a/n: I do not own any rights to the Imagine Dragons song quoted within.
I'm bleeding out
So if the last thing that I do
Is bring you down
I'll bleed out for you
So I bare my skin
And I count my sins
And I close my eyes
And I take it in
I'm bleeding out
I'm bleeding out for you, for you.
Bleeding Out – Imagine Dragons – Night Visions
"Please tell me you have something Matt." L snarled as he stood abruptly and began to pace the room like a caged animal.
I'm going to kill him…fucking tear him apart…
"I wasn't able to pinpoint his exact location, but I can give you a 1.5 kilometer radius. I might be able to get a better lock on him after the next call…but he's running the call through so many-"
"Just get send us the information and stay on standby for the next call." L cut Matt off and stalked from the room, Aizawa following close behind. "Find Sayu and bring her here." He snapped at the other man.
"Ryuzaki…Ryuzaki! Stop!" The NPA detective insisted, grabbing the other Alpha's arm. The raven haired male responded by stopping in his tracks and letting out a low growl as he turned a cold hard stare to examine the hand on his sleeve.
"I'd suggest removing your hand if you would like to keep it, Detective Aizawa." L hissed, yanking his arm away and continuing past Mogi and Matsuda, who both looked on with wide eyes during the interaction. "Just give me a fucking minute…" He muttered lowly, going into his room and slamming the door.
I need to think… L's mind raced as he chewed on his thumb and sat down in one of the armchairs, pulling his knees to his chest. What are you trying to accomplish by having Light talk to Sayu? It can't simply be to show him she's alive…it's got to be more than that. You do nothing on this scale without a greater purpose in mind. L still felt like his doppelganger had given up control of the young Beta far too easily.
I just don't understand why he didn't he keep her for leverage to threaten Light with. He scowled in frustration, knowing he was missing some crucial element.
The headphones, blindfold, gag… L evaluated the use of these restrictive measures curiously. He didn't want Light to know that we already had Sayu and who he was talking to…but again, why? If he's just going to let him know she's safe a short while later?
Maybe I'm asking the wrong questions… L sighed and ran a hand through his hair. What I should be trying to figure out is what his plans are for Light after the call with Sayu…what's his end goal? L reluctantly let his mind wander to the darkest recesses of his brain as he evaluated what the worst case scenario he could possibly imagine would be. If I were B and attempting to cause the most hurt possible, what would I do?
His thoughts first went to the idea of Light dying, but he quickly realized that wasn't the worst that could happen with Beyond Birthday and the other Alpha knew L was aware of that fact. That wouldn't be what would cause L the most pain. Because if B killed Light, at least that would mean he was safe from Beyond…and not being…
Torturing, raping, then killing him then…that's the worst that could-
No… L's eyes widened in fear. Wrong again… He thought as he deduced what he believed the Alpha was planning and guessed why he wouldn't want extra baggage like Sayu along. B could always threaten Light with kidnapping her again to keep him in line anyways.
He wants to be able to move around conveniently if necessary, with minimal effort and Sayu would be a hindrance. Trying to contain two people instead of one would open up a much greater chance of Beyond being caught. L quickly surmised.
He's going to keep him alive…indefinitely. L's throat grew tight with horror. Probably physically and mentally torture him, do god knows what else…he'll break Light and make sure I know it, because then I'll suffer as well.
A fate worse than death… L knew without a doubt that Beyond would seek to ruin Light's brilliant mind just to see if he could and use the body it was contained within for his own pleasure. Make him a toy…a pet…
The Alpha's eyes narrowed as he stood, walking quickly from the room and heading back to the room they were using for communications. He saw Sayu and Aizawa sitting on the couch and beckoned silently with one hand for them to follow him as he strode into the room and pulled up the information Matt had sent them showing the 1.5 kilometer radius area that Light was being held in.
What the…? His eyes widened. This has to be a mistake…
A sharp intake of breath from the NPA detective behind him indicated that he noticed the same thing.
"Hey…that's my street, right there!" Sayu pointed out curiously. "What's this for again?" The two Alphas exchanged a look that was both hopeful and anxious.
He'd been right under their noses and they hadn't even realized it.
We're going to find you Light.
xxx
A rage simmered beneath the seemingly docile exterior that Light projected as he lay on the floor, body draped with a soft blanket. The last of the drugs that had knocked him out in the van earlier had burned through his system and he felt clear headed again as he thought through the situation.
It was both a blessing and a curse to be fully lucid in the aftermath of Beyond raping his mouth. His mind was retreating to the place where he locked all of the bad or stressful things behind other doors to protect himself, so he could continue on…so he could keep from falling apart.
The death of his parents, taking care of Sayu by himself, worrying about making ends meet, stripping…all of the things that he had to deal with that would've broken down a typical 18 year old in his position. Light compartmentalized these things and tucked them away to deal with "later".
He was more than experienced in forcing himself to focus and make the tough decisions when faced with difficult choices. It had always been about self-preservation…survival.
Got to just get through it. He'd always told himself. I'll deal with the emotional fall out another day.
He wasn't sure if it would be that easy in this case and it wasn't just about survival anymore…
This is about payback now you sick fuck. He thought angrily. After pulling that stunt in my bedroom…touching me, kidnapping my sister, now making me take you in my…and let's not forget, killing all of those other Omegas…
The young man forced himself to maintain the outwardly passed out appearance, swallowing down the growl that wanted to bubble up from his chest. I think you've earned a little justice at the hands of an Omega after everything you've done.
Light had a moment to wonder if this was what it felt like to finally be pushed past one's breaking point, when he felt a hand on his face interrupting his murderous thoughts, gently stroking his cheek. Perfect. Light thought smugly, as he maintained the illusion of unconsciousness for a bit longer. It's just as I suspected originally…he can't help himself with me. He might not even realize it yet.
There were many reasons Light had pursued Psychology along with Law at To-Oh. A large one being his innate ability to analyze and read people. He was already absorbing junior level material in pursuit of his degree, unsatisfied with the challenge posed by his current curriculum. The young Omega had applied all of his collective intuition and learning as he considered recent events.
Beyond has carefully orchestrated all of this. The level of control he's showing over me is at least in part, for the purpose of controlling information flow to me via sound, sight or touch, not to just deprive me of the senses. But what exact is he trying to hide from me? Light forced his body to relax, breathing steady as he laid there, recalling the Alpha's earlier...attack.
The young man's stomach roiled, remembering the feeling of Beyond choking him with his cock repeatedly as he'd sought release and was thankful he managed not to vomit at the memory, swallowing the bile that tried to rise up. Instead, he leaned ever so slightly into B's touch with a soft sigh that had the hand halting in what Light suspected was surprise.
The young Omega felt a thrill of triumph run through him. This was the only way to take back some sort of control from his captor. B wanted him, obviously, and as much as that disgusted Light, he knew that he could turn it to his advantage.
The hardest thing about all of this wouldn't be hoping that L would forgive him for the things he may be forced to do to survive…it would be trying to forgive himself when all was said and done.
Just pretend that it's L…
Just pretend… He repeated to himself like a mantra, again and again as lips brushed against the exposed column of his throat. Light let out a small moan, curious to gauge Beyond's response and once more the actions paused, but the Alpha continued again shortly thereafter and then licked a long, wet line along his neck, tongue circling his scent gland.
"B…" The Omega breathed out, knowing it would convey just the right mix of affected, but innocently confused to the man. I can't be too obvious after all. He'd never believe it if I just jumped in his lap willingly.
Thoughts of revenge flooded Light's mind, reassuring him in his plan for action. Yes, I have to be a bit resistant, but let him think he's taking charge over me. It won't take long, and then…
He let out a soft, scared sounding whimper and the reaction from the Alpha was unmistakable as a low growl resounded against the skin of his throat. You liked that, huh? Sicko…
Light startled a bit when the silence was suddenly lifted as Beyond removed one side of the headphones. "It's time to say hi to little sis, Light. She's been released to L, safe and sound. Once you've heard from her and know that I've kept my word, we can continue this lovely…conversation of ours." The rough voice purred in his ear.
Light kept his head tucked in low, submissive, making sure he appeared as weak and helpless as possible, which wasn't hard considering the position he was in. The other man replaced the headphones and gathered him up in the blanket, carrying him a short distance and sitting him in his lap as he had earlier.
Yes, we'll continue this 'conversation' you started, Beyond… Light thought venomously as the Alpha brushed some hair out of his face and arranged him however he pleased. But believe me, I'm going to have the last word in the end.
xxx
Interesting… Beyond narrowed his eyes and examined the young Omega closer as he sat in his lap, not starting the call quite yet. The responsiveness to touch, the moan, saying his name…as if that wasn't one of the sexiest things B had ever heard…
The dark haired Alpha tapped a finger against his lips thoughtfully. It could be this is all an act. He considered as he took in the vulnerable expression on the brunette's face.
I'll just have to see how far I can push him…test him. It may be that I have far less work ahead of me if he really is this easy to control and dominate. He grinned, the idea of skipping past much of the tedious mental breaking apart of the young man was very appealing.
B had never once considered keeping someone alive in the long-term in the past. Normally, he was knee-deep in his victim's blood by now and Beyond was realizing that if he wasn't going to seriously maim or kill Light, then he needed to make use of him in a way he was able to as soon as fucking possible…which to him meant fucking the young Omega as soon as possible.
He was already feeling slightly less amped up after shooting his load down the Omega's hot, wet throat earlier. It hadn't been nearly enough though. He wanted more…
Much more.
The Alpha licked his lips, as he recalled the movements of the taut, lithe, very flexible body he currently held at his mercy as it performed at Black Book. Shit, I can't wait to see just what kind of positions I can tie him up in. Maybe I should look up some new ones. We can try a different one everyday… He thought hungrily, taking in the sight of the helpless young man in his lap and imagining how beautiful he'd look tied up in red ropes in particular. Yes, that would be a very fun way to pass the time.
Regardless of his ever increasing desire, he knew that he at least needed to take the next steps to ingrain upon Light from the beginning that his body was not his own anymore…it belonged to his Alpha now and he would do whatever he wanted with it.
You'll soon learn that you have just one purpose now little Kira…pleasing me. He smirked, pulling off the headphones from one ear again and sliding the blanket off Light's upper body as he eyed the pills on the table next to him.
"Light, before you can talk to your sister, I'm going to need you to take some pills for me." The Omega whimpered softly in surprise, clearly not a fan of the idea. I love that sound…gets me hard every time I hear it. B thought with a dark smile.
"What is-"
*smack*
Light cried out as Beyond's palm connected sharply with his face as the Alpha slapped him, a beautiful red mark blooming on the brunette's cheek before the man's eyes. Heh, probably never even been slapped in his life…precious little Omega princess… B sneered.
"Don't ever question me." He hissed in Light's ear before biting down hard on the lobe, eliciting a pained squeak from the Omega. "Are we clear?" The younger man nodded silently.
"Say, 'Yes, Master'…" Beyond fought back a giggle, slapping Light again when he hesitated and frowned instead.
"Say it!" B snapped, as he admired the outline of his fingers from where his hand had struck the smooth skin.
"No!" Light bit out defiantly, shaking his head minutely. B smirked and hit him once more, the other blows paling in comparison as the young man's head to whipped to the side, stunning him as he yelped.
"Care to try one last time? I can always find better uses for your mouth…" Beyond threatened, his voice low and quiet as he half-hoped the younger man would disobey.
"Y-yes…Master." Light managed to choke out, blood coloring the edge of his lips from his teeth cutting into his mouth on the last impact. Beyond thrilled at the stunning effect on the younger man.
More red…he needs more red… The Alpha's pupils dilated slightly in response, unable to help himself from leaning in for a taste, tongue darting out to lick along the Omega's bloody lower lip, causing Light to gasp in surprise, which just made it even better for Beyond. Delicious…
"Good boy…now, open wide…" Beyond remarked with a pleased smile as he picked up the meds, popping them in the brunette's mouth and holding a glass of water to his lips. He checked under Light's tongue afterwards to make sure he'd swallowed them.
"Just something to help you relax sweetheart..." B stated as he set down the glass. Light tensed at his words, but apparently knew better than to say anything at this point, much to B's satisfaction. He's learning already, excellent.
"It'll take a little while to take effect, so it shouldn't interfere with our call." Beyond replaced the headphones and pulled the sleeve back down. Well…it should hold off long enough for you to talk to sister at least. This won't take long anyways. B thought as he reached forward and took the final steps to connect the call.
xxx
"So that's it, we need to focus on narrowing this area down, dissecting it further into the most likely places he would hide." L concluded as he finished discussing the breakout of work with the NPA detectives.
Matsuda would determine which homes within the search area were rentals versus owned homes. He would pass lists of those properties that matched the criteria L had set for B's most likely current whereabouts to Mogi, who would examine other key factors regarding the properties, such as whether it was currently rented, who was listed on the lease, was it located near many other houses or few.
Knowing B's needs if his intentions towards Light were as he suspected, L expected that the man had looked for a house set a bit apart from others around it, possibly furnished already, though that wasn't essential, and with a long term lease that wouldn't arouse suspicion. The other option was that he had killed a family and taken their home, so they would also look into that angle…looking at homes that met the criteria, but were owned, not rented. The second was arguably a messier option, but L knew that Beyond had never minded getting his hands dirty.
Hopefully this next call would tighten their web further and allow Matt to hone in on B, pinpoint him exactly. If not, they'd keep going until they got the list down to a select few that L could evaluate and then…
We'll find you.
The computer beeped, indicating a communication attempt. L looked to Sayu, who had already been briefed on the general situation and now waited impatiently with anger in her eyes, sitting in a chair near the laptop. So much like her brother in that way, truly. L sighed and made his way over.
"Ready Matt?"
"Yup…hit it." The tech genius replied and L opened the channel, muting it on their end as before, not sure what they would see. Sayu let out a small gasp, not having seen her brother all trussed up as L and Aizawa already had.
"Hello Lawli-kins…is the lovely Sayu Yagami there with you?" Beyond grinned. "Don't be shy dear…" L unmuted the line.
"I hate you…" Sayu spit out angrily. B let out a loud barking laugh, clearly disturbing Light who startled, even with his headphones on.
"Oh, yes…that's definitely a Yagami, isn't it? Full of sass…" Beyond replied with a smirk. "Well let me tell you what's going to happen here. I'm going to take sweet, little Light's headphones off and you can let him know that you are safe and sound with L, I mean 'Ryuzaki' to you." He pinched the Omega's reddened cheek viciously in mock affection, causing the younger man to whimper.
"If you try to tell your big bro any details about when and for how long you've been safely back with L…." Beyond held up a wickedly sharp looking blade and smiled. "I'll start removing body parts…are we clear?"
Sayu swallowed hard as L met her terrified eyes. The young Beta turned back to the screen. "Yes, I'll be careful…just please don't hurt him."
"Oh sweetie…" Beyond shot a faux pitying look at her. "I'm going to hurt him, don't be stupid. I'm simply saying that in this particular instance, it's up to you how much pain and injury I inflict."
"You asshole!" Sayu replied angrily.
"Oooh, quite a mouth on you kid." Beyond snickered. "Of course your brother has quite a mouth on him too." The Alpha ran a finger along Light's lower lip, causing the brunette to flinch slightly. "Let's get this over with. I have a schedule to keep." He removed the headphones from one side of Light's head.
"Say hello to Sayu, Light."
"Sayu?" Light called out uncertainly.
"I'm calling from Ryuzaki's Light. I'm safe, ok?" Sayu replied, clearly frustrated she couldn't say much more than that. They watched as Light turned his head towards B to say something, the microphone unable to pick it up. Beyond chuckled in response.
"Sure, why not…if that will prove it to you." B said clearly to the young Omega who turned back in the general direction of the computer.
"Ryuzaki? Is she really there with you?"
"Yes, Light. She's at the apartment right now." The young brunette smiled as soon as he heard L's voice, a reaction that was not lost upon Beyond, whose eyes flashed with anger, narrowing in response.
"Promise me you'll take care of her, ok?" Light asked quietly as B glared at the screen momentarily, reaching up to put the headphones back on.
"I promise Light." He replied quickly, hoping the younger man had heard him.
Beyond then leaned forward, tapping a few keys on the computer before pausing and looking into the camera with a smug expression. "Well Lawli, it's been real…let's do this again, say in a year or two." The screen went dark.
"Matt?" The Alpha called out sharply, holding his breath.
"Down to about a .75 kilometer radius…cut it in half. Sorry I couldn't do better but-"
"No, Matt, this will be very helpful. Thank you. Please be on standby to assist again if needed." L hung up.
Sayu looked at him quietly, worry clear in her eyes. "What do we do now?"
L's gaze hardened with resolve. "We find your brother."
xxx
Light was laid on the floor once more and felt at peace. I heard L's voice…Sayu is safe… He took a deep breath and felt himself relaxing, all tension leaving his body. Now I can focus on…
A wave of euphoria and pleasure swept through his lean frame and he let out a happy sigh before he could stop himself. What did he give me? Light wondered, surprised at how calm and unworried he felt. Everything will be fine…yes…I have a plan…
Light felt the headphones removed completely from his head and fingers stroking through his hair, ruffling it, nails dragging across his scalp. Feels good…so good. His skin felt so sensitive, the fabric from the blanket rubbing against his neck was almost too much. "Mmmm…" The brunette let out a quiet moan.
"Someone's starting to feel it now…" Beyond chuckled and the brunette was vaguely aware that the Alpha was picking him up in his arms to carry him somewhere.
"What…is..." The younger man felt a pleasurable warmth rush over his skin and gasped. "Oh god…"
"This is only the beginning…" B murmured in Light's ear as he laid him down on a soft surface that the brunette could only guess was a bed. "You see, this is a very special drug, quite illegal of course…just for Omegas."
Light felt B wrap something around his neck and began to panic. "No…no…" He tried to struggle, but could barely lift his arm to push weakly at the other man. It was useless.
"Shhhh…stop it." Beyond chided him as Light heard something lock into place. The Alpha then proceeded to release the chains binding his ankles and wrists.
"As I was saying…" B continued as he finished removing them and Light heard him toss them aside with a metallic clinking on the floor. "This is a fantastic drug for Omegas…stimulates the pleasure centers and makes your body think that you're going in to heat."
Light whimpered, eyes widening in disbelief behind the blindfold as he felt his body grow even hotter, tasted the truth in Beyond's words as the symptoms became more evident.
"You should really be thanking me…it'll make this all much easier the first time." Light could practically hear the smirk in the man's voice and for a moment he wanted to slap him with one of his now free hands. If he could lift his arm that is.
Get it together… He told himself. The anger and rage he'd felt earlier cut through the haze of the drug. I can use this in some way I'm sure...but as of now he has a major advantage while I'm weak like this. Besides, if I do resist and he's too rough or hurts me seriously, there's no way I can free myself.
Light knew there were no good options here, only lesser degrees of misery to choose from and that led him to swiftly make a decision on how to proceed.
"Thank you…Master." Light murmured softly. He heard a sharp intake of breath and knew he'd hit the mark. The brunette only hoped he had the strength to survive what was to come.
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