a/n: I do not own any rights to the Rihanna song quoted within.
Also, this fic is rated M for a reason, read a/n in Chapter 1 for clarification.
*sigh* prepare yourselves
Say a prayer to yourself
He says 'close your eyes, sometimes it helps'
And then I get a scary thought
That he's here - means he's never lost
And you can see my heart beating
No, you can see it through my chest
Said I'm terrified, but I'm not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So, just pull the trigger
Russian Roulette – Rihanna – Rated R
Darkness…
Silence…
Light couldn't even hear the small sounds of discontent bubbling up in his throat that he knew he was making as Beyond arranged him in his lap, treating the brunette like no more than a doll, a toy to be used and thrown about for play…for his amusement. Light swallowed hard, his throat dry and tight as his anxiety grew.
Got to calm down. I have to be in control. He forced himself to taking slow breaths and steady himself.
I knew this might happen. He thought resignedly. Now I just have to figure out how to get out of this…
He knew he had to stay focused. This is probably going to get worse before it gets better. He reminded himself. But keep the end goal in mind…safety…for Sayu, for L, for yourself…
The Alpha tucked him in closer, arms around his body and Light could feel the warmth radiating from Beyond's body, an oddly welcome sensation as he had begun to shiver from the cold floor he'd been placed on earlier. But then he felt the other man nuzzle against his neck, causing him to cringe slightly as the man's breath pulsed across his skin in a feverish wash of air. Then he felt B's lips upon the bite mark that he'd placed there just a week ago and he could feel his heart pounding in his ears.
Please, not again… He sighed softly in relief when the kiss quickly ended. What is the purpose of this…what's his game? Not that Light minded this compared to the alternative of pain, but… He had expected full on torture, not this...
Light squirmed uncomfortably and sensed the vibration of the man's voice coming from his chest as he spoke, but was unable to make out what he said. Who is he talking to? Or is he talking to himself? He wondered as B's hand squeezed his thigh tightly, a cruel, sharp grip that was clearly meant to warn him to halt his nervous movements.
The brunette yielded, stilling his body and the hand relented as well, painful hold loosening…but only for a few moments. Then the offending appendage was sliding between his legs, higher, closer to…
Light gasped, but couldn't even hear it in his own ears. All he could take in was the sound of blood rushing faster through his body as the man holding him tightly in his lap massaged his clothed groin. A moan slipped from his lips before he was able to stop himself. That seemed to cause a reaction in the Alpha as Light felt the man's voice speaking, the timbre of it rolling through him…
No…I don't want this…but, he said he'd do this to Sayu… Light whimpered softly, trying to hold it in and quiet himself. I've got to get it together. I can do this. I have to do what he says, stay alive and look for an opportunity to turn the tables on B or survive long enough for L to find me.
Light suddenly felt new sensations as the hand on his back ran up and down it possessively, occasionally grasping and squeezing the younger man's body. His touch was eager, but careful. Light could tell Beyond was restraining himself as the fingertips slid under his shirt in back and sensually massaged his lower back.
Oh, that's… Light felt his cheeks glow even brighter, cursing the man's talented, attentive hands. Maybe I was right, huh Beyond? Perhaps you are lusting after me…
The young man had wondered if this was the case ever since realizing it was Beyond at the club that night. Light understood desire, longing, craving. It was what he saw on the faces of the Alphas who watched him perform at Black Book.
He knew how to manipulate those feelings and emotions with an expert precision. And if the semi-erect cock pressing into the back of his thighs was any indication, Beyond was no different. This wasn't how he'd wanted things to go down, no…but now that he was there, it was obvious that he could possibly turn things to his advantage.
It's just acting, like when I'm onstage…yes, if I have to I'll just pretend I'm someone else, then it won't seem so bad…maybe… Light wavered before he hardened his resolve once more when he thought of protecting the people he cared about and getting out of there alive.
They'll understand... The young man's fists clenched tightly in anger as Beyond suddenly lifted him off his lap and placed Light on the ground.
But this isn't just about that. This is also about paying him back for what he did to me that night. Rage flowed red hot through his veins as he felt the Alpha's fingers gently card through his hair with one hand and reach behind his head to release the gag in his mouth with the other.
I just have to outsmart him, can't get caught off guard. I can take whatever he throws at me, right?
I'm going to find a way to make you so fucking sorry Beyond.
xxx
When the communication request finally came through from Beyond, the detective was prepared and had Matt on standby monitoring it to try and trace it back through whatever convoluted and winding channels the troublesome Alpha had filtered it through to avoid detection.
"Yes, L?"
"Are you ready? It's him."
"Go for it."
L opened the line and was grateful he still had the sound on mute as he took a deep steadying breath upon seeing Light nestled snugly into the crook of Beyond's arm, bound with handcuffs and obviously unable to see or talk due to the blindfold and gag. L immediately assumed that the headphones were cancelling out all sound and became suspicious as to why this was necessary.
I'm sure I'll find out soon. He glanced at Aizawa, whose jaw was tight as he eyed the scene before him on the monitor. The other Alpha was the only one he had allowed in the room, confident the man could keep his cool no matter what B threw at them. L wasn't sure how this was going to go and didn't think that having the whole taskforce in there would be a good idea. Too many emotions were running high already, but someone needed to be there from the team…so Aizawa it was.
Sayu had woken about an hour ago and demanded to be allowed to see Light if a call came through, but L was sincerely hoping to avoid that. He wasn't quite sure what Beyond was going to do with her brother and didn't want to see the young Beta traumatized further if possible.
"Beyond." He bit out, swallowing a growl as he watched B press his lips to Light's neck. You mother fucker. L thought as the other Alpha grinned at him.
"Why hello Lawli…lose anything recently?"
"Something stolen perhaps." L muttered, keeping the chit-chat to a minimum as he knew that the other man could be set off fairly easily and he didn't want Light to bear the brunt of it.
The detective watched the man's hand trail up Light's slim legs and slip between them, stroking him expertly as he reached the young man's groin. The brunette's reaction was immediate, a rosy blush coloring his cheeks as he let out an erotic moan.
"Because I found something and he's absolutely delicious, mmm, can't wait to see if he tastes as good as he looks..." B sighed happily, tearing his gaze away from Light to wink at the camera and give L a naughty look as he continued his ministrations on the young man whimpering in his lap, running a hand along his back.
"So responsive…oooh!" B's eyes widened in mock surprise. "Was he like this for you or do I just bring it out in him?" The Alpha's voice lowered to a deep, growling tone as he teased L, clearly baiting him as he smirked at the camera.
I have to stop this…but how…he might do something worse to Light if I do.
Beyond's eyes darkened further, the wine red eyes were nearly deep burgundy now as he spoke to L. "Are you positive this slutty little fuck toy doesn't look familiar to you? If not, I think I'll just keep him…you know what they say, finders keepers, losers wee-"
"That's enough Beyond!" L snarled, finally pushed over the edge.
"Oh no, it's not nearly enough…not even fucking close." B hissed out, his eyes narrowing, as if he'd just been waiting for the other man to lose his cool. "Now, I know you've probably got one of your little friends at Wammy's trying to trace this communication…good luck by the way." He snorted derisively and carefully slid Light off his lap on to the floor. "So, I'm going to call you back in a bit to avoid that. When that happens, I'd like you to have little Sayu there for the call, I'm going to let Light here say hello." Beyond grinned at the camera and L watched as the other man ran his fingers through the silky brunette locks and pulled the gag out of the Omega's mouth.
"While you go find the other Yagami brat, I'm going to fuck this one's gorgeous mouth." B unzipped his jeans and pulled out his cock, unashamedly stroked his length, mere inches from the oblivious brunette who simply sat there blindfolded and quiet.
No… A growl rose up from his throat before he could stop it, clearly pleasing B as he got a reaction from the detective.
"Oops! Looks like times up…See you soon Lawli." Beyond shot a final lopsided grin at the camera before reaching over to shut off the communication.
xxx
Oh, that was sooooo much fun. B thought to himself as he looked down at his little prize from the latest contest between him and the detective. It'll be so much worse in his imagination…well, maybe not. The sadistic Alpha had considered having the other man watch Light suck him off, but at the same time…
I kind of just want to enjoy this...all mine… Beyond ran a thumb across Light's soft full lower lip before sliding in the finger, pulling it back out and wetting the smooth lips. The brunette's brow furrowed in confusion and the Alpha's breath caught at just how perfect the young man looked at that moment.
Mouth glistening wet, cheeks flushed pink, fidgeting slightly and on edge. Fuck, so hot… B thought as his fingers wound themselves tightly through Light's hair and took a firm grip, causing the young man to gasp as Beyond held him in place, guiding his dripping cock to the young man's slightly parted lips.
The brunette gave a startled cry, trying to jerk away as Beyond smeared the pre-come that leaked copiously from his aching need across Light's mouth. The dark haired male chuckled. He was sure that the look in Light's eyes was probably a delightful mix of panic and fury at the moment as he continued to forcibly keep the younger man's head in place, but he'd have to wait to see it, as he didn't want the brunette to view his surroundings quite yet…
"No!" Light snarled as he attempted to turn away, whining at the painful hold on his hair.
I know just how to squash this bit of resistance… He lifted off one side of the headphones and bit back a giggle before speaking. "Should I go get Sayu, Light? I'm sure she'd suck cock real good, such a pretty little mouth on that one." B paused, watching with glee as the young man's shoulders slumped and realization set in. "It's your decision…would you rather I do this with your sister?"
Light shook his head slightly. "No." He whispered. "Please stop threatening my sister…"
"Good boy…I'll let her go after this, if you behave yourself. Mmm, now…" Beyond purred, running his index finger along the younger man's lips. "Open wide and take it all." The brunette whimpered, reluctantly parting his lips as B slid his thick length inside the hot, wet cavern of the young man's mouth with a groan. "Shit, I bet you just love having that mouth stuffed full of cock don't you?" He muttered as he began fucking the young man's face.
God he feels so good… He felt Light's throat spasm around him, choking slightly as he slid even more of his cock into the whining and struggling Omega in his grip. I'm not going to last long. B grinned and thrust in until Light's lips met the base of his cock, holding him there for a few moments before pulling out. He let Light take a harsh, gasping breath, before repeating the action.
"Damn…look at you, little slut for it…ngh." He grunted. "Taking it so well, you were just made for this weren't you? So pretty…just like that."
Mine…
It only took a couple of minutes of this, as he drove in and out of Light's mouth repeatedly, surely leaving the soft lips around his cock swollen, if not bruised with his actions. B finally pressed himself inside to the hilt once more and spilled down Light's throat as the younger man gagged.
"Swallow every last drop baby…" He muttered, before eventually pulling out. He replaced the headphone over the brunette's ear as he released his grip on the silky locks. Beyond looked on with amusement, tucking himself back in his jeans as Light collapsed to the floor on his side and began crying quietly.
It wasn't until B's own lust induced pheromones faded from the air and he picked up the powerful distressed scent coming off the younger man in waves that he was bothered. Shit, this happened with the other Omegas when I tortured them, but it didn't bother me…why is it bugging me that he's upset? His brow furrowed and he fought a strong urge to kneel down next to the younger man, stroke his back and comfort him, hold him, croon…
What the ever living fuck is wrong with me? Beyond's eyes widened and he took several steps back from the whimpering Omega, who now also appeared to be shivering. Then he felt it, like a knife in the gut…
Guilt.
This is what guilt feels like…I just haven't felt it in a very long time.
It was an odd mix of emotions for B to sort through as he sat down in the armchair, leaning forward with his elbows resting on his knees, fingers laced together as he contemplated the Omega on the floor before him.
He decided that he didn't regret the act itself, in fact, he was very satisfied. However, he felt guilty about the young man being so upset about it. It must be a reaction to his pheromones…that has to be it. He just has a really powerful scent… B told himself. It had been a long time since an Omega's distressed scent had brought out his protective Alpha instincts.
He knew he would have to find a way to push any concerns out of his mind as he did these kinds of things to Light in the future, because he was still prepared to keep him around long term to fuck with L's head, but he didn't want to fuck with his own head at the same time. If I do this right though, it shouldn't be long before he's past this stage. He considered.
Beyond sighed and strode out of the room in the home they were currently staying in. He'd rented the small fully furnished home on a quiet neighborhood street a couple months ago, when he'd first arrived in Japan. It had a bit of space from other houses on the street, providing additional privacy. It was exactly what B had been looking for at the time.
Beyond found it rather funny that it wasn't too far from the Yagami family home, about a mile away. He may have driven all over the place, switched cars twice, but then he'd come back.
L probably thinks Light is being kept somewhere hours away, not mere minutes from him. He chuckled at the thought as he walked down the hallway.
Of all the places he still had left to hide in, he'd determined this would raise few, if any, red flags if L were to begin searching for locations he might be in comparison to a more recently obtained rental or one of the abandoned homes like he had used for Isis's kidnapping. He'd made some modifications during the last couple of days to one of the rooms to prepare it for Light, not originally expecting that he would be bringing an Omega to this particular location for a long term stay...
Beyond went into the master bedroom and grabbed a soft, warm blanket off the bed. He hadn't planned on giving it to the younger man until later, but figured it would be fine to do it now. B nibbled on his thumb, thoughtful as he returned to the room Light was in again.
By doing these little things to build his trust in me, he'll eventually be much more receptive. He'll still fight me a bit in the beginning... B grinned, excited at the prospect. …but in the end, he'll come around. I'll be his whole world eventually…
The Alpha was looking forward to the challenge, knowing that a careful blend of both harsh and caring treatment was necessary to break down and then build Light back up.
First step is to show him that I kept my promise regarding his sister. He doesn't need to know that she's been safe since last night… The Alpha had considered keeping the younger Yagami around longer as leverage to get Light to do what he wanted, but ultimately decided against it.
He'd determined that he could use the promise of her safe release to prove he would keep his word to Light if he followed through on things B asked him to do, both now and in the future. Besides, the dark haired killer had no desire to keep an eye on both of the siblings. It would be wasted effort to monitor Sayu when he'd prefer to be spending that time molding Light into the kind of Omega he could thoroughly enjoy…free from that annoying feeling of guilt.
B kneeled down and placed the blanket over the younger man, who was now curled up in a little ball. Light startled at first contact of the fabric, but then swiftly realized what it was as Beyond tucked it around him.
"Thank you." Light whispered, barely audible. The other men felt the distressed pheromones lessening significantly already. Beyond smirked. Typical Omega…they just love cozy, soft things. He stood once more and stretched.
Well, I supposed it's time for a little family reunion… He thought, looking at the clock and snickering as he strode to the computer, starting the process of setting up all of the secure connections for the call.
After this, we can have some more fun Light. B glanced over at the Omega, curled up in the blanket. Lots and lots of fun…
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