he coming back to work or not? He had plans to make…
Fuck, he really does have a stunning body. He thought to himself, exhaling with a sigh as he leaned back in his seat. It seemed to be a common occurrence in the last couple of days...distracted thoughts of the brunette. His fingertips rubbed together absentmindedly as he remembered the silky feeling of the Omega's skin as he had discovered the young man's body. Exploring that hot, tight, slippery hole...plunging his fingers inside and feeling it grip them so hard...
Beyond had relished watching the young man writhe and moan, clenching around his thrusting fingers, even as he complained. It had been so amusing and arousing...but then, when Light had fought...when he'd actually FOUGHT against him...well, it had been exhilarating. He'd almost freed himself from his jeans right then so he could fuck the young man into submission, but he had just enough reasoning ability left to know there wasn't time before L got there.
It led me to be distracted, over-confident…I should've been more careful with that fucking bitch Isis. Beyond growled just at the thought of the girl. He'd paid dearly for that mis-step. The red-eyed Alpha had passed out for more than half a day once he staggered into his other secure location. I'm still surprised I was even able to make it there, given the sorry state I was in.
Afterwards, Beyond deduced it was a combination of a lack of sleep and the head wound that had led to him being out of it for so long. The worst part had been the following three days, during which he'd been wracked with debilitating stabbing pain and throbbing achiness in his head that no amount of painkillers seemed to be able to relieve. It wasn't until late Tuesday night that he started feeling somewhat normal again and began to assess what his next steps might be.
He'd been focusing on surveillance of his latest target for the last two days. All of his plans hinged on being able to take her quickly and quietly, he had to find just the right opportunity or create it if necessary. Much like he'd done with Isis.
Isis…Beyond's blood boiled at the thought of her.
I'm going to find that little bitch when I get the chance…someday, when she least expects it…when all of the surveillance teams have gone home…I'm going to find her and tear her apart. Beyond ripped the switchblade once more across the seat with a smile, imagining for a moment that it was the girl's belly. Except it would be a million times better to see the blood spill out…her insides exposed.
Maybe at the very end, I'll pull out some of her intestines and show them to her before the life fades from her eyes. He mused. There'd be no elaborate testing of killing methods with Isis, he'd decided. Just good old fashioned drawn out torture.
Beyond was incredibly skilled at killing people, but he was also startling talented at keeping them alive to suffer more when he wanted to prolong the agony as well. The dark haired Alpha tapped the flat side of the blade against his lips…
Yes, she'll wake up every day praying for death, begging for it by the time I'm through…which won't be for a very, very long time. I want to savor it… He grinned sadistically and snapped the blade closed, placing it back in his jacket.
Beyond tapped his fingers on the steering wheel as he considered the many plans he had built, their contingencies and what variables might come into play.
As for L and the delicious Kira…Light… He'd looked through the detective's surveillance team file on the young man and learned everything about him that he could from it. It had been incredibly insightful, providing a clear picture of the Omega's life outside of Black Book. There are two possible paths this can take at the moment. He thought to himself as he started the car.
It will all depend on whether he actually shows up tomorrow night…either way, I have some preparations to make. The Alpha determined as he hit the gas and sped away.
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